A/N: Hey guys! Hope you guys liked my previous update, I must say that it was a little heartbreaking, but every relationship reaches some type of breaking point. Its only reality…but this is a Bamon story, so no worries I'm sure they'll make it through this little rough patch. The songs playing while typing this chapter were: "In the mourning." ~ Paramore. "Save your scissors." ~ City and Colour. "Come back home." ~ Two Door cinema club. "Not sick." ~ Tokyo Police Club. "Yellow." ~ Coldplay. "Day old hate." ~ City and Colour. Music always makes writing a whole lot easier, which is why I listen. Like promised, here is chapter 14! ENJOY!

Disclaimer: I own nothing. Darn.

Summary: Things are never change, unless you can tell the difference.

Previously on "Beautiful Nightmares…"

"Stay please! Please Damon! Damon!" Bonnie screeched below him.

"I'm not leaving," Damon mumbled in her ear.

"Then why aren't you here?" Bonnie cried.

"I'm not leaving," Damon repeated.

Bonnie frowned as he began to kiss her passionately.

I'm not leaving. I'm not leaving. I'm not leaving. Was all he could think at this point, whether if it were the truth or not.

`!`

Bonnie ran her hands through her hair as she looked at herself in the mirror. Bonnie licked her lips with annoyance, staring at Bentley who was playing with the teddy bear Damon gave him.

Bonnie had Bentley over staying at her house for the week, and things had never seemed so out of place. When she had Bentley, she decided to move in with Damon; and now everything had changed. Everything changed and only in a matter of days, that just proved how precious time was. Bonnie exhaled when Bentley let out a small moan, then she headed over towards him.

Bonnie picked Bentley up, watching as his tiny legs wrapped around her waist. Bentley threw his arms around her neck, kissing her cheek lightly.

"Daddy," Bentley squealed.

Bonnie bit onto her lower lip, glancing over at her son. She looked at his teddy bear that was lying on her bed, then walked over to the edge of her bed to pick it up. She handed it to Bentley playfully, but he didn't budge.

"No. I want daddy," Bentley sobbed at her throat.

"Ben daddy isn't here sweetie. Only mommy, so I need you to be good okay?" Bonnie begged.

Bentley wiped his teary eyes, and then tugged on Bonnie's hair when she smiled at him innocently. Bentley moved around, telling her that he wanted to be put down. Bonnie obliged as she sat him down on his legs onto her floor. Bonnie smiled when Bentley took the teddy bear from the palms of her hands. She watched as he concentrated on the bear, and when she heard a light knocking at her window she frowned. She rolled her eyes at the company, and sat down next to her son. When she heard the knocking again, she sighed loud enough for him to hear.

"Go away Damon," Bonnie growled.

"Come on Bonnie let me in. I haven't seen my son in a week," Damon growled back; behind her window.

"That's not my problem," Bonnie grouched.

"Damn it Bonnie! Let me in, or I'll kick the door down…and you know I won't hesitate to do so."

Bonnie frowned lightly, then bit onto her lower lip when she glanced over at Bentley. She picked up Bentley carefully, as she began to pick herself up. Walking over towards her window, she forcefully pushed the curtains away. Damon smiled, forming a slight crease in his lips when he looked at his son before him. Damon opened out his arms eagerly, than licked his lips quickly. Bonnie rolled her eyes as she began to open the window for him slowly. Damon finished opening the window for her, then stepped in her room completely when Bonnie handed Bentley over towards him.

Bonnie yawned as she headed towards her bathroom, playing with some clothes that were laying on her bed spread. She turned on the faucet water, then searched for a dry wash cloth.

Damon clicked he tongue against the roof of his mouth, before he opened his mouth to speak.

"Going somewhere?" Damon finally asked; breaking his curiosity.

"Yea," Bonnie answered; pulling her hair out of a pony tail.

Damon watched as it began to fall over one side of her shoulder, and how it moved when the air in the room swept across the tips of her hair. Damon glanced at Bentley who was also looking at Bonnie, then looked back over at her.

"Where?" Damon asked.

"To the Grille. I have a date with Jeremy," Bonnie answered.

