*Thank-you for the reviews on the last chapter they were greatly appreciated thank-you all so much.
The weekend away from Tampa and spent in Clearwater was meant to take our minds off of everything that was going on around us with the paternity test and the adoption. We left for Clearwater on Friday afternoon when Seth was done training for the day and I had taken the weekend off to spend some time with him and to get away. We arrived at my father's beach house that sat on the beautiful private beach early Friday evening. We spent the night getting settled and spent the first night watching movies together before we went to bed to spend the next day together. Saturday morning came and we spent the day going to the aquarium and much needed time on the private land relaxing in the Florida sun, enjoying the cool clear blue water to keep cool in the early summer sun.
It was a beautiful day spent enjoying the marine life at the Aquarium. We visited dolphins and even encountered dolphins helping to train and feed them as well as play with them with the trainer. I also got to enjoy meeting the three resident sea turtles and learning about them knowing they were my favorite creatures of the sea. There's just something beautiful and serene about sea turtles. They live a life of tranquility and peace in the blue waters of the sea. When we finished our visit at the aquarium we enjoyed a nice relaxing afternoon on the beach together. It was quiet and peaceful on the beach as we were the only residents inhabiting that part of the island while the public area of the beaches were packed with families enjoying their family vacations. Sitting on the beach and wading in the cool blue water brought back so many memories for me when we went to the beach for our family vacations. The times when my family was actually happy, maybe not happy but pretended to be happy, those rare occasions when my father was free from Hollywood life or free from WWE life or the times Chelsea was home from her prestigious dance school and she was on break from her movie career. I don't remember many happy times with my family but being in Clearwater was one of the few happy occasions that we shared together. The beautiful day led into a beautiful night with the love of my life. Seth ordered a seafood dinner of lobster, shrimp, crab legs and sautéed garlic sea scallops for us to enjoy by the sea. "How was this for romantic?" he asks as we are enjoying our special dinner together.
"I would say it is above and beyond romantic," I smile. "I loved this weekend."
"I'm glad," he says with a smile. "So your dad owns this beach house?"
"Sure does," I answer. "We spent a lot of summer family vacations here when I was a little girl. I think the last time we came here as a family was when I was 10 years old. It was always a happy place and then everything started to change and my dad's career got busier and Chelsea's career got busier so we stopped coming here. I don't think my dad has been here for years."
"It's nice does he just rent it out to renters that want to enjoy time on the beach or does he keep it for families only?"
"I think he rents it out to renters. I don't know why he would hold onto it so long if he never comes here."
"I don't know," he says as he looks up at the beach house. "It's a pretty nice house."
"I think so too," I say with a smile. "Did you have fun?"
"So far yes," he says, "we still have another day and I think we should bring Jonah some time for the week and have a family vacation. He would enjoy the aquarium."
"I agree," I say with a smile. "My brothers, sisters and I loved it here. We would spend almost the entire day in the ocean, playing, splashing one another. I kind of miss my siblings."
"Ben is the only one you talk to?" he asks.
"Yes," I say. "I don't really have a relationship with any of the other ones anymore. Chelsea is okay but we don't talk much anymore. We never really did get along. I did some terrible things to her I don't know how I can face her again. My twin brother Josiah is off living his life, going to college, my sister Kaylee is in New York doing her thing and my sister Sicily just graduated from high school. She will be in Florida in August to go to college," I say, "maybe then we can hang out and form some type of relationship. She was always one of my favorite sisters."
"I hope you can have that too. I never knew you were a twin. What was it like being a twin?"
I let out a small little chuckle and say, "well, we fought a lot. Josiah and I were ALWAYS fighting with each other but we were close. We had that twin thing we had our own language and it was like we could feel each other's pain. We could also read each other's minds. We were pretty close but we still fought a lot. It was like we could pick on each other but if someone picked on one of us the other would stand up for them. I spent a lot of time in kindergarten standing up for Josiah and well I ended up getting kicked out of kindergarten."
"You got kicked out of kindergarten?" he asks.
"Yes," I say.
"How does one get kicked out of kindergarten?" he asks.
"Well, I didn't want to follow the rules, I beat up the kids that picked on Josiah and according to the teacher I was a thorn in her side so they kicked me out. My mama had to homeschool me because they didn't' want me in public school. I told you I was a wild child. I am so glad Jonah is nothing like me although I am sure that mother's curse will kick in some time but if I am lucky it won't."
He lets out a laugh and says, "I think Jonah is a great kid. He's very smart and very well behaved."
