A/N: This has got to be the BIGGEST chapter I have ever written so far. There is a lot to take in and a lot of scene changes that have been separated with the lines. There is some new plot twist in this one..which will help me with my story in the end.

Text that is in like this means it is a flash back.

I hope you guys enjoy this chapter!

~Chapter 13 Opening The Wounds~

Deidara turned his head around to see that Itachi wasn't to happy about what was going on but he manged to give him a smile. Deidara wondered what could have happen to him that was so bad that he didn't want to go home at all.

Sasuke drug Deidara all the way to the front gate of their home with Itachi close behind. "Here we are." Sasuke said as he did a little spin. Deidara couldn't believe how big and beautiful the house looked from the outside. He was starting to feel nervous even before he got in the gate.

"Well come on you two this is going to be fun!" Sasuke yelled out as he walked to the front door. Itachi came up behind Deidara and put his arm around him, "Just take a deep breathe...hopefully nothing to bad will happen and we can get out of here rather quick."

The three of them came into the house and toke off their shoes, "Just wait right here and I will get mom and dad ok Itachi?" Itachi nodded and sat down on the stoop and put his head in his hands. He was starting to feel sick just from smelling the inside of the house.

"Oh my gosh it is my oldest!" Itachi looked up to see his mom come running to him and kneeling down and hug him. "Hey there mom."

She stood up and made Itachi stand up with her, "Let me get a look at you!" She made him do a little spin so she could see all of him, "You are just as handsome as when I last saw you."

Itachi gave her a smile and looked over her shoulder, "So where is dad?" His mom hesitated before answering him, "He is waiting for us in the usual spot."

Itachi rolled his eyes, it was just the same as always dad waiting for him to come to him.

"So who is this Itachi? A new friend of yours?"

"Oh! Sorry...yeah this is umm..Deidara mom."

"Hey there nice to meet you." Deidara bowed and said, "Nice to meet you too."

"Umm Itachi dear...if this is that kind of new friend you might want to wait to introduce him to your father."

Itachi once again rolled his eyes but this was the best thing for Deidara's sake. He turned to him and held his hand, "I want you to hang out with Sasuke for a bit so I can talk to dad ok?"

Deidara just nodded while their mom yelled out for Sasuke to come to the front door. Sasuke came skipping back down stairs, "You yelled for me mom?"

Itachi grabbed Sasuke's shoulders and put his face close to his brothers. "Listen to me Sasuke, I want you to take Deidara upstairs while I talk to dad. But don't you dare open your mouth about anything do you hear me?"

Sasuke acted like he was locking his mouth and throwing away the key, "I won't say to much nii-san I promise"

"Come on Deidara I can take you to Itachi's room!" Sasuke grabbed the blond's hand and lead him upstairs.

"You mean you guys still have my room?" Itachi couldn't even believe that was possible.

"Yes we did sweet heart, I always thought you would come back one day." She said with a smile. "Now come on we can't keep your farther waiting."

Itachi toke one more glance at the back of Deidara's head as he disappeared from sight before following his mother. His mother walked in the room first and Itachi toke one more deep breath before entering the room too.

He sat like he always done across from his parents and waited for one of them to talk. His farther ended up looking at him but didn't say anything for a couple of minutes.

"It is good to see you again son..." Itachi swallowed the lump in his throat, "It is good to...see you as well farther."

"You mean that Itachi's room is still the same way he left it?" Deidara asked as he kept looking into every room they were passing.

"Yeah...I think mom and dad were hoping he would come home again...and here we are!" Sasuke opened up the door and motioned for Deidara to take the first step in.

He slowly toke in the room while Sasuke went and opened the curtains. "It screams Itachi doesn't it?"

Deidara laughed, "Yeah it really does." While looking around Deidara noticed some pictures on Itachi's night stand. He saw a picture of him and Sasuke when they were younger and then another picture.

He picked it up and looked at the other man that Itachi had his arms around. "Who is this guy in the picture with Itachi, Sasuke?"

Sasuke walked over and looked at the picture, "Oh that is nii-san's first love..Shisui Uchiha." Deidara slowly put the picture back in it's place. "First love huh?"

"Oh yeah...they were inseparable really...I mean I could tell you some stories. But I think I will leave that up to nii-san." Sasuke giggled a bit as he sat down on Itachi's bed.

"What is so funny anyways? Does one of your stories have to do with the statement Itachi stopped you from saying earlier?"

Sasuke's eyes grew wide, "Wow you have a good memory! And yes...it has to do with that." Sasuke leaned into Deidara and whispered, "So you want to hear about the first time I saw my brother making love?"