Damon scoffed roughly, before he made his way over towards her bathroom in seconds. He was inches away from her, hovering over her small body. He licked his lips at the scent of her honey suckle shampoo. When Bonnie looked at him, he clinched his jaws.

"I'm sorry what?" Damon asked; pretending as if he didn't hear her last comment.

Bonnie pulled a piece of hair away from her neck, and started to comb through it. She smiled at his frustration, then shrugged her shoulders quickly.

"We agreed on just being mutual friends until Ben grows up," Bonnie mumbled.

Damon nodded slowly, forcing out a smile that he didn't want to show. Once Bonnie looked away slightly hurt, she took Bentley's hand.

"Then I have a date," Bonnie brokenly whispered.

"Whoa…wait a second. Where do you think you're going with Ben?" He asked; taking him away from her arms.

"Jeremy wanted to spend some time with Ben, and I thought 'why not'? All we were going to do was go to a park and have a nice picnic," Bonnie said; pulling half of hair up in a loose pony tail.

"There is no way in hell I am allowing that little dick come close to my son," Damon barked.

"Damon. He's my son too, and…and besides you didn't give birth to him. I almost died Damon! I think I have a little say when it comes to Ben's life."

"No you don't. Ben cries and screams every time Jeremy within feet of him. Bonnie complain all you want, but I won't allow it."

"Damon! He's my son just as much as he is yours."

"I don't care. I don't want him coming near him, and what I say goes."

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me sweet cheeks. I said no."

"Why? Why not? I'd be with him at all times, and I would make sure to keep a good eye on him," Bonnie struggled to keep a straight face.

"Because I don't like the kid. I don't want him near you, or Ben…" Damon began to trail off at the end of his sentence.

"You can't tell me what to do Damon," Bonnie growled.

"Watch me princess," Damon threatened.

Bonnie folds her arms across her chest, before her eyes begin to water with frustration. She licked her lips, then sighed when she felt her skin radiate. Damon eyed her idly before he set Bentley down on her floor.

"Why are you even going on a date with him anyway?" Damon asked quickly.

"Why do you even care?" Bonnie questioned.

"I don't. I just think it's stupid of you to go from the man of your dreams back to the little kid who broke your heart into a million tiny pieces." Damon answered.

"He's changed."

"Bullshit."

"I'm not doing this with you Damon, I have to go before I'm late. I don't want him waiting," Bonnie said; ripping off her shirt. She headed straight for her drawer, picking out a tight tank top. She threw it on above her head, then sighed when she pulled her jeans down. She threw on some tan shorts that were lying on her floor, and pushed her feet through some black toms that were lying on the side of her bed.

"Do you really think he even gives a damn about you?" Damon tried.

Bonnie scoffed to herself lightly, before she turned the knob of her door.

"Yes. Well at least more than you ever did," Bonnie answered; before she left.

`!`

Bonnie sighed as she ran her slender fingers through her hair, watching as her fingers started to shake at the touch of her skin. She watched as Jeremy began to set down a blanket in the middle of the grass. They were sitting under a tall shady tree, that gave them both intense reflection. Bonnie let out a shy smile when Jeremy set down a radio on the side of the blanket. Jeremy finally set down the basket, then glanced over at Bonnie nervously.

Bonnie sat down, folding her legs when she hit the texture of the blanket. Bonnie licked her lips at the scent of Jeremy, he smelt better than the food. She fought back that thought, then opened the basket when Jeremy sat down beside her.

"It's pretty outside," Bonnie brokenly whispered.

Jeremy smiled, running his hands through his hair quickly back and forth. He used to always do that when he got nervous around her, which typically happened often.

"It certainly is," Jeremy agreed.

Bonnie smiled at him, then played with her fingers when she looked around the park. The sun was just about to set, giving the sky a dark purple and pinkish-orange color off in the near distance. The clouds were drenched with the strong color of pink, and the birds that flew by constantly hid the paint like texture. There was a faint noise of children laughing in the background, and the sound of the wind whistling.

Bonnie batted her eyelashes quickly when Jeremy snuck another glance at her. She always did that to turn him on, and it always seemed to work.

