Sapphire's Point Of View
I flew home, I was home alone and very bored. I had literally nothing to do. I had washed clothes in the washing machine and dried them in the drier. I had dropped off my wrestling attire at the dry cleaners. I had tidied Seth's room. I had changed the sheets. It was now 4pm and I was contemplating what to do. I remembered that I had to call my mum and tell her that Seth and I might not be able to make the wedding. With one hand, I opened up the laptop and opened up Skype. I clicked on my mum's name and waited for a response.
"Hello, I saw you break your hand on Monday. Are you alright?" She asked.
"I'll be fine. I'm just super bored now. I've cleaned all day, washed clothes, dried them, dropped stuff off for dry-cleaning, changed sheets and cleaned Seth's room. I have nothing to do because my hand is broken." I complained.
"Aw. Did you get my text?" From pout to serious in 0.25 seconds.
"Yes, we aren't sure when the UK tour is and we don't know if we'll be able to make it at all." I frowned a little.
"That's fine, I understand." She wasn't happy, but understanding.
"How did you go from constantly complaining about him to marrying him?" I was curious.
"Excuse me?" She looked offended.
"Well, you complained that he did nothing and stopped you doing things. It was domestic abuse, he controlled you." I told her the truth.
"Stop talking about him that way. He has done more than you have." She insisted to believe the lie.
"I'm sure he has. I babysat so many times, for free, I did stuff with Rosie, I brought my Playstation down so he could have a console to play when he sold his. I got stuff for Rosie, I helped around the house. Clearly he did more." I explained.
"I'm not going to sit here an listen to you pick out his flaws…"
"You're right, you don't want to be dead and gone when I finish."
"If that's how you feel, then don't bother coming over to see us at all." With that she hung up on me. I was in complete shock. I didn't think that would happen. It took a few minutes to sink in. I shut down the laptop with tears running down my face. I fumbled through my phone and called Seth. It went to the answering machine. I called Dean and Roman. Both went to the answering machine. I called Renee. Paige picked up.
"Hello?" The English accent gave it away.
"Paige, can you find Renee please?!" I pleaded through the tears.
"Renee is busy, is everything alright?" She sounded so concerned.
"No. Is Seth busy?" I asked panic clear in my voice.
"Seth's in the ring. Sapphire calm down, everything will be fine. Think of how happy you are. I'll get Seth to call you as soon as he gets back here. Just please calm down. Wait. Renee! RENEE!" She shouted. "Sapphire is on the phone." She said. I was so happy that she found Renee.
"Thanks Paige." Renee said. "Sapphire, everything alright?" She asked.
"I'm so glad you're here. I called my mum and picked out the flaws in her relationship with her fiancé. I shouldn't have done it, but I pushed too far and now I've been disowned." I explained.
"SAPPHIRE, IS SHE ALRIGHT? WHAT'S WRONG? SAPPHIRE!" Seth was shouting at Renee.
"Seth, SIT THE FUCK DOWN AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Dean screamed.
"Sapphire, I'm in the locker room with Roman, Dumb and Dumber. You're on speaker." I giggled through the tears.
"That's fine. I've messed up my relationship with my mum. I picked out the flaws in her relationship with her fiancé. I took it too far and I've been disowned." I was calmer than before. Renee knew how to calm me down.
"You're going to be fine. You've got us, my family and your uncle, auntie and little cousins." Seth consoled.
"I don't have any family, I celebrate with Renee's family and they took me in as their son-in-law, even though Renee and I aren't married. Seth's family welcomed me as their adopted son, they'll do the same for you. You will have family in some way." Dean told me.
"Jericho wants to record an episode of TIJ after NXT tomorrow. I've gotten you a ticket to Florida, I'll pick you up. We'll spend the day together." Seth told me.
"Thank you." I smiled.
"I've sent you it through e-mail, so put it on your phone. I'll see you tomorrow. Call if you have any problems." He informed me.
