EPOV:

"Go away Edward, I'm going to leave you alone. So you can be with..." She let out a sob."...So you can be with all the other girls in the world." She let out a sigh. "Just go away and leave me alone."

I felt myself go numb. She thought I didn't want her. I failed her.

BPOV:

I yelled at Edward to go away one week and 13 hours ago. It was still killing me. Who cared if he kissed some other girl? But that was the problem! I should care. I shouldn't be so willing to let go of it. But I was.

How scary was this getting?

Alice and Jasper had been having constant "coincidential" run ins. It was cute and...love-like. Which made it unbearable for me. They were made for each other. Two people unified together by fate.

Or God.

I still believed in God and that he had a plan for me (A/N no mean to offend those who don't believe in this or believe in some other being). I hoped it involved some Romeo because I refused to let this incident bring me down. It was, though, I can't deny that nor can anyone deny my attempt to force it off.

Lady Gaga runway thing, was the day after the next and Alice went shopping with Jasper after my constant insisting. Jasper promised me that after the incident from last week that Emmett had controlled himself and harmlessly pulled Edward out of the building.

Emmett left town a couple days ago with the promise to fly down here to kick Edward's ass anytime I wanted him to. I shrugged the promise off. Rose and him hit it off, and the relationship was politely continued through the phone.

They had become pretty heated around the apartment, I caught them in a major lip-lock everywhere I went.

I had to go shopping for my dress today. I didn't tell Alice considering that she would slip me in the thinnest, smallest fabric. I sighed as I slipped into the taxi with my iPod blaring:

And we don't mean to satisfy tonight
So get your eyes off my bride tonight
Cause I don't need to satisfy tonight

I paid the driver and signed him an autograph. He had seen the picture in the magazine and even had it with him when I was there. I picked out a black dress with random red, floral prints and some long tight black gloves(on profile). They were Gucci and expensive, but my picture was up on the window of the store! I had actually been promoting Gucci (A/n I wish I owned this fab fashion company but i only own this and Rob P. in my dreams!).

So this was free.

Bless Alice. I sighed happily with the bags as I made my way out. I felt like that girl from Confessions of a Shopaholic, where nothing matters but the amazing dress with you-

"HEY!" I gasped as the robber ran past me with the bag in his hand. GUCCI! I took after him. "Stop him! He stole me bag!"

A russet streak ran past me and to the man. If I ever felt bad for a person, it didn't compare to how it felt for the robber when the tall, dark man knocked him down. Ouch.

Oh, yeah it was Gucci! I ran to them and helped 'my hero' up. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I believe this is yours." He yanked the bag out of the idiot's hands.

"YES! Oh, thank you sooooo much!" I threw my arms around him. "Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!"

He laughed. "A pleasure. Perhaps you could repay me with-"

"Anything." I vowed glowing up at him. He was amazingly handsome. I smiled at his contagious laughter.

"A cup of coffee with me will do." He smiled. "There's a cafe this way." He gestured behind me.

"Awesome." I nodded. "Just one second." I turned to the robber who was being picked off the ground by two fat guards who were barely showing up. I gave him a kick in the...special area for men. Even my hero -his official nickname- moaned at the sight. "Stealing is bad!" I huffed at the robber. "Jerk."

I turned to my hero. "Shall we?"

"Yes," he laughed putting his humongous hand on the small of my back and guiding me to the cafe.

"My name is Jacob, from Seattle ma'm." He smiled. I cocked my head surprised.

"Seattle? I lived in a tiny town called, Forks, not too you heard of it?" I asked.

"Forks? Yeah my dad lives in the Quilette Reservation not too far from there. Me and him are close to the sheriff." He looked at me peculiarly, "You're not Bella are you?"

I nodder eagerly. "Yes! Your dad must be Billy."

"What a small world." He laughed. "Charlie never shuts up about you or Emmett. I never made it to meeting you two though. Wow we met in the opposite side of the country."

I laughed. "It is a small world."

The waiter came up and embarrasingly he had a picture of me in the bikini with him. "Hey could you sign this for me?" He asked eagerly.

"Sure." I murmured bright red. I didn't miss how Jacob's eyes went wide with the picture.

"Modeling?" He asked me incredulous.

"You wouldn't believe how it all started." I told him the story and the situation with Edward flowed effortlessly. I trusted Jake. He was sweet and considerate.

"I am so sorry. He has to be an idiot to have let you go just like that. Look at you!" He gestured to me. I raised an eyebrow.

"Jacob, he's incredibly handsome. And I'm plain ol' me!" I sighed. "I don't even have a date for the event with Lady Gaga."

"I would love to go." He smirked.

I blushed. "No I didn't mean it like that-" his face fell,"-well not that I wouldn't love for you to go but-" the arrogant smile was back "-ugh!" I sighed. "Stop distracting me."

"Fine, I'll need your adress though." He smiled. "Around 8 no?"

I sighed, "Sure sure." I wrote it on a napkin and programmed my cell number into his. We talked two hours straight before he realized he had to catch a meeting at his company.

"Bye hero." I smiled as I got up and grabbed my bags.

"Hero?" He asked confused.

"Hell yeah. This dress is Gucci." I smiled brightly. He laughed.

"Anytime damsel in distress." He smirked as I walked away with a bright red face.

I got home safe and sound. I was a bit paranoid and actually clutched the bag to my chest as I arrived.

The lobby dude thought I was crazy. Today was easy to get by with the thought of Jacob to distract me from Edward. But it was like having a deep cut and giving a stiff giggle from where someone made you laugh.

The pain is there but the will for it to end is fighting it.

I sighed as I hung up my dress. I couldn't wait for that day.

THAT Lady Gaga DAY!!!!!

EPOV:

I sighed shrugging off yet another model. I was at the event and waiting for Alice to show up. She refused to tell me if Bella was coming. Bella. I missed her so much. She refused to answer my calls. Emmett had dragged me out and threw me in the parking lot outside her apartment. I was frustrated and were it not that Alice sent a suit and threat to my apartment I wouldn't have bothered to come.

I wanted to be alone.

I sighed as the limo pulled up and Alice made way past the media. She was with Jasper of course. She answered some questions and nodded to me. That was my que.

"Sister." I nodded. She raised a delicate eyebrow.

"Brother."

"EDWARD?" "?!"

I ignored their questions and made way to find the room where everyone chatted and interacted before heading to the runway. I was already heading to the bar when Alice yanked on my coat.

"I doubt Bella would like to smell vodka on you."

"She's coming?!"

"Yeah..." She paused to exchange a weary look with Jasper. "But she met this guy...And they're coming together."

I felt myself flood with fury, "Who is he?" my voice was low, all the anger bubbling just beneath the surface.

"He caught this guy who stole her bag. And they turned out to be from the same town." Alice sighed. "Edward I'm sorry but they seem to have hit it off really good. He's more than just another guy to her."

"Are you saying I'm just another guy to her?" I asked the hurt clear.

"No! She was heartbroken. For you Edward." She huffed. "How can you be so willing to give up?" She stood on a near by chair and looked angerly down at me. "Grow some nerve EDWARD ANTHONY CULLEN! Get the girl! Be a man!" She hit me repeatedly the fan she carried as a part of her outift as she spoke. (I picture that short designer lady from The Incredibles here haha)

"Ow okay ow I got it Alice!" I winced away from her. She sighed and came down petitely. We turned to the door way as Bella walked in with that man.

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