"What made you decide to take me back?" Jeremy asked; breaking the silence.

"What…what do you mean?" Bonnie questioned.

"A couple of months ago you told me that our chances of getting back together were really low," he answered.

"I never said that."

"Yes you did."

"No. Besides were not dating…yet."

Jeremy pressed his lips tightly together before he swallowed loud enough for anyone to hear. The silence was the worse, because it made things tense. There was no spark. There was nothing to talk about. There was nothing to enjoy. There was nothing to love. There was nothing.

"Well what you made sure smells nice," Bonnie mumbled; running her hands through her hair.

"Oh yea I…"

"Mommy!"

Bonnie turned around at the familiar voice, frowning when she saw a small figure heading her way. There lied two body figures heading her way, up a large hill. There was a taller one, and a smaller one. Bonnie smiled at the two figures, recognizing who they were. She licked her lips, as she stood up. Then she realized that if she seemed happy about it, she would be giving Damon the satisfaction. She straightened herself as Damon got closer.

"Jeremy. Bonnie. Greetings," Damon said in a firm tone.

"Damon, what are you doing here?" Bonnie asked; folding her arms across her chest defensively.

"Ben wanted to spend some time at the park for a while," Damon answered.

"There are ten different parks in this area, and you just happened to pick this one?" Bonnie asked.

"He was very specific. What can I say? He knows what he wants," Damon said; wiggling his eyebrows.

"Well you just ruined our date," Jeremy barked.

"Aw. Don't shed a tear," Damon said with a playful pout.

Bentley started to tug on Bonnie's legs, and when he did Bonnie picked him up. She tucked a strain of hair behind her ear, then smiled at both Jeremy and Damon when they scowled at each other.

Plus this date looked like it needed some saving, be lucky I saved you from your boredom.

Damon. It wasn't boring, it just started.

And now its ending. Just say the words and I can get you out of here, and take you somewhere you'll have fun.

And where would that be?

Inside my pants.

I'm not leaving him Damon, the date just started.

So I'll compel him and we can get out here. Plus Ben misses his hot mom.

Damon…

Admit you were bored, and I'll get you out of here.

Stop it.

Admit it Bonnie.

"Mommy I'm hungry," Bentley said breaking their conversation.

"Well I have some food, I can just give him some." Jeremy offered.

"Hell no. He's a hybrid he drinks blood dumb fuck," Damon growled.

"And food," Bonnie blurted out.

"I want to help Bonnie. I could give him some food that I made," Jeremy repeated.

"Appreciate your generous offer Jeremy, but really you don't need to do that." Bonnie set Bentley when he started to mover around.

Admit it Bonnie.

Stop it Damon. I'm not admitting anything, because there isn't anything to admit.

Come on Bonnie. Say it.

Jeremy bent down to mess with Bentley, and when he did Bentley cried and started to hide behind Damon's leg.

"Daddy he's a mean," Bentley cried; tugging onto his leg.

How about now?

Fine. Get me out of here. Bonnie thought.

`!`

There lied absolute silence in Damon's room, it was midnight and everyone was gone. Bentley was asleep across the hall, and Stefan and Elena were out somewhere getting dinner. The only noises that crept up against Bonnie's ear was the sound of her breathing, and the constant sound of water droplets hitting the surface of the bathroom counter. Bonnie licked her lips when she looked around his room impatiently, sighing when Damon lurched over towards her.

"Please lower your voice sweet cheeks, your excitement is over bearing." Damon mumbled.

Bonnie scoffed to herself at his comment, then crossed her legs underneath her. She exhaled slowly when she moved a strain of hair behind her ear. Damon watched her with tension, making it hard for her to concentrate on something other than him.

"Why did you stop by Damon?" Bonnie asked.

"I told you Bonnie. Bentley wanted to go the park, and we just so happened to be in the neighborhood and that was the closest park around," Damon answered.

"Your funny. Damon I thought I told we agreed on staying mutual friends? And here you are ruining a date that could of gone well! If you were jealous and didn't want me to see him, why couldn't you have just said so? How hard it is it actually admit the truth?" Bonnie asked frustrated.

