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I stared out the window emotionless. Chad tried to get me to talk, but I just kept my eyes on the window.

"Sonny.. Please talk to me. I'm sorry that this is happening to you.. Alright? But.. Don't take it out on me.."

"Chad. I don't want to talk. And I'm not taking out on you. Just please.. Take me home and let me get some rest."

"Your not going to school tomorrow, are you?" He asked, seeming worried.

I nodded. "I'm not going to let her make me miss out on my education. I'm not going to let this ruin me. She said they could get rid of it." I said, dully.

Neither of us said anything else after that. As soon as he pulled up, I hopped out. I waved goodbye then ran inside, going into the elevator. I crossed my ars over my stomach and stared at myself in the mirror that was in there. My face scrunched up in disgust the longer I stared at myself.

I closed my eyes tightly as an ache started in my lower stomach. I opened my eyes again once the doors opened. I quickly walked out and opened the door to my apartment.

"Mom?" I yelled out.

No reply. I sighed. She had been working non stop since that night. I felt bad for her, this was my fault.

I fell on the couch and stared at the wall to the right of me.

How did this happen to me? Why did this happen to me?..

I was beginning to think someone up here had something against me.

I pulled my laptop to my lap and waited for it to turn on. When it did, I started doing some research on Gonorrhea.

Pretty much everything i knew already..

Causes pain when you go to the bathroom..

Pain in lower stomach..

Can get rid of it..

Cant have babies..

wait.. What?..

I clicked the 'more info' button quickly, tears piling in my eyes.

If you have had Gonorrhea, you may not be able to have children. There are medicines that can and will get rid of this STD, but if it is not treated quick enough.. You will not be able to have children. If not treated quickly, it will spread to women's reproductive system. This causes PID. (Pelvic Inflammatory Disorder).

I must have re-read it at least 20 times. There was still hope.. I shook my head after a few seconds and opened a new tab. I went onto Facebook and gasped at what I saw.

Chad was carrying me out of the hospital, tears in my eyes. Someone had put a caption on it. 'Sonny Munroe. STD? I think yes.'

It was one of Samantha's groupies. There were already about 30 comments on it. I dared myself to look at some of them.

'Is that Chad Dylan Cooper? Wasn't he on the show she's on now? He gave it to her?'

'She's such a slut! Sleeping around..'

'I hear she was crying because he told her he didn't want her anymore.'

'That doesn't make sense though.. He's holding her. He looks pretty torn up..'

'Guys come on.. Leave her alone. Okay? This is getting ridiculous.'

I just shut my laptop off and stormed to my room. I stared at myself in my mirror for a few seconds, then shook my head.

"Your so ugly.. No one would want an ugly, fat, messed up girl like you." I whispered, glaring at the girl in the mirror.

I slowly walked into my bathroom and sat in front of the toilet.

And I don't know why I did it.. Maybe I've seen too many movies, or maybe I just felt as if someone were really watching me. But I looked around me, as if to make sure no one was there.

I brought my fingers up to my mouth, opened, then stuck them in. I moved them around until I felt bile coming up. I quickly leaned over and threw up into the toilet.

I did it one more time, then wiped my mouth.

I shakily got up and washed my mouth out with mouth wash. I washed my hands, then walked out after flushing it.

Did I really just do that?

Yes..