"Thanks. I'll see you tomorrow. Thank you for helping and I'll see you all later. Bye." I smiled as I hung up. I checked my e-mail and sorted everything out before I stripped down to my underwear and went to bed.
At 9am, I just landed in Florida. I was calling and calling and calling and calling Seth. It just went through to voicemail. I had my backpack on my back and a plain black suitcase being pulled behind me. I kept looking out for Seth in the drop off/pick up point. He was nowhere to be seen. I was stood outside in a pair of black, baggy jeans, black and red checked Vans, a black Dean Ambrose t-shirt with his initials on the front in white and 'Dean 'Unstable' Ambrose' in white on the back. I was also wearing my black, Glamour Kills snapback. I had my red Elmo hoodie in my backpack. I put my headphones in my ears and plugged it into my iPod. I began to listen to Metallica, State Champs and Queen. I was waiting for an hour at least. Seth turned up in his black Volkswagen with a pair of aqua shorts, a black Glamour Kills snapback, black sunglasses and white flip flops.
"First off, I'm sorry. I slept through my alarm after a two hour flight with the equivalent of Dean and Renee next to me. I am so tired and so sorry." He was so groggy and apologetic. It was so cute.
"I was annoyed, but you're here now." I smiled and kissed his lips.
"Aw. I missed you." He was trying to be cute.
"Yeah? I was gone 1 day, toughen up." I told him. I was joking, but had a serious tone.
"Ok?" He was a little confused.
"I'm kidding. I missed you too. I'm going to put my stuff in the trunk and then we'll go." I smiled and opened the trunk I put my suitcase in the trunk and put my backpack on top of the flat case. I climbed in the passenger's side and strapped myself in. "Let's go sexy chauffeur." I complimented.
"Aw, that's nice. I love you." He smiled.
"I love you too." Heart eyes. With little communication, we headed back to the hotel. We would rather talk in private and when both of us are awake enough to remember the conversation. We got into the small room. Seth took everything off, leaving his white boxers on. I put on blue shorts and a black tank top. We both climbed into bed. He was snoring in seconds, I fell asleep with my head on his chest.
I awoke at 2pm. I ordered myself a sandwich and waited for Seth to wake up. I sat on Tumblr in the brown woven chair in the corner of the room. I was going to have to wake him at 3pm, if he didn't wake before. As I scrolled through Tumblr, I thought of creative ways to wake him up. My favourite was blasting Justin Bieber in his ear. I wanted to wake him up, not commit suicide. I decided against Bieber and went with Taylor Swift. I one-handedly washed my face in the en suite bathroom and then put on the clothes I had on earlier. I checked the time on my phone. It was time to blast Taylor Swift. I picked Blank Space. I held the phone near his ear.
"No, five minutes." He groaned. After a minute of grunting and groaning, he began to sing along. If there was anything worse than Dean singing, it was Seth singing.
"Seth, shut the hell up." I demanded.
"No, I've got a long list of ex-lovers, that'll tell you I'm insane." Seth sang like he was drunk.
"Wish they would've told me sooner. SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET THE FUCK UP!" I ordered.
"Fine." He grunted. He rolled out of bed and fell on the floor. I turned off the track and watched him slowly pull himself up using the bed. Seth walked over to the balcony doors.
"I'm changing here." He pulled down his boxers as I found him clothes. I was shocked as I saw him standing proudly facing the tall buildings around us.
"Seth, go to the bathroom. That is for my eyes only." I told him. I threw his clothes at him.
"Nah." He shook his head as he bent over to pull on his light blue, checked boxers. "Honey, it's a full moon tonight. A full Sethie moon." He smiled through his legs.
"Seth, just get dressed." I told him.
"I know you're checking my ass out, shame it's not the library." He said proudly.
"Seth, you're going to make us late, just hurry up and get dressed." I was serious.
"Just wanted some fun." He turned his head and pouted while giving me puppy dog eyes.