"Because there is nothing to admit, and may I remind you that you didn't seem too eager to go forward with your date anyway witch. You were just as happy as I was to leave his ass," Damon barked.

"I only left because I knew you wouldn't have left him alone if I didn't!"

"Bullshit! You're just as mad at yourself for going on a date with him, as I am."

"No Damon I'm not, and even if I was I wouldn't tell you because that'd only make you happy…and you don't deserve to be happy."

"Oh really? You think I'm happy Bonnie? You think I like seeing you get yourself all pretty for someone else? Do you think I like watching you giving yourself up for someone who doesn't even care about you? I didn't intentionally hurt you Bonnie."

"Then why? Why do it?"

"Because!"

"Because why? Why Damon? Answer me! I want an answer! I deserve one!"

Damon ran his hands through his hair with aggression, watching as a piece of his hair fell out. He hissed when he noticed that Bonnie was letting out a couple of tears. They began to roll down her cheeks, drenching the collar of her shirt.

Okay Play "I woke up near the sea" ~ Lydia! NOW! Until the end of the chapter, keep hitting repeat if needed.

"Because I'm afraid! I'm afraid damn it!" Damon screeched.

"Of what? There is nothing to be afraid about." Bonnie pleaded.

Damon licked his lips at his answer, and then watched as Bonnie began to rock back and forth on her heels. Bonnie folded her arms across her chest absentmindedly, then wiped the corner of her eyes. As her eyelashes began to flutter, she reached a quick shrill. In seconds Damon reached her side, pulling her to him aggressively. That's when Damon cupped her cheeks with the palms of his hands, watching as her lips trembled.

"I'm afraid of losing you." Damon brokenly whispered.

Bonnie's chest flickered at his words, as if they reached the surface of that dead skin that began to fall off. His words dug deep inside of chest, possibly touching the root of her heart. The heart she thought he had broken weeks ago. Bonnie froze at his touch, watching as his piercing blue eyes watched over her idly. He ran the tip of his thumb along the side of her face. Damon was so close that she could feel his thighs brush up along hers. The texture of his jeans brushing along her bare flesh. Damon rested his forehead on hers, bringing ice to her heat.

"And I can't just be your friend anymore Bonnie. I can't look at you and not want more, I need you. I want you. I love you." Damon mumbled.

Bonnie felt her lips form a small smile, bringing bliss to her soul. Bonnie licked her lips when Damon gripped her waist; drawing her near.

"I don't want to ever wake up again, and you're not in my arms. I don't want to share you, because when it comes to you I'm selfish. I can give you everything you want and more…" Damon began to trail off. "You just have to trust me, you have to believe in me. Never give up on me. I can give you forever and eternity if you stay mine." Damon finished.

Bonnie licked her lips, then looked up at him. They held eye contact, for so long that it almost seemed as if they were trying to see who would break first. At this point, neither of them were planning on looking away from each other.

"So please stay mine, and don't ever leave. Because without you I'm not anything." Damon mumbled.

Bonnie didn't respond, she just tugged on his hand…bringing him to his bathroom.

`!`

Bonnie was now in control, she wanted to show him what he had. She kissed his lips lightly, tasting the kiss on the surface of her skin. She wrapped her hands around his neck, bringing him closer towards her. She backed up into the shower, which was inches away from them. The water was running beautifully behind them, making a low rhythm in the background. The steam wrapped around their naked bodies, drawing them closer. Once Bonnie stepped in the bathroom, she was cornered in the back of the shower. Her hair completely damp, and her body drenched. Damon's fingers were tangled in the roots of hair, tugging at her roots anxiously. Damon grunted at the sound of her moans that slipped out at each and every little kiss. Everything was so detailed, and that's how he liked it. Damon ran his hands along the edge of her butt, squeezing it playfully when Bonnie nipped at his neck.

