Me: Ok before you all start just let me say I finished Allegiant recently, I've had a numb feeling all week. I just started the Shiver trilogy, well on the second book and I love it! But I don't have to take any of my exams so I got out for summer early so now I will get to update more often. I'm really sorry it has taken me so long to update. But I will take any ideas y'all give me!
Jace: It's about time!
Clary: Jace be nice.
Jace: Well it's true! I would like to know what happens in this story more often then like once every two or three weeks!
Me: Oh really you try writing fanfiction and updating every week while having other stuff to do!
Izzy, Olivia, and Damon: *Comes in with shopping bags*
Izzy: We're baaaaack!
Leo: No one cares.
Olivia: Since when did he become apart of the authors notes?
Travis: Since now.
Izzy: No one invited y'all!
Jace: *Rolls eyes* Ya and I'm the mean one.
Me: *Rolls eyes* Whatever. What's in the bag.
Olivia: We got us a game! *Pulls out Wii and the games*
Clary: You got Mario Kart! I love Mario Kart!
Me: Me too!
Jace: *Rolls eyes* Stupid mundane games.
Olivia: *Looks at Jace like he is crazy* Ya I could totally kick your ass at it.
Jace: *Scoffs* Please no one could beat the sexiest shadowhunter ever at something! Even something as foolish as a mundane game!
Izzy: Really?! Well then lets just put it to the test!
Jace: Your on!
Me: Ok, while those idiots are going to play Mario Kart, I'll put on the story so we don't see Jace cry when he loses. *Smirks*
Jace: Nooo they'll be the ones crying!
Me: Oh I don't know Jace.
Jace: *Scoffs* You really shouldn't doubt me as much as you do.
Travis: *Yells* Oh just get on with it!
Izzy: *Mutters under her breath* Asshat.
Izzy's Pov.
I guess you could say I was afraid. Partly because this is the man who is parabati with my father, I didn't want him to dislike me or think any less of me. The other part is because I keep thinking, this is to good to be true. Is all the evil gone from him? He is the one who helped feed us the magical angel blood. But that's kind of selfish of me to think considering he was under Valentine's control. If my point made any sense.
I'm also scared of how Olivia will react. She has never even met the man and is suppose to call him dad? I-
My thoughts are interrupted when the doorbell rang. I read Olivia's memory one last time.
All it said was Showtime.
Olivia's Pov.
I stood there still for a moment. Processing the doorbell ring once again. This is really happening. I'm going to meet the man I'm suppose to call dad. I hope he doesn't expect me to call him that right away. I need time, because I don't know him. If he wishes to stay around me then sometime in the future I will call him dad. But if he is not going to make an effort to stay around me, then I'm not going to get attached to him. That way in the end it wouldn't hurt.
"I'll get it" said Clary. I nodded and swallowed. I don't know why I'm so nervous. Maybe because once I know I meet him my life will change. I'll have another person in my life to care about. That should've been there for me when I was growing up. Not that I'm grown, but you get my point.
Clary's Pov.
I saw the look on her face. She was scared meeting her father. I guess I would be too in her situation. But that's not me. My dad, wait no father, Luke is my dad, was a crazy pycopath. I feel bad, because my dad is the one who caused this to them. Even if I didn't take part in it I feel bad.
My brother out there somewhere, waiting, to come and get me. What he doesn't know is Magnus found an antidode to cure the demon in him. Maybe then he would be normal, and actually try to be a brother to me. I guess when I first found out Jonathon was my brother I was shocked and kind of sick because he kissed me, and knew I was is sister. I guess my point is I just want him to relize that I want him to be my brother. Not anything more.
I open the door to Mallory and Jason. I can definatly see a resemblace between Olivia and her dad. The same eye color, well Olivia has a lighter brown, pitch black hair, skin tone, well he is a little darker, angular features, there noses look the same. But Olivia takes a lot after her mother too.
"Clary! Hi" Mallory says in a cheerful voice and brings me in for a hug. I hug back and greet her with a simple hello.
"This is Jason, Olivia's father, Jason this is Clary, Jocelyn's daughter" Mallory introduces us.
He looks at me and smiles "It's very nice to meet you"
"You too" I reply.
"Where's Olivia?" Mallory asked. Jason's eye's lite up in eagerness. He really wants to meet his daughter.
I smile and motion for them to come "Follow me"
Olivia's Pov.
I see them walk in. Jason. My dad. He looks a lot like me. Just like he looked in my dream.
"Hi" I manage to say.
He gives me a warm smile and says "Hello Olivia"
There's a silence after that, then Jason breaks it by saying "Why don't everyone introduce themselves?"
Izzy goes first saying "I'm Isabela Walker but call me Isabela and I will most likely break your arm. Call me Izzy. I'm a fangirl, Olivia is my sister, Alec and Jace are our two brothers, and Olivia is my soon to be parabatai
I hugged Izzy right after she said that.
Alec says "I'm Alec Lightwood. Brother to Jace, Isabelle, Olivia, and Izzy. Parabatai to Jace."
Jason's eyes widen at Mallory "You had children before me?"
Before she answered Alec did "Nope she didn't, but Olivia and Izzy are my sisters blood or not."
My heart warmed at that. Jason sighed in relief and I chuckled.
