So here I am sitting in a café, with The Christian Grey on a date! A DATE. I don't think I can ever get over this fact. He is so Gorgeous, I can't even take my eyes off of him one whole minute. And I can tell that he is observing my every move very intently. I look up at little smile at him. He's been a complete gentleman- helping me with my chair, opening doors, following the " Ladies first" rule and bring me my favourite English breakfast tea. I stir my tea again, and look up at him. He's looking at me…but not my face. Bastard.

" They can't talk Mr. Grey! " I say confidently, pointing towards my breast with my chin.

" Huh? What?" He replies looking up, directly in my eyes. I can tell he's embarrassed. I mean he should be. I just caught him checking my tits out. Ok that's sound awful Steele, at least don't say tits!

"My…umm…these don't talk" I says looking down. God this is embarrassing!

" Yes. I…um I mean of course they do not. I am sorry Ms. Steele, but you can be quite distracting." He says smirking. "You and your "these that don't talk"" He says while using his hands, making quotation gestures.

I blush again. I want him so suck me, so badlyyyy.

He clears his throat and speaks again, " Anyway, tell me about your family?"

Okkie I'm shocked. " Um, My family?" he nods. "Ok. Um I'm the only girl. My mum used to live with me until she got married and moved away with her forth husband." I laugh lightly. " My mum is an incurable romantic. She never gives up- she really believes in love. Anyway, my father is not here, he…um he's on business…somewhere, and oh I have a brother" at that I notice him harden- he goes tense. I can tell he's clenching his fist tight under the table and his jaw is tight shut. What the hell?

Just continue Steele. " And he's happily married as well."

He closes his eyes, but when he opens them again- every single emotion that I could see on him a while back isn't present anymore. He looks healed…stabled, back in action. He looks at me smiling.

" That's lovely to hear Ms. Steele."

" Ana! Please call me Ana. I mean if this is…a date…then…" I stammer. He is so intimidating when he's watching you intently.

" You are right, Ana." he says licking his top lip and focusing on my name- God its like music. He's looking at my every movement.

" Um…Mr. Grey what ever happ…"

"Christian" he says sternly.

"What?"

" Call me Christian" then he says politely.

" Oh ok, umm Christian, what ever…"

"Say it again"

"Say what again?" I ask.

"My name"

"Christian" I say again. Why is he making me do this?

" Again" he says lightly.

" Seriously" I say rather annoyed.

"Again…please" he whispers lightly, almost desperately. Oh god, he has that look again. The same look that he had when…when we kissed. It's so lustful. Like he wants this…like he wants me.

I look directly in his eye, than I bite my bottom lip ever so lightly.

" Christian" I whisper this time in a seductive voice. I can hear him gasp. He's looking at my lips now, and than I hear him gulps loud. Do I really have this much affect on him?

We both have crazy affect on each other. I'm pressing my thighs towards as tightly as I can.

" Don't bite your lip" he whispers breathlessly.

"Sorry"

" So what were you saying?" he says confidently, like nothing has happened. Like his is all normal again. God he can changes moods so fast, it's hard to keep up.

" Oh umm. What ever happened between us…it was just…I'm not like this normally. We don't even know each other properly…I just think we should slow things…" he cuts me in between. God I am already so nervous.

" Did you enjoy it?"

"What?" I can't believe he asked me that. I mean I did but why do I have to tell him that?

" Did you enjoy it? "

" Why do you want to know?"

" Because I always get what I want! And I don't do the" taking things slow" thing. So if you enjoyed it as well, I don't see any problem"

" As well? And…you…you want me" I ask almost quietly, whispering. I think I'm going to faint. He wants me…

" I thought I made it obvious" he says without blinking. We stare at each other for the longest time, than I ask, " why...why me?"

"Why does the sun shine? Why is the sky blue? Why is the grass green? Why am I this tall? It just is and I just am and I just do…want you."

I blush again. Awe he just made my day but…I need to be careful. The way he's affecting me is dangerous. I don't want me all crazy for him, unless we are on the same page.

