They finally reached the carnival and Simon couldn't be more relieved.
He knew he made her upset since her delicious body was stiff.
He snuck glances at her because she was just so damn fucking hot.
As soon as he laid eyes on her, he felt like the luckiest boy alive and he wanted to show her off.
He knew he shouldn't be ignoring her at all. But he couldn't control himself. Images kept running through his mind of her naked, moving against him and he desperately tried to get rid of them.
He shouldn't be thinking those thoughts of her. She would hate him if she knew what he was thinking.
The best way for him to not jump on her bones and rip off her clothing was to ignore her and not touch her at all.
"We're here!" Jessie yelled as Mike parked the car and she practically flung the door open not waiting for him to finish parking.
"Damn it, Jessie! You gonna break my door!"
"Sorry sweets, I'm just so excited."
"When aren't you?"
"Shut up!"
"I love you…"Mike said and Jessie eyes softened and she smiled.
"I love you…"
He heard Samira groan as she got out of the car and slammed the door.
Simon flinched as he knew he was the reason why she was acting like this but he couldn't risk losing control when he was around her.
She was too beautiful and his thoughts of her, naked, always wandered in; thoughts he shouldn't be thinking at all.
He got out of and followed behind as they walked to the entrance.
Samira was angry now, her movements were stiff and jerky and she had her arms crossed against her chest.
After everyone bought their tickets, Mike and Jessie broke off while Simon stayed with Samira.
He couldn't even speak around her. He just knew he was going to say something stupid if he opened them.
He could feel her anger radiating off of her body.
After walking around the carnival for a long time, not speaking to one another, Samira grabbed his arm and turned him around.
Her eyes were filled hurt and confusion.
"Simon Bae, I demand to know why you won't pay any attention to me! What did I do?" Her voice was tight and Simon sucked in a breath.
What could he say?
That she was too beautiful and he wouldn't be able to control his hands if they got close to her?
That the only thing she did was steal his heart and love?
That when she was dressed like a goddess his thoughts wandered off to a place where she was naked, underneath him, moaning his name out in pure pleasure.
"Nothing," he whispered, avoiding her hurt gaze.
"Why won't you talk to me?" Her voice had changed and was softer, hurt, and it sent daggers to his heart.
"I….don't…know…" He really didn't, he was probably afraid that something stupid was going to slip out of his mouth and he didn't want her to think that he wanted her for her body which wasn't the case at all.
That wasn't it at all. He liked her because she wasn't trying to be something she wasn't. She didn't care what people thought of her or how she looked.
She didn't complain about her life and if she did, she never showed them to him or anyone at all.
She was tough and independent and he loved that about her.
And seeing her here in front of him; so painstakingly beautiful that any guy with a brain and working cock would be showing her off like a queen.
The opposite of what he was doing.
But Simon respected her a lot and didn't want to end up hurting her.
She had been hurt enough.
But he was still hurting her by ignoring her and he didn't know what to do.
"You know what? Fine! You don't want to talk to me fine! I hope you have a wonderful time finding someone to hang out with at the carnival!" She yelled angrily as she turned and walked away from him.
"Wait!" He yelled. His heart was pounding. He didn't want her to leave.
"Wait!"
She disappeared into the crowd.