Pretty much how Hiro is dealing with Baymax being gone. This story might continue longer than I had originally thought. It's because of you guys and your wonderful reviews! Thank you and Enjoy!

"Baymax?"

Hiro couldn't hear the question as he stared where the portal just was. Now it was in a crumbling heap. Around them everything was in the same state.

The boy just stood and limped over to the ruins bride falling to his knees. "You idiot..."

He didn't mean Baymax, not even Callaghan or Krei. This was his fault. His fault why the professors dead. His fault why Baymax is gone.

"Everything's my fault! Why?!" He screamed to the sky then looked back at the team with tears streaming down his face.

They watched him sadly.

Hiro shook his head and scrambled to get the transmitter on. A swarm of microbots surrounded the damage areas of the portal. He could fix this! He just needed time!

His friends called out for him. And tried grabbing him only for a blockade to be made around him by microbots.

He continues to work, despite the cries for him to stop. At one point something broke through the blockade and arms wrapped around Hiro.

"Hiro stop, there's nothing you can do..." A soft voice sounded in his ear.

The boy only screamed and struggled. "Let go of me, I can get him back! Please! Baymax... He's in there." He was dragged backwards in an embrace, soon he was growing tired of his struggles and lay limp in Tadashi's arms, staring at the portal.

"But... Baymax..." Hiro whimpered and looked up at the older Hamada.

"I know Hiro. I saw. I'm sorry." He held his baby brother close and took of the others helmet before burying his face in his fluffy black hair.

"It was his choice..."

...

For the next several days. Hiro and Tadashi had spent the time sitting in their room. Hiro not talking to his brother and Tadashi helping out Aunt Cass with the Cafe.

Hiro wasn't eating or sleeping from what Tadashi saw.

Over time it became worse to watch as he would see the young Hamada would climb out the window late at night to sit on the roof or run away until the next day.

One day, one of the most heartbreaking was when their Frieda came over.

"Hey Hiro!" Tadashi said cheerfully and he went up the stairs. "Everyone's here! They want to know if you want to come hang out for a while, train with the suits?"

He paused as he saw his baby brother in the corner of Tadashi's room, holding Tadashi's hat and the kabuki mask.

"I had a dream. A while ago when I was using Baymax." Hiro's brown eyes were tear stained and pained. "Baymax looked evil. He asked me one thing about you." Hiro turned to him. "Is this what you would've wanted?"

Tadashi felt his heart shatter as he saw the boys expression and sighed. "Hiro, it's not-"

"-It's not what?! My fault? Haven't you noticed that I almost killed your friends!" Hiro screamed at him.

"And I don't think I would've stopped there..."

Tadashi felt pain shoot up the side I his face as Hiro threw the kabuki mask at him.

The elder simply scrambled back and ran down the stairs and winced.

He looked at his friends who had sad faces, having heard the whole thing.

"He's not coming, is he?" Fred looked down.