Guest- Damien will be back at some point but I haven't decided if they will get back together or not
Reemarie36- Thank you, as always your reviews always leave a smile on my face
Jessie's Pov
...His arms wrapped around me and his weight pushed into me backing me into the wall. "Don't you miss us?" He whispered.
"I used to… But… I'm happy." The words didn't seem to come out right and everything was spinning around me. "Please let me go."
"No tell me." He squeezed my arm when I tried to pull away. "Tell me you miss us."
"I don't." I shook my head but he didn't listen he moved in close. "Please Spencer… I can't ruin what I have with Henry why can't you just-" I sighed and looked up to him but his lips touched mine they weren't as soft as I thought they were and it didn't feel like it normally made me feel I felt awful and it felt wrong I pushed away.
"What's wrong?" He kissed my cheek and started moving towards my neck.
"S-stop."
"What's wrong Strawberry?" My blood boiled only one person gets to call me that I leaned up and slapped him across the face.
Henry's Pov
Jessie was having a bad dream I tried waking her up once but she didn't budge and I couldn't do much while we're on a plane so I left her alone until she started shaking her head and whining. "What's wrong Strawberry?" Jessie jerked up and slapped me across the face. "Fuck…" Her eyes snapped open like she just understood she was dreaming and looked at me.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry Hewwie are you okay?" She pulled my face towards her and started kissing the cheek she just slapped over and over. "I'm sorry baby." She kissed me again. "I'm so sorry."
"It's okay baby… Bad dream?"
"A nightmare." She shivered and looked at me again and then down to my lips. "I love you." She said and pressed her lips against mine softly.
"I love you too baby." I muttered against her lips. "Want to join the mile high club?"
"It's illegal." Jessie said softly.
"So?"
"You're a cop you really shouldn't be having that type of behavior." I rolled my eyes. "I'm serious I'm gonna report you."
"I like to live on the dangerous side."
"Shhh, Logan will hear you." Jessie looked over to Logan who was sound asleep with his headphones on.
"No he won't." Jessie rolled her eyes resting her hand on my leg.
"Wait until we get home." She said softly patting my thigh. "I'll give you a show." She whispered in my ear.
"You'll hear no complaining from me." I kissed her neck biting a bit.
"How are you feeling? Do you need anything a pillow maybe?"
"I'm fine Strawberry stop worrying."
"When will you get it through that thick skull that I've always worried and always will worry about you Hewwie."
"I know…" I want to go to work tomorrow if she would've stayed in Italy my first day as a detective would be tomorrow but she won't let me go even though I feel great… Okay maybe great is an over exaggeration I'm feeling okay...ish… I sighed closing my eyes I don't want to wait two weeks until I see the stupid doctor but I doubt Cameron would even let me work if I came in tomorrow although he'd be easier to talk to then Jess. Maybe I'll wake up while she's asleep and pretend like it's any other normal day if she wakes up while I'm getting ready and hopefully she won't realize until I'm already at work. The question is do I want to deal with her wrath when I get home…
"What's wrong?" Jessie asked squeezing my thigh I opened one eye to look at her.
"Nothing baby." I closed my eyes again but she squeezed harder. "Ow, that hurts stop."
"Well you look like the grumpy cat right now." She said and gave a small smile. "You look really adorable though." She leaned forward kissing the corner of my mouth. "Are you alright?"
"Just thinking about stuff."
"Sexy stuff?" She asked with a playful grin.
"Should I be thinking sexy stuff." She nodded her head. "Were you thinking sexy stuff?"
"I was thinking of kinky cop role plays we could do."
"Jesus Christ Jessie keep your voice down!" I whispered yelled trying to stop myself from blushing when I finally controlled my face Jessie laughed.
"You're so adorable when-"
"Stop calling me adorable it's not manly at all." I huffed trying to get out of this conversation.
"Well stop being adorable and I'll stop calling you adorable." I loved that look in her eyes when she looked at me the love was so pure and there I could tell how much she loved me whenever our eyes met, like somehow our souls were meshed together I knew hers and she knows mine, I never want to make that look disappear. God I sound totally whipped Zach would make fun of me if he ever heard me say anything like that.
"You always say that."
"Because you haven't stopped being adorable yet and you never will so I'll always call you adorable." She pinched my cheek. "It's kinda like when you call me cute it makes me feel like I'm four." She said flatly.
"Well stop being cute and I'll stop calling you cute." I said throwing her words back at her.
"But I can't help that I'm cute." She said scrunching her nose and smiling big and I couldn't lie it was really fucking cute.
"You are one of a kind Strawberry." I kissed her head.
"I'm gonna take a nap." She rested her head against my shoulder. "Night Beast."
"Sweet dreams my Beauty." I placed one final kiss on her head just like I do every time she's about to go to sleep.
I woke up just as the plane landed I had to wake up Jessie and Logan but they were both took forever to wake up so we ended up being the last ones off the plane. "I'm ready for bed…" Logan muttered.
"You slept most of the plane ride." Jessie said poking his arm.
"No I had my eyes closed and music playing."
"Who's driving home?" I asked.
"Not it!" Logan yelled.
