A/N Ok, so the last chapter was pretty interesting huh? I thought we needed to lighten things up a bit. I have to shout out to Luke's Mom! She is awesome! Thanks for all the reviews so far and please keep em' coming! I promise, the more I get, the faster the chapters come! Don't be afraid to tell me if something doesn't sound right or if it doesn't fit. I need all the help I can get! SMeyer owns all the characters, I just like to have my way with them!

JPOV

There were groceries strewn all over the living room floor. Edward was picking them up when I went to get the rest of our clothes.

"So…" Edward said, looking at me.

"What?" I asked. I knew that this would be coming since Edward saw us. I just didn't want it to happen now.

"Are you going to keep seeing her?" Edward asked cautiously. Well, I wasn't expecting this. Edward thought I was just sleeping with Alice, and was going to send her on home. It kind of pissed me off. Alice was better than that. She was better than me, and I wasn't going to let Edward think that it was just a fuck and duck. No way.

"I've never felt like I do with her." I replied with my teeth clenched.

"What so you think you can just sleep with her and get it out of your system? I don't think it works that way Jazz." Edward said, matching my frustration. He finished picking up the groceries and walked them to the counter. "Bella loves Alice, and I'll be damned if you hurt her." He said, slamming them down one by one on the countertop.

"Whoa, I didn't say that man. Can you just listen to me?" I snatched open the refrigerator door and pulled out two beers. I slammed one down on the counter, and opened the other. I took a deep breath, and let it back out. "I know I just met her yesterday Edward, but we're connected. Jesus, this sounds so fucking crazy, but I mean, I could seriously love her man. When I saw her on the plane, I couldn't even speak. It was pathetic! I just stared at her, and my mind was screaming at me to fucking talk, but nothing would come out. I thought about her all day yesterday. When I saw her at the bar, and she came up to us, man I thought my damn heart was going to explode in my chest." I downed half my beer and took in another deep breath. "I took her to see Lindsay today. I really don't even know why. I barely know her you know, and I wanted my sister to meet her so I could see if she liked her."

"Well, did she?" Edward asked, curiously. I nodded. "What did she say?"

"She said that there was a pull between us. She's never seen that before with anyone. She said that Alice was perfect for me. It kind of pissed me off to be honest. I didn't want to hear that from her. I really don't know what I wanted to hear, but that was far from it." I explained.

"Well, does she feel that way about you? I mean, you know the love part?" Edward asked, after drinking his beer.

"Yeah, she thinks she does." I replied. I drank down the rest of my beer, and looked at her shirt in my hands.

"So how are you taking it?" He asked with a grin.

"Man, I don't know how to deal with all this. I just got home. She just got home too. We both have… histories that complicate things. All I know is that the girl in my bedroom is nothing like any other woman I have been with. It scares the shit out of me Edward, and frankly, I don't even care. I can't leave her. Not even if I wanted to." I said, staring into my empty bottle.

"Well, at least I know it's not just me." Edward grinned. "Let me know when you want to go shopping for that ring Jazz." He said, and tossed his bottle into the trash bin.

"Come on, I like her man, but I'm not going ring shopping." I replied, dropping my bottle into the trash.

"Well, not yet, but you will." He said with a smirk. "Go take the woman her clothes, we're gonna cook some dinner for the ladies who make us crazy."

I walked down the hall back towards my room. I was smiling. Talking to Edward really helped me see what was happening a little more clearly. I had never felt what I was feeling now. I dated when Edward and I first got this apartment. It never lasted more than a week or two. Usually, when I got interested in a girl I usually either tried to keep my distance, so it wouldn't get serious, or I took them to Lindsay. I couldn't help but think I was crazy this morning for calling Lindsay. I was waiting for an excuse to stop the magnetism that emitted from Alice. Surely Lindsay would tell me she didn't like her, and it would be easy to cut the ties and go. That plan completely backfired. They had made plans to go to lunch together one day next week.

I reached the door to my room, and stopped. I took a deep breath, and let it back out. I opened the door and opened my mouth to speak. I instantly felt the emptiness in the room. She wasn't here. I looked all over, panic forming in my chest. She couldn't have left could she? She didn't have a car here. Hell, she didn't even have a shirt on. I started to shake, and my chest felt like a brick had been laid on top of it. Calm Down Man! She's here somewhere. She didn't leave! Chill the fuck out! Breathe! My brain was screaming at me as I tried to make sense of the empty room. I was over reacting. It was fine. She didn't go anywhere. I took several deep breaths and tried to calm down. I listened for her, and heard the water running in the bathroom next door. She was fine. She was just cleaning up. My chest was still tight, and I was still having a hard time catching my breath. I reached into my drawer with a groan and pulled out my prescription bottle. Damn it. I hated knowing I had to take this shit. I placed a tiny pill under my tongue and sat down on my bed. I breathed in through my nose, and her scent filled my head. I calmed a little, and my chest started to ease a bit. My body slowed its tremors, and I breathed deep again through my nose. Once again her scent filled my head, and I relaxed somewhat. She poked her head back in the door, and our eyes met. I tried to hide it, I didn't want her to see me this shaken. She rushed to me, and took my face in her hands.

"What happened? Jasper, are you ok? God you're shaking all over!" She said in a rush. I felt her breath on my face, and breathed deeply again, and that perfume scent that I couldn't explain enveloped me again. My attack released its grip on my chest, and my shaking was almost over. I pulled her to me, and breathed deep against her skin. I sighed in relief, partly because my attack was over, but mostly because she was here with me. Realization came to me in that moment, that it wasn't the prescription that calmed me, it was Alice.

A/N First things first, I hope you liked this chapter. PLEASE REVIEW. Secondly, Jasper triggered a panic attack when he couldn't find Alice. I know this may seem a little silly. On the contrary, Jasper really doesn't need much to trigger an attack. A lot of people have them from even smaller stressors. I didn't know if I needed to explain that to you or not, but I just didn't want you to think that Jasper was a weak little man for freaking out about her not being where he thought she would be. It's part of his disorder to overreact like that. Even thought Alice "triggered" the attack, she calmed him much faster than the little miracle pill did. Interesting… eh?