"He's an awesome kid despite everything he went through in the womb. I am thankful to God that he is as healthy and as intelligent as he is. It could have been worse after everything I did and endured during my pregnancy with him. If you and I were to have a baby together which I think we already said neither of us want more kids I would probably enjoy the pregnancy more. I didn't get to enjoy my pregnancy at all with Jonah. A part of me wants to experience all the pregnancy joys like a baby shower, enjoying every movement, ultrasounds and things like that. I didn't get any of that with Jonah but I got damn lucky with him."
"Maybe one day when you're older and you want to have another child maybe we'll try for one. I'll leave that open," he says making me smile because deep down even though I said I didn't want to have another baby a part of me deep down really does want another baby, at least one more baby. "I wouldn't mind another child."
"Are you serious?" I ask.
"Yeah," he says. "I am serious. Is that what you want?"
"Maybe someday," I say. "But not for a long time. I need to get through college and we need to have our wedding. I think we have some time for the whole future baby thing and then we don't know anything about where your career is going so I think we should wait a while."
"I agree," he says, "so I know when we first got together you said you weren't into wrestling, why is that?"
"My dad is a wrestler, Seth," I answer. "I have seen the impact of what it can do to families and the effect it has on a marriage. I credit wrestling to part of the reason my parents fought all the time and my dad had numerous affairs. I just don't like wrestling. I tolerate it though because I know it makes you happy and I will be at every show to support you but it really isn't something I am into and not to mention every family loses a little bit of privacy once you make it to the big time. Right now no one really knows you but when you get into the big leagues everyone will know you and you don't have a personal life. I grew up in the spotlight and I hated it."
"I know it is very hard for a wrestler to keep their private life private," he says. "I will do my best to keep our life private."
"I do appreciate that," I say with a smile.
"Is there anything I can do to make sure we are okay during my time on the road?"
"Times are different now," I say, "there is facetime, skype and all sorts of things unlike when I was a little girl and my father was away from home. It is a lot easier now to hold a marriage together than it was back then but my dad was a player so that also played a part in all the problems my parents had."
"I'm not a player and I am a one woman man so you will never have to worry about that. It's a lot of time away."
"It is," I say raising an eyebrow. "Why are we discussing this? It almost sounds like you're getting ready to go to the big leagues."
"Well," he says. "There were two things I want to talk to you about tonight," he says. "The first thing is that when we were at training today Bill said something to me about traveling with WWE this summer, to get a feel of the big leagues. Of course I will only be wrestling dark matches but it is one step closer to the big time. He said they are working on big things for Roman, Dean and me. They have some plans in the works for us but want us to prove ourselves in dark matches over the summer and early fall. One of the ideas being tossed around is that they make us into a faction of three and have us wrestle as a group before we break off individually. I mean it's a good opportunity and I hope they roll with it but we'll see."
"So you're telling me they want you to travel with WWE? They want you to wrestle dark matches?"
"Yeah," he says. "I would start next month."
"That's awesome, Baby! Congratulations! That's big I'm so happy for you."
"So I will be away sooner than I expected but this is the opportunity I have been waiting for. Of course it's not a full time schedule but there are some days and weeks I'll be away and some days and some weeks I'll be at home. It is all about when they need me and how the crowd reacts to me."
"We'll figure it out, Seth," I say with a smile. "This is great news! I am so happy for you," I say as I get up from my chair, walk through the cool sand and kiss his lips in the moonlight. "I love you."
"I love you too," he says with a smile. "I'm really excited. This is everything I have spent the last 5 years working for. I can't wait to get into that WWE ring."
"I can't wait for you to live your dream," I say taking my seat again. "Hard work pays off," I say, "I'm so proud of you."
"Thank-you," he says proudly. "We'll figure out what works best for us to keep this relationship going because I know at first it won't be easy but we'll figure it out."
"Yeah," I say. "Congratulations."
"Thanks," he says taking my hand into his. "The next thing I want to talk to you about is how is the apartment search coming along? Have you found anything yet?"
"Nothing that I can really afford without working full-time," I say. "Everything is so expensive except for low-income areas but I don't think that's the best area for me to be in."
"Probably not," he says. "I was thinking what if you and I moved in together? How would that work for you?"
"You want us to move in together?" I ask.
"Yeah," he says. "Why not? You promised me to be my wife so eventually we'll be living together in the near future so why not just get an apartment together for now and then after we get married we get a house. You could move into my apartment."