"No…" Jessie whined leaning her head back pouting.
"I can drive baby it's okay."
"No your hurt."
"I can still drive I didn't get my arm chopped off." I mumbled.
"Henry I said no." Jessie said flatly glaring at me. "I'll drive."
"Your tired."
"And so are you."
"Guys can we hurry up and decide who's driving? I work in the morning and it's already one in the morning." Logan yawned rubbing his eyes. "I can drive but if that's the case I need caffeine."
"No I'm driving." Jessie said digging her hand into my pocket and taking my keys. "Let's go." She pulled me towards baggage.
"What's wrong with you?" I whispered into her ear she shrugged and looked for our bags. "You didn't bring a suitcase why are you looking?"
"Because I'm getting your bag you can't pick it up."
"Baby I-" She glared at me again so I dropped it.
"You can get mine if you want." Logan whispered to me.
"It's okay thanks though." I whispered back he nodded and picked his up while Jessie struggled to get mine off. "Need some help?" I asked but she just shook her head.
"I can do it." She yanked it finally pulling it off. "Why was that so heavy…"
"Because your weak." Logan said and Jessie turned her fist already ready, Logan tried to jump out of the way of her punch but she got him right in the shoulder. "Ouch! Jessie that hurt." He whined rubbing his arm.
"Stop being an ass Logan."
"All I did was state a fact." He said quickly looking at her to make sure she wasn't going to hit him again.
We walked to the car mostly in silence Jessie and Logan bickered for here and there I wasn't in a good mood my stitches were starting to itch and I was starting to feel tired. I didn't even realize I fell asleep in the car until Logan woke me up when we're home. "Come on sleepy." Jessie said taking my hand Logan had already started walking towards our apartment.
"I don't remember falling asleep." I yawned.
"You lasted like ten seconds."
"I was up most of the plane ride I didn't fall asleep until we were practically home." I yawned again taking Jessie's hand walking towards the door. "I'll get the bags tomorrow are you hungry or anything I can make you something to eat if you are."
"No I'm not hungry." I was very thankful she wasn't I didn't want to make food right now all I wanted to do was sleep but i'd force myself to stay awake if she was hungry. "Come on Hewwie."
I fell into the bed not even bothering to take my clothes off Jessie stared at me from the edge of the bad for a few minutes before she came to my side. "What are you doing?" I asked with one eye open barely.
"Undressing you."
"That's hot." I mumbled she laughed while rolling her eyes.
"Lift up." She said tugging on my shirt I sat up letting her pull my shirt off. "I have to change this." She pulled the bandage off. "Don't forget your doctors appointment is on Thursday and yes I am going with you."
"Yes baby."
"Now your pants." She unbuttoned them and started to pull them down.
"I don't want to." I muttered.
"What?"
"I don't want to have sex right now I'm tired." Jessie kissed my nose.
"We aren't I'm just taking your pants off unless you want to sleep with them on."
"Oh." She yanked my pants off and changed my bandage I was starting to drift off again by the time she pulled the cover over us. "Thank you." I pulled her into my side to fast it hurt my chest but I didn't make a sound because she would've made a fuss about it.
My alarm went off at five in the morning like usual I turned trying to see where Jessie was and hoping I could just slip out of bed but she was where she normally was anytime I woke up, she was sound asleep with her head on my back it's become so normal that sometimes I don't even feel her there. I turned quickly giving her a little push she rolled over onto her side hugging her pillow, I slipped out of bed and into the bathroom. "Step one complete." I said to myself, now I just have to sneak into the closet and get dressed in the dark most likely. After I showered quickly I snuck into the closet. "Wait…" I poked my head out of the closet and looked at Jessie she was in the same spot as she was before. "Baby." I said softly. "Jessie?" I said louder. "JESSICA!" I yelled but she still didn't budge. I guess this is one of the perks about dating someone who's hard of hearing I don't really have to sneak around.
I knew I didn't have to sneak but I was still afraid to go towards the door because it's on her side of the bed and of course with my fucking luck the second the light hit her face she opened her eyes. "Henry?" She said softly lifting her head I quickly went to her kissing her head.
"I'm going to work go back to sleep baby." I signed she nodded laying her head back down. Wow… My plan worked… My plans hardly ever work…
I grabbed my coffee and was just about to leave when I heard Jessie yelling and I knew I was fucked in that moment I thought about running to the car but she'd most likely go to the station and drag me home so I waited for her to come out of the room and I wished I'd ran because there was a scary look in her gold eyes. "Uh hi baby… Coffee?" I asked holding it towards her.
"Get your ass back in bed now Carstairs." I sighed but walked back towards the room. "You promised me."
"I promised you what?"
"That you wouldn't do stupid shit."
"I was just going to work how is that stupid?" She grabbed my arm pulling me towards her.
"It's stupid because your hurt, it's stupid because you can get even more hurt." She unbuttoned my shirt and pulled it off. "Take your pants off then get back in bed and don't even think about pulling that again."
"What made you remember?"
"I saw the time and remembered I had to do something for my uncle."
"Oh…"
"Don't do that again Henry."
"I'm sorry."
"No your not."
