Sorry for not updating but I've had some really important personal things going on recently, so I decided to put my own welfare before a website, it isn't just this story that has been having irregular updates, all of my stories have. The issues are in no way over so I'm not sure when the next update will be. I have not 'given up' though, I've just been finding it a bit harder to update.

ANYWAYS, thanks for the reviews

Getting better

Hollypaw managed to sneak back into camp without anyone noticing her, the sun was just starting to rise so she headed straight to the medicine den. Squirrelflight looked better than yesterday, but she didn't look healthy yet.

She was sleeping right now, but she didn't look peaceful. Her breaths were shallow and her chest heaved with every one she took. She was so intent on her mother that she didn't realise someone had joined her.

"She should be all right." Hollypaw turned her head to see Leafpool standing next to her, "I know she doesn't look amazing but one she wakes up and we can give her some juniper berries to help with her breathing she'll seem much better."

Hollypaw just nodded, she didnt' really care what herbs Squirrelflight was given, as long as she got better, because that was all that mattered. Hollypaw settled down next to squirrelflight, and her mind trailed back to Darkclaw.

Last night had been, magical. They had got close, so close and Hollypaw had felt so loved, she knew Darkclaw loved her and she knew she loved him as well, it had felt so right.

But it was wrong, it was horribly wrong, he was in Shadowclan! It shouldn't be happening, but it was, and she was happy it was. Everything was just so confusing. She was only an apprentice, Darkclaw was deputy. She didn't know if any other apprentice had even fallen in love, but here she was with the deputy of Shadowclan! Her head felt like it was going to explode.

She wanted to tell someone, she really did but she knew she couldn't. If she did tell someone she would be in a lot of trouble, it was wrong, what she and Darkclaw were doing. They would both be in trouble.

Why did clans have to get in the way of love though, because that was what it was, pure and simple, love. So why was it so wrong?

Hollypaw was pulled out of her confusing thoughts by Squirrelflight starting to move, Leafpool was by her side in an instant, giving her water and some berries, Hollypaw was guessing they were to help her with her breathing, like Leafpool was talking about earlier.

"Right, no sudden movements, big movements, are any movements really, no tiring yourself out-"

Squirrelflight interrupted Leafpool in a tired voice, "Practically just dont do anything."

"Pretty much." Leafpool agreed before walking out of the medicine den, probably to go and tell Bramblestar that Squirrelflight was awake.

"You look happy." Squirrelflight said as she studied Hollypaw's smiling face.

"Well yeah!" Hollypaw smiled, "I thought you might die, but you're going to get better, of course I'm happy!"

"Is that it?" Squirrelflight questioned.

"Yeah, of course, what else would there be." Hollyppaw answered quickly, Squirrelflight couldn't know, could she? Of course not. She had been in the medicine den all night.

Squirrelflight just nodded, she was sure there was something Hollypaw wasn't telling her, and she was going to find out what it was...

Soooo, please review thanks :) :P