Ok so I think I'm starting to lose interest in this story which is bad. So I'm probably gonna make it shorter than what I intended it to be. Do you think I'm dragging it out too much? Also do you think I should make it a happy ending or sad ending? Cause right now I'm kind of leaning towards the sad….
"…Kagome, I didn't kiss her back"
"You didn't break it off either"
"I-I"
"Do you love Kikyo?"
There is silence, but I already know the answer from his eyes
His golden eyes
And then he speaks again
"But I love you to-"
"That, Inuyasha, is despicable. How can you love both of us?"
The question seems to echo between us
"Why does this even matter? It's just a kiss"
Wrong move
"If it was just a kiss Inuyasha, I could forgive you. But the fact that it meant so much more and when we were about to go on a date is just wrong. Inuyasha, you've broken my heart enough times already I don't want to go through this anymore."
He stares at me.
Raw pain
Hurt
But he loves both of us
"How can I still love you even after all this?"
With this, I feel the tears slide down my cheeks and I turn around before walking away
I ran.
Through my town.
Through the trees.
Through, to the place where it all started. (To be honest, I don't know where this is… just use your imagination)
I am shaking.
I wonder how my life came to be like this.
I lie on the forest floor.
Why was it me who had to suffer through all this?
Unrequited Love
I should have known.
Who could ever love me?
After all, I was always the girl who was selfless
Never expecting anything in return
That was me.
The quietness engulfs me.
My heart hurts.
It had been through so much already.
Yet, I had been so blind,
That I saw but continued smiling
It's funny.
I would have found this so funny
But I don't.
What did it mean to be happy?
I've stopped trying to so long ago.
It is then, that tears consume me.
I clutch the dirt beneath me as I sob.
Agony. Despair. Pain.
I've felt it all.
Salt finds its way into my mouth.
Darkness slowly spreads.
But I lie there,
And remember.
ok so we're back to the start and she's gone through the whole flashback thing! Yay! I can now type this:
End of flashback! (On with the story)
I felt crushed
Empty
And hurt
All over again
What use was there to love if it caused so much pain?
Sango had tried to comfort me
But there's only so much a friend can understand
I was lying in this world full of broken glass
I couldn't move for fear of being hurt
And I was all alone
It was happening all over again
This time it was much worse
You could say I was born into the wrong life
I was meant for a happier, brighter world
But such is reality
And I couldn't change it anymore
I have to get away from all of this
I'll go see Grandpa
After all,
It's the holidays tomorrow
I promised I would see him again
Gramps
What would you say if you saw me now?
Ha… you'd probably give me a lovesick charm
And go onto one of your long historical speech
But through all these flaws
You're still my Grandpa
And you manage to cheer me up on the darkest days
I know you can do it again
Because
Right now
You're the only one I have faith in
The only one I can rely on
Thank you Grandpa
For being there for me when I need you most
So this chapter is pretty short but I have to end it here because the next chapter is really important. Please tell me if you want a happy or sad ending because I'm really unsure.
Ciao!