Deidara felt like he could have a stroke, "You..did..what?"

"Aww..don't think I am a pervert or something! Sheesh! It just happened...really that is when everything happened and when everything went down hill for my brother."

Deidara did a face palm before speaking again, "Itachi has never told me about his past at all..."

Sasuke put his hand on Deidara's leg, "Well I don't think I should tell you either...so let's do something else! How about you try on some of your new clothes?"

"Umm..I guess I could do that..but I don't know what to try on first." Deidara started to look though his bags.

"How about you try on the outfit nii-san picked out for you? I know he picked something out for you..he always does this."

Deidara still was getting shocked at how well Sasuke knew his brother, "Well that is in this bag here."

"Awesome! Go into nii-san's bathroom here and try it on...plus I want to see something." Sasuke was smiling ear to ear as he pushed Deidara into the bathroom and closed the door.

"What in the world does he mean see something..." Deidara shrugged his shoulders and put the outfit on and walked out of the bathroom. "Well here it is."

Sasuke turned around from his snooping and started to laugh, "I knew it!" He stood up and walked over to Deidara and made him do a spin. "Big brother has always liked tight flared pants on his men, and then a tight muscle t-shirt."

Sasuke started to feel around Deidara's waist line which made Deidara jump backwards, "What are you doing?"

Laughing some more Sasuke shook his head and smiled. "You are the girl of the relationship alright."

Deidara was feeling embarrassed, "What do you mean by that exactly? I am not a girl!"

Sasuke stopped his laugh, "Oh..sorry..I guess Itachi never said anything to you."

"Told me what? I really would wish that I could get some answers."

Sasuke motioned for him to come and sit on the bed with him, "This might be difficult to hear, but what I mean by you being the girl...is that.." Sasuke paused and placed his hands on Deidara's knee. "Is that you can have children for my nii-san."

Deidara ended up falling off the bed. "I..I..can do..what?" Deidara started to mumble to himself he had never heard such. Sasuke got down on the floor and grabbed the blond's chin. "I told you it would be hard to hear...look don't worry..you still have everything a man has. You just have a womb and all."

Deidara looked up to face Sasuke as he felt the sweat running down his face, "And you found this out by my waist line?"

Sasuke grinned, "Well yeah...you have wide hips...I wonder if big brother knows this already...and I do hope you guys are using condoms to now."

Deidara was feeling as if the room was spinning this day has just becoming even more crazier. Sasuke started to rub Deidara's back to help him calm down, "Don't tell nii-san I told you...I don't know what he might say."

"I have been keeping tabs on you for the past nine years. And you have been doing a lot of different things. And most of it I am not proud of either."

Itachi just stared as his father said this to him it was just like before he left. Sasuke had said they had changed but Itachi wasn't really seeing it.

"Your son here has brought with him a new friend." His mom broke the silence by bring up Deidara.

"He has...well that is nice..I guess."

Just like father always judging, Itachi was so ready to get out of this slowly suffocating room. "Yes it is nice father...he is a really sweet and loving guy and I love him."

His father twitched a bit at his statement. "I really can't believe both my boys would be this way...I mean Sasuke is now dating that one boy...what is his name.."

"Naruto dear his name is Naruto."

"Oh yeah right...he is always bringing him to the house but I never really talk to him. Just like I won't be talking to your new friend that much either."

Itachi wasn't surprised that Sasuke was dating Naruto, and he was glad his father wasn't going to talk to Deidara. He didn't want him to anyways.

"Well may I be excused to go and check on Deidara now?" His father gave him a nod and Itachi left to the safety of the hallway.

He was finally able to breathe normally again and he started to make his way back to his old room. It would be kind of a treat to see his old room. It would be bring back a lot of memories for him.

"Come on Deidara you got to stop this...Itachi will be up here soon and he will think I did something bad!" Sasuke pleaded with Deidara.

"Look how about I tell you that story...and then that will get your mind off things. How does that sound?"

Deidara pushed his hair back out of his face and wiped the sweat off his face. Before sitting indian style to listen to the story.

"I take that as a yes then? Hopefully I will get done before nii-san comes in here."

When Itachi was twelve and I was about six almost seven he had started to date Shisui. They became really close rather fast since they were always doing missions together and hanging out. One night while our parents where out of town I was in my room trying to fall asleep when I heard giggling. It sounded like a girl and I thought nii-san had bought a girl home. Well being the curious kid that I was I got up from my bed and snuck to my brother's door. He left it cracked just a bit and I looked in to see that it was my brother that was giggling like a girl as Shisui was touching and kissing him.

