The meadow was quite. The criqets were heard from miles away. Their sounds calming me down. I let out an unnecessary breath as I sat down.

"What now?" I asked myself as I rested my chin on top of my knees. I held my knees closer to my chest as I let the darkness in gulp me

"I'm alone" I said as I closed my eyes

I heard his footsteps before I felt him sitting next to me

"I though I said I wanted to be alone" I said still keeping my eyes closed

"You didn't say that you said you needed to think" he said as he moved to be sitting in front of me

"It's the same thing" I replied

"No its not" was all he said

I let a small smile escape my lips

I then felt Edwards' soft lips touch mine. Slowly our lips opened taking in each other's breaths. I sucked lightly on his bottom lip as he placed his hands on both sides of my face holding me closer. He was so intoxicating. I wanted more.

I placed my hands on his chest as one of my hand made their way up his neck his tongue darted into my mouth. I have never felt this hungry before. I had never felt this much desire. I kissed his lips hungrily and nothing could stop me. His mouth opened up inviting in my tongue.

Finally, I opened my eyes and leaned away.

"Wow" was all I said

"I think that's an understatement," he said with a chuckle as he held my hands

"Shut up" I said laughing

We just sat there as right before our eyes night became day. The sun was high in the sky making the morning fog disappear. The sunrays struck our skins making us shine. A sight I was not used to seeing. Edward and I were now laying down side by side taking in the sun.

His skin sparkled making him look so fragile.

"Why are you still here?" I asked curiously

"What am I not allowed to be here?" he asked his eyes still closed

I sat up and stared down at him.

"Yeah but I don't know" I said sighing

"Bella" he said in a soft voice

"Yeah" I said lying back down and snuggling next to him

"You're not all alone" he said as he kissed my hair and held me closer

"You my family" he said kissing my cheek

"And me" he said kissing my lips softly

I smiled as I looked at him. All of this felt so unreal. Almost as if i was in a dream. I looked up at the blue sky just wondering. It was weird feeling this way. I was an undead and I had all this time now. What to do with it?

"What now?" I asked

"I don't know" he simply relied

"I feel so unnecessary" I said looking at my hands

"I know what you mean" he said also staring into the sky

"But that's why its nice to have someone" he said

I snuggled into him again

"Are you ready?" he said

"I think I am now" I said getting up along with him

He held my hand as we walked off to the woods. I gave his hand one last squeeze before we started running.

This wasn't going to be so bad. Like Edward said I wasn't alone.

Just like I expected Alice stood outside the house with the rest of the Cullen's.

"Welcome home" Esme said

Yeah. Home. It gave me a warm feeling inside.

Yeah I think I am ready now.