Logan's Pov
I couldn't sleep at all so I ended up going to the lab way earlier then I needed be but I didn't like being in my room it just reminded me of Damien way too much and I promised my heart I wouldn't think about him anymore he was the constant reminder I no longer wanted or needed he'd moved on with his life and I was going to start doing the same thing. I pushed myself into my work going over things I normally wouldn't double check, someone knocked on my door I didn't want to stop working but no one could get in without me opening the door so I reluctantly got up and opened it a little. "Quinn? What do you want?"
"A favor."
"Uh… Okay…"
"Can you look after something for me until I come back from lunch."
"Lunch? But it's only-"
"I take early lunches, sue me." He said shrugging.
"Uh, okay, what do you need me to watch?" He picked up a cage with a sheet over it. "Wh-What is that?"
"A monkey."
"Why do you have a monkey?"
"I'm using him for an experiment."
"You aren't testing something on him are you?"
"Just watch him for a bit, i'll be back in a few hours."
"What lunch break last a few hours? I only get fifteen minutes."
"Well you're just a kid." He said putting the cage back down and walking away.
"Asshole." I muttered when he was gone.
I took the cage and put it on the table and pulled the sheet over the cage it was a really cute chupukin but he looked scared. "Hi little guy you're kinda cute aren't you." He just stared at me. "Well until you start flinging poop." I shivered at the thought. I had an awful idea to open the cage and for some reason my hands agreed because they moved without my permission and pulled the latch he didn't come out like I thought he would. "Are you scared?" I rolled my chair over to my small fridge and looked inside to see what I could give him. "I think I might have a banana in the…" I stopped talking once I found the banana I rolled back to the little monkey and opened the banana. "Hungry little dude?" He took the small piece I offered him eating it then sticking his hand back out for more. "Come on." I held it out for him pulling it away as he came closer to it until he was fully out. "See that wasn't so bad now was it?" I gave him the rest of the banana and went back to work.
I decided to name the monkey Walter that seemed like a very smart monkey name because he was a very very smart monkey he'd get me paper and pencils, I knew Quinn wouldn't name him he's probably using Walter for something he's not supposed to be doing. My phone chimed I thought it would be Quinn letting me know he was coming back but it was someone I didn't expect.
Ty: I'm gonna be in New York for a few days do you want to meet up? I can look over the cases you have connected together and get you going in the right direction if you want
Logan: Are you already here?
Walter was playing with the banana peel and my empty water bottle he was a very good boy and I was very pleased he wasn't flinging around poop or anything i'd probably scream if it came down to that. I was going over paperwork when Ty finally text me back.
Ty: Next week, I just wanted to ask now to make sure you don't have any other plans
Logan: Not doing anything other then working text me when you land and we'll catch up
After Quinn picked up Walter I buried myself in my work I didn't even stop for my mandatory break I thought it was stupid anyway there was so much to do and not enough time in a day to get it all done, I needed to go over some stuff with Kendra but she was sick and I was not about to add a cold on my list of problems this month. I still had three hours left of work but I was bored and did most of my stuff so I snuck out of my office. "Logan! Come here." Kendra said as I passed her office. Crap.
"Your sick I'm not going anywhere near your contaminated room." I said covering my mouth.
"Did you get the-"
"Yes I did I'll email everything to you once I get home."
"Oh okay… Can you do me a favor?" What's with everyone wanting favors from me?
"If it involves staying here any longer then the answer is, tomorrow."
"Alright, I'll look over what you send me but first thing tomorrow come to the lab so we can go over your findings."
"Yeah.." I waved and walked out fastly so no one else would bother me.
When I got home no one was in the living room which meant they were probably in their room doing disgusting things, I shivered and made a break for it to my room so I wouldn't have to hear anything if they were doing said things. I spread all the case files out on my bed trying to piece the victims together, I already had a good start I knew who the first victims were and it seemed to trace all the way back to California it's where all this started and the killer was slowly making his way back there. He didn't have a preference and that scared me it seemed like all he cared about was they were all women, what a sick person… I thought looking at the crime scene photos would make me want to vomit everywhere but oddly enough I couldn't explain what I felt when I looked at the pictures and I pride myself on always having some sort of- my thoughts were cut off by someone knocking on my door. "Log? You home?" Henry asked I jumped off my bed and cracked my door open. "Oh you are home."
"Yeah I just got back."
"Jess went to the gym want to watch anime with me?"
"I thought you'd never ask." I pushed him back so he wouldn't look into my room then quickly closed the door behind me.
"You hiding something in there Logie?"
"My room is a mess I don't want you to see it." Henry's eyes widened.
"The queen of clean has a messy room?" He said sarcastically.
"Oh shut up."
"Come on you're an OCD freak you think i'd believe for a second that your room was messy?" Curse my need to clean and alphabetize everything. "You're keeping a secret from me?" This time there wasn't an ounce of humor in his voice he actually sounded hurt.
"My OCD was put on the back burner because of my broken heart and now it's screaming at me because my room is awful and I don't want you to see it… I'd never keep a secret from you Hewwie." Great now I'm a liar but I couldn't tell him what I'm doing he'd stop me.
