DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN HARYR POTTER

The rest of the Christmas days past without any thing exciting happen, it was a relief to be standing at the 9 ¾ platform again and go on to the journey back to Hogwarts. At Hogwarts there was a sufficient number of students that hadn't come back after the break, one of them being Alex. Something that James was really happy about with him being the coach for Hufflepuffs team and all. It was Voldemort that had triggered all these emotions of insecurity on the parents. Personally I thought that if you can't be safe at Hogwarts, you can't be safe anywhere else.

It was the first day with lessons. I groaned as I was woken up my Mary getting ready for the breakfast that started in ten minutes. I decided I might as well go up. I changed into the familiar school uniform. I swear that I was the only one that actually wanted it. Everyone always complained about it but I thought it's purpose to be good – bullying was one. No one could be bullied for their clothes and there was no competition about whom had the nicest robes. I quickly brushed my hair. I stood as I thought if I was going to wake Lily, Alice and Dorcas up. I decided to let them sleep and I walked down to the Great Hall.

James, Peter, Remus and Sirius where already at the Great Hall sitting at their usual seats on the Gryffindor table. I walked towards them and sat down next to James.

'Good morning' I said as I grabbed eggs, coffee and toast.

'Morning' They all replied. I took a quick glance at Remus, he was looking depressed. Sirius seemed to have seen me to this.

'Well, James and Peter we have to go and do that…thing' He said, it wasn't rock science that this was a hoax of some kind to get me alone with Remus. After the kiss I thought that it be awkward between us…but it hadn't been, we hadn't talked about the kiss.

'Yes…the thing' said James

'What thing are you talking about?' asked Peter unsure. Sirius smacked his hand on his head.

'The THING' He said and made clear pointing at me and Remus. Peter gave an empty stare.

'You know. The thing. The thing we discussed yesterday and we needed to do today' said James. This had clearly not made any improvement at Peter. Sirius just grabbed his shirt dragged him away together with James.

'So…do you think they are trying to tell us something?' I said sarcastic. Remus gave a weak smile.

'Becky' He said and took my hands.

'Are you 100% you want to know? This is going to change what you think of me' said Remus, and his eyes where becoming watery.

'I do want to know' I said. I wasn't going to say some cliché thing like "Nothing you can say can change my thought of you" because I know that wasn't true.

'Meet me at the cross bridge, six' o'clock tonight' he said in a empty voice, I nodded as a reply and we got up as it was time for the first lesson.

My first lesson was Transfiguration; I couldn't concentrate all I thought about was Remus secret. And Sirius. The same continued the whole day through. I was panicking, scattered and also excited. I had no clue what I was getting myself into.

It was my last lessons, and also the most boring one; History of magic. Not a word went through. Then I felt something in my back that landed on the floor. It was a note. I picked it up.

S -Remus is telling his secret tonight?

I looked at it. It had to be Sirius mostly because no one else in the class name started with "S" and he was sitting behind me. Then I wrote a reply which I threw onto Sirius' bench. I had never write notes to anyone during class, always thought it to be considered as breaking the rules so it took me by surprise that I did.

B – Yes. Can you give me a hint?

The last thing I wrote as a joke, I knew Sirius would never tell. After a minute or so I felt another thing on my head. Another note.

S – Nope. But you should probably start to get accustom to me as Padfoot.

B - Padfoot?

S- Yes. I'm Padfoot, James is Prongs, Remus is Moody and Peter's Wormtail.

B – Why?

S- You find out tonight.

B – Who knows about the secret?

S –All of Marauders, teachers, Dumbledore, Snape and Lily

B – Snape and Lily?

S- In short; Snape dug his big ugly nose in our business. Being friends with Lily he told her.

"Class dismissed" Mr Binnis voice said and everyone took their stuff and ran out the classroom.

For the following hours all I did was to look at my watch. I was in the common room, surrounded by fellow Gryffindor. Lily was in the middle of helping me with my Charms homework when Dorcas came in through the portrait of the old lady. She looked to be in a rush.

'James' She said and breathed hard. James stared back at her, he was sitting behind me and Lily together with Peter and Sirius.

'Yes?' He asked

'Dumbledore wants a world with you in his office' She said and kneeled down on the floor. Lily rolled her eyes.

'What have you now done Potter?' She said in a bored voice.

'I've no clue. But honey, if I get expelled I'll forever stay in your heart' said James smirking. How can he be so relaxed about going to the headmaster's office? I'd freaked.

'Oh yes. I'll forever thing of you as the brat who ruined my school years' She said snorting and went back to helping me as James walked to Dumbledore.

It was 17:40, I didn't know if I really wanted to know anymore but somehow I found the courage. I had change into jeans and a warm sweater. I walked through the common rooms, as I walked through I could feel Sirus gazing me.

It was a cold and dark night. I walked silent to the bridge. I saw the silhouette e of Remus. He was sitting, his feet over the lake. I sat down next to him. No one said a word.

'Becky, have you noticed something about me?' He asked me.

'No?' I replied confused

'Think' He said as he looked at the sky.

'Well. Sometimes you're covered in scars and bruises' I said after thinking for a while and he nodded.

'But what does that have to do with anything?' I asked even more confused.

'It has everything to do with it Becky' said Remus. I looked at his eyes.

'I have scars and bruises once a month and I disappear every full moon' He said in a sad voice. 'I'm telling you this because I think you deserve to know.' His voice was at breaking point.

'Becky, I'm a werewolf'

I know this chapter is really short, like 1,219 words but I felt like being mean...;P

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