"We can have fun when we haven't got interviews and stuff." I felt like I was his mother.
"Aw, ok." He grumbled and got dressed. He put on a pair of black, dress pants and shiny, black dress shoes. He wore a black Seth Rollins t-shirt with the gold "SR" logo on and "The Future Is Now" on the back, and a black blazer. He quickly tied his hair back and grabbed his keys, phone and title before ushering me out the door with my title over my shoulder. I got in the car at the same time as Seth. I was handed his title as he strapped himself in. I strapped myself in as he turned on the ignition.
"I was really hoping that the next time we were together we could just cuddle together." I complained.
"Baby, I'd be doing that and more if we could. We also have Cabana tomorrow." Sorry, I must have missed that memo. When the fuck did you want to tell me?! "Sapphy, by the sounds of it, you started it…" I began to protest. "Hear me out. You shouldn't have told your mom stuff like that. Or said it to her nicely. You should apologize for it." He advised.
"I can see what you mean. I came off rude. I should've been nicer. I just really don't like him and never have." I explained.
"It's not your happiness, it's your mom's. Otherwise everybody would be dating me or my clones." He joked.
"No, you're mine. I love you too much to let you go." I smiled.
"Aw, sweetheart. That's beautiful." He smiled. We just enjoyed each other's company as we continued the journey to the Performance Centre. We were met by William Regal who welcomed us in. We were both talking about how great an opportunity NXT is and how we got to where we are. We had the pleasure of sitting through the whole show in an empty room. It was magnolia, with a black, leather couch across from the black, 40", flat screen TV. It had a maple coffee table in between the couch and the TV. It had two WWE coasters for drinks on each side. Neither of us had drinks with us and didn't want to be swarmed by fans. So, we just put our titles on the table and snuggled into each other. We watched the whole show in each other's arms. We would share comments about what was happening on screen, but nothing else was said.
"NXT Universe, please welcome your WWE Divas' Champion and your WWE World Heavyweight Champion. Sapphire Ryan and Seth Rollins." The crowd went wild as the words left JoJo's mouth. We were both so excited. We walked out and slapped the hands of fans.
"Full Sail, how you doin' tonight?" Seth asked and received a large cheer, mostly female voices.
"Did you enjoy the show?" I asked to receive a huge cheer, mostly men.
"We both started here at Full Sail University. Our careers have progressed and we stand before you as WWE World Heavyweight Champion and WWE Divas' Champion." Seth proclaimed.
"We got here with hard work and dedication. We both trained for years before getting an opportunity to fulfill our dreams. I trained in Scotland for six years and trained over here for two years. I am not perfect. I spent hours everyday training at Crossfit, hours perfecting talking on the mic. I spent hours every week in a wrestling ring learning from those who did not make it. I have barely seen my family in eight years." I explained.
"I've trained all over the world and learned so much, I'm still learning. There are so many people I've met that have this opportunity. There is so much talent here in NXT, so much hard work and dedication from so many individuals. They spend hours every day in a ring, training and practicing mic skills. The next generation of superstars and divas will take the world by storm. They will change the landscape. I see potential champions in everybody in NXT. Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, enjoy NXT and continue to support your favourites. Thank you." Seth blabbered on for the lifetime of the kid in the front row. He's now 35.
"I am sitting backstage at NXT with me the WWE Divas' champion, Sapphire Ryan, and WWE World Heavyweight champion, Seth Rollins. Welcome. This is your second time on here, Seth. This is a first for Sapphire and Talk Is Jericho. This is the first time we've had a Scottish diva on the show." Jericho introduced the segment. "How you guys doing?"
"Good." We said simultaneously.
"Seth you grew up in Davenport, Iowa. Sapphire, you grew up in Edinburgh, Scotland." He stated.
"I grew up outside Edinburgh, it's easier to say Edinburgh to those who aren't from Scotland." I corrected.
"What do you think of America? Do you live in Iowa?"