"Want help cleaning?"
"Don't let Jessie hear you offer to clean she'll give you ten million things to do."
"I'm injured she won't let me do anything." He laid down on the couch so I went to the lazy boy. "What do you want to watch?"
"One Piece I'm a few episodes behind."
"You're missing the greatest fight of all time right now."
"You've said that about the last three arcs." I mumbled.
"I don't think I have."
"Well you have trust me I remember."
"Stupid eidetic memory." He whispered while turning his playstation on.
Jessie's Pov
"What do you think Pumpkin?" Uncle Magnus asked showing me a design him and Cecily worked on.
"Wow Cecily actually worked on that? Are you sure she didn't just agree with everything you picked?" I asked he laughed but Cecily didn't find it too funny.
"Shut up Jessie I actually did most of it." She said taking his phone so I could see her glaring at me. "And it's the one of the dresses I'll be modeling so I'm sure i'll look better then you."
"Oh please you need boobs to pull that dress off so unless you suddenly-"
"You are such a-"
"Girls." Uncle Magnus said.
"It's great uncle Magnus i'll send you over what I was working on let me know what you think okay?"
"Well I'm sure I'll love it PumpkinHead i've loved everything you've made so far." I smiled then stuck my tongue out at Cecily.
"I'm hanging up on her!" Cecily yelled.
"Have fun stuffing your-" She hung up. "Damn it I had a good punch line there Cecily." I whined I texted it to her instead since she hung up on me.
When I got home Henry and Logan were watching cartoons in the living room Logan was bouncing up and down in his seat he was yelling at the tv but it wasn't english. "Hey Strawberry." Henry said he barely glanced at me the only one who was actually happy I was home was Lylah.
"What are you geeks watching?" I tried to stay away from the word nerd I knew that would upset Logan and I made the mistake of saying it once wasn't going to let it happen again.
"Anime." Henry said I picked his legs up so I could sit down then placed them on my lap.
"How are you feeling?"
"I'm okay Log gave me my meds already and changed my bandages." He whispered, his eyes were still glued to the tv.
"Why aren't there subtitles on?" I whispered to Henry but Logan answered.
"Because real life doesn't come with subtitles learn the language."
"I can't learn the language in ten seconds I want to know what they're saying can you put the subtitles on?" I asked Logan sighed and said something to Henry in a language I didn't understand Henry laughed then stopped and threw a pillow at Logan.
"Not funny." He paused it then turned the subtitles on for me. "There you go baby."
"Thank you." I kissed his cheek and Logan groaned.
"Get a room." He muttered.
I got bored within ten minutes so I left them to do there own geek thing I couldn't find anything to do I was bored and I just wanted Henry to come pay attention to me so I waited in bed just watching random videos until he came to the room but the time dragged on and I got more and more bored finally I just texted him.
Jessie: Come give me love and attention
Hewwie: Come back out here
Jessie: I don't want to watch cartoons
Hewwie: ANIME
Jessie: Come love me .
Hewwie: Be right there baby
Henry lied it was five minutes before he came into the room he leaned against the door frame just staring at me. "Finally I was starting to think you'd never come."
"Sorry the episode was almost over and Logan would've disowned me if I left in the middle of the new one."
"Do you wanna go on a date?"
"Depends… Are we gonna do something boring like go to that dumb garden again." Henry mumbled.
"It wasn't dumb it was beautiful and romantic."
"It was just a bunch of flowers."
"You know what now I don't even want to go on a date with you." I joked but Henry came towards the bed then grabbed my hand.
"Oh we're going on a date even if I have to drag you kicking and screaming."
"Sounds less like a date and more like you're gonna murder me."
"I'd hold you for ransom your dad's rich."
"Geez… Thanks." He smiled brightly.
"You're welcome baby."
"I was being sarcastic."
We ended up doing our normal date routine and just going on a random walk hand in hand through the city not really knowing where we were going or what we'd do it was my favorite type of date because we always found something to do that we weren't expecting and even if we did just walk around talking the entire time it was still perfect because I had him beside me. "Are you alright? You aren't talking my ear off like usal."
"Logan's hiding something from me I think."
"And that's unusual? He's a private person he doesn't really open up-"
"To everyone else yeah but not me he's never been like that with me hell I've heard more about his sex life with Damien then I ever wanted to know."
"Ew…"
"Your telling me." Henry mumbled sadly. "I just want to know what's bothering him so I can help him…"
"Maybe he doesn't want help."
"That's his problem he always gets in over his head and then asks for help when it's too late."
"It doesn't matter how late he asks you for help you'd always do it no matter what."
"I know I would but my point is if he just tells me now I can help him that way I don't have to try and fix a problem in-"
"You know Logan… He tries to do everything on his own."
"Because he has this ridiculous idea that he has to do everything on his own like it makes him a baby or something when he asks for help."
"Hewwie you know why he does that."
"I know but I don't know why he does it with me… I get other people because they baby him but I have never in my entire life done that to him and it just hurts I know something's going on but he won't tell me and if he gets himself hurt or something i'd feel awful."
"It's probably about Damien he's still adjusting to the whole thing."
