Chapter 14 (I do not own anything only wish) Read and Review…

Bellapov

I sit down for my usual breakfast and the boys all come in. Their hair a bit disheveled and looking as if they'd been out all night.

"Party I didn't know about?" I tease.

Jasper winks at me as he's first to sit down. Emmett and Edward sit as well and Carlisle looks upon them oddly but says nothing. I shrug as the other two say nothing or do nothing. I finish my cereal and orange juice and head upstairs to brush my teeth. I call Angie to see how she's doing and make plans for us to get together today figuring maybe we could get out of Forks a bit have a girls day. That and there was a movie I wanted to see but it was one that the boys wouldn't be into as they call it lovey dovey… I shake my head in thought and once again feeling like a stalker girlfriend I dial Paul but no answer just his voice on the voicemail the simply you know what to do… later! I sigh in thought and place my phone back down. I just hoped he was ok.

I'm looking at some pictures of us in the hallway as Emmett comes along behind me and twirls me around.

"Em!"

He laughs.

"What you up to baby girl?"

Just a bit of reminiscing I suppose.

"Ah…" He takes a look himself and points to one.

"I think that's my favorite." He says crossing his arms.

"Ass…"

He was pointing to one I hated where I was missing one of my front teeth and my hair was in pigtails. He chuckles.

"But you were so cute!"

"Bite me."

"What have I told you darlin'?" Jasper calls from downstairs.

Emmett laughs.

"I like this one…" I point to one that was taken last year of us all in the air jumping from a trampoline.

"Yeah too bad Edward broke it!" Emmett calls back.

"I did no such thing."

"You and your stupid whirly twirly things."

"Might have been you and your burly ass." He fires back and I peer over to see Jasper and Edward high fiving each other.

Carlisle clears his throat in warning at Edward. Edward nods but is still chuckling to himself. I glance over to another picture though and it's one I always pass but haven't had the heart to truly look at since the incident. I run my finger along the picture and press my lips together in thought. It was a picture of my parents and I. I swallow back in thought and Emmett places his arms around me and kisses the top of my head. That knot forms and I force myself to pull away and come down the stairs. I look to Carlisle.

"Angie's picking me up we're going to a movie and to dinner."

"Have your cell?"

I nod. I head out the door and Jasper appears in front of me and leans over placing the knife concealed within my clothes. He looks to me a certain way and nods.

"Have a good time but please be careful."

"I will Jazz."

Angie appears not long after and I feel him run a hand along my waist before he goes back inside.

"How can you stand it?"

"Stand what?"

Angie smiles.

"Living in a house filled of the hottest guys in Forks."

I half blush in thought.

"Sometimes it's a bit overwhelming." I say honestly as I look back to the house in thought.

"I'd be in so much trouble if I were in your situation. I'd be trying to sneak into their rooms at night. Hell even Dr. Cullen."

"Ew Angie…"

She laughs.

"Sorry I think its pregnancy hormones. But even you got to think he's hot."

I shrug.

"He's attractive but he was also my father's best friend. That's just creepy."

"So you've never once thought about it?"

"Actually no I don't see him like that. He's taken care of me since I was little that's like way weird to me."

"But what about the boys?"

I sink into my chair a little.

"Ugh you've no idea."

She laughs.

"I've a feeling I do. So which is hottest?"

I blush yet again.

"Angie!"

"Come on I just want to hear your opinion."
"I can't decide that they are all pretty good looking each in their own ways. They're all so different it hardly seems fair to say one against the other when they all have different personalities, dress different and look different."

"Jesus Bella you think too much a simple answer was all I wanted not a theatrical observation of each of them."

"I don't know I can't really answer that."

She sighs.

"Fine I can."

"Who then?"
"Emmett Cullen hot damn…"

I laugh.

"And what would Eric think of this?"

She laughs.

"So which one do you have the biggest crush on?"

"ANGIE!"

She laughs so hard she snorts.

"Just a question Bella."

"Fine look I want them all and I spend all day humping each of them and at night we all pile up in one bed."

"Ugh don't tease Bella."

We both laugh.

"I'd so die if they ever heard me say something like that."

"I know you would. Hell they would die probably not ever expecting something like that to come out of their sweet Bella's mouth."

I laugh in thought.

We eat a good dinner and visit about how Eric is and how the baby is developing. She tells me how sweet Eric is by showing up to all her ob appointments. Ugh it was enough to give me a toothache but I couldn't help but to gush myself at some of the things she told me Eric was doing for her. I tell her of the trip we're taking but don't invite her because of the pregnancy. I figure it'd be just me and the boys. We go see the movie I wanted to see and we actually had a good uninterrupted day. She drives me home and we make plans to hang out again.

