Chapter 14

Heather's P.O.V

"Heather! Bentley's crying, love, could you see what's wrong?!" yelled Naya from god knows where.

"Why can't you do it?!" I yelled back. I was in the kitchen making dinner.

"I have our other baby! You know, Emily! Do you remember her?!" she yelled back. I sighed and ran upstairs to see to Bentley. I got into the babies room and he was screaming bloody murder. I'm pretty sure our neighbours thought somebody was getting killed over at our house.

"Oh, sweetie. Come here, come here." I said, picking him up. His head was slightly tilted backward as he cried. I put him on my shoulder and rocked him. He wouldn't stop crying. He was obviously hungry. I had changed his diaper exactly 5 minutes ago. I rubbed his back and walked to mine and Naya's bedroom to see where she was, "Naya. Where the fuck are you? I need your tits!" I said loud enough so she could here and soft not too loud so that I deafened our baby.

"I'm coming. Just hold on." she said and then I heard her coming up the stairs. She walked into the room and she had a sleeping Emily in her arms, "Oh dear god... Okay, lemme just put Em in her crib."

"Yeah, okay." I said as she went to the babies room, "Ssh baby... It's okay, mamma's coming now, calm down, sweetheart." Bentley just got louder. It was so hard having to look after a pair of 2 month olds. For them to be able to tell me and Naya apart, we decided that I was mommy and she was mamma. It was great being a mom and I loved it, don't get me wrong, but... Fuck, Jesus Christ, lord in heaven above... I am so tired. Naya and I haven't had sex since she was pregnant. I can't think. When there's finally quiet in a room, all I can hear are the babies cries ringing in my ears. We have to be able to look after the babies as well as go film scenes for Glee season 4. Jesus Christ, I can't feel my arms.

"Okay... Em's sleeping." said Naya, coming back into our room and I gave Bentley to her, "Come here, baby. Ssh, angel, it's okay. Why's he crying?"

"He wants your tits." I said, falling back onto pur bed. Naya sighed and just took her breast out and Bentley stopped crying. I have no idea how she went from 'I'm not ready for kids' to 'I'm super woman'... It's insane.

Naya stood there swaying from side to side slowly while she breast fed Bentley. Her eyes were closed and Bentley's hand was wrapped around her finger.

"Man, he's going to town." I said, looking at how much Bentley was drinking. He looked like he had just run around the world and was sucking Naya's tit like it was the last bottle of water in the world. Naya giggled and opened her eyes, looking down at Bentley.

"My nipples are so sore." she said, "Why can't you breast feed?"

"Uh... Because I didn't give birth to them. Just because you fell pregnant doesn't mean I automatically get breast milk." I said. Naya groaned and ran the pad of her thumb over his tiny fingers. He made a cute little baby noise and Naya flinched.

"Benny don't suck so hard, you aren't the one that has a baby sucking on your tit." she said.

"He doesn't have tits, Nay." I said. Naya glared at me.

"Heather, you know I have no sense of humour when it comes to pain." she said, "Unless I'm slapping you... That's hilarious!"

I giggled a little and Naya stroked Bentley's cheek as he slowly started falling asleep. She stopped breastfeeding him and put her breast back in her bra. The bitch.

"I'm gonna go put him in his crib." she said.

"Mmmkay." I said and rolled off the bed to go finish making dinner.

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"Love?" asked Naya as we ate dinner, quietly and tiredly.

"Mmm yeah?" I said.

"You should cook more often." she said. I scoffed.

"Mm-mm, no ways. The only reason that this is so good is because Lea sprinkled her magic fairy dust all over me today on set." I said. Naya laughed a little and finished.

"Well, she should do that more often." she said, "Thank you, love. It was delicious." she said and took my plate after kissing me.

"You're welcome." I said, "So, uhm, how tired are you?"

"Uh... I don't know, why?" she asked, wrapping her arms loosely around my neck and kissing me behind my ear.

"We haven't had sex in like, forever." I said. She smiled and gave me a chaste kiss on my neck.

"I know, baby, I know. But I was sore after I had the babies so we couldn't really do anything. But I'm willing to have sex if I don't have to do anything." she said. I smiled.

"Yeah... I think sex is over for us." I said.