"What about Jonah?" I ask. "Do you want him to live with you?"
"I understand that you two are a packaged deal," he says, "I'm adopting him, he's technically my son so I just think it's better if we all live together now. I mean I'm either at your nana's house or you two are at my apartment. I talked to my landlord and he is fine with us living together. I have a two bedroom apartment. Jonah would have his own room."
"I like the idea of living with you," I say with a smile. "Okay," I say.
"You will?"
"I will, I mean we will," I say with a smile.
"Jordyn," he smiles. "There's nothing I like more than waking up next to you every day, cooking you dinner every night. We'll enjoy the apartment for a little and then we can get a house together how does that sound?"
"Good," I say with a smile. "I still haven't told my nana I am moving out just yet."
"You haven't?" he asks. "I think it's time to tell her."
"I know but she was so kind to open her house up to me and then up to Jonah to help me out and I know she enjoys us being there because it's not so lonely but I don't want to depend on her all my life. I'm 18 years old. I want to be able to live on my own with my son. You know? Who knows maybe she can't wait for us to get out."
"You never know," he says, "but I want you to be with me every night and every day. That kind of sounded bad but you know what I mean."
"I know and I want that too," I say. "When do you want us to move in with you? And I can help with the bills too. I can help toward the rent."
"Okay," he says. "I can pay half and you can pay half and we can split the utilities in half."
"Sounds good to me," I say with a smile. "I'm excited, Seth."
"Me too," he says with a smile.
"Do you think we're moving too fast? I mean for only 4 months together a lot has happened for us and between us."
"I think we are moving at our own pace. We are doing what works for us and people don't have to like it as long as we are okay with it then that's all that matters."
"That's true, has Roman said anything else to you about our relationship?"
"He's not happy that I gave you a promise ring but he hasn't really said too much about it."
"I don't think he has much room to talk because I remember hearing Tayla dropped out of college to support him and his football career and to move in with him. People follow their hearts over their mind. My heart tells me I'm right."
"Mine too," he says with a smile as he caresses his thumb over mine. "You're really beautiful, Jordyn and I have enjoyed this weekend with you."
"I have enjoyed it with you too," I say with a smile. "And dinner was delicious."
"I'm glad you enjoyed it," he says with a smile. "Any time I get with you I enjoy."
"Me too," I say with a smile. "You're an amazing boyfriend, Seth."
"You're an amazing girlfriend," he says making me smile. "Come on, let's go for a walk along the beach."
He stands up and makes his way to me. He holds out his hand for me and I take his hand and stand up. We take a barefooted walk along the beach careful not to go too far out in the water as it is the time the sharks of the gulf come to the surface but we allow the water to splash on our feet as we walk in the moonlight, with our hands linked together, our fingers laced. I lean on his shoulder as we walk enjoying the cool breeze of the night. I stop him and stand in front of him. "What are you doing?" he asks. I smile and kiss his lips softly, kissing him passionately as my passion for him tears through my core. He pulls me closer to him, our bodies separated by my halter dress and his lightweight white t-shirt and his khaki shorts. I take my fingers through his hair as I feel his arm under my butt holding me closer to him as he deepens the kiss. "I love you," he moans into my mouth before kissing me again, as I feel his own passion for me in his kiss, he picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist, never breaking the kiss. "I want you, Jordyn," he says gruffly in a voice full of passion, need and want. It's like a plea of mercy. I can't resist.
"Take me to the bedroom," I whisper against his soft lips.
"Are you sure?" he asks.
"I'm sure," I say with a smile before kissing him again before he carries me up the beach to our beach house. He opens the door and kicks it shut behind him before he carries me to the bedroom. The room is filled with an ocean breeze as he lays me down on the bed, his body over mine as he looks down at me with love and passion in his eyes. "Kiss me," I say clasping his neck and pulling him down over me. He kisses me deeply with a deeper passion in his kiss, his passion burning my lips with his want and need of me. He takes his hand up the side of my rib cage and settles it at my chin. His leg parts my legs as his body covers me. "Make love to me, Seth," I plead.
"Are you sure?" he asks looking at me with burning intensity.
"I'm sure," I say with a smile.
"Okay," he says with a smile.
