Hey all so sorry for the late chapter.

This one is short I know but it's still important and I have my time free again later so promise to try to make the next chapter a lot longer to make it up to you. Also realised that time line in the story is reaching Christmas. Next chapter will explain plans for it.

Also some of what was supposed to happen this chapter will happen next chapter because of time limits. There is plenty to happen then also but this one is important I promise. Once you get to the end you will see, I'm sorry where I left off last time. Things will be resolved soon. Those boys are stubborn remember. Thank you to all who reviewed last chapter and any other feedback.

Title is from 'We'll be together' by Ashlee Tisdale

I can't pretend
This is a rehearsal for the real thing
Because it's not
And I know we're young
I can't help feeling what I'm feeling
And I won't stop

Some things are meant to be and will be there
When the time is right
Even though I know that

I swear I wish you were tonight

We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
Cause I can't turn mine off

Oh yeah
I like what's happening to me
Oh yeah
Nothing else to say
Oh, Oh yeah
Somebody finally got to me
Carry me away

KxS

"Sebastian" Santana called out, shutting the door of the apartment after her. Loud music was drifting from Sebastian's room all the way into the hallway and it was very sad, so something had to have happened.

"Where is he?" Cassie asked, scanning the room. There was a bottle of whiskey sitting on the bench in the kitchen and random junk food everywhere. It seemed he was eating and drinking his feelings.

"Sebastian, get here now" Santana demanded.

There was no response, Santana folded her arms across her chest and stormed over to Sebastian's door to look inside.

He was lying on his bed with his eye's all blood-shot and singing.

"Is he ok?" Cassie asked. Santana walked forward and tapped Sebastian's shoulder.

"Hey what's wrong?" Santana asked.

"I told him I loved him and he left, I can't stop crying and my heart feels likes its broken" Sebastian mumbled then let out a drunken sob before collapsing on the bed.

"Wow you're really wasted, wait did you say you told him you love him, him as in Kurt" Santana asked, stepping forward and turning off the music.

"Yeah, what does it matter. He probably hates me anyway" Sebastian stammered then let out a hiccup.

"Ok I'm sure he doesn't hate you" Santana said, squashing down her anger at Kurt, she had to sort out Sebastian first.

"You didn't see his face, he looked like I told him I was getting a sex change and planning on proposing to his Dad" Sebastian answered, waving his hand in the air dramatically.

"Um what" Cassie mumbled.

"Ok you need to sleep, when you get up we can talk in the morning and sort it all. Don't worry about it tonight" Santana demanded and walked off to the kitchen to grab a glass of water.

She came back to see Sebastian had passed out on the bed. Santana sighed, placing the glass on the table by his bed then tucked him in.

Once back in her room, she sat on her bed and put her head in her hands. She felt Cassie put a hand on her shoulder.

"So what are you going to do?" Cassie asked in concern.

"Talk to Kurt" Santana said, sitting up and trying to control her sudden urge to hit something. It will be sorted, Kurt was a stubborn person but she refused to let him pretend he wasn't in love with Sebastian. He was and he needed to admit it or she would make him.

KxS

Kurt walked into the kitchen slowly at 8, Sunday morning was another lazy time for him and he often got up about ten but he couldn't sleep the night before for obvious reasons and had only had a few hours. He sat down at the kitchen table and rubbed his eyes tiredly. He couldn't stop seeing Sebastian's face. When he did a wave of emotion and guilt would hit him, his mouth felt dry and just like last night panic set in.

He was frozen with the ability to admit how he felt and he didn't want to be scared anymore. He wanted to just say it back.

"Morning" Brody said, walking into the kitchen without a shirt on. If this had been a last month, Kurt might have been a little turned on but now he didn't even feel anything except the hurt from rejecting Sebastian.

"Kurt?" Brody questioned, Kurt looked up and blinked, his eyes hurt from lack of sleep and he rubbed them.

"Yeah" he said, his voice sounding dry from tears and lack of sleep.

"What's wrong?" Brody asked, sitting at the table and placing a hand on Kurt's arm.

Kurt did love his friendship with Brody and Kurt was always grateful that despite being straight, Brody had no problem touching Kurt in a friendly way unlike some of his other straight male friends. But now it just made Kurt feel more empty and made him ache for Sebastian's touch.

"I'm a selfish bitch" Kurt said, feeling a sob well up.

"What" Brody questioned in concern, Kurt looked like someone had killed his puppy.

"I pushed him away" Kurt stammered, feeling tears welling in his eyes and it was becoming harder to breathe "I didn't want to, I just panicked and left him there, I shouldnt have because I just.."

"Just" Brody pushed, placing a hand on Kurt's back and rubbing it gently. He knew what Kurt was driving at but he wanted to wait for him to say it. Kurt needed this to help him gather up courage to go and tell Sebastian how he felt.

"I love him, I love him so much" Kurt sobbed out before collapsing into himself in tears.

"Oh Kurt" Brody said sadly, Kurt didn't need to say more. Brody knew about how Kurt had felt and instead of asking outright, he was wanting to wait patiently for Kurt to admit it so he could give him more of a push into telling Sebastian himself.

"Does he know?" Brody asked.

"No but he told me he loved me and I ran" Kurt stammered.

Brody was taken aback, he knew Kurt was still struggling with his feelings but he didn't think he would have left Sebastian when he told how he felt.

"Did you want to say it back?" Brody asked.

"Yes but something stopped me" Kurt whispered.

"You let your fear stop you Kurt, you're still stuck in that mind-set of protecting yourself after getting your heart-broken. You need to let that hurt go remember" Brody said gently.

"I don't care about Blaine anymore and sure part of me is still terrified of getting hurt but I just wasn't sure if Sebastian felt the same way in the first place and when he said it, I thought my ears were tricking me and before I knew it I was running out of there" Kurt stammered and wiped at his eyes.

"Kurt you two are so good for each other, there is so much chemistry and spark there, it's not funny. You compliment each other and sure there will be fights but that's part of a good relationship, also the make up sex would be good. The passion between you would be there even in the rough times and that's what you want. You want that feeling of too much and not enough" Brody said.

Kurt nodded, that was one thing he had lacked with Blaine. Passion. It had been missing in the bed room and in their odd argument. He felt like Blaine was just his friend he kissed and had average sex with and the love wasn't as strong or intense as how it was with Sebastian. He realised that even though he had cared for Blaine, the cheating had hurt but it was being single and alone that had hurt more, Kurt had been with Blaine because he loved having a bf. He had ignored how wrong they were for each other just so he could have someone. The warped way he had looked at that had screwed up relationships for him and that was probably why he snapped and started sleeping around when he became single

But when he was with Blaine he never felt the strong emotions he was feeling now, he felt like he could drown in his feelings for Sebastian.

"Kurt" Brody said and Kurt looked at him slowly, realising he had just stared at the table thinking for a while.

"So what are you going to do?" Brody asked.

Kurt sat up and breathed in deeply, determination running through his system.

"I'm going to stop being scared and tell Sebastian that I love him" he replied.

KxS

Ok sorry, I know it's short but this is all I could get out with my time. I promise as said above that next chapter will be longer and more will happen. This is a filler but it's also important.

If you don't want to review because it's short I understand but would like to hear from you so I know you're still liking where this is going.

Till next (longer) chapter,

Rach

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