"It's hot, big and everything is so much bigger. I live with Seth, so yes. Iowa is corn and hot." I knew what he was going to ask.
"When did you move?"
"I moved two years. I had just saved up enough money to attend Seth Rollins' class and move to Illinois. I was rooming with someone I knew, who quickly threw me out. Seth took me in after a night in a coffee shop." I explained.
"Seth Rollins to the rescue." Chris joked. "When did you get the call from WWE?"
"I got the call the day after I graduated Seth's class. I was brought into NXT and progressed quickly because I had trained in Scotland and with Seth. I was there for twelve hours each day perfecting everything. I was told to take it easy, when I didn't take their advice they called me in and told me I wouldn't be on NXT if I didn't slow down. I spent five hours there, five hours at a Crossfit and two hours at home." They chuckled a little. We talked more about life and the WWE.
"So you've lived together for two years, didn't that get a little awkward?" He began to get dirt.
"No, we've both been single. We've secretly been hoping that the right person said something." Seth winked. "For anybody that can't take a hint. Sapphire and I are together."
"No way, how long?" He asked.
"1 or 2 months. Living together makes it feel like we've been together for two years." I was letting Seth talk, I'd fuck it up.
"Is this an exclusive?" Chris asked jokingly.
"It is, until Cabana posts his, probably." Seth laughed.
"You heard it first here folks, Sapphire Ryan and Seth Rollins are an item. Thank you for coming on, quickly before we go, what's your favourite match of yours?"
"Me VS Charlotte for the Divas' championship. It's so early, I'm so privileged to be handed this opportunity." I answered quickly.
"There's so many good ones. Me VS Dean Ambrose, The Shield VS The Wyatt Family, Money In The Bank 2014, me VS Neville. Too many to choose." Seth concluded.
"Thank you for coming on." He smiled.
"The pleasure is ours, thank you for the invitation." I said on behalf of Seth and I. He turned everything off. Said thank you again, took a selfie and said goodbye. It was 1am when we left. We had four hours until our flight to Chicago.
We got into the hotel room and collapsed on the bed. We were both exhausted and just wanted to sleep, despite having a four/five hour nap earlier. However, my mum texted me and told me that we needed to talk.
"Seth I'm going on Skype. My mum needs to call my mum."talk to me." I told him.
"Sapphire, you have four hours until we catch a flight. Sleep." He persuaded poorly.
"Seth, I know what you're saying. I'll be quick. I'd rather do it in private before we record another podcast." I commented.
"Fine, but don't complain you're tired." He surrendered.
"I always complain that I'm tired, I slept for twelve hours and still complained." He knew it was true. I sat on the chair and pulled out the laptop. I put in my headphones and opened Skype. I sent her a message and waited.
"Hey, you needed to talk?" I asked quietly.
"Yeah. I'm sorry I said that stuff…" I cut her off.
"Mum, you don't have to apologize. I didn't see how happy he makes, you, Rosie and Emma. I don't like him, but I'm never there anyway. It's not about me. I was also very rude towards you. I apologize from the bottom of my heart. I am so sorry. You're all happy and that's what matters." I expressed.
"Thank you. It is about you. Here or not, I want you to be happy to see is all. You did have a point. I was always complaining about him. He hasn't changed towards anyone, so I told him to take his ring and all his clothes that don't fit and move out because he has done nothing." I was shocked.
"Mum, I'm shocked. After all these years I had my doubts, especially when you told him to get out so many times and he kept trying to say that he would change. As long as you're happy and Emma and Rosie are happy." I smiled.
"I didn't think he would, but he did. Rosie is so much better without him and so is Emma. Emma misses him, but she seems happier with it just being me, Emma and Rosie." She smiled back.
"Well, I have to catch a flight soon, so I'm gonna go to bed. I'll speak to you later and remember that if you do need money, I can transfer it. I love you. Bye." I ended the call before she could protest. I was really happy that she got rid of him. I'm so much happier knowing that my sisters and mum are happy.
