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The sound of thunder and rain hitting the roof woke up a very tired Maya. She had gotten more than 12 hours of sleep, but she felt as if she was hit by a truck. She opened her eyes, rubbing them.

She had fallen asleep at twelve last night. She was too busy thinking about Cam.

And then she remembered that today was the day he killed himself.

She yanked the covers over her face, closing her eyes once more. She didn't want to face today, she didn't want the questions, she didn't want the sympathy.

She winced, yanking the covers off of her, staring at the blank ceiling. She felt sick, she felt alone. Her entire body ached for some reason.

The sickness got worse, as Maya ran out of her room and to the bathroom, throwing up. The vomit kept coming, it felt like it wouldn't stop. Tears came rushing out of Maya's eyes as this happened. She felt her throat tighten when she finished.

This was weird - Maya never threw up. Even when she had the flu, it was rare she would throw up. She whipped her mouth, going over to the sink and washing her hands and face. She looked at herself in the mirror. She looked like hell, and she felt like it too.

A knock sounded at the locked door. She put her focus on the door.

"Maya?" Are you okay in there?" She heard Zig say, knocking on the door and raddling the locked door knob. Maya quickly brushed through her messy hair, and unlocked the door.

"Yeah, I'm fine." she whispered, pushing him out of the way and going back into her room. She heard him coming behind her.

"You were just throwing up, you can't be fine." He grabbed her shoulder, bringing her closer to him. He placed his hand on her forehead.

"You don't have a fever." She pushed his hand off of her forehead, walking away from him again.

"I said I'm fine, Zig. It's just the sadness of the day I guess." She laid back into her bed, sighing. He followed and sat down on the foot of her bed.

Maya started to feel annoyed. She didn't want to be around anyone - not even Zig. She felt angered, and for some reason she just didn't want to talk. He seemed to notice, by the way he backed away a bit.

"Did you want something?" She snapped out of no where.

"Are you sure you're okay?" He raised an eyebrow at her, shocked by her attitude.

"I said I was fine, I just want to be alone for a little, okay?" She whispered, bringing her knees to her chest. Zig looked at her for a second, before getting off of her bed.

"Okay -" He started walking out of her door. "If you need anything you know where to find me."

She nodded as he walked out, closing the door behind him. She felt her stomach turn again, but she managed to hold back the vomit. She hugged her knees, crying into them.

All of this sadness had to be from Cam, she thought. She was upset about it, obviously. She hid under her covers for the next couple hours, crying. She then drifted off into sleep.

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*ZIG'S POV*

I walked out of Maya's room, confused. Why was she being like this? Why was she all the sudden pissed at me? I figured it was because of Cam, and I understood, but she usually is never like this.

I shook it off, walking into the kitchen. The thunder was getting louder, as the rain hit the roof like marbles falling on the floor. I was suprised the power was still on. I walked over to the counter, sitting down.

It must have been the day. Usually, I'm good at keeping my emotions in about all of this. But this day just felt drowsy. Campbell should be here, he deserved the best but got the worst. The worst coming from me.

I hated myself. I never will be able to forgive myself for the words I said to Cam. I began thinking about freshman year, thinking about the words I said to him, but quickly got it out of my mind the best I could. Thinking about it would make it even worse - I needed to remain strong for Maya, for her mom, for everyone.

I put my head down on the counter, slowly drifting off into sleep.

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About two hours later, I was awoken from a loud thudding on the door. The thunder was still loud, the rain even harder than it was before.

"Someone open up!" I heard a girl screaming, knocking frantically at the door. I rubbed my eyes and quickly ran open to the door, opening it.

Tori was standing there, soaked. She quickly ran inside, past me. She didn't even seem to notice who had opened the door.

"Oh my god, it's terrible out there." She threw her bags on the ground, taking the wet hair that sat on her face and putting it up. She turned around and gasped.

"Oh my god, Zig!" She yelled, practically jumping into my arms. I was shocked - the last time we talked was when she broke up with me.

"Hey, Tori?" I hesitated, giving her a small hug in return for her huge hug. We parted and she looked at me.

"You cut your hair." She looked at my hair, smiling. "You look like a totally different person."

I put on a shy smile, looking back at her. She had changed too - she cut her hair, but not too much. I also noticed she was wearing a cross necklace. It was awkward being around her.