"He needs to-"
"If you say get over it or something I will slap the shit out of you Henry I mean it."
"Get out of the house and make some new friends." He said finishing his sentence. "Or maybe a rebound." He was starting to sound a lot like Ryland and Liam.
"Logan doesn't do rebounds and random sex."
"I know he doesn't but they say it helps."
"Is that how you'd get over me if we broke up?"
"Oh please I'd sit outside your window playing crappy music until you took my sorry ass back… I'm never losing you baby." My heart fluttered while I nuzzled in closer to him. "I love you more than anything in this world."
"And I love you just as much." I stood up on my tip toes in order to kiss him and the world faded and it was just the two of us.
Logan's Pov
A week later…
Ty and I met up at the hotel he was staying at he looked like he was pissed about something so I debated on turning around and just texting him that something came up at work but Ty turned and saw him. Crap. "Hey…" Ty stood and walked over to me his eyes on the ground.
"Agent Blackthorn." I said sweetly adjusting the heavy box I was carrying.
"Dr. Herondale." He said back just as sweet. "Thanks for meeting up with me."
"I'm still surprised you wanted to see me."
"Are you still investigating the disappearance of those women?" He asked glancing at me quickly before motioning for me to follow him.
"Yeah… you know I am." I dramatically held the box up.
"I want to help you."
"I don't need help I need to do this on my own." Ty rolled his eyes.
"I'm sure me helping you for four days won't kill you."
"It might you never know." He laughed but he still looked upset. "What's bothering you?"
"You're gay right?" What an unexpected thing to ask, I looked down at myself and wondered if it was that easy to tell.
"Yeah I am."
"And you have a boyfriend right?"
"Actually I'm single." It hurt to say that but every day was a learning process and I'd like to think I was getting better.
"I like this guy and I thought he liked me but I'm inexperienced and that bothers him for some unknown reason." Ty grumbled slapping the elevator call button. "So I took some vacation time because I had to get away from Virginia."
"Running from your problems?" I asked leaning against the wall. "Don't people say that's the wrong thing to do?"
"I'm not running from my problems I'm trying to solve it."
"How?" Ty glanced at me and shrugged.
"So how's the investigation going?" The elevator came to a stop and I gladly ran off, I hated elevators so much.
"I now have over twenty women thanks to you."
"All in New York?"
"Actually that's the thing," I follow Ty to his room and explained my theory. "All these women go missing for two weeks and end up being killed the exact same way but in different states."
"You think they're connected?"
"All these women were raped by multiple people have signs of torture and it's all the same for each women." Ty frowned as he opened the door.
"Let me see the files."
"You don't believe me?"
"I do but it should have showed up on our radar if what your saying is true."
"The FBI doesn't care about five year old cases." I muttered Ty grabbed my arm.
"You have more then twenty women dead and you think it's all connected that whoever the unsub is—"
"He's still killing women…" I set the box down and pulled out the first file. "Her name is Linda Road, killed five months ago." I handed it to him as he sat down on the bed.
"You think he's still killing?"
"A guy like this doesn't stop."
"Maybe it's not even connected that's still a possibility most of these women-"
"There are a few children that I connected to this to it's all so fucked up."
"Maybe you shouldn't look into this it could get you hurt, I can call-"
"This is why I didn't want anyone's help you all think I'm some baby who can't do shit on my own." I yelled.
"Logan." He said softly.
"I'm sorry I yelled… I don't normally yell, everything lately has been really fucked up." I muttered, Ty dropped the case file.
"I won't call anyone but you have to promise me that you won't do anything stupid."
"Me? Do something stupid?"
"When you find out who this guy is you call me or Henry alright?"
"Yeah…" Ty grabbed the file I had and threw it down. "Hey, what was that for?"
"Are you doing alright? You seem more on edge." I laughed pushing my hair back and tried to think of the right words.
"Life is just throwing everything at me right now… I just went through a break up a while ago and on top of all this I have to find a date to the Tony Awards, I was just going to call my mom and ask her to come…"
"Your mom." He laughed.
"Don't laugh at me! I'm being serious."
"When are the Tony's?"
"Two days I'm doomed to be the laughing stalk of the internet but then again I don't really care what people think of me although it would probably lead to my brothers making fun of me."
"You have brothers?"
"Yeah three brothers and two sisters."
"I have three brothers and three sisters."
"Are you the baby?"
"No, that would be my baby brother Tavvy, are you?"
"No, that would be my baby brother Benji." I said back and Ty laughed.
"I can uh come with you to the Tony Awards if you want." Ty said nervously.
"Why would you want to go with me?"
"I wasn't entirely truthful when you asked why I was coming here…"
"Okay?"
"I wanted to thank you for saving my life." I was about to ask what he meant but when I glanced at him our lips connected I jerked back in surprise. "I'm sorry that was probably really stupid." He shot up and started to pace. "It's not like I want to date you, oh god that sounded bad, I like you— this isn't working out in my favor…" Ty sighed and then looked at me. "I can never repay you for saving my life but-"
"I never expected you to repay me."
"Actually it's not," Ty groaned and fell back on the bed.
"You're really confusing me it's usually me doing the confusing thing so you're kinda stealing my thunder."