I lied down and curled up into a ball. The dark oceans of sleep pulled me in.

~~~~IM~~~~IM~~~~IM~~~~

My eyes slowly fluttered open. I looked at my clock and groaned. 5:07?.. I sighed and got up.

Might as well get ready for Hell.

I looked through my closet and chose my outfit. I black, light hoodie, my dark blue skinny jeans, and my purple high-top Converse.

I walked into the bathroom, took a quick shower, then slowly walked into my room with the towel wrapped around me.

I looked at myself again in my mirror, then shook my head. I walked back into my bathroom, repeated the routine of throwing up and cleaning up, then walked back out.

I quickly got dressed and looked at the time.

6:00.

I grabbed my bag, pulled my hoodie over my head, then walked out the door. Mom was probably already gone.

I walked the 20 minute walk to school, and took a deep breath as I got to the gates.

You can do this.. Your already here. Just don't pay attention to them. Walk in there, get through your day, then walk out. Simple.

And I stupidly decided to go with my conscience.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~IM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Your nothing."

"Aids. It has to be Aids."

"Go kill yourself. No one would care."

There were just a few of the things people have yelled in my face since I walked through the doors. I was now headed to my last period.

And you'll never guess who showed up.

"Hey there little miss STD." Samantha chuckled out, smirking.

I rolled my eyes and kept my head down, my hoodie covering my face.

I tried to walk past her, but no such luck.

Yay life.

"Listen. How about you stay away from Chad, and let me have him?"

I snorted and shook my head.

To be truthful, I felt worse for Chad. People kept saying they wanted him, or they would say I have an STD, so he must have one too.

"What was that?" Her screechy voice let out.

I cringed and glared at her. I was sick of every ones shit.

"Piss off." I said, loud enough for her to hear.

She just stared at me for a few seconds, before blinking.

"Listen. I'd love to sit and talk about what a lovely shade of slut you're wearing, but I don't talk to girls that use crayola for make-up."

"What did you just say?" She screeched again, eyes widening. I smirked, but it was hidden by my hoodie.

"And I mean.. I know you'd love to spread your legs for Chad, but you're not his type. You should open books. Not your legs. You should blow minds. Not guys." I continued smugly.

I knew I was gonna pay for it.

She pushed me down, then pulled me back up roughly by my hair. I tried pushing her away, but she only pulled me into the bathroom.

She pulled me to the hand dryer and smirked.

Not this again..

She held me into the wall and pushed my hand into it. She turned it on and held my struggling body hard against the wall. I whimpered loudly, trying to hold in my scream.

She pulled me away, throwing me to the ground. I groaned as everything started getting dizzy. I slowly got up and tried to push her down, but no luck.

How was she so much stronger than me?!

She banged my head on one of the bathroom stalls doors, then let me go.

"Bitch." She glared down at me.

I slowly slid up the wall, then quickly ran out of the door. I held my hand close to me, finally letting the tears fall.

I walked down the hallway a bit more, then sat down against a wall. My hand was causing me to feel dizzy.

I sobbed as I looked down at it. The skin there was red and blistered. I blew on it, making it hurt worse. I whimpered and looked around me.

"Sonny? Why are you out of class?"

Was that?..

"Chad?"

"Yea baby. You okay?" He sat down by me and looked me over. When his eyes came to my hand, his eyes narrowed.

"What happened?"

"Nothing." I instantly replied.

He looked me in the eyes for a few seconds before getting up.

He started walking away, looking around. I tilted my head confused until I saw him stop walking.

It looked like he said something to someone before he quickly disappeared behind a wall.

I quickly got up and ran over, worried.

"C'mon Chad. We both know you don't want that slut. Why would you?" I heard Samantha's sickly sweet voice.

"Shut up. Shut. The. Fuck. Up."

"I'm liking this position. How about we take it to my place?" I could almost hear her smirk.

"Sorry. But I don't like bimbos like you."

I turned the corner and stared at the scene before me.

Chad had his arms tightly gripped on Samantha's arms, pushing her hard into a wall.

"Chad.." I whispered, looking to the ground.

Before I knew it, I heard a whimper then felt Chad's soft lips on mine.

I gasped as he held onto my wrists, not wanting me to push away. Which he's stupid if he thought I would do that.

I pressed my lips into his harder, wanting to be as close as possible. He let go of my wrists then slowly trailed his hands down my sides. He pulled me closer by my waist. Not even a piece of paper could fit between us.

He bit my lip, causing me to gasp. He took that to his advantage and slid his tongue over mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck, standing on my tippy-toes so he wouldn't have to lean down so much.

We were suddenly interrupted by a scoff. Chad pulled away, resting his forehead on mine. He stared into my eyes, almost as if he could see to my soul.

"And don't you dare ever. Ever. Touch her or talk about her the wrong way again. If you do. I'm afraid I wont be so nice. Hurting a girl isn't on my to-do list. But I swear on my life. If you so much as look at her the wrong way again. You'll deeply regret it." He said this, still staring deeply into my eyes.

He finally looked away as we heard a startled gasp. I looked over Chad's shoulder to see anger in Samantha's eyes.

"Whatever." She mumbled, before storming off.

Chad looked back to me then sighed.

"You get yourself into so much trouble little Missy."

I pouted and he shook his head. He brought his thumb up and brushed it over my lips, causing my teeth to let go.

"Don't do that.."

I just giggled and nodded.

He stepped away a step then looked at my hand.

"Lets get back to my place. Yea?"

I nodded and smiled at him.

~~~~IM~~~~IM~~~~IM~~~~IM~~~~

"Ouch!" I winced, biting my lip harder.

Chad had been playing doctor, well trying.

He looked at me apologetically. "Sorry.. All done."

I looked at my hand then smiled. It was wrapped up in gauze with healing medicine on it.

"Thank you, Chad."

He nodded and smiled.

We sat in a comfortable silence for a few minutes. I decided to break it though.

"Chad?"... I looked down nervously, swinging my legs back and forth. We were on his bed, and it was tall. My feet didn't touch.

"Yea Little Missy?"

"..What...What um.. are we.. What are we?" I asked, nervously.

I chanced a glance at him through the corner of his eye.

His eyebrows were furrowed, like they usually were when he concentrated too hard. He then looked over at me and smiled that breath-taking smile of his.

"Whatever you want, Princess."

I blushed and looked back to the floor. He took my chin in his hand and tilted it to his eye level.

"I don't know Chad... I really like you.. But I don't want to take you into my mess.."

He smirked and shook his head.

"I already am."

I giggled and nodded my head. "True.."

"So is that a yes?" He asked.

"A yes to what? I don't quite remember you asking me anything.." I played innocent

He gave me a blank stare for a few seconds before chuckling lightly.

"Sonny Munroe. Will you do me the honors and," he got down on one knee and looked up at me, "be my girlfriend?"

I faked a gasp and held my hand to my chest. "Chad.. This is so sudden! I-I don't know what to say!"..

"Whatever loser. How about yes?" He chuckled again.

I nodded quickly and giggled. "Yes. Yes. A thousand times yes."

He stood me up, then tilted me down, his arm supporting me as squealed. I was slanted to an angle. He leaned down and kissed me, making my knees go weak.

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