A/N
Rating and disclaimer from the first chapter apply.
Chapter 14.
Brittany flipped them over so she was on top. She kissed the woman beneath her deeply as her hands found Santana's breasts again. Squeezing them gently she was marvelled by how she'd never found women attractive before, well okay, she had but not like this... Being this intimate with Santana felt absolutely wonderful, no one had ever made her feel this turned on ever before. She wondered what all this meant, she was undeniably attracted to Santana and no one had ever made her feel like this... was she also gay? So many thoughts were begging to be processed but that would have to wait. She had an amazing woman in her arms and she was dying to make her feel just as good as she herself had felt just minutes ago.
She broke the kiss and trailed kisses down Santana's neck and continued down till she could replace her hands with her mouth. Taking Santana's nipple into her mouth filled the blonde with a sensation she'd never experienced before. Everything she was doing was so new and a little scary but at the same time she felt like she'd always done this. It was strange but that was how she felt.
Switching her attention to Santana's other nipple the blonde heard soft moans escaping Santana's mouth and that gave her courage to continue with what she wanted to do...
Leaving Santana's breast she continued to trail kisses further and further down her torso. When she reached Santana's firm abs she drew small patterns with the tip of her tongue over well-sculptured musculature. Santana breathed heavily as Brittany's tongue was teasing her skin and her abs flexed from the sensation Brittany was giving her.
The blonde grazed her fingertips over Santana's abs and was completely mesmerized by her body. She glanced up and saw Santana's chest rise and fall quickly and then she placed a soft lingering kiss on her stomach before she proceeded.
When Santana realized where Brittany was going she sat up quickly and pulled the woman back on top of her. Brittany looked at the blonde quizzically. Santana breathed heavily.
"You don't have to do...that... i-if you're not ready..." Santana stuttered shyly.
Brittany smiled and kissed her deeply to tell her without words that she was ready and that she wanted to do it. As she pulled away she met Santana's eyes with a look that said everything. Santana just nodded and as the blonde again started to kiss down her body she closed her eyes and grasped the bed sheets tightly.
Brittany was really nervous as she kissed her way down Santana's stomach again. What if she wasn't ready? She really had no idea what she was doing, what if she would freak out? Bracing herself she continued, she thought about how Santana had made her feel and she wanted to make Santana feel the same.
When her tongue touched the wetness between Santana's thighs for the first time any doubt she'd had about not getting this right vanished. They way Santana was writhing and the sounds she made spurred Brittany on and she slowly started to explore this new territory with her lips and tongue.
To say it was anything other than amazing would be a lie. To touch Santana this intimate was intoxicating and she instantly felt like this was something she definitely wanted to do again.
Remembering what Santana had done, she tried to copy her moves and judging by the short gasps coming from the brunette she was obviously doing something right. Mimicking Santana's moves earlier she slowly slipped a finger inside the brunette's core and felt her walls close around her finger instantly.
Santana was so close and when the blonde slipped another finger inside and moved the tip of her tongue a little faster it was all it took for the brunette to fall over the edge. Her walls constricted around Brittany's fingers and her whole body shivered as wave after wave of mind blowing pleasure washed over her. She didn't even notice when Brittany lay down on top of her again and kissed the side of her neck softly.
When the blonde gently nibbled on Santana's earlobe the brunette was brought back to reality.
"You're amazing..." Brittany whispered against Santana's neck.
Santana put both her hands on Brittany's face and pulled the woman up so her lips could meet the blonde's. Brittany parted her lips and met Santana's tongue in a slow, sensual and lingering kiss. Kissing Santana was certainly addictive and the blonde couldn't get enough of Santana's lips and tongue. When they parted Brittany kissed Santana's nose softly and then gave her lips one last peck.
"You're amazing Brittany..." Santana said seriously and looked deep into beautiful blue eyes.
Brittany's smile faded as she looked into Santana's eyes. God, how that woman made her feel... The butterflies in her stomach were back and doing somersaults like crazy. Her heart was beating fast and she felt all tingly. She swallowed hard and slowly leaned her forehead against Santana's. The brunette closed her eyes.
"I don't ever want to let you go..." Santana whispered.
Brittany pressed her lips against Santana's and kissed her softly, hoping with that kiss that she could convey with her lips what words couldn't say. When they parted they rested their foreheads together again and Santana stroked the blonde's arms gently.
"Are you hungry?" Santana asked with a smile.
"Actually, yeah, I am." Brittany replied and smiled back.
"Well, if you still want to take a shower go ahead. I'm gonna go fix us something to eat, okay?" Santana said and the blonde nodded.
Santana reluctantly entangled herself from the blonde and sat up by the edge of the bed. Just as she was about to get up Brittany grabbed her wrist and pulled her back down and instantly captured the brunette's lips in a tender kiss.
"Okay, now you can go." Brittany mumbled against Santana's lips and smiled as she pulled back.
Santana smiled back widely, then even more reluctantly left the bed and picked up her discarded clothes from the floor. Before she walked out of the bed room she turned around and smiled.
"Take your time. I'll be in the kitchen." the brunette said and winked before she walked out.
Brittany slumped back down against the mattress with a wide smile on her lips. She'd thought about asking the other woman to join her in the shower but she figured that would delay them even more and though she really didn't want to leave, she knew she had to go back home in a little while.
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The shower was wonderful. When she'd dried herself and put on her clothes she walked into the kitchen where Santana stood by the counter with her back turned. The blonde sneaked up behind the other woman and wrapped her arms around Santana's waist and placed a kiss on the side of her neck. Santana dropped the knife she was holding and put both hands on Brittany's arms.