"Tori!?" I heard another voice coming behind me. I turned around and saw Maya standing there, and Tori running over to her, jumping into Maya's arms.

"Maya!" She screamed. They hugged for what felt like an hour.

"Oh my god - you're here! You're actually here!" Maya yelled, and Tori jumped up and down. Maya looked much better than she did before, she must have finally gotten out of bed while I was asleep.

I walked over to them, walking past them.

"I'm going to let you ladies do - whatever you're doing." I laughed, and they didn't seem to notice I left. I guess that's how girls are, when they reunite.

*MAYA'S POV*

"Oh my god, Tori! I haven't seen you for like - a million years!" I exaggerated, hugging her again. She was shivering and soaking wet.

"Before we get to talking, I need to change." She laughed, picking up her bags. I helped her. Typical Tori, she always over packed.

"You could go into my room, since that's where we are sleeping tonight." I smiled, looking at her again. It was so nice having her back - finally having a girl to talk to.

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That night we talked for hours. Tristan came over, and we all talked on my bed about everything. I discovered that Tori had a boyfriend, his name being Rick. She went on and on about him, describing every inch of him, showing us every picture of him. It was so nice seeing her happy.

"So Mayaaa," Tori giggled, putting her attention to me. I noticed Tristan did too, him knowing what Tori was about to bring up. I giggled a little, also. "Zig."

"What about him?" I asked, smiling a bit. Tristan hit my arm, playfully.

"You guys have been living together for like, a month." Tristan giggled, looking at Tori. "You guys have had to atleast done something."

"Yeah really, tell us all the juicy and sexy details." Tori nudged me, smirking.

I thought about telling them about loosing my virginity to him. I knew they were trustworthy, and I really wanted to tell them, but for some reason I didn't want to open up about it - not yet. It was nice - having it sacred.

I went on, only telling small details, like how we kissed and made out, and cuddled. They listened with excitement.

"You guys haven't - like done it yet?" Tristan asked, smirking.

"No! No not yet." I giggled.

"Not yet, ay?" Tori smirked. "It'll happen soon, I could feel it."

Truth is, it already did happen. I smiled to myself, thinking back to that night.

"So, tomorrow is going to be like, really sad." Tristan changed the mood, looking down at his hands. Tori smile faded also.

"I know," Tori frowned, then looking at me. "Are you sure you're okay, Maya? I know you don't want to talk about it but talking to us might help." She reached out and grabbed my hand, and I squeezed it.

"I'm okay, I promise." I tried to put on the most fake smile I could smuther, but I knew they noticed.

"Maya, you don't have to hold back on us," Tristan started. "We are going through this too, we could all help each other." Tori nodded in agreement.

"For some reason, I'm fine right now." I replied.

"Then what's wrong? You seem off." Tori frowned.

"I just haven't been feeling - I guess in the scoop lately. I just feel out of it." I shrugged.

"It's probably just Cam. Even though you don't want to really admit it, you are still upset inside." Tori said, taking out her phone. She scrolled through it for a second, before tapping on a picture.

"Do you guys remember this picture?" Tori said, pointing her phone at us. It was a picture of Cam, Tris, Tori, Zig and I at the fair.

"Oh em gee, we were so young!" Tristan yelled, grabbing her phone. I looked over his shoulder, looking down on the picture. We were all so happy - Cam looked happy.

"That was the night we found out that Natalie Heart was pregnant, remember?" Tori laughed, "Everyone was like - freaking out because she was only fifteen."

"Oh yeah! She was like - the most religious person ever." Tristan giggled.

I looked down at my fingers, suddenly feeling sick again. My stomach began to turn, and I felt as if I had to throw up, again. I managed to hold back my ice cream, looking back up at them.

"Teen pregnancies," Tori begun, sighing. "There's gotta be at least like - ten girls pregnant in my school."

"I think the last pregnancy was Jenna, right Maya?" Tristan asked me. I must have not have heard him, or zoning off.

"Maya?" Tristan waved his hand infront of my face.

"Oh, yeah I think she was." I quickly replied, rubbing my head. "I have such a headache."

"Oh, tell me about it. My period has been killing me lately." Tori sighed, looking down at the time on her phone. "I should probably use the bathroom - Maya, you have tampons, right?" I nodded.

She walked out of my room, and Tristan was busy filing his nails.