"It's only a few hours until we get on our flight. Sleep." He insisted.
"I'll be quick and still sleep." I told him.
"Fine, but don't complain to me that you're tired." He was serious.
"Alright." I agreed as he slid into bed in only his boxers. I opened the laptop and plugged in my headphones. I sat on the chair and waited for my mum to answer.
"Hi Sapphy. I want to apolog…" I cut her off.
"No, mum stop. It's me. I shouldn't have said any of that. I don't like him, but it's not my happiness that matters, it's yours, Rosie and Emma's. I don't live with you anymore. I was also very rude about it. I'm sorry for even saying anything about him." I apologized.
"Sapphire, you were right. I'm constantly complaining about him. It's time I did something to change it. I told him to take his stuff and his ring and fuck off. He does nothing for Rosie, Emma or me. He stops me doing anything." She explained.
"Woah. I didn't expect that. As long as everybody is happy without him, then I'm glad you chose to do that." I smiled.
"Rosie is pretty quiet and is happy playing the Playstation with Emma in your old room. They're both happy." She smiled back.
"I am so glad."
"It's a shame I don't have money to get new games or clothes for them." She pouted.
"Yeah. I'm going to have to go to bed because I have to catch a flight home soon. I'll transfer money for you and speak to you later." I hung up before she could protest. I shut down the laptop and put it back in my backpack with the headphones still attached. I looked at the time, I was up in three hours. I didn't see the point in putting on pyjamas, so I went to bed in my underwear.
"You're so sweet." Seth groaned half-asleep.
"Thanks." I leaned over and kisses his cheek. His beard rubbing my face. When I pulled away, I saw a smile on his face. "I'm going to miss you." I whispered as I snuggled into him.
"Not as much as I'm going to miss you." The little shit whispered in my ear.
"I doubt that." I retorted as he kissed my cheek and then my lips. I snuggled into him, engulfed by his massive, buff body compared to my tiny, slender body.
"I'm Colt Cabana here on The Art Of Wrestling with WWE World Heavyweight Champion, Seth Rollins, and the WWE Divas' Champion, Sapphire Ryan." It started off differently and was more talking than questions. Other than that, it was practically the same as Talk Is Jericho. In all fairness, TIJ wasn't out yet so he couldn't go for different questions. There were a few, but 95% of it was the same. The end was similar, we didn't end with a question though. When we left, I dragged Seth grocery shopping. We had nothing in the apartment for me to eat, so I took the opportunity while I had another two hands to help me. We shopped for the month, not knowing how long id be out for. I got pastas, pizzas, meats, vegetables, fruits, fish, cereals, bread, yogurt, and some crispbreads for cheese and jam. We bought at least one of everything by the looks of it, but I paid for it as I was the one eating it. He insisted on paying, but I told him that it was on me as it's only me eating it and he's mostly paying all the rent. The agreement is that he pays for the car, his phone and the apartment, I deal with everything else. It works out at the same over the year, roughly. When we travel we take turns in paying for meals, we pay for our own snacks and drinks. We each pay for our gym memberships and other expenses, clothing, dry-cleaning, new ring-gear etc. The money we pay on joint necessities is roughly equal.
When we got home, I helped Seth put the groceries away. He emptied the bags and I put the items away, he helped because I'd still be there tomorrow and I'm too small to reach the high shelves he stores his stuff on.
"That's so cute. You can't touch my stuff." He smiled and 'booped' my nose. "I'm almost done, so go and pick a movie while I make lunch." I walked through to my room and pulled out the box for The Avengers. Inside the box was my Grease DVD.
"YAY THE AVENGERS!" Seth cheered. I laughed inwardly. I put the DVD in the PlayStation while Seth had his back to me. "Play it, I'm just coming." Seth called instinctively. I had it on mute until he came through with the lunch. His face dropped. "What?! Where's Iron Man?! Capt? Thor? Angry green giant?" He sounded so upset.