"Oh, love. We're 24, we're young. Sex isn't over for us, we're just busy. Heather, we have twins. It's hard, and we're tired and I know that we aren't having sex now but it'll get better, baby, I promise." she said.

"Mmmkay. If you say so. It's just, I don't even have time to masturbate anymore, I'm frustrated. So very, very frustrated. This is worse than it was when we decided not to have sex until the wedding." I said. Naya, moved away from behind me and pulled my chair out, sitting on my lap, "What are you doing?"

"Am I not allowed to sit on my wife's lap anymore?" she said, straddling me.

"Fuck you." I said.

"Please do." she said. I smiled as she leaned down to kiss me. She wasted no time in sticking her tongue into my mouth. I ran my hands up the back of her shirt and moved them up and down her back. She moaned while we kissed and started slowly grinding into me. Just as I thought we were about to have crazy animal sex... The babies cried.

"Fuck!" I yelled as Naya pulled away. I just wanted to cry. Naya got off of me and we both made our way upstairs to check on the babies.

This is so difficult. I can't deal with two babies. I only ordered one.

"Heather, could you please stop daydreaming and make sure Em's okay?" asked Naya, picking up Bentley and putting him on the changing table. I sighed and picked up my daughter. She had lost her toy blue bunny. I picked up the fluffy bunny and put it in her tiny little arms before rocking her gently. She stopped crying and fell asleep. As soon as she was sleeping, I put her back in her crib and stroked her face before making sure she was warm enough and going back downstairs to lock up and turn everything off.

When I came back upstairs, Naya was in our bedroom putting on her pyjamas. I did the same and started throwing all of Naya's ridiculous little pillows off the bed so I could actually begin to see it again. I was so frustrated and so pissed off. I couldn't do this anymore.

"Would you calm down? They're just pillows." said Naya, helping me take the pillows off. I sighed and groaned.

"I can't do this anymore, Naya." I said, "We never have sex anymore. The babies cry every two seconds. We wake up at least 10 times a night because they're crying. I'm tired as all hell, I can't even think straight and I have no idea when I'm gonna get the feeling back in my arms from carrying the babies around everywhere."

"What do you want me to do?! They're our children, we have to look after them. And you're the one that pushed me to have them right away in the first place! I just carried them and I agreed to it because I love you and I want you to be happy." she said.

"So, you didn't even want them?!" I yelled.

"I didn't say that, Heather! I'm just saying that maybe if we had waited like I said then we'd be more prepared! Don't get me wrong, I love our children and when I fell pregnant with them, I felt ready and I was but it's hard! And you're not the one that has sore nipples because you have two babies sucking on them every two hours! And it's bad enough that they aren't hungry at the same time. Right after I've breastfed one, I have to breastfeed the other! You think you've got it hard, you wouldn't last a second doing what I do!" she yelled back just as loud as I had.

"Oh, fuck you!" I yelled. This was a full on fight.

"Oh, my god! You are such a fucking child! When are you gonna grow up?!" she yelled.

"Naya, I left one relationship because Taylor talked to me like that and I don't need to be in another one!" I yelled.

"Well then go home!"

"I am home!"

"Go back to Arizona and be with Taylor, then!" she yelled. I was shocked. I didn't wanna show her I was hurt.

"Fine by me." I said, not as loud as we had just been yelling at eachother.

"Then go." she said. I wanted to cry, but I was mad.

"It's late, I'll leave in the morning. I'll sleep on the couch tonight." I said and left our room, slamming the door behind me. Fuck. What just happened? Did Naya and I just separate?

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"And then we had a motherfucker of a fight and she told me to go back to Arizona to be with Taylor." I told Lea while her, Diana and Vanessa sat with me in my trailor.

"Oh, my god. What did you say?" asked Di.

"I told her that was fine with me." I said, "But it's not."

"Sweetie, you can't leave her." said Lea, "You have two little babies to think about."

"And you love eachother. This nonsense about leaving is just the tiredness and frustration talking." said Di.

"Yeah, you guys can't break up. If you do, it'll be like, the end of an era." said Vanessa.

"I know, but I just don't know what to do." I said, "She wants me to leave because she said I'm being childish and that I have to grow up."

"So go into her trailor and tell her how it is." said Di, "You go in there and tell her that you love her, you love your kids and leaving is not an option."

"I don't even know where our kids are." I said.