"I wanted your help with something."
"Why didn't you just say that?" I asked looking down at Ty.
"Well I needed to find out if you were gay AND single."
"Why…?"
"I was hoping you could take care of a problem for me and in return I'll take care of a problem for you." Ty said but wouldn't look at me.
"You have a problem?"
"I want… Do you want to have sex?" Ty asked I dropped the file on the floor. Sex?
"Because then you won't be inexperienced and the guy you like will date you?" I asked, Ty scratched his head.
"It's not just that!" Ty said dramatically. "I'm tired of being a-"
"I get it but uh well what are you?" He looked at me confused but then his eyes widened.
"Oh you mean top or bottom," He laughed shakily and looked at me. "What are you?"
"Uh… top…" Was I actually considering having sex with someone who wasn't Damien? Can I even?
"I'm sorry if this is weird and I'm just going to go kill myself in the bathroom now if you'll excuse me." He stood and started to walk away I thought about what Liam said this is how normal people end up moving on and I know Ty doesn't want anything real, I can't do real right now but maybe this can teach me how to be normal or a tiny bit normal.
I grabbed Ty pulling him back to me and his arms wrapped around my neck. "Logan…" His voice was soft and sweet.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked but Ty just smiled.
"Always the gentlemen Dr. Herondale." Ty muttered against my lips he pulled back for a second. "Weren't you tired of being a virgin?"
"Well I was like fourteen so I can't really compare." Ty glared playfully and pushed me back on the bed, he picked up the box and put it on the floor. "Did I bring that over for nothing?"
"Of course not," He said with a big smile. I never thought I'd do anything like this with anyone else I always thought Damien and I would be forever… I mentally slapped myself for thinking about him and focused on the moment.
Ty was nervous I could tell from how stiff he was and I didn't know what to do, I was suppose to be the one to calm him down right? Since he was new to all of this. "Are you alright?" I asked Ty but he just nodded and tried to unbutton my pants. "Wait."
"I'm doing this wrong aren't I?" I took a deep breath and rolled us over.
"Well you are very inexperienced so I don't blame you." I joked which got a laugh out of him.
"Suck my dick." He joked back.
"I was planning on it." Ty turned bright red and I was thankful that he has his eyes squeezed shut so he wouldn't see that I was blushing. "You're completely sure you want to do this with me? I think this guy you like will come around eventually."
"You talk to much." Ty's solution was to shove his hand down my pants I gasped and then groaned. "I want to do this with you."
"You know you don't owe me anything right?" Ty sighed. "Right, I'm gonna shut up now."
Ty was in the shower he invited me to join him but I had a more urgent matter to take care of I pulled my phone out and called dad but he didn't answer. "Hey dad… I know you're probably busy but call me I have something important to discuss." I threw my phone down on the bed just as Ty came out only in a towel.
"You okay?" Ty asked.
"I'm great are you okay?" I smirked when he threw his towel at me.
"I'm good." I pulled the towel off me throwing it back at him. "Do you want to stay here?"
"Stay here? With you?"
"We don't have to have sex anymore the three times was enough…" He blushed pushing his hair making it go in about fifty different directions.
"I hate odd numbers…" I muttered mostly to myself.
"You want to have sex again?" Ty looked surprised.
"No, yes, no, I mean…" I sighed and tried to think of the right words. "Before you I have only ever had sex with one person and I have always considered myself Demisexual but maybe I just needed this to help me figure out who I am and where the hell my life is going…"
"Well I'm happy I was able to help and uh I'd be glad to help some more if you want." He winked at me. "We have four days."
"So what are you going to say to this guy you like? Yo dude I'm no longer a virgin so now can we bang?" I did my best bro voice.
"I think Kit is a little more-"
"K-Kit? As in Kit Rook? Your FBI friend who hates me!?" Oh I'm so fucked I fell back against the bed.
"He doesn't hate you." Ty said softly.
"He looked at me like he wanted to kill me because you and I were talking and now we… He has a gun Ty." He laughed. "This isn't funny."
"I have a gun to." He shrugged.
"Why didn't you tell me that it was Kit you were into?"
"Would you have had sex with me?"
"Kit is going shoot me probably."
"We aren't even dating he can't get mad."
"You do know how men work right?"
"Well we've already had sex so it's not like you can just walk away now well you could but it's already done and over with." I sighed. "Want to get to work now?" Ty picked up the box and put it back on the bed.
"Actually can I try something?" Ty nodded as I moved closer to him.
"I guess I shouldn't have gotten dressed yet." He mumbled but the words were lost.
Henry's Pov
"Wake up." My chest was burning my eyes opened to see Jessie cleaning my wounds. "Good morning sexy."
"Hey baby." She leaned down to kiss me but just barely brushed her lips against mine. "Why are you up?"
"Had a FaceTime business thing with Rylie." I sighed and gave her the look. "I'm not going back until you are one hundred percent better."
"Well that's today I feel like running a marathon and—"
"Oh really?" She moved her hand to my stomach and almost touched the stab wound I yelled before she could even touch me.
"Okay! Okay! You win! Please don't." I whined.