"No, but GREASE IS THE WORD!" I cheered.
"See you and that fucking movie, it's like Dean and fucking Point Break." He was pissed off.
"I'm sorry baby. Some of the songs fit our relationship." I pouted.
"Right…" He wanted to test me. He paused the movie and focused his attention on me. "Summer Nights?" He asked.
"We met on a Summer night. Before we knew anything about each other, I was staying with you. We fell in love with each other, but never admitted it until a few months ago. It happened so fast." I smiled.
"The song about Sandra Dee?"
"Believe it or not, my plan was to keep my virginity until I was married or later on in the relationship anyway." He learned something new.
"Hopelessly Devoted To You is self-explanatory. Greased Lightning?" This one stumped me a little.
"Irony, neither of us know anything about cars, except how to drive one and how nice it looks."
"Beauty School Dropout?" For it being unplanned, I was doing well.
"Well, I don't do beauty and make-up. I dropped out before I even applied." I said jokingly.
"There Are Worse Things I Could Do?"
"I used to be unintentionally flirty, so I ended up with a few awkward situations and rumours about me. You've also had your fair share of rumours and stuff." I avoided the awkward situation.
"You're The One I Want is self-explanatory. We Go Together?"
"Renee and Dean, Roman and Galina, and us are never usually apart." I told him.
"You explained yourself well. I just want to cuddle you before I go away." He pulled me in for a hug as he pressed play. We pulled away and kissed before we began eating the sandwiches Seth made fifteen minutes ago. We left the plates on the coffee table as I lay down with my head on his thighs. He began to play with my hair.
"Stop or I will fall asleep on you." I warned him.
"As long as I don't need a piss." He chuckled.
"I need to ask you a favour. Would you help me shower please? I can't use my hand which is covered in a plastic bag." I mumbled.
"I'll help you. I'm not promising that it'll stay PG." He laughed.
"At least I can give you a going away present." I winked.
"I love you." He smiled and leaned down towards me.
"I love you more." He captured my lips in a very passionate kiss. We turned off Grease and went for a steamy shower. He had me pressed against the wall, suckling my neck and playing with my nipples. His erection pressed against my thigh as the water hit his back. He slowly moved from my neck to my lips making a trail of kisses. He had my lips in a steamy kiss, our tongues fighting for dominance as he stopped toying with my nipples and pulled me up so I was level with him. He slowly entered me with a snail's pace. He gradually sped up. As he did, he rubbed my clit, speeding up with his thrusts.
"OH FUCK, I AM SO FUCKING CLOSE!" I panted.
"I am too." He groaned. Moans and groans spilled from our mouths as we edged closer to our climaxes. "I'M CUMMING!" He screamed as he came in the condom, setting my own off. I fell onto him as he pulled out. He held me until I wasn't as sensitive. He discarded the condom in the steel bin next to the shower. He then helped me wash my hair and body. He helped me out and let me get dried in his room. He dried himself in the bathroom and then came through for his black shorts with a red waistband and red lightning strikes down either leg. It had Road Warrior in black writing around the waistband and two white logos on the front of either leg. He turned on his Xbox and chose to watch Insidious. I pulled on a pair of shorts and an old Black Stone Cherry tank top. I climbed into bed and put my pillows in a comfortable position. I waited for Seth turning out the light and climbing into bed before I settled down. He pressed play and put the controller on the bedside table. He got comfortable in the bed. He put his arm around me and pulled me towards him.
"I'm going to miss you." I told him.
"I'll miss you too." He kissed my head. I looked up and captured his lips in mine.
"Can't I come with you tomorrow?"
"I would, but it's more money and you can't drive. I'm driving to the airport and Renee will pick it up on Tuesday." I accepted his answer, although I wasn't too happy.
"Fine."
"Hey now…" I cut him off.
"I know. I will miss you and would like to have seen you before you go." I whined.
"Aw baby." He smiled a little.
