Chapter Twelve
Feeling Rejected
We were left alone. Everyone else lefted the room. Some with worried written all over your face and other thinking that I had gone mad.
"I don't want to talk about it Jacob. I must have hit myself." I was really confuse on how I got a red mark on the cheek that Miles just hit in my dreams.
"Nessie, I'm going to KILL him. He is as good as dead." Jacob's whole body was shaking. Please don't let him phase. I did what I knew would calm him down. My lips found his. I wrapped my arms around his neck, wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him into me. He wrapped his arms around my waist.
Well fell onto the bed. Him on top of me. Kissing me. His lips never leaving my skin. This is what I want. I want to be able to give myself to the man that I loved. I put my hands on his chest making way to the bottom of his shirt. My hand went up his bare chest under his shirt. I could hear a little moan in his throat. I knew this wouldn't last very long. He started to pull away. I tighten my grip around his neck.
He chuckles. "Nessie, we can't do this. It isn't right. Your father is already going to kill me when he sees me thinking about this." He says in between kisses.
"Don't think about it. There problem solved." Still chuckling he unwraps my arms and lays flat on his back. I put my head on his chest. "Jake, I want to. I want this. I want you."
"Ness, there is no hurry, we have forever to do this." He pulls me tighter into his embrace.
"What if we don't. What if Miles finds me and takes me. What if......." I couldn't finish the rest. I didn't want Jake to know about what happen between Miles and I in my last dream. It would hurt him.
"Ness, don't worry so much." I rolled on top of him and stared into his eyes. I could see how much he loves me, how much he cares for me. I begin to kiss him again. I kiss his lips, his cheek, neck, and every other place he would let me. My hand once again found his bare skin under his shirt.
"Ness, No. We must it. Your father is going to kill us." I felt something I never felt before. I felt rejected. A tear must have escaped because Jake brought me into a tight hug.
"Nessie baby please don't cry. I want to I really do, its just that i'm scared of what will happen." I was confused.
"Scared of what Jake?"
"Scared that you will get pregnant and something goes wrong." Oh thats what he met. I looked at him and then nodded. I was still so tired so I laid my head back down on his chest and fell asleep.