"Well your having a.. girl" she said, focusing on the scans picture. Ezra squeezed my hand and kissed me on the forehead. You could see Hanna and Spencer excited as if it was the best thing in the world. I wish I was excited, I just think I wont be happy until I see her. I can't explain it...I guess I was in disbelief until now. I know I told people I was pregnant but there was always something in me that just didn't believe it was going to happen, like it was all just a dream or anything my brain could think of to get me out of this problem and now it seems all to real to me. After she had finished we sat up and Hanna winked at me I just smiled and looked at Spencer who was just as excited. I looked back at Talia,

"Well your coming along fine and so is your baby. Your even starting to show! So that's a good sign." she said nicely, Hanna and Spencer quietly laughed at the comment they had made before. I looked at them and shook my head smiling. Talia shook Ezra and I's hand and left the house as soon as I shut the door I heard Hanna scream.

"Your having a girl!" She shrieked as she ran over and hugged me.

"What are you going to name her!?" Spencer asked, as we walked back over to where she was because she couldn't follow us in her wheelchair, I laughed and Ezra hugged me from behind. That was something that never crossed my mind, what was I going to name her. I had ages for that though. Later on that night Ezra decided to make one of the three things he could cook as we were a bit over microwave meals. It was great being with the girls again. I just wish Emily was here. I missed them so much it was amazing to be with them again. Hanna decided she had to go for a swim so as Hanna got changed and Ezra was cooking I grabbed a blanket and wheeled Spencer to the edge of the sand and helped her stand up. She was still to weak to walk so she put most of her weight on my hands. We sat down on the still warm sand and watched the water coming forwards and back.

"Is the cancer gone away?" I asked her, as I stared at the horizon.

"Apparently treatments working but I don't know..." She said looking down.

"I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you, you don't know how much I wish I could have been."

"It's fine I would of done the same" she said smiling. As Hanna ran and jumped in, I put the blanket around Spencer. I know what the doctors said but she looks so pale to me, It would be so different without Spencer, I really hope she is okay.

"Have the police been at school?"

"Yeah... a bit. Your mom really misses you... she's really upset, she's blaming herself."

I felt so bad that she was saying this how could I do this to my family. Looking at the horizon it made my mind wander, this was getting hard and I had two of my best friends here and I know I have Ezra whenever, but this is one of the first days I have really missed everything that use to be and what I use to be. I just was so confused if I was doing the right thing or not. It was relaxing feeling the sea breeze on your face and the gentle sound of waves crashing gently onto the sand just below your toes. I just couldn't stop thinking about everything. Hanna ran out because the water was cold and after fifteen minutes of me begging them to stay for the weekend they agreed. We went back to the house and ate dinner and then watched a movie. I snuggled into Ezra not just because I love him, but I could tell he was displaced being here I mean he's 'hanging out' with his former students! It must put him in a awkward position. Though my life may not be great at the moment I honestly do have the most incredible friends and boyfriend. I just hope I can get through this.

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