"I'm going to sleep, night." I nuzzled into his chest and quickly fell into a deep sleep. I don't remember getting a reply or a kiss.
The next morning, I looked at the white closet door and realized that this view was not the norm. I turned over and saw the duvet with not one crease on his side. I saw the pillow with not one hair or crease. I got out of bed and walked around the bed. I'm sure it was a dream, there was no trace of Seth anywhere. No clothes, not even a sock, was left lying. This was very unusual, he usually left a trail of clothes to the bathroom. I walked to the bathroom, expecting to find clothes in there. Again, nothing. Not even the soap had been used. I was very confused. Did I dream that he was here? I decided to make myself breakfast. I found no traces of him, not a stray remote or a door left open. In the entire apartment, all I found was a note.
Hey baby, I'm sorry I didn't wake you to say goodbye. You looked so peaceful, I left you to sleep. Instead I cleaned up. I put all my clothes in the wash and dried them. I took them with me. I left less work for you. I love you. Have fun with Renee. I'll see you next week.
Love, Sethie. ❤️
I smiled as I read it a few times. He did it so all I had to do was tidy up after myself. I left the note on the coffee table, where I found it, and decided to make myself some Froot Loops and toast with strawberry jam. I watched Jerry Springer, but wasn't at all interested. I had it on until I finished my breakfast. I then got dressed and realized that Renee had nowhere for her clothes. So I set about clearing Seth's drawers to fit in some of my clothes. I managed to put his boxers and socks in with his shorts. I put my shorts in the bottom drawer with my underwear. I put some of his t-shirts in one drawer sand some of mine in another. I moved the rest of my t-shirts into his closet with my other shoes. I put his pyjamas on two shelves on one side and mine on two on the other side. I know had nothing but hoodies in my room, which I put on the coat rack on the back of his door. I had nothing in my room except the bed, laundry basket, the TV, and the Playstation 3. I took the sheets off the bed and dusted down the TV, the Playstation and the stand it was on. I put the sheets in the wash and made myself soup with a slice of wholemeal bread. I sat down and watched The Big Bang Theory. It was now 3pm. I was finished my soup at the end of the first episode, so I washed the bowl and put the sheets in the drier before the next episode started. After the second episode, I put the dry sheets on the bed, with great difficulty. I then decided to draw and paint. I love doing art, not that I'm very good at it. I enjoy doing it and nothing stops me from doing it. When I was sixteen I made my own badges. At first it was Dean Ambrose, Seth Rollins and Roman Reigns' logos, a combination of CM Punk and AJ's logos, and I made two others from scratch. Mizdow was written in a pair of sunglasses with "I think therefore I am… Better than you" underneath. I made a Luke Harper one it had his name in creepy, orange lettering and brown eyes in the middle with a black background. I changed Mizdow's to Macho Mandow written in sunglasses with "#Axelmania" underneath. I changed the PunkLee one to support my favourite divas. I split it into four. I had one with "Do it with Flair" written in blue, two with purple backgrounds, one with "Paige's House" written in black lines, the other with "I'm a hugger" written in yellow, the last had "Lass kicker" written in orange with the Irish flag as the background. I wore them on my snapback and took great pride in them, even though there was somebody better at drawing than me. I didn't care because I knew mine were on of a kind. I spent most of the weekend just drawing.
Tuesday morning came. I had washing on at 7am and dried it all by 9am. I was washed and dressed. I put all the clothes away by 9:30am. I had everything nice and made by Tuesday. I sat on the couch watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre, waiting on Renee. Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. I jumped out my skin. I slowly approached the door with an umbrella. There was another knock. I braced myself and threw open the door I swung the umbrella and stopped close to the blonde haired woman in front of me.
"Renee." I tried to play it off. "I'm so sorry, I was watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre and thought Leatherface was after me." I failed.
"Yep, nice to see you too Sapphire." She replied.
