Disclaimer: I don't own the fast and the furious or any of its characters. But I do own Ryder, Sydney, and Gabby O'Conner. I don't own the song either.
Chapter 12
Everyone besides Ryder was in the living room watching the movie. Sydney was in Vince's lap who was in the recliner. Dom and Letty were in the other recliner. Jesse and Gabby were hogging the couch and the popcorn. Leon and Mia were laying in the floor Mia using Leon's back as a pillow. "Hey what's this movie called?" Letty asked as it loaded.
"Redline," Sydney said between giggles as Vince kept tickling her neck with his beard. "Ya'll can stay over e got enough room's I just don't want to catch Jesse and Gabby in the same room." she said glaring at her little sister as her southern drawl made itself known.
"Crystal clear sis," Gabby said from where she was laying in Jesse's lap.
"Dom and Letty you can stay in the room beside mine and Vince's, Jesse can stay in the one beside it, and Mia can stay in the one beside it which puts her between Jesse and Gabby." Sydney said as Leon looked up.
"Why didn't Ryder come watch the movie?" He asked as Mia started laughing at Sydney who was trying to get Vince to stop what he was doing.
"He had a headache so he's probably in his room listening to music," Sydney said after elbowing Vince to get him to stop.
"Hey guys you mind if we skip the movie. I'm fixing to teach someone not to elbow me in the ribs," Vince said a sneaky smirk on his face as he wrapped his arms around Sydney as he stood up holding her bridal style.
"Naw just don't make to much noise," Dom said knowing what Coyote had in mind as he watched him carry her down the hall.
"Claim chair," Leon said as he beat Mia over to the recliner, she pouted as he stuck his tongue out at her.
An Hour later
Ryder was laying on his bed dressed in just loose jeans his hands were behind his head. His stereo was playing Scars by Papa Roach when there was a knock on the door. "Come in," he said glancing at the door as it opened revealing Leon.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me
that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
"Hey movie got dull thought we could have that talk, Plus Vince already carried Sydney off to their room and locked the door about an hour ago and Letty and Dom are asleep in the recliner, Jesse and Gabby are asleep on the couch, ad Mia went to bed after I left." Leon said shutting the door.
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
"Come over here and join me," he said grabbing the stereo remote and turned the volume down enough that they could talk but not enough that someone could hear them walking by. Leon walked over and laid on the bed on his stomach elbows propping his head up.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me
that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
"How hard was it for you to tell the ones you love that your gay?" Leon asked as Ryder shifted onto his side.
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
"It was hard, Sydney already knew, but when Brian found out all hell broke loose him and Sydney fought then he left. Haven't heard from him since then." Ryder said stroking Leon's cheek with his thumb. Leon's eye's closed as he leaned into Ryder's touch. "Sydney will help you break it to Vince, if you want. She wants us both happy."
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me
that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
"I just don't want to lose my brother cause of this," Leon said as he moved closer to Ryder as he continued stroking his cheek.
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
"You won't we'll talk him through when he finds out." Ryder's thumb grazed over Leon's bottom lip. He leaned forward and kissed him gently lingering at the taste of him.
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move
on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move
on with my own life
"Mmmm," Leon moaned as his hands made their way behind Ryder's head lacing his fingers in the soft locks and puled him deeper into the kiss, tongues locked in a heated exploration of each others mouth.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me
that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Ryder's hands made their way under Leon's black and red jersey caressing over Leon's toned stomach. Then up his side over ribs, up to his chest causing Leon to moan deep in his throat. Ryder pulled back looking down at Leon, eye's glazed with passion, lips swollen from kisses. "Your beautiful," Ryder growled as he leaned down nipping at his neck.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me
that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
"Your not that bad either," Leon said as his hands trailed from Ryder's hair down his bare back dragging his nails as he went causing Ryder to stop what he was doing and arched his back.
"I wan't to take this slow no rushing," Ryder said nipping Leon's ear.
"Yeah taking it slow would be good," as he started massaging his fingers into Ryder's back causing him to arch his back again.
"You keep doing that and we won't be able to take this slow, I don't want you just for sex I want you for you which means getting to know you," he said leaning down and kissed Leon before he laid back down on his side pulling him into his embrace.
Leon snuggled closer and laid his head on Ryder's chest as he closed his eyes dozing off listening to Ryder's heartbeat.
A/N: there's Chapter 12 write to me and tell me what you think.