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Chapter 12

Valentine's POV.

I am sitting in my office thinking over all I have done in my life. All that was good and I screwed. I know shocker I don't think I am the best of them all. I know my the best thing I fucked up in my life was my beautiful family.

Jocelyn.

My joy, I regret what I did. Turing are children into something they weren't meant to be. I don't get me wrong i will still use them to get control over Idris, I don't want to cause her more pain so I found someone new. Zoey Handsmith. I knew her and school and I knew she was my life partner. Shadowhunters are given life partners when the reach the age of 20. Jace and Clary are life partners but they won't know that until next year. When I over heard Jace and Clary's conversation I know they had true love and they both regret doing what they did. But for different reasons.

Jace, he lost her trust but not her love. Clary is right what is love with out trust. Every time I said to love is to destroy I was wrong. At the time I was upset and hurt and I didn't want Jace to go through that. Instead he went through it 2 fold. I love many people Zoey the most. She will rule Idris,

Now you may be thinking what does Clary regret?

She regrets her misplaced trust. She put all her trust in Jace to early. She gave him her heart and he got scared so he did what he thought he need to do.

Let her go.

All that did was tear them both down. Break their trust more. And they both got the feeling life partners get when one of the pair is hurt. That feeling no one has a name for, but we know one thing.

What it does.

It takes your feelings and holds them hostage. Won't let you trust, won't let you thing about the past with making you regret it. I know I won't ever make Zoey go through that.

She is mine and no one will hurt her.

I will let Jace and Clary sort it out. They have 4 months before their wedding to get it sorted out.

What can I do?

Jace's POV.

I can't stand not being able to see, touch, feel, love my Clary. So I do what any some what reasonable person would do.

I kicked the door in.

I see Clary sleeping in the bathtub. She is curled in a ball. I stare at her for a while then I go pick her up. When I do she wakes up.

"Shuush, Clary I am taking you to bed." She nods and goes back to sleep. I walkover to the left side of the bed remembering how she likes to sleep on left side. I remember when she used to sleep with me and she would always sleep on the left side. I smile and go to the right side. When lay down I wrap an arm around her waist and she snuggles into me. I smile and I know this would be the best nights sleep I had in a while.

*Skip to Morning*

I wake up to an empty bed. I start to panic did she leave me? What do I do?

While I am in full panic mode I see Clary walk out of the bathroom. WOW I am stupid. I get up and quietly walk up behind her and wrap my arms around. She slightly jumps and turns around in my arms. It feels so good. So right. It feels... meant to be. She looks at me quizzically.

"I am taking you on a date." I want to start over and earn everything back. I want her back.
"What are we doing going to do? Go to Mars, or even visit the shopping center?" She says sarcastically. That's one of the million of things I love about her.
"I know we are locked in here for who knows how longs but we will watch movies, eat dinner, and talk."

She smiles.

"I would like that."

Maddie's POV.

I love Jonathan.

I said it, I got it off my chest. I want to be with him forever. I know why. He is my Sole Mate. Him being 20 he found me. We never leave each others side and know I am carrying his child. When Clary told me he wasn't evil I was so happy. I wouldn't have to go against the Clave. The Clave know him as a trusted informant. He and Clary will be the rules of Idris when the one in place steps down.

One thing how do I tell Jon. he will be a dad?

Jonathan's POV.

I love Maddie. Now all I have to do is kill Valentine and Zoey. I heard the pain of a soul mate is horrible and I would never put her or anyone in the position. I walk into their study and I hear them talking.

"Val, what will we do about Jace and Clary?" What happened?
"Zo, we need to let Jace mend the heart he broke." I am pissed. I never knew they broke up.
"You said that but I think we should help out." I will help out to my braking blonde's face.
"How?"
"I don't know let them go on dates. Let Jace buy Clary stuff. I don't know I feel like we should help."
"What else?"
"Let them go."
"Never I need them in my plane. Let's not worry about that right now." I hear kissing I shutter my dad making out with someone is something I could have lived a long happy life never hearing that.

I go back to Maddie and I's room. I see her siting on the floor and she is frowning.

"Mad, what's wrong?"
"Jon..., I am ... pregnant."

I stand shocked all my life I have wanted a child and I am finally getting one.

"Jon, I understand if you don't want the baby... or me."

I am shocked. I pick her up and kiss her. I pull away and smile at her. I get on my knees and kiss her stomach.

"Hello baby, are you in there? If you are this is your dad. You are going to love it out here it is so bright and beautiful. Just like you and your mother."

I smile at her and ask her.

"Did that answer your question?"

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