Seeing this I jerked back and stared at the hallway wall I couldn't believe that he was making out with another boy and for the fact he was having fun. I must have been sitting there for a while before I heard loud pants coming from the room. I was never told about sex at this age so when I looked though the door again I saw my brother on top of Shisui bobbing up and down with his head back and his hair was all messed up. And he was making the most loudest moans I had ever heard. I just kneeled there watching as my older brother started to shake and obviously have an orgasm. After witnessing that I went back to bed with a whole bunch of questions that I eventually asked my brother then of course after I grew a little older I started to like boys as well and the rest is history.

"So that is the story..they did it a lot more times in the house. But I don't think nii-san ever really knew that I had watched that one time. Or any other time." Sasuke started to giggle but was interrupted by another voice.

"I knew you were always there watching Sasuke..." Itachi was standing there in the door way and he walked over and flipped Sasuke in the forehead hard before sitting down on the floor with the two of them.

"Oww! Why do you have to do that for!"

"Because you are in here telling stories after I told you not too!"

"But nii-san...I was just trying to get Deidara some incite to your past that is all."

Deidara smiled at Itachi, "Yeah that is all he was doing..plus I wanted to hear the story."

Itachi sighed, "Well whatever...but did you have to tell him that story?"

"Well he saw that picture of you and Shisui and I told him that was your first love nii-san."

Immediately Itachi stood up and grabbed the picture he was talking about off his night stand. He toke the back of it off and toke the picture out. "This is the reason why...I didn't want to come back here!"

Deidara and Sasuke watched as Itachi tore the picture into little pieces before throwing it away. There was complete and utter silence in the room before Itachi spoke again. "Well I guess I should just tell you my whole past now huh Deidara?"

Deidara started to wave his hands in a stopping motion, "No you don't have to if you don't want to open those wounds."

Itachi came over and rested his head in Deidara's lap, "It is ok..I want to tell you about all this so you can understand me a little better."

Deidara started to run his fingers though Itachi's hair as he started to speak again. "As my foolish little brother has told you...my first love was Shisui..."

I first meet Shisui from our academy days being the gifted child that I was I ended up finishing school before him. But in the end we got on the same team together and we started to become friends. We were always doing things together, training, eating, playing, just doing everything under the sun. I never once thought that Shisui had feelings for me. He was the first to say something to me and he was my first kiss as well.

We both knew that once we started to have a relationship we would have to keep it a secret since our families and the clan would frown on us. With the story my brother had told that wasn't the first time we had done something together we started to get rather bold with our actions. We started to sneak into one another's room at night just to have sex with one another. There were a few times were we almost got caught.

But things changed about a year into our relationship as I became apart of the ANBU and we were seeing less and less of each other. And I guess we were getting kind of stupid when it came to finding times to have sex with one another. Because one night I had come home from a late mission and Shisui really wanted to see me and I wanted to see him as well. He ended up sneaking over to our house and I told him that my parents where home and we couldn't be to loud.

I guess in the midst of being quiet with our mouths we weren't thinking of the other sounds as my bed was hitting the wall rather hard and a lot. We were doing it so hard that some of the pictures in the other room had fallen off the wall. This was what woke my parents up and they ended up finding us as he both climaxed at the same time. Being in shock we hid ourselves under the covers and held each other's hand.

Father was so steaming mad that he couldn't say anything while mother was busy weeping behind him. Right then and there I had destroyed the image that my parents had thought that I was. I was no longer the perfect and loyal son. I had become an outcast and my father didn't speak to me for a long time after that. My parents had a hard time accepting my sexual preferences as my mother would always cry when she saw me and my father wouldn't even look at me.

Even my relationship with Shisui changed he started to act like he wasn't interested in seeing me and he stopped talking to me. I was devastated but I kept doing missions and things to keep my mind occupied and I was hoping for the best outcome. After a month of being found out Shisui finally wanted to see me at one of our favorite spot by the Nakano river. I had high hopes that he finally wanted to be with me again but he wanted to tell me that he was going to be marrying one of the girls from the richest Uchiha family of our clan.

I pleaded with him and told him that she would never love him as much as I loved him. He started to walk away from me and I just snapped, the last thing I remember was seeing his body start to sink in the river. I had told myself that he died because I wasn't going to allow anyone else to have him but me. Shortly after I did that I ran into another man that had seen the whole thing, we started to talk and he wanted my help now that I had unlocked my new sharingan.

