"Missing" by Evanescence (Bold)
Leonardo is sent to train with the Ancient One.
Father,
Please, please forgive me,
I can't believe it, he sent me away...
But I won't be home again
For so long, so far away...
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And see the son that you want...
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
He has made me proud...
"Isn't something missing?"
I have done you wrong...
You won't cry for my absence, I know -
So many months, I wonder if...
You forgot me long ago.
Why was it so easy to send me...
Am I that unimportant...?
Did I fail you so badly that...
Am I so insignificant...?
What are you doing back home?
Isn't something missing?
can you ever forgive me...
Isn't someone missing me?
I forced your hand I know...
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
I have hurt you, my father, my sensei..
You won't try for me, not now.
I won't blame you if you never forgive me...
Though I'd die to know you love me,
Still...
I'm all alone.
I miss them so much...
"Isn't someone missing me?"
Sensei...
Please, please forgive me,
I have dishonored you...
But I won't be home again.
If you wish it be so...
I know what you do to yourself,
Because of me...
I breathe deep and cry out,
As my heart is pierced by the ice that has been growing there...
"Isn't something missing?
You all are missing...
Isn't someone missing me?"
I'm the leader and now I'm gone...
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
I feel as though I was never their leader...
You won't try for me, not now.
Since I have wounded you, you know that there's nothing more you could do for me...
Though I'd die to know you love me,
Ancient One is full of riddles...
I'm all alone.
I miss my home, a black hole of eternity...
"Isn't someone missing me?"
My soul is far gone, my flesh still here...
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
As this separation carves into my heart...
Knowing you don't care.
I think you still care...
And if I sleep just to dream of you
My home, my loved ones...
I'll wake without you there,
Then I realise...
Isn't something missing?
I'm missing...
Isn't something...
I'm missing you...
Yours truly,
Leonardo.
Thanks for reading...
I still have to get into the 'Raph element' to do Life is Highway courtesy Margui ;-)
And uhm my Linkin Park binge :-D