"I a so sorry." I forgot something. "Oh, sorry, come in." I forgot she was staying. No more TCM. She entered. I turned off the movie and showed her to her room. "I cleared all the drawers and the room for you. Take as much as you wish." I told her before opening the door. I forgot that I left my drawings and paintings there.
"Are these yours? Sapphire these are amazing. Aw." She admired each individual drawing and painting. She liked my portrait of Seth with the WWE World Heavyweight championship. I drew it by hand and coloured it in with pencils. I was proud of that one. I was going to frame it and put it next to the TV in the living room. "That's so sweet." She looked back.
"I'll leave you to unpack, macaroni cheese alright for Lunch?" I asked.
"That's fine, I won't be long." She informed me. I nodded and got started on making tinned macaroni cheese. I'm very skilled in the art of microwaving and cooking tinned meals.
We sat down on the couch.
"So how have you been?" She asked.
"It's been an emotional roller coaster. I've had an argument with my mum, we resolved it. I can't wrestle, I've had to say goodbye to Seth. I'm bored and sad I can't just call and talk to him. This is my first relationship and it's so emotional, I didn't think that it would be this emotional. It doesn't help that my friend keeps sending me dick pics and trying to get me to sext him. I've told him to fuck off, but he keeps doing it." I explained.
"Does Seth know?" I shook my head.
"I don't want him involved, I'll try and do it myself. I'll warn him about Seth and if he doesn't back off, I'll tell Seth." I told her. "I'll tell Seth after I dealt with it. Anyway, we want to plan your special day with Dean." She smiled as soon as I mentioned his name. "Someone has it real bad for Dean." I teased. Her cheeks flushed a deep shade of red.
"Shut up." She was a little high pitched.
"Anyway, your wedding." I changed the subject.
"Yes. I was thinking teal dresses, me in white obviously, teal ties. Teal and light pink bouquets. Traditional church wedding. I'm thinking lillies on the table, maybe a light pink or something. Teal table cloths with light pink napkins. A buffet. A three tier cake with two teal and one light pink designs. I want a groom and a bride looking at each other and the bride has a baby bump and the groom has his hand on it." She explained.
"That sounds so nice. It's getting the details now. Where, when, what?" I told her.
"I'm still shocked that I'm pregnant with Dean's child and his fiancée." She smiled. "Dean wants us to get married before the baby is born. He doesn't want it to end up like him. He grew up a bastard in a single parent household." She told me.
"What's wrong with bastards? I'm a bastard and grew up in a single parent household. I don't get close to anyone because my mum had an awful boyfriend or they left quickly. They always left anyway." I ranted.
"Sorry, but at least your children won't have that and that exactly what Dean doesn't want." She did have a point, it was shit. I opened the laptop up as she put the plates through to the kitchen and grabbed her wedding magazines. It was so we could look at bridal dresses, bridesmaids' dresses, ties, suits and possible venues. It was easier to view it on that and put it on a document. It meant it could be sent to Dean.
"Y'know all this planning makes me wish Seth would propose. I love him, but I'm still afraid that he's going to get bored and leave." My smile turned to a frown.
"You should see the way Seth looks at you. He looks at you with so much love. It's the same way he looks at a macaroni cheese burger."
"He really loves me." I was on the verge of tears.
"Yes, Sapphire he liked you for your personality and your appearance. He's not going to leave because you don't like Crossfit." She exaggerated had a point.
"I know, but I'm only attractive in personality and appearance. What about when he gets bored of me trying and failing to be funny, romantic or cute in anyway?" I asked rhetorically.
"Sapphire, you're funny, cute and romantic in your own ways. Seth loves you for you. He must love the ways in which you are funny, cute and romantic." She expressed.
"Yeah, but what about when my funnies aren't funny anymore, I'm not cute and all my romance is in novels and plays where people die." I was endlessly asking the same question.
"Listen, if Seth wants to marry you it's because he loves you and he's never bored. You don't have to change yourself for him. If you want him to walk out then question him about this."