Epilogue
Everything becomes so sensual once your sight is taken; every touch is intensified and brings shiver all the way down my spine, every breath is electrified and makes my blood boils in my veins. My heart is pumping so hard against my chest; I can only pant in a mixture of excitement and anxiety, even though nothing particular had been done to me.
My arms are getting slightly weary now, although I've only been tied for a while. It's nothing near painful though, Shinichi had made sure that I'm comfortable with my wrists tied to the bedside using silk tie. The texture is soft and smooth, but it really doesn't matter, because my thoughts are focusing on Shinichi and what he's going to do, instead of my wrists.
Right now, I can feel him smirking while looking at me, tied up and blindfolded, exposing every inch of my skin to his sight.
However, the vulnerability that is made only available to him gives me thrilling chills to the point I can feel my hair standing, pupils dilating. I cannot measure the joy his dominance brings me in our private world.
Perhaps there's a reason we're bonded like this, it looks like we're perverted in a way we find it lovely. Shinichi sees it like an investigation to explore each other's' body, I would rather think it as an experiment to figure out what hormones can do to one person and affect the other.
"Mrs. Kudo," Shinichi's voice sounds deep and arousing when he whispers next to my ear, "do you really want it?" The moist and warmth in his breath against the back of my ear is too erotic. I press my lips to suppress a moan.
"Mmm," I nod slightly; the thirst I'm feeling in my throat makes me reluctant to speak. I curse in the back of my mind for him to demand an answer when he already knows how badly I want it.
"You have to answer," his voice shows that he's obviously humored by my expression. My eyebrows twitch.
"Yes," I whisper under my breath, "I re-really want it." My voice is shaking. It almost feels like I'm trying to gain control over my body when I'm on ecstasy, which would only turn futile.
"Very well," he says before planting a brief kiss on my ear, as a reward, "I'm giving you everything."
I immediately feel his lips on my throat, exactly where my trachea lies beneath my skin. Involuntarily, I breathe in and breathe out harder, faster, as if gasping for air. I could imagine his lustful eyes on my trembling lips, burning with pleasure. His lips works marvelously on my throat, not long before his tongue joins in. I moan when his teeth playfully bite my collar bone.
I can feel him inhaling my scents when burying his head between my breasts, my heart bangs hard against my ribs, it feels like I can just die anticipating. His tongue licks in between of my breast while he pulls my bra down, exposing my nipples but not my entire breasts. The sensation of liquid from his tongue with my bra covering minimal area of my breasts is oddly pleasurable.
My thoughts are distracted when he pulls one of my bra stripes and snaps it on my nipple. I groan in surprise, at the same time, feeling my temperature rising. The skin where my bra stripe snaps stings for a brief moment before pleasure follows.
"Your voice is beautiful," Shinichi comments while his finger soothing my belly, "moan for me."
I can do nothing but do as I'm told, because the only thing I feel now is Shinichi sucking my nipple and his hand pinching the other. My already-wet groin gets wetter, feeling his manhood pressing against it, hard. I can feel my nipples harden swiftly as he works his magic on them. He catches me by surprise again when he bites softly on my perking nipple.
Being restrained and blindfolded means unable to see and touch him, but is given the priority to feel even the slightest movement. It is a fair deal, although right now I want to touch him so badly. I can feel his penis growing bigger and harder, and the string that prevents him from cumming is tickling in a different way his pubic hair does.
I can't help but curls the ends of my lips upward fantasizing the sensation he's feeling now as I moan. Before I even realize, it becomes breathless giggles that sounds just too erotic.
"Hmm?" Shinichi stops sucking my nipples and lets out a questioning hum. I am pleased to feel that he is getting a little breathless too, as I can feel his gaze with one eyebrow raised on my lips. "Laughing at your private joke?"
"Probably," I answer half-heartedly, secretly hoping that he would punish me for that. My secret wish is seldom turned down when I'm with him.
"Naughty girl," he teases before licking my clit, which immediately sends electric signals from my groin to my spine and all the way to every end of my hair. I can't help but to flush when his upper body leaves mine for a short moment, partially because of his penis that I can feel he's already feeling the effect of the string (he groans!) and partially because of the anticipation about what he's going to do.
Without explanation, he inserts two fingers into my vagina and scissors from within. I let out a satisfied moan, although I'm hardly satisfied with him beating around the bushes. After removing his fingers, he inserts an object into it. Oval, I could feel its shape. A vibrator, I thought as it starts to vibrate in a mild and slow motion.
"How creative, Mr. Kudo. Is that all?" I tease in sarcasm. It's a habit that is hard to break. I doubt if Shinichi actually dislikes it though, because he could be a little masochist sometimes.
All of a sudden, my inside is being massaged and shaken violently. I inhaled sharply and groan deeply, my nails sink into my palm. I can't find another word from my vocabulary other than 'sadist', although it doesn't always describe Shinichi. I love to imagine his crooked grin watching me like this. Perhaps now I'm the one who is a masochist.
"You like it, huh?" I can feel him shifting position above me. Again, anticipation could kill.
"Take my dick," he demands, though not forcefully, I do as I'm told. As I feel the head of his penis pressing against my lips, I open my mouth and lick my lips a little. His liquid is leaking a little even though it was restrained from cumming. I let out a joyous cry tasting his liquid, a salty, bitter, thick and masculine flavour. With the vibrator working in my vagina, everything is so intense and sensual.