" And you are very beautiful kitten" he whispers. Kitten?

" Thank you" I say blushing.

" And to eliminate your, "not knowing each other concern" I have a background check on me. You can read it through"

" Why can't I just ask you…about you? That would be easier"

" Of course. You can ask me anything. What ever you desire to hear personally from me."

Steele you were going to do a background check on him any way- so accept the one he has. I mean who does that? See he wants to earn your trust. He wants you to trust him- but that could be negative or positive. Does he really like me or…

I reach forward and grab the background check copy, putting it in my purse.

" Thank you, but you didn't have to."

" I did." he says with a smile, I wonder what's he thinking. " You seem nervous today." He asks. Changing the direction of the conversation again.

" No. Why did you ask?"

" You just didn't touch me today… under that table" he whispers the last part, winking at me.

" You can't just get lucky everyday now Mr. Grey" I give him a wicked smile.

He chuckles, throwing his head back. God, did I mention how hot he is? And right now he looks so carefree- so his age.
I just need to ask him this. Here it goes…

" What is this Christian?" I ask lightly. I don't want to ruin this, but I don't want to be his new flavour of the mouth.

" I don't know yet. But I'm sure liking it"

" Me to" I whisper back. OK…I agree I have got it bad. Real bad.

GREY

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Did I just say that?

" I don't know yet. But I'm liking it" yes you know yet…you should fucking HATE her.

Liking it? GET A GRAB GREY. I know I should. But this creature…her questions, her eyes, her smart mouth, her smile, her blushing, her lip biting, her laughing, her kiss, her touch, her body, her tits, her taste, her every fucking thing is so intoxicating. So fucking exotic. So Ana.

I can't let her get to me…this will end horrible. She should mean nothing to me! NOTHING!

SHE IS NOTHING…JUST A GIRL TO FUCK…THAT'S IT. STAY FOCUSED!

I need to…need to do this

For me

For dad

For Mi

" I need to run. Meeting" I say standing up, fixing my suit.

"Oh" she looks so disappointed. Fuck she pouting- isn't this one of the most adorable things I have seen. She stands up as well.

" Don't be disappointed sweetheart, I'll call you tonight." I say before I could actually noticed what the fuck I'm saying. I focus back at her and she's leaning in to my hand, which I have on her cheek, stocking her lightly. when the fuck did my hand get up here?

" I'll be waiting Adonis." She says lightly. Her hand is on top of my hand, her thumb stroking my knuckles.

I lean forward and kiss her forehead. Mmm she smells heavenly. When I look down at her, her eyes are tightly shut, and a smile present on her beautiful face. Its as if she is savouring my kiss, taking it all in, filling her self.

" Aren't you going to ask if I have your number?" I ask. We are standing very close, I slide my arms around her waist, my hands touching her silky back. She leans forward, towards my ear, her lips almost touching my ear lobe.

" I know you have it. I'm sure you have done all homework about me"

" Indeed sweetheart." I say chuckling. She leans farther, rising to her tip toes and gives me a wet, long, lingering kiss on my cheek

" Bye Handsome. Thanks for the date, it was lovely."

I smile to her.

" Oh and" she leans towards me again, " Sorry for not making you lucky…under the table today. Maybe next time."

" I will look forward to it." I whisper back.

She picks up all her stuff and walks towards the door. I follow her close behind. As soon as we step out, her two super annoying friends are standing in front. I walk towards my car, at which Taylor has my door opened for me to sit in.

"Christian!" I hear her say me name loudly, fuck…the way she says my name. It gets me high- it's like a drug. I never allow anyone to call me from my first name…but she is different. She makes it sound like music.

I turn back around towards Ana and she waves at me. I can see so much in her eyes- so much hope- so many expectations. I can see she wants me but…but I can also sense her fear.

Shouldn't she be scared Grey…you are only here to ruin her. If only this poor thing know.

I ignore my fucking mind. Than I smile and wave back. Fuck she is so innocent yet wild. I am so fucking hard for her.