i am like soooo sorry that i haven't updated for awhile!

but...i just moved and i've been like really really busy for the passed week

with the packing and then the unpacking and all, i've been trying to write

as much as i can.

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I was walking along a beach it was sunset. The water just reached over my feet when the waves would come in on the shore. Mt hair was blowing slightly behind my face from the light wind; I was wearing a blue and white sundress that went down to my knees. I looked off into the distance of the water it was one of the most beautiful sights in view. The water is a blue almost black colour where the sun isn't touching, but the water that is getting touched by the sun just looks so pretty. The water is sparkling and it's a lighter purple. The sun is big and orange you could only see half of it. I walk away from the shore of the water and sit down on a hill to watch the sun go down. Sand was sticking to my feet, but I didn't care about anything right how. Everything left my mind. The baby, the fight with my mother, blacking out, everything. It was nice to relax once in my life. But this is to good to be true, it couldn't be real. But I feel so alive it couldn't be a dream, it had to be a spirit dream, bt Adrian I no where in sight…. I shake the thought away and enjoyed the time I had until I would wake up. I continued to watch the sunset when it started to go blurry and fade. I was waking up.

I opened my eyes to an empty space beside me. I frowned. I slowly got out of bed. Really wanting to just go back to sleep, but that 'dream' was really weird. Maybe Adrian just wanted to stay back and let me enjoy the little time that I had to just relax and not have to deal with anything.

My stomach was huge by now. I looked so fat. I hate it. In my 'dream' I didn't notice a lump on my stomach. I shrugged and dragged myself towards the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and almost screamed. My face was pale and my hair looked like a birds nest. I washed my face and tried to pill the knots out of my hair with my fingers. I climbed into the shower and turned on the water. It started off really cold and I gave a yelp. I jumped out of the shower and waited until it was somewhat warm.

After I was out of the shower and presentable to the public eye I left my room and started to look for Dimitri.

I didn't notice what time it was, until I stepped outside. It was nighttime, well for Moroi time. It was the afternoon in the Human world.

It was only me, and the other guardians that have night shift that were outside right now, everyone else should be sleeping. I never got the chance to ask Dimitri yesterday if he had a shift, but maybe he actually did just leave when I fell asleep. I decided to go to Dimitri's room to see if he was there. I knocked once and then twice… no answer. I turned the knob. It was unlocked. I looked around the room but no sign of Dimitri. I left and decided to go ask one of the guardians on duty if Dimitri had a shift or if any of them have seen him.

Before I found one of the guardians I saw a figure sitting over by a tree. He had a duster on. Finally I found him. As I got closer to him his aftershave scent filled the air. I walked in front of him to find that his eyes were closed. It looked like he was sleeping. He was so hot when he was asleep. His hair was in a lazy ponytail; some of it fell out and fell to the side of his face. I kneeled down in front of him and brushed the back of my hand along his cheek. That, made his eyes start to flutter. When he looked at me he smiled that smile I live to see.

"Hey." He said. He brought his hands out and wrapped them around my waist, pulling me onto him.

"Hey, how was your little nap outside?" He shrugged.

"Why did you leave?" He looked at me in the eye and didn't say anything. I thought he wasn't going to answer when he finally spoke.

"I just had to think."

"About what?"

"Everything, I've been worried about you." I smiled and brought my lips to his. It was a quick kiss to show that I cared for him and loved him.

"There's no reason to, I'm fine." I said against his lips. He then kissed me and I responded immediately. Our mouths moved in sync, fitting perfectly together. His tongue trailed along my bottom lip begging for entrance. Which I greatly accepted. It became of war of whose tongue would win dominance. Dimitri pulled away. I stuck out my bottom lip and pouted.

"Time to go back to bed." Dimitri whispered. I grinned thinking what I would want to do with him. Dimitri noticed what I was thinking.

"To go to sleep, nothing else." I giggled.

"Fine." I pouted.

I got up off of Dimitri's lap and started walking towards my room. I felt a hand curl around my wrist. I was being pulled back. I knew right away who it was. Dimitri.

"Where do you think your going?"

"To my room…I thought you said to go back to bed." I said sounding confused. Dimitri chuckled.

"Not without me, you aren't."

"Why not?"

Dimitri didn't answer so I lifted my head off from Dimitri's chest to look at him. I gave him a questioning look.

"If you don't want me to…"

"No, no! Of course you can, you are my Fiancé after all" I yelled cutting him off. Dimitri chuckled at my outburst and swooped me up into his arms like he was carrying his bride. Which of course will be me soon.

2 DAYS LATER

"Lissa!" I screamed, putting my hands on her shoulders to calm her down. She was jumping like a bunny.

"I think your more excited about this then I am!" She started giggling.

"What's so funny?" I quickly brought my hands to my face and ran towards the mirror. My stomach looked like it could explode right now.

Lissa came in view in the mirror behind me.

"Nothing…" She said.