"Stop lying to me then."
"I just don't like that I forced you to come home…"
"You didn't force me to do anything Hewwie I wanted to come home and take care of you because that's my job and it will be my job until I die or you get sick of me whichever comes first."
"Oh please with your five thousand different personalities how can I possibly get sick of you? Every day is something new." I joked.
"You're lucky I love you." I smiled and my phone started to go off. "I got it." Jessie said picking it up so I didn't have to move and then her face turned into a huge grin.
"Who was it?"
"Your mom."
"Oh what'd she say?" I struggled to sit up Jessie just glared at me for not asking for help.
"Was looking through some things and thought you guys would like these." I raised an eyebrow and Jessie jumped onto the bed scooting back until she was sitting beside me. "Look."
The first picture was Jessie and I as babies in a crib sleeping, the second was when we were two our first trip to Disneyland in front of the castle me kissing Jessie and her arms wrapped around me it's the picture she forces me to retake when ever we go to Disneyland, the third was the last picture we ever took together before I moved to China, and the last picture was us in London when I "proposed" to her with a ring pop when we were five.
"We are so cute." Jessie said and then zoomed on me and pouted her lip. "Look at you! Oh my god you were so adorable."
"Were? Are you saying I'm no longer adorable?" I said in mock outrage.
"We already discussed this you will always be adorable but you were super adorable before puberty hit and then it hit and you became sexy as fuck." I just leaned over and kissed her.
"Your birthday is coming up." I said.
"Uh huh."
"Where do you want to go?" She sat up and looked at me.
"Nowhere."
"Not gonna happen we're going somewhere."
"Hewwie." She whined.
"Strawberry."
"Why can't we just stay home? Go out to eat and get drunk." Well because I'm planning on asking you to marry me and I'm trying to be romantic but you aren't making it easy, I sighed in response. "Henry? What's wrong?"
"Nothing baby…" The dog started barking like crazy and the front door slammed shut.
"I'll be right back." Jessie said jumping off the bed running out of the room. I struggled to get out of bed I'm sure I'll be yelled at for actually getting out of bed. "What is that!" I heard Jessie yell so I followed her voice and ended up by the front door she was standing way to close to Logan who was pushing her away.
"Leave me alone." He whacked her hand away.
"Henry." Jessie said glancing back at me.
"Yes I know I'm not supposed to be out of bed but seriously I'm getting tired of seeing nothing but the room."
"Logan has hickeys!"
"I do not!" He shrieked but then pulled his phone out. "Do I?" He looked himself over and then groaned. "I'm gonna kill him."
"Who were you with?" Jessie gave a small hopeful smile.
"You don't know him." Her smile dropped.
"Wait you were actually with a guy?"
"Do you think I sucked on my own neck? I know I'm talented but I wasn't aware that I could do that."
"Who were you with?"
"When is my sex life your business?" Logan asked pulling the neck of his shirt up to try and hide the hickeys.
"Since you don't have sex with strangers." Jessie said crossing her arms.
"True… It was crazy I didn't think it would work because of how I am, how my brain works."
"Wha-"
"Anyway I just came home to get some clothes." Jessie and I both looked at each other.
"Why?" Jessie asked cautiously.
"I'm not gonna be home for a few days."
"Okay Logie I know you're hurting and you think that this is the way to feel better but it's not." Logan smiled and kissed Jessie's cheek and reached behind him to open the door.
"Hey Henry." Ty waved awkwardly took one glance at Logan and then blushed.
"Ty…?"
"How are you? Logan told me you finally got the promotion you've been wanting." He said and all I did was nod, I could've swore him and Kit were dating so what the fuck was he doing with Logan?
"Uh hi I'm Jessie, Logan's sister."
"And Henry's girlfriend I've heard a lot about you." Jessie looked at me confused.
"Ty works for the FBI we helped him on a case a while back." I said and Jessie nodded.
"I'm just gonna go get some clothes you can come with me if you want." Ty followed but stopped when he saw Lylah.
"Oh what a cute little puppy you are." Ty said in a soft voice, Logan looked from Lylah to Ty and down to his jade bracelet I don't know why he still wears it since Damien gave it to him but once he looked back up he smiled.
"Ly come on." Logan said and she started running towards his room.
"Where's the bathroom?" Ty asked Logan pointed and he walked off Jessie waited until he closed the door to speak.
"So…?" Jessie said impatiently.
"So what?"
"So who is he?"
"Didn't Henry tell you that he's in the-"
"Of course he did! But what he didn't tell me is that you and him have a thing." I held my hands up.
"I knew nothing about this! All I knew was Kit was interested in him."
"Who?"
"You knew all along that Kit liked Ty? Wait…. Kit likes Ty?" Logan said softly and his shoulders went slack.
"Oh Logie," Jessie said but when Logan looked back he was smiling.
"I'm so happy for him," His smile dropped. "I'm dead…"
"What?"
"Henry I need some advice." He whispered to me and then looked awkwardly at the bathroom door.
"Don't worry baby brother, go get your advice I'll distract him." Logan grabbed me and tried to pull me away but my mind was stuck on two words.
"Distract him how? Exactly?" I asked while being dragged away.