"Slowly," I say before his lips are on mine again, kissing me deep. His lips part from mine leaving a trail of kisses on my neck as he nibbles and kisses my neck softly. I moan at his soft lips on my neck, his soft kisses trail down to my collarbone. He kisses every inch of my collarbone, before pulling my halter dress down to my stomach exposing my full breasts, my nipples harden instantly as his lips continue their burning soft kisses on my body, kissing away every bruise and every scar my body has ever had, kissing away all the pain of the sex I once experienced when I was younger. His gentle touch of my breast as he massages one while softly sucking the other sends ecstasy through my body, I moan soft moans at his soft touch. He abandons one breast for the next sucking on it softly as he cups and massages my other breasts. "Seth," I breathe as his continues his soft kisses down my body before he stops at the top of my halter dress. He pulls it off, tossing it to the floor leaving me in my white lace underwear. He kisses around my navel softly before he dips his tongue into my navel, he kisses every scar on my body to wipe away every bad memory of the life I once lived. His soft kisses make their way to my hipbones. He softly nibbles and kisses my sharp bones as I play with his dark hair mixed with a little blonde. He pulls my laced underwear down and kisses my sex softly before removing my underwear completely. I let out a soft gasp as his mouth covers my sex as he sucks on it softly making me ache for more of him, making me need more of him. I offer him more of my sex as he sucks it softly before dipping his tongue into my sex, his two fingers flicking my clit softly. Moans of ecstasy escape my lips as I pull at his hair softly as he continues making love to me with his tongue. The passion ripping through me like a tidal wave, his tongue pulling me over the edge of my ecstasy, my legs begin to shake and quiver as I can't hold back any longer. I cry out his name as I explode through my passion, my hot juices being sucked and licked up by his soft tongue and soft mouth. He removes his mouth from my sex and pulls his t-shirt off over his head. His washboard abs exposed, I run my hands over his chest through is coarse chest hair, over his abs before I unbutton his khakis. I help him out of his khakis and take my hand placing it over his growing erection in his grey briefs, stroking it softly, making it grow bigger and harder in my hands. I pull his briefs away exposing his thick and full erection.
Seth towers over me, spreading my legs softly positioning himself between my legs, his thick erection rubbing against my sex softly as I take my hands through his coarse chest hair, rubbing his chest softly, "I love you, Jordyn," he says softly as he teases me with his erection, rubbing it against my sex and my clit making me want more of him and needing more of him.
"I love you too," I say with a smile as I rest my hands on his broad shoulders. "I'm ready," I say.
"Are you sure?" he asks.
"I'm sure. Do you have a condom?" I ask.
"No," he says, "but I can pull out," he says. "Okay?"
"Promise," I say.
"Promise," he says with a soft smile, his lips meet mine as he slides his cock into me softly, the pain and fullness reminds me of the first time I ever had sex. He gives me time to adjust to his size and the feeling of him inside of me before he begins to move, with soft thrusts, soft movements and strokes of passion inside my sex, sliding himself deeper each thrust but not pushing me too hard. I pick up on his rhythm, moving with him, taking all of him. He kisses me deeply as he makes love me, as we make love together becoming one. Every movement and every thrust pushing away every bad memory making me forget all the bad sex I had in the past. Nothing else matters to me but his soft touches, his soft thrusts deep into my sex, the passion ripping through our bodies as we become one. My fingernails digging into his back, my toes curling as he takes me to the brink of passion, I cry out as I release myself around his thick cock, covering it with my hot juices as he continues to make love to me. His passion building as he grows thicker and larger inside of me, he pulls out with a grunt, covering my stomach with the release of his passion before he kisses me softly once more. Every fear and bad memory washed away with his love and passion. He reluctantly parts himself from me and walks into the bathroom returning with a towel to clean me off before we shower together, making love to each other once more before we cuddle up in the bed together, holding onto one another not wanting to let the other go as he strokes his fingertips over my soft arm as I bury my face into the nook of his neck, playing with his chest hair softly as he holds me. I take in the scent of his body wash and drift off to sleep in his arms slowly forgetting the pain of my past. His love chasing it all away making me forget.
*A/n: What did you think of their trip to the beach? Was it good for them to get away before dealing with the adoption and paternity test? What did you think of Seth telling Jordyn his time is coming for him to travel with WWE? Did you expect her to react happy for him? How do you think that's going to affect her in the future? What did you think of Seth asking her to move in with him? Is it too soon or is he right they are moving at their own pace and it is their choice to do what they think is right? What did you think of Seth and Jordyn making love to each other for the first time? Do you think it truly wiped away the bad memories of her past? Why do you think she chose to take Seth to Clearwater? Is it because they were happier times for her and her family? Or is it because that is her comfort zone for happiness? Please review and thank-you for reading.