"Heather, they're with Naya in her trailor. We were there just a second ago. She looked pretty frantic and pissed off. She's so tired, it's not even funny." said Vanessa. I sighed and put my hands over my face and started crying.

"I can't do this anymore." I cried.

"Can't do what anymore, sweetie?" asked Lea.

"I can't fight with her anymore, I can't." I said, sobbing into my hands. Lea rubbed my back while Di and Vanessa stood up.

"Okay, have you packed your bags yet?" asked Di.

"No. I was gonna come back and get them as soon as I was settled at my mom's house." I said, tears still streaming down my face.

"Good. But that won't be necessary." said Vanessa.

"What?" I asked, still crying but starting to calm down.

"You and Naya are by no means separating." said Di, "Look, Vanessa and I are gonna go over to her trailor right now and make sure she's sane so she doesn't throw stuff when you go in there."

"Oh, God. Please don't." I said, starting to cry again.

"Oh, poor baby, you're so tired." said Lea, rubbing my back. I kept crying while Diana and Vanessa were on their way to Naya's trailor.

When they came back, I had calmed down.

"Hey, sweetie." said Di, "She's pretty pissed off."

"Thanks for making me feel better." I said sarcastically.

"It doesn't matter that she's angry, you're her wife, you have to go talk to her and work it out, Heather." said Lea.

"But I can't fight with her anymore." I said.

"Well then you're not worthy of her. If you're not willing to fight with her as much as you need to, to save your relationship then Naya's right and you are a child and you do need to grow up." said Lea, getting up and storming out.

"Lee's right, Heath. Naya's the best thing that has ever happened to you, and now you have kids that make it all even better. Are you really willing to throw that all away just because you're too tired to fight?" asked Di. Vanessa had left with Lea and it was just me and Di now.

"Oh my god. I'm an idiot." I said, getting up and walking past Diana and out my trailor door to go see Naya.

I made my way to Naya's trailor and was about to open the door when I heard sobbing coming from inside. Oh, Nay. I didn't wanna make a scene so I knocked. Seconds later, my wife opened the door with tears running down her cheeks and her eyes were puffy and red and she looked like she hadn't slept for years.

"Hi..." I said, she sighed, "Can we talk?" she didn't answer, she just moved back inside, leaving the door open. I walked in and closed the door behind me. When I turned around I saw Emily and Bentley asleep in their carriers. They looked so peaceful.

"Make it fast, I'm leaving in 5 minutes." said Naya, sitting on the couch and putting one leg over the other. I sighed and sat down next to her, putting my hands on her knee. She shoved them off.

"Nay... I'm not gonna leave." I said. She looked at me and raised her eyebrow.

"Well, I want you to." she said firmly.

"No you don't." I said, putting my hands back on her knee and rubbing up and down her leg.

"Don't touch me." she snapped. I took my hands off of her and put them in my lap. I sighed, "And don't tell me what I want and don't want."

"Okay." I said simply, "What do you want?"

"I want you to leave." she said firmly, "I already have to look after two babies, I don't need another one."

"Okay, well, I'm not gonna leave because you need me. And they're my babies too, Nay. I don't wanna leave them, either." I said.

"You can be easily replaced." she snapped. Ouch. I guess I deserved that.

"Yeah, sure, you can replace me but I sure as hell can't replace you." I said and put my hands back on her knee, "You might think that you don't need me but I know that I need you and the kids. I know that you think that you want me to leave but I don't want to. I love you so, so much Nay and I'm not going anywhere."

"Yes, you are. I can't deal with you always complaining because you're too tired or because you want sex or because -" I kissed her, interrupting her. She tried to push me off at first but then I ran my tongue across her bottom lip and stuck it in. I held her face and pulled her closer to me. My hands were on her neck now and hers were on my waist. I gently pulled away to breathe and then went back in again. She breathed in as I kissed her again. Her hands were shaking on my waist. It was such a soft kiss. I pulled away and kissed her neck. She wrapped her arms around my neck.

"I love you, Nay." I mumbled into her neck as I gently and slowly opened and closed my lips on it. She sighed and kissed my shoulder.

"Love you too." she whispered, "Please don't leave." I stopped kissing her neck and looked at her.

"I'm not going anywhere." I said. She smiled and kissed me.

"I'm sorry I was such a bitch."

