CHAPTER 12 Jacob POV

I can't bear this. Being away from her.

"Renesmee, I miss you," Jacob whispered.
"So much."

It's been a week. I've tried to see her in the big house but that Blondie was always on patrol. Edward was always the one to answer the phone. Why are they keeping me out? They owe me a lot. I gave the treaty a deeper depth and consideration. But I know it's not only a favor anymore, I'm keeping it for Renesmee's sake. Anything they do even if it's against me, I couldn't do anything.

It's like in a hostage drama. My Renesmee is their hostage and whatever they want me to do or do against me, I couldn't do anything just for her to be safe and happy. I know theyre doing this temporarily for some reason. Two days from now, I think she'll be turning thirteen. She mentioned that to me before tara came into the picture.

It's the Rabbit's fault. If it didn't need to be fixed with new parts and tara didnb't offer me such a good deal for it, Renesmee could be with me now.

I stood up and kicked the tire of the Rabbit in anger. I spent the whole week after school and after evry attempt I made to see Nessie. I also didn't want tara to find me. I think she's turned into a stalker and she's one of the reasons why Nessie doubted me.

I could still hear her say "I'm sorry" that night.

"Jacob?" it was dad.

"I'm fixing the rabbit, dad!"

"There's a call for you,"

I ran immediately. I could hear Renesmee's voice already. Oh, please, let it be her.

"Nessie?" I noticed my voice was full of excitement. I couldn't hold my eagerness to hear from her again.

"Who?" The next line said.

"Who's this?" it wasn't my Renesmee. It was some girl's voice.

"Jacob, it's Tara, of course."

'Of, of course, it's you,' I thought in grief.

"Hi," I lost all my strength and enthusiasm. It wasn't my Nessie anyway.

"Were you expecting someone to call? Your girldfriend perhaps?"

I said no hesitantly. I felt like I was being stabbed by a knife straight through my heart when I thought about it. Nessie wasn't my girlfriend.

"I know that," she giggled on the phone.

'Of course you do. The pack told me you're interrogating them about me,' I thought and rolled my eyes to the phone.

"You want to do something?" she continued.
"I was so hesitant about calling you. It took a lot of guts to dial your number," she continued blabbing.

'So?' I wanted to ask her on the phone.

"So you're busy?" she asked again.

"I'm fixing the Rabbit," I just said in monotone.

"I can just go there and watch. I promise you won't even know I'm there," she insisted. She really doesn't give up.

"I'm sorry but I prefer to work alone,"
"Oh! Dad's calling me. Gotta go!" I lied then hang up immediately before she could speak again.

"Who was that?" dad startled me from the back and that irritated me.

"No one. Just Tara,"

"Don't you think you're being too rude?" dad was starting to annoy me.

"It's her fault Renesmee isn't with me!" I was beginning to tremble. My fists clenched hard.

"Why would you blame her? I think she's just doing things for you to notice her. Give her a chance," dad really was getting into my nerves.

"There's no chance for her and you know that!" I growled.

"Jacob calm down! If your'e going to traqnsform. Do it outside!"

I listened to him and ran outside. I shouted her name before completing the transformation. I went to the woods and howled a howl expressing my longing for her.