I Can't Get You Off My Mind So Much For My Happy Ending, a big time rush fanfic

I Can't Get You Off My Mind Chpt. 14 So Much For My Happy Ending

Disclaimer: I only own Rosie and the other OCs. If I did own BTR Kendall and Logan would dating instead of Kendall dating Jo. I don't own My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne.

"and cut. That was great Rosie. You can go" Gustavo dismissed me. I smiled; this meant I had the rest of the day to spend with Kendall.

"Thanks Uncle G. Love you" I grinned as I hopped out of the booth to hug him.

"Love you too, now go keep your boyfriend from destroying the Palm Woods" he joked.

"Got it. See you guys tomorrow" I waved as I basically ran to my truck, eager to see Kendall.

A Short Drive Later…

I skipped into the Palm Woods smiling brightly until I got to the lobby. There, sitting on the couch, was Kendall and Jo, who for once didn't look like a total slut. But that's not what shocked me. They were sitting together and kissing! (Ooooo! Drama!) I gasped and they separated, Kendall's eyes going wide when he saw me.

"Rose! It's not what it looks like!" he tried to explain but I barely heard him.

"How could you? I trusted you, and you betrayed me! I loved you!" My eyes filled with tears as I ran to the elevator just as it opened. I hit the close button and it closed just as Kendall got there. When I got to my floor, I ran for my apartment. I quickly got in and slammed the door as hard as I could and locked it. I bolted for my room, still bawling. How could he, I thought as I grabbed my guitar and notebook. I grabbed a tote bag and stuffed an apple, a water bottle, my keys and cell phone in it before heading for the door. I heard a little whimper behind me.

"Mable. Wanna come with me girl? We'll talk about that guy that just broke my heart" I jokingly sobbed. She scampered over to me and I stuffed the notebook in my and shifted my guitar onto my back. I held her in my arms for a moment before walking to the door.

Roof…

"There *sniffle*. Mable, why do think he cheated on me? Was us all a joke? Did he never really love me?" I cried quietly as I held my dog. "Was it something I said? Or something I did? I trusted him; I told him my darkest secret and he betrayed me" I sobbed more. "Wanna hear a song girl?" I asked, maybe if I play I'll feel better I reasoned. Mable hopped out of my arms so I assumed it was a yes. I smiled a bit. "Least you still love me" I laughed a little and took hold of my guitar. I started to strum.

"So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh..."

"Rose?" I knew that voice.

"What do want Kendall? You already broke my heart, can't you just leave me alone" I felt tears sting my eyes again but held them back. I had to be strong.

"Rose, it's not what you think" Kendall tried to explain as set my guitar down.

"I know what I saw. Can't you let me mope alone" I felt a tear slip but wiped it away.

"She came onto me! I was in the process of trying to get her off me when you got there. I'd never be able to cheat on you" his eyes began to tear also.

"Why?" I sobbed as he moved to stand in front of me. I was to numb to move.

"One, Dallas said that if I ever break your heart I won't live to see tomorrow and two, most importantly, I'd never try to break your heart 'cause I love you. I love you more than I could have ever expected. When we're apart I wait on the edge of my seat to see you again. When we're together time seems so irrelevant that when it's time to part, it feels like only minutes have passed. I was waiting in the lobby to give you something" he smiled. I cried a bit more but they were happy tears. He knelt down on one knee (A/N: No, he isn't proposing).

"Rosalina Talia Juarez, light and love of my life, the flower of my eye, would you please accept this ring as my promise that I'll love you forever and then some. Whenever you need me, I'll be there in a heart beat. I'll always be there for you. And one day, when the time is right, we'll have kids and they can torture the boys and Dallas. It doesn't have to be now but one day, the world is going see us as happily married couple. I guess what I'm saying is I love you Rose" Kendall promised.

"Yes. Yes Kendall. I can't believe I didn't trust you. I love you" I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck and we just held each other.

"I'm so sorry. I love you so much" he rubbed my back soothingly.

"I shouldn't have assumed you were cheating. Like Logan says 'don't believe everything you hear and half of what you read'" I smiled. We pulled back to look at each other.

"That is something he would say. But I don't want to talk about Logan. I want to talk about us" he smiled. He held my hand and showed me the inscription on the inside. 'Love you always, K'

"It's beautiful! Where'd you get it?" I gasped. He smiled and slid the ring onto my left ring finger, like a wedding ring.

"My mom got it from my dad. She gave it to me when I was 13 and now I'm giving it to you" he said with his dimpled grin.

"Thank you. It's beautiful"

"Yes, you are" I blushed as I hit him lightly on the stomach. "What? It's true" he admitted.

"You're so lucky I love you, or I'd be laughing at how cheesy that was" I giggled a little. He smiled and sealed our lips together. I smiled and kissed back. It was his way of showing that no matter what, he'd always be there for me and I wouldn't have had it any other way.

Sorry it took so long but a lot of stuff has been going on so I haven't had time to sit down and write. I'm still getting used to the fact that I've written 14 chapters. 14! Ha! Take that evil 7th grade Language Arts teacher! :P.