Now thinking of it, he probably let me tie the string on his penis not only to feel the sore sensation of not being able to cum, but also to prevent me from choking on his liquid. I appreciate this secretly, while taking in his oh-so-hard-and-sore manhood into my mouth. It's very hard to concentrate when I'm so wet and hot and wanting for more. However, I am rewarded a pleasurable and lustful groan from Shinichi.
Probably being careful not to trigger my gag reflex, Shinichi does not go all the way down pushing into my throat. Instead, he starts kissing and licking my clit, taking in my liquids as well. The sensation of his soft and flexible tongue and the violently-banging vibrator are driving me crazy. It feels so hot and wet, from my groin spreading to my inner thighs and then my limbs.
"Ngh..." I hear a hint of painful cry mixing in Shinichi's groan. Thereby I remember how painful it is to be unable to cum. Shinichi's penis in my mouth is already so hard and huge that I can barely contain them.
I want to tell him to remove the string but I just can't find myself have the strength to even blur out a word. Instead, I feel him with my tongue and using my teeth, I manage to somehow remove the string and free him.
With a grateful moan, Shinichi moves a little forward and cums onto my chest. His liquid is covering me and his scent is all over me, and I like it in a sick way. Now without have to worry about him, the vibrator in me feels just too bothering. Even though it drives me near to the edge, but knowing that Shinichi is not in me feels just too empty.
"Ah... Shinichi..." I beg, knowing very well that he'll be turned on and would love to be in me just as much as I want him to.
He did not take the vibrator out of me though, instead, he use his fingers to swipe my chest, so that his fingers are stained by his own liquid. To my astonishment, he inserts his fingers into my anus and prepares me.
"Is this alright?" he asks; clearly turn on even though he's panting. I nod. This is not our first time having anal sex, but with a vibrator in my vagina... Just the thought of it is too ecstatic that I can't help but moan.
"I'm entering you," he announces, sounds just as excited as me while putting a pillow beneath my back.
Slowly, he enters me, while the vibrator being hyperactive. I frown as it is a little painful. He stops for a moment, letting me adjust. It's burning there but I can't hate the odd sensation. He enters more, and stops immediately as I let out a cry.
"Can you bear it?" he asks gently. I nod, although tears start to well up in my eyes. I want to satisfy him and make him satisfy me. Even though it sores but it doesn't really matter.
After a while, he enters again. This time, I hear him groaning as he gets harder and larger in me. I smirk as I think he's probably having the oh-so-tight thought. It's getting really intense that I gasp for air and moaning without having the intention too. He is in charge and taking over my body, all my senses, my emotions, and my passion.
Shinichi starts to move inwards and outwards, starting in an agonizing slow motion and speeding up. I jerk involuntarily, tears flow due to the sensation of pain and pleasure and everything. It is just too intense. Shinichi's voice joins me in groaning and the atmosphere is hornier than ever.
It's not long before he cums in me and pulls out. Shinichi takes the vibrator out of me. And it's when I realized I'm sorer than expected. Exhausted, he lies on my breasts, licking the liquids remained on my chest while taking off the blindfold. His face that imprints in the back of my mind appears, fits in but stands out in the dark.
"You're beautiful," he says looking into my eyes, smiling gracefully genuine. As soon as I'm freed from bonded to the bedside, I kiss him, tasting him and tasting me from his mouth, until both of us are breathless.
Rubbing my shoulder, feeling the sore from below, I make a request, "Next time, I'll be on top. You'll be tied."
"Yes ma'am," he smirks. Oh, you think I'm joking, huh?
"Shinichi," I look into his eyes while his hands holding my waist, "I love you."
"I love you too," he says and plants a sweet kiss on my forehead.
Right after we take a bath together, we hear a knock from the door, "Mum? Dad?" Almost at the same time, we look at each other and sigh at relief, feeling lucky at the timing.
"Yes, sweetie?" I unlocked the door while drying my hair using the towel. In front of the door stands my little girl holding a thick book. Without even looking at it, I know it's Sherlock Holmes.
"I can't sleep. Can you and dad read me another story?" Oh my sweet Yui...
"Okay, let's go to your room," Shinichi says, patting Yui's little head. It's more like messing her soft brown hair though...
"Can't I come in?" Yui asks with pleading eyes. My five-year-old girl probably wants to sleep with us after another bedtime story.
"Not tonight, sweetie," I smile, keeping her from entering the 'crime scene', everything is so messy and stained and the smell of sex lingers in the air. "Let's just go to your room."
"Listen to mum," Shinichi says without really meaning it while carries her in one arm, kissing her rosy soft cheek. "Now, where did I stop at?"
"There's a fire in Irene Adler's home," she answers. My little girl never seems to get tired even though it's already midnight.
"A Scandal in Bohemia, huh?" Shinichi replies half-heartedly. Sometimes I wonder is it appropriate to read Sherlock Holmes to a five-year-old.
Out of sleepiness, I yawn. How can Shinichi still be so energetic after all that?
"Goodnight, I'm going to sleep now. Don't make papa sleeps too late, okay? Mr. Detective has to work on a case early in the morning tomorrow," I kiss her before heading to the stinky-and-messy-due-to-vigorous-sex bed.
"Goodnight to you too, Professor," Shinichi says before kissing me goodnight.
"Goodnight, mum," says Yui.
Sometimes, I would wonder, what have I done to deserve my beautiful Shinichi and Yui? Other times, I would just smile looking at them and appreciate every little thing about them that makes up everything in my life.
Tonight is a night when I would love to just forget to think for a while and sleep in Shinichi's scent.
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