"Hey..." Santana said softly.
"Hi... It smells really good." Brittany said and placed another kiss on Santana's neck.
"You smell really good..." she mumbled against Santana's skin.
Santana closed her eyes and squeezed Brittany's arms as the blonde continued to place soft kisses on her neck.
"Shall we eat?" Santana asked.
She really just wanted to throw the blonde against the counter and have her way with her but she knew they couldn't. Brittany had to leave soon and Santana didn't want to put the blonde in a complicated situation just because she wanted the blonde to stay with her. It took a lot of willpower to entangle herself from the blonde's arms.
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They ate in somewhat silence, both women had a lot of things on their minds and both just really dreaded the moment when Brittany had to leave.
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Brittany was very aware of the fact that she was prolonging their breakfast as much as possible cause she really didn't want to leave which Santana noticed. She slowly reached for the blonde's hand.
"Hey... are you okay?" Santana asked tenderly.
Brittany looked up and met the brunette's eyes. She sighed and gave Santana a small smile.
"I just... I don't wanna go..." she said softly.
Santana got up from her seat and walked over to the blonde. She knelt in front of her and pulled her in for a hug.
Brittany wrapped her arms around Santana's neck and buried her face in the crook of the brunette's neck.
"I know I can't stay, I know I have to deal with this but..." she sighed against Santana's skin.
"I just wanna be with you..." the blonde whispered.
Santana got up on her feet and pulled the other woman up with her so she could hold her tighter.
"I wanna be with you too but I'm not going anywhere..." Santana whispered and kissed the side of Brittany's head.
Brittany held the woman in her arms tighter.
They stood like that just holding each other for several minutes. Being in Santana's arms felt so right, it really felt like Santana's arms were made to hold her, that she belonged there...
She pulled back slightly to look into mesmerizing brown eyes. God she had beautiful eyes... She studied Santana's face as if trying to memorize her features before she slowly closed the gap between them.
What started out as a soft and tender kiss escalated within seconds into a passionate fire where tongues swirled together and lips moved frantically against each other.
Before either woman had registered what happened, Brittany was up on the counter and Santana stood between her legs, two fingers buried deep inside the blonde as her mouth was sucking frantically on Brittany's neck.
Brittany panted violently as she moved her hips against Santana's hand to meet her thrusts. Within seconds Santana had pushed her over the edge and as soon as the blonde had composed herself she got off the counter, pinned Santana to it and pushed her hand inside Santana's pants...
Santana gasped violently as the blonde quickly pushed the brunette over the edge as well. Santana rested her forehead against Brittany's shoulder as she tried to get her breathing back to normal. Pulling back she met blue eyes gazing back at her.
"I'm sorry, I got carried away..." Santana said softly.
Brittany just smiled at the woman before her, she was the sweetest thing.
"You don't have to apologize Santana..." the blonde replied gently.
"I know, but I know you really need to get back home and-" she was interrupted by the blonde.
"Santana! Stop, okay?" Brittany said with a smile.
She leaned in and kissed the brunette and told her with her moving lips that she got just as carried away as Santana did .
"Okay..." Santana said when they parted.
Brittany kissed her again quickly then rearranged her clothes.
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Santana followed Brittany to the door. There was a moment's awkwardness when neither knew what to say. It felt like it was a goodbye and though both women knew what they wanted they couldn't help but feel that way. Santana pulled the other woman close and held her tight. Brittany wrapped her arms around Santana's waist and closed her eyes as she felt Santana puller even closer.
"This is not a goodbye..." Santana whispered and Brittany grabbed the fabric of Santana's sweater tight when she heard those words.
"I don't know when we'll see each other again..." Brittany whispered back.
"But I know I want you Santana..." she continued.
Santana kissed her hair softly.
"I know I've already asked you this but I just need to be sure... I need to know that you'll really wait for me..." the blonde whispered.
Santana pulled back and looked into Brittany's eyes puzzled.
"I don't know how I'm gonna deal with everything back home, w-with Nate... I don't know how long it will take but I need to know that you will wait for me... c-can you do that? Can you wait for me?..." Brittany asked nervously.
Santana gazed into her beautiful blue eyes and knew the answer immediately, like she had known when Brittany asked her the very same question before.
"Of course I'll wait for you... No matter what, I'll wait for you for as long as it takes Brittany..." Santana answered truthfully.
Brittany released a breath she didn't realize she was holding and pulled Santana in for another hug.
They held each other in silence for a few moments longer until Brittany reluctantly pulled away and with one last lingering kiss left Santana alone in the hall.
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As Brittany passed the 'Welcome to Wisconsin' sign everything inside her wanted to turn the car around and go back to Chicago, back to Santana... She knew she couldn't. The only way for her to really be with Santana was to start dealing with everything else.
God this is gonna be such a mess...
Suddenly she thought about what her father would say when he found out.
Oh my God, dad...
A slight feeling of panic washed over her at that thought. She hadn't really thought about that...
He's going to freak out... He's marrying Santana's mother and we're practically going to be family and here I am... In love with his soon to be step-daughter... Oh God... this will not be good...
How she would deal with Nathan was something she hadn't thought about. As soon as the thought appeared she'd managed to push it to the back of her head, she was too afraid to even think about it.
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Back at Santana's place the brunette had showered and changed into new clothes. Then she'd stopped by the supermarket to get some groceries and was now back in her apartment. It still felt like a dream that Brittany had been there, in her arms just a few hours ago, telling Santana she wanted to be with her. It couldn't be real could it? It felt too good to be true and Santana was certain she would wake up from this dream anytime now.
Her phone ringing snapped her out of her thoughts.