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Bella

I sat in my car for a long while after school, staring at the two story house I used to call a home. No one but me ever sees the hell that lies within.

Phil.

He's home, and staring at me waiting for me to come inside. It's not like him to make a show in front of my step brother, and when it is...at least it isn't phisical.

Taking the key out of the ignition I breathed a sigh, the longer I wait...the worse it will be.

I took my first slow steps towards fate. Sometimes I wish he'd just kill me, bit of course it would just be too easy. Why kill someone who plans their death?

Like I said too easy.

The minute I walk into the house Renee told Eric (my step brother) to go for a walk. Naturally, Hell started the moment he left. I can't tell the words he threw at me, they weren't really important, and honestly I wasn't focusing on listening.

Stomach

Ribs

Back

Leg

Simply focusing on the exact points where he hit kept me from shredding a single tear. Or crying out.

Bella... Breathe in, Breathe out...let it go...

My salvation arrived when Eric started walking down the driveway, causing Phil to send me on my way.

Two hours later I was holding up my shirt, watching a bruise form, when my phone vibrated. Jasper ...bugger has good timing doesn't he?

"Jasper?"

"listen love this is going to sound weird but I need to know...is Phil home?"

"yeah...why?" can't even explain how confused I was.

"Don't worry just listen. I'm muting your end, but stay on the line okay?"

"okay..."

Half a ring later Phil's phone started ringing. No. Way. Jaspers not starting this again...I can't go through this again! My breath hitched in panic when I heard Phil ask "hello?"

"sir? This is Jasper..."

Ignoring the drama blaring in my ear one word kept repeating in my head... 'sir' why the hell would Jasper call him 'sir'?

"I know that sir, but that's not why I called... I called to apologize for my behavior yesterday. It was immature of me to respond the way I did, and I'm sorry"

Jaw

Hit

The

FLOOR

JASPER apologized? What is this fuckery?

"Thank you for your apology runt, but Isabella is still not going up there tonight."

"that's just fine sir, I'll see her tomorrow"

There were a couple more words exchanged...but I was beyond comprehending them... My side was starting to throb and my fiancé just apologized for a fight Phil started.

"Bella, it's healthy to breathe you know..."

"What the FUCK was THAT?"

"What was what love?"

"What you just did!"

"Awww love, that's called a conversation."He hung up. Leaving me with my mouth hanging open staring at the wall in front of me before realizing what had just happened.

Karmas a fucking bitch...

Baby girl….

When times get hard,

And time slips into tiny shards,

And you don't know what to do,

Here's a little secret I held for you.

When the world's falling apart,

Smile and dance… ignore your heart.

It lies baby girl, take a stand….

And teach the world, how to dance.

Daddy.