"I'm sorry I was such a baby." I said. She smiled and was about to kiss me again when Emily started crying, "I'll get it." I picked Emily up out of her carrier, "Hey monkey... Ssh, sweetie it's okay." I put her head gently on my shoulder and rubbed her back. She had brown tufts of hair on top of her head that tickled my neck. She's definitely Naya's child, that's for sure. She slowly stopped crying and I was really proud of myself for knowing exactly what to do. Naya smiled at me as I put Emily back in her carrier. I smiled back and sat down next to her, pulling her into my arms and cuddling her as we looked at our adorable kids.

"They really are beautiful." she said.

"Yeah... You and the sperm guy make beautiful babies." I said. Naya giggled a little and looked at me.

"They're as much your babies as they are mine." she said. I smiled and kissed her head.

"Mmmm... Thank you."

"For what?" she asked.

"You."

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"Oh, god. Nay, Bentley has a fever, I'm taking him to the doctor, okay?" I said, holding Bentley in my arms as I spoke to Naya who was in the kitchen, Emily in a carrier for your chest.

"Oh, no, my baby..." she said, kissing Bentley's head, "Okay, sweetie, drive safe. I'll see you later. Say bye Mommy." she said to Emily who was too occupied with a spoon to notice. I smiled and kissed her head before leaving.

I was in the car with Bentley who was screaming his lungs out in his car seat.

"Ssh, my angel, it's okay. We're gonna get you fixed." I told him. He kept crying. I came to a red light and I slowed down. I had put Bentley's car seat in the passenger side so that I could see him.

As soon as I stopped at the red light, the worst happened. Bang! A car hit my side and our car went spinning. The guy that hit us drove off, "Shit! Bentley, baby, are you okay?" he was crying. Alive. Thank god. The door on my side was pushed all the way in and my leg was stuck. I took off my seat belt and opened my door, taking my leg out. People had stopped all around us and our car was on the sidewalk now. I took Bentley out of his car seat and made sure he was okay. Luckily he was strapped in tight so he wasn't hurt at all. My heart had stopped for a moment. I held Bentley in my arms and kissed him repeatedly. I took out my phone and called Naya. I was still in a bit of shock and I was panicking. I started crying.

"Hello?" said Naya on the other end of the call.

"Nay, baby, we've just been in an accident. Bentley's fine, he's not hurt at all but my leg's pretty banged up. We're on route 46 an-"

"Okay, hold on baby, I'm coming. It's gonna be okay. You say Bentley's fine?" she asked. I was crying now, I could hardly talk.

"Yeah. Hurry, please." I said.

"Calm down, love. I'm putting Em in the car right now."

"Please be careful." I managed.

"Listen, sweetie, I'm leaving now. Stay on the phone with me, okay?"

"Okay." I sobbed, Bentley in tears in my arms, "Ssh, baby calm down." I managed to say to Bentley.

"Heather? Love, listen to me, okay? Is the ambulance coming?"

"Yeah."

"Who hit you?"

"I don't know, he drove off." I cried.

"Oh, god. Okay... Okay, sweetie, it's okay. I'm almost there..." she said, I sat on the sidewalk next to my banged up car and rocked Bentley gently, trying to get him to go to sleep, "Jesus Christ. I can see you, love. You look distraught."

"I am!" I said, sobbing into the phone. I turned my head and looked toward Naya who was getting out of her car and taking Emily out as well, putting her in the twin stroller that she had already taken out. I hung up the phone as she came over to me.

"Hey, baby. Here, put Benny in the stroller, love." she said, I could barely stand up so she did it for me, "Jesus, Heather look at your leg."

"I know, it hurts." I said. She finished putting Bentley in the stroller and sat next to me.

"Come here, my baby." she said, pulling me into her arms, "I'm gonna call Di and ask her if she can look after the babies tonight, okay?"

"But their stuff is at home." I said, still crying a little bit.

"Baby, it's okay, I keep some of their stuff in the car just in case. There's stuff in your car too. Well, what used to be your car. Are you okay?" she said and rubbed my back.

"No... But I'm glad Benny's fine. Fuck, my leg..." I said.

"It's okay... When the ambulance get's here you'll get sticthes and everything you need and then we can go home, okay?" said Naya, kissing my head, "You're my hero."

"And you're mine."

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