I play Carlisle and Edward at chess before heading to bed I won against Carlisle but lost to Edward which is rare but it can happen. The next day I get up and was itching to read a new book that had come out. I let Carlisle and the boys know where I'm going before I head out.

I scan through one of the isles looking for the book when I feel an icy touch about my waist. I swallow back and turn. I immediately panic he covers my mouth with one hand and looks around.

"Easy love I'm not here to fright. I've been watching you for quite some time."

My heart races as he caresses my cheek.

"You've grown to be a striking woman haven't you?"

The tears start to come. I wanted to scream for help. I wanted to defend myself. I think of the knife and go to reach for it. He sighs.

"Like I said I've been watching you for quite sometime…" He takes the knife out from the back of my pants and places it behind me on the bookcase.

"I've come to tell you I will be collecting you soon. You won't see me again for about another year or so when I'm ready for you. But I couldn't resist. "

I wince and turn my head as he leans into me. He cups my chin into his hand and starts to kiss me I try to shove him off me and hit at his chest. But he continues and something odd happens something I don't understand and I cry harder. This man killed my parents. He took advantage of my mother in very immoral ways while I watched. Yet he kisses me and I go to fight it he pulls away for a spilt second and says.

"Don't…" I find myself nodding and accepting the kiss.

He smiles once he's done.

"I knew it…" He says.

"I could sense it then. You were the reason I made that trip years ago. I followed the feeling and discovered your scent I knew then… I came all the way from Italy to find you. You were calling to me. You must understand why I had to do what I did. I knew you were mine hence the only reason I allowed you to live. I do hope there will be no harsh feelings love."

Sense what? But I was too scared to talk yet felt I needed to do whatever he wanted. This odd thing of wanting to please came about. I step back a bit confused.

"I've gotten rid of all obstacles there should be nothing in our way when the time comes. You will be mine sweet Isabella and I will turn you to be my Queen. You will love and honor me you will do whatever I ask of you when I ask. You will be sired to me. Do you understand?"

I shake my head and he smiles and wipes my tears with a red kerchief.

"Until we meet again sweet Isabella." He says and bows as he vanishes.

I grab my knife and place it back. I rush out of the library feeling as though I couldn't breathe. I start to run home a home and step right into a hole in the ground naturally twisting my ankle. I get up and start to limp home but it's too painful. I scream out and dial Jasper knowing I needed to be calmed down. Within a matter of minutes he appears. I'm shivering so bad my teeth are clattering as I realize I left my jacket in the library. He takes off his own and places it on me.

"Jazz…" I say reaching out for him.

"Make it stop Jazzy make it go away."

I bury myself into his chest as if in hopes everything will just stop. He pulls me in closer to him.

"Tell me how darlin'?"

I literally breakdown.

"Let me take you home."

"NO! Please I don't want to. I don't want to go home and have them all look at me I'm a freak!"

"Bella Swan come on no one has ever thought that."

"You will and so will they! You all will."

He leaps into a tree and pulls into his chest as his legs dangle from the tree. He lifts my head up after a while. He looks me dead in the eyes.

"What happened?"
I close my eyes.

"There really is something wrong with me it's what I've been trying to tell you all!"

"Shh… now try again…" He says softly continuing to look me in the eyes I feel the heaviness of his influence.

"The King paid me a visit. He said that the reason he came to Forks all those years ago was because of me. Something that he sensed… He mentioned something about making sure there was nothing in the way. That I was to be sired to him and I'm to be his Queen that he will return for me in a year or so."

Jaspers eyes go black but his touch stays gentle along me.

"Jasper… He kissed me… I tried to stop it at first but… something happened… Something's wrong… I fought it at first but when he started to kiss me again I let him. That's not the worst of this. This vampire killed my parents Jasper! He raped my mother! He knew I was watching. That's why I'm FUCKED UP! I found myself wanting him!"

Jasper closes his eyes.

"It's not you…" He says gruffly.

"It's not you're doing. He senses the potential sire bond. That's why he came all the way from Italy to find you. He already has influence on you as a human. Therefore he knows once he turns you and with his venom he'll own you. You desires for him aren't real. He can make you feel as though you love and lust for him. He's going to turn you into his puppet. He's also wanting to cut any possible emotional ties that could interrupt with the bond such as your parents."

I jump up in the tree almost losing my balance as Jasper stops the fall.

"Bella darlin' we've no choice we have to tell the others. But don't you even for a split second believe that there is something wrong with you."

"Do all vampires have sire bonds?"

"No and it's extremely rare and he knows that. That is why he sought you out."