"We don't have to start planning anything until the baby is born." Lissa started to pout.

"That is taking forever."

"You can deal with it." Lissa gave me her puppy dog eyes and stuck her bottom lip out. I looked passed her and made my way out of the bathroom. I went to sit down on the bed when my stomach twisted.

"Rose!" was the last thing I heard before I was swallowed up by darkness.

LPOV

"Nothing…." I said. I don't really know why I started laughing, I just felt like it.

"We don't have to start planning anything until the baby is born."

We'll I already have a lot of things planned already… the place where there gonna get married, the dress, how I'm going to set the place up….but I think I'll keep that quiet for right now.

"That is taking forever."

"You can deal with it." I gave her my puppy dog eyes and stuck my bottom lip out. She didn't go under my spell, I of course could use compulsion but I wouldn't ever do that to Rose. She looked passed me and started to walk away. I turned around to follow her when I heard her gasp and fall down to the floor.

"Rose!" I screamed running up to her. Her water broke. Oh my gosh! I jumped up and grabbed her cell phone from on top of my dresser and started to call Dimitri.

'Hi, Rose.'

'It's Lissa and you need to come to my room, now!'

'What's wrong Queen Vasilisa!'

'NOW!' I hung up and started to call Abe.

'Rose, I.."

'It's Lissa and I need you to go to the infirmary and tell them that Rose is in labor!' I hung up before he could say anything. I started pacing the room. there was a knock at the door.

"Come in!" Dimitri stepped in and as soon as he saw Rose he ran to her. He noticed the blood and picked her up.

He ran out of the room and I followed after him.

We got to the infirmary and the doctor was waiting for us.

"Right in here please." She motioned to a door in the hall to the right.

Dimitri placed her on the bed and grabbed a chair to sit beside her. He held her hand as the doctor came in.

"We'll be right with you." He nodded. I walked up to Rose across from Dimitri.

"Rose…" we heard someone say from the door. I looked up to see Abe.

"She's unconscious." Dimitri said. Abe nodded and then looked to his left the walls were in the way so I couldn't see what he was looking at. He mouthed something and then stepped into the room. A couple seconds later in came Janine. Her eyes were blood shot.

"I'm sorry, I should have never said those things to her." She said while shaking her head and looking down at the ground.

"I love her, and, I want to be a part of her life...but" She stopped, like it was to hard to say what she wanted to say. "but…I ruined anything we ever had, and that wasn't much." A tear slid down her cheek.

Woah! Janine Hathaway is crying, no, way! Abe walked up to her and put his hand on her arm. He mumbled something to her not loud enough for me to hear. She nodded her head and whipped the tears away. I looked back at Rose and her eyes started to open.

"Rose is waking up!" I squealed.

"Fuck!" Rose screamed.

RPOV.

I was starting to wake up when I heard my mom talking.

"I should have never said those thing to her. I love her, and, I want to be a part of her life…but." She stopped talking. "But…I ruined anything we ever had." Hell yes she did. "and that wasn't very much." I then heard a sniffle, is that Janine Hathaway crying. I opened my eyes to see Abe talking to Janine.

"Rose is waking up!" Lissa yelled in my ear. Just then a sharp pain came to my stomach.

"Fuck!" I screamed. Someone squeezed my hand.

"Rose." His beautiful accent warned.

"What! I'm in fucking labor, and it fucking hurts!" I hissed. I glared at him.

"Fine, just take it easy." He said in my ear. He kissed my forehead and then got up to go talk to Abe and Janine. They both started to walk out of the room.

"I'm going to go let the doctor know that you're awake." Dimitri said. He gave me a smile and walked out of the room.

"Rose, you scared me to death just passing out like that."

"I don't fucking care right now!" I growled. Lissa's face was filled with hurt, it looked like she was about to cry.

"Lissa, look…I'm sorry, it's…just, you'll find out once you have your twins." She pulled me into a hug and I groaned.

"Sorry." She mumbled. I gave her a small smile. The doctor then came in with Dimitri.

"Ready?" She asked. I shock my head.

" I never will be." She giggled.

For the next hour or so I spent my time pushing and screaming in pain. But that's finally over. The nurse took my baby away to clean it up, then I'll get to hold it. There not going to tell me if it's a boy or a girl yet, they just have to be so mean. I went through all that pain and I still have to wait if I have a boy or a girl.

"Dimitri, can you pleeeeeeeeease tell me." He smiled and brought my hand to his lips and kissed it.

"Nope." I glared at him and took my hand out of his. I crossed my arms and looked in any direction but at Dimitri. I stayed like that until they brought my baby back. The doctor stepped into my room and I quickly unwrapped my arms and held them out. I started jumping in the bed. She passed my baby to me that was wrapped in a white blanket.

"Tell me!" I said.

So what did you all think. should it be a girl or a boy... plez review and tell me what you think and what gender you want the baby to be. 10 reviews till i post the next chapter.