Don't hate me, I know it took forever. I didn't know how I wanted this to go. I knew the last line I just didn't know the rest, so I'm so sorry. I hope you guys enjoy it!

"Rachel! I can't find your damn vows woman!"

"That's because we changed plans and are going to stick with the regular vows instead, no biggie. Now help me get this vale on."

You plan for something, dream about the day until sleep is impossible but it's nothing like when the day actually arrives and your family is surrounding you and hugging you and you haven't seen your fiancé in so long because of " wedding traditions" that you are about ready to grab him and elope because it would go by faster then this. But it's always when it hits you that, you have found him. The man that is usually only in movies and really cheesy books and you're walking into heaven with a smile the size of the sun on your face and loving every single moment.

"Nah uh, no way Rachel Berry gave up doing any type of speech."

" I didn't, we just decided to do it just for us, so the day before he left to stay at the hotel we read them to each other."

"I think I want the vows to be private." I'd always wanted to tell the whole world about how much I love Finn but at this moment laying in bed wrapped in his arms I know that no matter what no one will every truly understand it. " I want it to be and us thing, not a everyone thing." It's selfish and odd but that's who I am. " I understand Rach, so what do you want to do? Tell each other after?" " No now."

I can feel him tighten his arms around me pulling my body more into his " Actually I've been wanting to see what the ocean looked like from here."

"What?"

"That's the first thing you ever said to me, standing in my house during a party coming up with the worst excuse I've ever heard, and it's also the moment I knew nothing in my life was going to be the same again." That's when it hit me that he was reciting his vows and the lump that I didn't know would come came and fell more in love with a man that I knew was mine from that moment also. "You curse a lot and sometimes you even scare the shit out me, but you adventurous and daring. You dream bigger then anyone in this world and you deserve more then I could ever give you. You always joke and say I settled but in reality you did. It's nothing on this earth that could make me feel as alive and happy and loved as you do. The moment you turned and looked at me I knew that no matter what happened I would end up here, with you becoming my wife. I don't know the statistics of Hollywood couples or the poll on how long " Finchel" will last. I know that when my heartbeats I can feel yours beating too. We aren't only soulmates were partners. I was lost and alone and then someone walked in and changed everything I thought I was into something ten times better. Rachel Berry, you becoming Rachel Hudson is my biggest accomplishment, because I don't see anything in my life ever being better then this."

" Holy hell Rachel, one I'm impressed you remembered all that and two, that was remarkable, I give him that boy sure is a sap. But if you wanted it private why are you telling me?"

"Seriously? Private means the people I invited because I had to, not my family Santana, you're like my sister I'm surprised I held it in this long to be honest."

" Me too… so? Did you say yours?"

"Finn that was amazing, I don't think anything I can say could even come close to that."

His laugh vibrates my back sending me into a little laugher while trying to casually wipe the tears that I allowed to fall sometime in between him wooing me to death with his words.

"I know how much you love me Rachel, it's nothing you can say that can change that."

" I don't love you, because love is nowhere near a strong enough word. When I'm away from you it physically hurts me it's like being pulled apart from the only thing in life that makes you who you are, I sometimes can be insecure and take it out on the people around me. But from the moment I met you, you saw through it all. You broke down every wall I built and you did it with a smile every time. When I pushed you away you only loved me harder because it's like you always know what I need and when I need it. I don't get it sometimes you know? How does it all work? How do you find someone that doesn't just change your life but the chemical balance in your body? When I'm around you and my breathing is irate and my heart is beating through my chest or when you touch me and the shivers that line up and down my spine followed by knees going weak. I mean, that can't just be love? Its greater then that, its you and me and its more real then anything in this world. Thank you for making me the happiest and luckiest person on earth and I will live my life knowing that I'm loved by someone like you. Today I become Rachel Hudson but I think we both know I've always been Rachel Hudson I've just been waiting on the day we ran into to each other."

"Are you crying Santana?"

"No bitch I got dust in my eye because they obviously don't dust here… Shut up!"

"Right, well.. it's time..i'm nervous… why am I nervous?"

"Rachel, chill… like you said. You've been his forever, now its just going to be written on a piece of paper telling the whole world. So lets go already!"

" We are gathered here today…"

I don't really know what the old guy actually said I just recited the words I needed to and waited until Finn slipped the ring on my finger and copied his actions, but I know the kiss that was after was different it was with a new passion I had never felt from either of us. It was a forever kiss, one that said " no matter what you're stuck with me" and the smile that followed told me he felt the same way also. We didn't want a huge reception mostly because I told him I wanted to get out as fast as possible because married sex has to be amazing if dating sex was that good. Santana offered to say a toast but everyone, including her mother, decided that Santana drunk and trying to say nice things would end up really bad for everyone.

"You okay baby?" He says as we sit watching everyone around us be a drunk mess. " Yep, just counting down the hours until it's okay for us to leave."

He leans in and kisses my cheek, which is sweet and all but I hadn't had my husband yet and a sweet kiss is the last damn thing I want right now. He starts laughing and I cant help but smile at how happy he is I love that I make him like that, " what's so funny Mr. Hudson?"

" I see you still hate after parties Mrs. Hudson." He says raising his glass to mine," No matter what the occasion, well here's to some things never changing and for the one thing that means the most, here's to us."

So it looks like the end has came.

how did you like it? I was going to give another fluff chapter but I didn't want to drag it on and on.

this was one of my favorite stories to write, i'll prob end up writing another happy story after " Keep Fighting"

Thanks so much for following me and reviewing. I'm thinking of maybe a small epilogue? I'm not sure.. yet

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