I finished singing and it was dead silent. Not a single sound I took a deep breath and stood up still no one made a noise. I sighed, I never new that I was that bad of a singer. I put the mic down before making my way of the side of the stage I was nearly to the dressing rooms when I heard the place erupt in cheers. I took a deep breath a sighed a sigh of relief. I spun around and headed back to the stage after be called by one of the stage managers. I walked out and picked the mic and the questions started.

"That I such a powerful song, what is it about?" one girl asked.

"Since I was a little, well actually pretty much my whole life I have been stuck in the shadows of my brothers. I have 4 brothers and in my parents eyes I have never been good enough for them. My brothers have always been smarter or better than me at everything… so yeah that's what it's about," I replied trying my best not to hint anything. I heard someone start choking and turned to see Shane; he stopped and looked at me straight in the eyes. We held eye contact for a few seconds before I panicked and quickly turned back around knocking the microphone stand into the audience. After we sorted everything out I went back to answering questions and praying that Shane didn't figure it out.

"Do you get on with your brothers?" another girl asked.

"I get on really well with my younger brother and im starting to get on with one of my older brothers. But my other two older brothers and I don't have a relationship we don't tend to get on very well," I answered. I had to remember to tell Logan, Reese and Noah about our relationship statuses.

"How come we have never seen these brothers?" one girl asked rudely. I felt my self get annoyed but answered as sweetly as I could.

"Well they don't like the idea of people knowing their every move and because we aren't close they don't spend a lot of time with me, but they are coming up and spending the week with me next week," I told them. I answered a few more questions when the boys decided to come out. I picked out one more question before I had to go.

"I know you said on Ellen that you didn't have a boyfriend but do you?" they asked. I felt myself tense up a bit, I took a deep breath and looked up.

"Actually I do have a boyfriend. I know I said on Ellen I didn't but that's because we weren't ready to go public with our relationship, but yes I do have a boyfriend," I answered. I grabbed a drink of water as I knew there would be a few more questions I had to now answer.

"Omg is it a Grey Brother?" someone yelled out. Once I realised what they asked I started choking on my water. Garbo and a few of my band members came over to see if I was fine and after I recomposed myself I assured them I was.

"Sorry about that. No its not a Grey Brother, it's one of my best friends, I have known him for about 4 years now and next week he is coming up to celebrate our 6 month anniversary," I announced and everyone cheered. I looked behind me too Nate and saw pain in his eyes, I smirked and looked away. He deserved all the pain he felt. I said a goodbye to the audience before walking into my dressing room and sitting down in the chair.

I sat there and just looked in the mirror. I slowly started removing my make up and the pins that were holding my wig in, I took a deep breath and slowly began to remove my wig when someone knocked and the door flew open. I looked up to see Kourtney standing there just staring at me I quickly shoved the wig away and stood up stunned. I couldn't move this couldn't be happening.

"No, no, no, no, no this can't be happening," I whispered to myself as I came through. First Shane and now Kourtney I looked up to see Kourtney come back to the real world. She took one look at me before turning and running down the hallway towards the car park. I took of running after her.

"Kourtney, Kourtney stop," I yelled as I pushed the door open and chased her through the car park to the bus. I eventually found her leaning against the door of Issy's bus. She didn't say a word just motioned for me too open the door. I obliged and unlocked it letting her in before following. She sat down on the lounge and I sat at the table across from her. This was hard for me over the last few days I had gotten to know Kourtney so well she was like a big sister to me and at the moment her approval meant more to me than anything. We sat there in silence for what felt like hours.

"Why did you do it? I mean why not just go out there as Amanda Grey?" she asked.

"You see the way my brothers act around me. Shane and I are on talking terms but Nate and Jason practically hate me and don't even consider me a Grey. Plus I wanted people to like me not my name," I replied hesitantly. I saw her tense up a bit when I mentioned Jason. I knew this would be hard for her to hear but it was the truth.

"I know that they don't treat you right but do you really think that doing this, and keeping this big a secret from them is going to help. They will be probably be even madder when they find out," she said. I shrugged and she looked at me.

"I don't think my relationship with them could get any worse than it is, so honestly I couldn't give a damn what this does to them when they find out," I told her. She went to reply but my phone went off. I flipped it open and there was a message from Jason.

'Were leaving to the hotel, Hurry up and get on the bus, we aren't waiting forever' it read, I groaned and started typing.

'Im going with Issy on her bus, I will meet you there' I replied back, I closed my phone back up and went to put it away when it went off again. I looked at it too see that Jason was now ringing me. I groaned again and Kourtney looked at me. 'Its Jason' I mouthed and she nodded. I answered it and put it up to my ear.

"Amanda, you are to get over here right now. Mum and Dad left me in charge and I want you on our bus" he rambled on. I was about to reply when Kourtney snatched the phone out of my hand.

"Paul Jason Grey II don't you speak to your sister like that," she scolded. I tried my best too hold in a laugh at the sound of my 23 year old brother being scolded by his girlfriend. I heard him mutter a quick sorry and Kourtney smirked at me.

"Now, what time does the concert start?" she asked him. I heard him say 7 and she nodded.

"Ok, well its only 2 now so Mandy and I are going to be staying on Issy's bus and were getting her to drop us of at the mall so we can go shopping and we will meet you at the venue tonight," she instructed leaving no room for argument. She hung up before he responded, I stared at her in disbelief I couldn't believe she had spoken to him like that. If I had of spoken to him like that I would be in so much trouble. Kourtney gave me back my phone and then looked at me.

Sorry about the wait, but here it is let me know what you think.