"He's gay Henry." Was all she said.
Logan was pacing around the room stopping to look at me and then continuing to pace. I forced him to sit down once I heard Jessie start talking out in the living room. "Ty said he wanted me to help him and by helping him he meant taking his virginity because this guy he wanted to be with didn't want anyone inexperienced so I said okay and we did it… Multiple times… But I didn't know said person was Kit and now that I know he for sure likes Ty i'm a dead man walking!" He fell backwards on the bed. "I'm not even in a relationship and yet I still have relationship drama… Where has my life gone?"
"Logan-"
"He's coming with me to the Tony's."
"Really? I thought you had a special day planned." I said but soon regretted it.
"Yeah for me and Damien which I wasted a lot of money on so if you and Jessie wanna go on the date be my guest."
"You're not gonna take Ty?"
"There isn't anything romantic between us I guess it was sexual mostly I dunno… He's my friend and I want him to be happy."
"And your spending the next few days with him?"
"To help get… Experience." Logan said with a smug little smile.
"Where has demisexual Logan gone?"
"I thought about it and maybe I was wrong, I mean before Damien I always thought myself to be asexual because the thought of sex never made me feel anything not even porn… Liam forced me to watch it he said it would make me feel normal but I puked and Liam made fun of me for weeks."
"Getting off topic." I reminded him.
"Right! So anyway I still felt that way when Damien and I were dating I felt like that for a while but then after the incident you know what one." I laughed. "Shut up. I'm just saying that-"
"I get what you were saying."
"Do you? Because I don't even think I fully know what I'm trying to say…"
"Which is why we're best friends because I know what you say when everyone else in the entire world would think it was genius jibber jabber."
"Genius Jibber… I like it I think I'll use that one day."
"Sure whenever your in trouble just scribble genius jibber and i'll save you." Logan smiled.
"So what did I mean?"
"You've never liked sex and then you met Damien and fell in love with him and thought huh I could maybe see myself possibly having sex with him, then you guys did, now fast forward five years later he's the only person you've ever been with so of course now thinking about sex it would be a turn off you waited until you really knew Damien and now your taking sex advice from Liam and Ryland literally the two worst people to ask excluding Max."
"So am I doomed?"
"You know Ty and he's attractive I guess and you two obviously had sex right? So how did it go?"
"Surprisingly well… I know you don't like sex details so I'll just keep it PG…"
"Really?"
"No you're the only person I can talk to about these things I need a girl best friend or a gay best friend…"
"Back to the point… Again."
"Yeah, yeah. I didn't think it would work I was really shocked when he said it because he wanted to thank me for saving his life and I kept telling him I didn't ever expect to be repaid but he told me I talked too much and shoved his hand down my pants and I'm sure you know what happened after that."
"Thanks for keeping it sorta PG…"
Logan's Pov
Ty and I went back to his hotel after Jessie forced us to stay for dinner he picked up the remote trying to find something to watch. "In the morning we can go over all the cases and I can look into it and see if there are more." Ty said putting the remote down.
"Okay, what did you pick?"
"Sherlock."
"Of course you did." Whenever we text and I ask what he's doing nine times out of ten he's watching/reading sherlock or working. "Are you tired?" He shook his head while pulling his shirt off.
"Are you?"
"Not really and you put Sherlock on so how could I sleep now?" Ty smiled sitting down on the bed. "Have you read books?"
"Of course I have! My family is kinda old fashioned so we never watched tv that often growing up so I was always reading."
"I have a library at my parents house." Ty asked me to list off some of the books I had and pretty much every single book I listed he wanted to borrow. "Next time I go to LA i'll get some of them for you." He glanced at me staring into my eyes. "What?"
"You have such beautiful eyes." He said and I couldn't help but blush I wasn't use to compliments.
"So do you." His gray eyes reminded me of Henry's.
"Thanks." His phone chimed he picked it up looked at it quickly and then rolled his eyes.
"Is everything okay?"
"Yeah… My sister wanted a picture of you."
"Should I pose?" I asked Ty smiled.
"You don't have to… She's just really nosy."
"Older or younger?"
"We're twins but she's older by four minutes."
"You are a twin?" I asked dumbly like he just didn't tell me that.
"Uh yeah… Why?"
"I'm a twin as well." His eyes widened.
"No way."
"Yeah I have a brother."
"Fraternal?"
"Identical." I opened my phone and went to the picture of us after we got our tattoos done and showed Ty he stared at it for two minutes before looking at me.
"Which one is you?"
"You can't tell?"
"I could guess but I don't want to get it wrong." I pointed to me and he smiled. "That's what I was gonna say… Is he straight?"
"Yeah… Why do you think he's hotter then me or something?" I joked Ty rolled his eyes and tackled me back onto the bed.
"You talk too much." He whispered before brushing his lips against mine. "Do you want to go out tonight?"
"Like…. A date?"
"No like two friends hanging out and maybe the occasional make out session but definitely not a date."
"Then yeah I'd like that but first," I rolled us over and pinned him down. "Wanna start some of that occasional making out?" He didn't answer just lifted himself up enough for his lips to connect with mine.