Bonnie pulled him closer, tugging at his hips. She smiled in between kisses, bringing him closer with the tip of her tongue. Damon let out a small groan from the inside of his throat, when Bonnie ran her hands down his chest slowly. She reached his erection that was ever so close to her. Her small lips hovered over his length, kissing the head of his cock teasingly. She wrapped her hand around it tightly, bringing it close to her mouth. Soon enough her lips were wrapped around him with one opening of her mouth. She felt Damon's hands push her head deeper, causing her to gag. She didn't mind, because she wanted all of him. She wanted to be surrounded by him. She just wanted him. Him. Him. Him.

Bonnie moved her mouth in and out a quick pace, making Damon growl aggressively. Damon moved his hands from her head, then slammed them against the shower head. He pounded his fists against the tile so harshly, he could have sworn that he made permanent indentions. Bonnie stopped when she felt her lips watering, when she released her mouth Damon brought her up and aggressively slammed her into the wall. He lifted her leg, so he could position himself around her. Bonnie shuttered as she watched Damon's face transform. God he was beautiful. Bonnie wrapped her arms around his wet neck, kissing him passionately. She ran her tongue along the path of his lips, parting his with hers. Impatiently she guided him inside of her, grinding on him seedily. Bonnie let out a violent moan, when she felt him dig deep inside of her, in a way she couldn't describe. He pushed through so harshly, she couldn't see straight. Damon began to thrust in and out of her quickly, causing her breasts to shake. Bonnie scrapped at his wet hair, tugging at the nape of his hair when he slammed into her. He was fucking her senseless, but this is what she wanted. What she needed.

Bonnie kissed his neck, then pricked at it when Damon played with her soaked breasts. Damon hummed in her earlobe, pushing himself inside her deeply. He slammed her leg so far up, it hit the tile of the shower. Bonnie screamed at both pleasure and pain, then sunk her teeth in his flesh. She felt his blood reach her mouth. Bonnie drank greedily, watching as her lips turned red. Damon saw this as an opportunity to feed off of her as well, but he couldn't find it in his heart to.

When the both of them came, it was blissful. It was beautiful. It was peaceful. It was magic.

It was them.

"I love you." Bonnie whispered.

Damon ran his hands down the side of her face, watching as his fingertips traced a small line down her cheeks. He kissed her gently, then dried her off with a towel. Bonnie sighed at his touch, watching as he bent down to dry off her legs. He caressed them with his hands, then sat her down on the edge of the shower. He opened her legs forcefully, pushing two fingers inside of her heat. He moved them in a fast fluid motion, making sure to touch all the spots that made her squirm. He looked up at her, and saw that she was biting on her lower lip. He grinned to himself, then pushed his fingers so deep, his knuckles brushed up against her clit. He smiled when she came again on his skin, it was so warm. She was warm. He took out his drenched fingers, then licked them. He watched as Bonnie closed her eyes, running her hands along her breasts.

Damon kissed the trail along her legs, moving close to her opening. He licked her clit, then pushed his tongue inside of her. He started to spell his name with his tongue inside of her hot opening. He was forever claiming her, whether she was aware of it or not. He grunted at the sound of her soft moaning, then slowly finished his name with the letter "n." he could smell her sex, she was already about to release once more. Damon pulled away quickly, then wrapped the towel around her.

Bonnie looked up at him, giving him the look of vulnerability. She knew that she needed him, and he knew that she needed him too. Damon also knew that he needed her too, which made it impossible to deny. She was forever his. No one would take her away from him, he wouldn't allow it.

"I love you too." Damon finally replied.

`!`

Next time on "Beautiful Nightmares…"

"Bentley is getting older. He's getting hungry," Damon whispered.

"I know." Bonnie mumbled; slightly horrified.

Damon took her hands, making her move at his touch. Bonnie glanced at the motionless body that was lying on the ground, feet away from them.

"This is the life you're going to live Bonnie. You can walk away now if you want," Damon warned.

Bonnie glanced at Bentley, then back at Damon who was studying her expression.

"No. I want this life. I'm ready," Bonnie said.

A/N: SOOOO? Tell me what you think ahaha! It wasn't as long as I hoped it would be, but it still took me a while to write it. I wanted to get the right emotion for it, and the right feeling. Anyway, tell me what you think! Please review! God bless. xoxo.