I've known that you've loved me for a while.You're a cat, waiting to charm. I can't stop thinking about you. You've in my head. Until recently, I thought I was level-headed.

In this world there's real and make-believe
This feels real to me

Someone once said that the more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who said it first. Probably Shakespeare. Maybe Sting. The point being, even if you try to change or external circumstances force you to change, a part of you always remains the same. It doesn't make the change any less real.