I looked down at my iPhone, at the date. That's weird, my period always came around the 12th.

It was the 27th.

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The memorial the next day was beautiful. There were so many flowers, so many people. The entire hockey team was there, some alumni students, including Eli Goldsworthy, who helped me a lot through all of this. Cam's entire family was there, all of his brothers and sisters. There were endless amounts of students, all helping each other out.

During the memorial, Maya couldn't help but notice Zig leaving the group every once and a while - the group being herself, Zig, Tori, and Tris. He would just doze off, and walk away somewhere.

I saw him standing in the corner, sipping on a cup of water, looking off into the distance. I decided to finally walk over to him.

"Are you okay?" I asked him.

"Huh?" He didn't even notice me walk up.

"I asked you if you were okay." I repeated.

"Oh, yeah I guess."

"Oh come on, Zig. I know you better than anyone, and you are not okay." He shrugged, and took a minute to reply.

"I just don't feel welcome here."

"What? Of course you're welcome here." I touched his cheek. "You knew Cam, you guys were friends at one point."

"He probably hated me - I was such a dick to him." He looked down, breaking eye contact with me. I took his chin and lifted it so he was looking at me again.

"He didn't hate you, Zig. Sure, you might have pissed him off a bit, but that's life." I took a step closer to him. "Please don't take this all out on you, you know for a fact Cam would've forgiven you for those words you said to him."

All he did was shrug. It hurt so much to see him like this. It must literally suck having such a burden on yourself like that. I know in my heart Campbell would've forgiven him, and I had a very strong feeling Zig wasn't the main reason why he did it.

"We will never know why he did it, he's not here to tell us." I whispered, looking around the gym at everyone. Cam's mom was hugging so many people, Tori was talking to Cam's sister, Eli and Clare were talking to the hockey team. "But I do know, that he liked you. He actually liked having you as a competition." I mustered on my smallest smile.

I brought him in for a hug, resting my head on his chest. We hugged for a minute before walking back over to Tori. I excused myself, going to the bathroom.

I walked into the stall, and pulled my pants down.

Still no period.

This was weird. I always got my period, I never skipped once.

My stomach turned again, and I fell to my knees, throwing up.

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It was 6 o'clock later that night, and the rain had stopped. Tris, Tori and I were in the living room watching the Kardashians, and Zig had some stuff to work out with Tiny. I didn't even want to get involved with it, Zig had assured me it would all be okay, he would work it out.

Tori was flipping through a magazine, while Tristan was mumbling nasty words after everything Kim would say on the TV. Everyone in the world knew how much Tristan hated Kim, he only watched it for Khloe and Kourtney.

I stayed silent, lost in my thoughts. I was silent for most of the day after I went off to the bathroom during the memorial. Everyone thought it was about Cam, and I let them think that.

But it wasn't about him. The thought kept creeping into my mind, I tried pushing it out but it wouldn't.

I needed to say something, I couldn't keep quiet about this. I looked at both of them, who were focused on their own little things.

I reached the remote and switched the switch to off. Tristan looked at me, throwing his hand in the air.

"Um- Maya. Why did you do that?" Tristan snapped, as Tori laughed a bit.

"Guys, I need to tell you something." I could feel my heart racing, I could feel the tears forming in my eyes. For some reason, I couldn't stop shaking.

"What is it?" Tori asked, closing her magazine, facing towards me.

I closed my eyes, causing tears to fall. My stomach kept flopping and doing cartwheels.

"Oh my god, Maya." Tori nudged over to me, bringing me into her arms. Tristan got up and sat down next to me, rubbing my back. I sobbed into her arms.

"Is this about Cam?" Tristan whispered. I shook my head, no. Tori raised her head off of mine, looking at me with a raised eyebrow.

"What is it then, honey?" Tori asked, whipping some of the tears off of my cheek.

"This can't be happening." I softly cried, shaking my head.

"What can't be happening, Maya? Talk to us." Tristan continued rubbing my back.

I couldn't even get the words out of my mouth. I couldn't say this out loud - because it might be real. This all could be real.

"You guys know when you were asking about Zig last night?" I asked, trying to get the words out through my tears.

They both nodded.

"I think -" I couldn't get it out. My throat felt tight, it felt as if I couldn't breath.

"I think I might be pregnant."

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