And of course that later that week the horrifying night came when I helped kill everyone in the clan besides my own family. There was a part of me that couldn't part with them..you would think I wouldn't care but I did deep down. And since my parents where ashamed for the whole sex scene and now the killing of the clan. I decided to pack my stuff up and leave and become a memory for them. And then of course I joined the Akatsuki and that was when I meet Pain the next love of my life.

"And of course you know how that all turned out Deidara." Itachi sat up to see Deidara's face. "I hope you don't fall out of love with me...I don't think I can handle it."

Deidara was almost in tears he never knew how bad Itachi's past really was and how could he even say something like that to him. Deidara wrapped his arms around Itachi's neck and gave him a tight hug. "No matter what your past is..my love for you is not going to change."

Itachi was glad to hear those words and feeling Deidara's warm embrace seemed to make the whole world melt away for a minute.

"Aww..that is so sweet! You guys are just to cute together!" Sasuke chimed in and ended up ruining the moment. They kind of forgot he was there since he become all quiet for once.

Winking at his brother Sasuke asked, "Nii-san! Have you figured out if Deidara is that kind of guy yet?"

Itachi curled up his nose, "No I have not...and I haven't explained any of that to him yet. Why are you bring this up for?"

Sasuke started to act dumb founded, "Umm no reason really..I just thought I would ask..I mean that was the first thing I found out about my love Naruto."

Itachi glared at Sasuke before looking at Deidara who was once again sweating and becoming red face. "You said something to him didn't you Sasuke!"

"What! I thought you might have told him already!"

Itachi toke in a deep breath before breathing out slowly, coming here was a stupid idea since things seemed to keep coming up.

Itachi grabbed Deidara's hands and kissed him on the cheek, "Since you are acting this way I guess Sasuke checked and you are huh?"

Deidara slowly nodded and started to stutter, "I..I..nev..never...thou...thought this could..happen..to..to..me."

Itachi pulled him close to his chest and started to rub his back, "Listen there are ways of preventing anything from happening you know? And even if something was to happen it doesn't mean it would be a bad thing ok?"

Deidara pushed himself up to look at Itachi, "You mean...you want to have children with me?"

This was an awkward situation since Sasuke was right there and this was suppose to be a private kind of conversation. "I will answer you in a second, Sasuke get out my room!"

"Nii-san I want to hear your answer!"

"Out now! Before I drag you out by your ears!"

"Fine...fine I am going." Sasuke got up and left. Itachi made sure that he went back to his own room before closing and locking his door.

He turned to look at his precious Deidara who was patiently waiting for him to answer his question. He walked over and sat on his bed and motioned for Deidara to join him. "To answer your question...I would love to. I feel like I was meant to be with you and no one else. Do you feel that way about me?"

Deidara started to fidget with his hair, "Yes I feel the same way." Itachi thought it was precious to watch Deidara become scared to even admit his love for him. He pushed the blond's hair back so he could see his face and gave him a long passionate kiss.

"Are you ready to head back home now?" Itachi asked hoping to hear the him say yes.

Deidara giggled as he noticed the pleading look in Itachi's eyes. "Yeah I am ready to go back."

Deidara started to gather up his things and Itachi noticed that he had the outfit on he picked out for him. "Oh you look really great in that outfit...Hmm..I might have to do stuff to you later."

"You think it is best for you to talk like that here in your house Itachi?"

"I didn't think about that...being with you makes me forget what is going on around me." Itachi said with a smile. He opened his door to have some one scream and fall over.

"Sasuke...how many times do I have to tell you to stop eavesdropping on me!"

Sasuke stood up and started to rub his sore behind, "I am sorry..but I couldn't help over hearing that you are going to go home now?"

"Yes we are..I don't really want to stay longer then I have too."

"But nii-san I would really like for you to stay tonight! And then tomorrow we can all go out on a date!"

Itachi was at his wits end and he was ready to just leave, "No I don't won't to stay the night..we are going home!"

"But please stay the night sweet heart. I would love to cook you something to eat you know." Itachi turned his head to see his mom had joined the conversation. "Please Itachi, do this at least for me."

Deidara tugged on Itachi's shirt as a way of telling him to say yes. Letting out another big sigh Itachi said, "Ok we will stay."

A/N: I hope you guys don't mind me doing that to Deidara..But I still have some ideas floating around in my head. But I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter and all. And they are going to be staying the night and then hanging out with Sasuke and Naruto tomorrow.

I wonder what the four of them could get into exactly? So be sure to read Chapter 14 to find out.

And keep sending me feedback and comments it is always an encouragement to keep writing.