Jace says "I am Jace Lightwood. The sexiest shadowhunter alive! Also brother to Alec, Isabelle, Izzy, and Olivia. Oh and parabatai to Alec"
Jason chuckles and says "Arrogant much?"
Everyone laughed. I said "You get used to it after a while." Jace glared at me.
Isabelle said "I'm Isabelle Lightwood. Sister of these two idiots" She motioned to Alec and Jace, we all laughed except for them who glared "and Clary is my parabatai"
"Well you've already met me" said Clary. "But I'm Clary Fray Jace is my boyfriend, and Isabelle is my parabati."
Leo says "I'm Leo Halls. Parabatai to Travis, I have no siblings well Travis is but not by blood, ex-boyfriend to Olivia."
Jason's eyes widened at him "You dated my daughter" Leo nodded. "Watch yourself"
"I'll remember that, I already have to watch out for these three" Leo motioned to Jace, Alec, and Izzy.
Jason grinned at the three of them.
Travis said "I'm Travis Wells. As Leo said we are brothers not by blood and I have no other siblings, and I'm ex-boyfriend to Izzy" Jason nodded and told him to be careful around Izzy.
Damon said "I'm Damon Shields. Parabati to Gansey, I have a two sisters back in Texas both dead, and Izzy is now my girlfriend."
Izzy blushed at him. I didn't know he had two sisters. Now dead. I guess Izzy knows because she doesn't have the same look as everyone.
Finally Gansey said "I'm Gansey Andrews. I have a brother and sister back in Texas, my parabati is Damon, and boyfriend to Olivia"
Jason glared at Gansey while I scoffed and said "Ya right in your dreams"
"Worth a shot" he said.
Jason relaxed a little. Well I guess over protective dad is starting to come on and I barley even know the guy.
"Well now that I have introductions are done, can I have some time alone with my daughter?" Jason asked.
Soon after the room cleared out after that. Then it was just me and Jason. I sat down on the couch and Jason sat in a chair across from me. Silence. You could literally hear a pin drop in the room.
Jason finally said "You don't speak much do you"
I gave him a smile "Well not really, I'm kind of shy when I first meet people."
"Well you don't need to be shy around me"
I smiled.
"So those boys?" he asked.
I started blushing. "Leo, he is my ex. I'm not going to get back together with him. Gansey, well he is an ex too, but not the way you think."
"How so?"
I decided to tell him the story then what Izzy did after. He started laughing. Soon after I joined him.
"Well if you two do ever get back together tell me."
"Why?" I asked.
"What can't a dad have a little fun too?" We both started laughing again.
"What was it like?" I asked after the laughter had died down.
"What do you mean?"
"Waking up from out of Valentine's control to find out you have a 15 year old daughter you never met, because your girlfriend ran away from you to keep her and her baby safe."
He frowned "Horrible. I remembered a lot of things when I was under his control. Some things are just blank. I remember your mother telling me she was pregnant. I remember rubbing her stomach at nights before we fell asleep. I would talk to you. I remember there disappearance. Just like Valentine was looking for Jocelyn, Nathel and I where looking for Mallory and Julie. Once all the control was gone Nathel and I put the pieces together. We figured out we had children. We didn't know if you lived or died. If they had twins or not, we didn't even know the genders. We decided to split up. I went on one side of the country and he went on the other. I found your mom walking down the streets in New York. She hadn't changed much. I made her look into my eyes, that's when she knew all the control was gone. My eye color wa different. Then she told me I had a daughter. Believe me when I say I was shocked when she showed me pictures of you. My beautiful little girl grown up. I missed 15 years of your life. But I'm not missing the rest of your life. I'm going to be here for you through thick and thin no matter what, Olivia."
I didn't even notice I was crying till he was by my side wiping away my tears. I hugged him. My dad. I never thought this would happen, actually any of this happen.
I pulled away from the hug and wiped the rest of my tears. "What did mom tell you about me?" I asked.
He chuckled "Well she told me you had my stubbornness. You can sing, your a fangirl, your very flexible, you did gymnastics when you were little, you love animals, and that when you where little every Christmas you would pray to meet your dad one day. She watched you. She told me every time it killed her to see you do that, but it stopped when you were about 10."
"I actually never stopped" I said looking him in the eyes.
We hugged again and stayed like that for a while in silence. Then he started telling me stories about when he was little. I told him a little of my past. Never anything about school. I was a total freak in school. Izzy stuck with me though even when the popular kids invited her into their group, she declined.
"So you sing?" he asked.
"Well ya, but I sing better with Izzy. By myself just sounds weird." I replied.
"I'd like to hear you sing."
"Trust me you don't"
"Yes I do."
I finally gave in and sung the first tune that came to my head. Which was of course country music. She's Country by Jason Aldean. "Ok, ok, fine I'll sing."
And I start singing.
"Thick southern drawl
Sexy swing and walk
Brother she's all Country (shoot)
From her cowboy boots to her down home roots
She's country, from the songs she plays to the prayers she prays,
That's the way she was born and raised, she ain't afraid to stay, country
Nothin' but country"
He starts clapping "That was amazing! You do really good singing by yourself." Then he adds as an afterthought "I never thought my daughter would be a country girl" We started laughing.
"Well you got one!" I said.
After a while he went home. I surprised myself because by the end of the day I was calling him daddy.
Izzy's Pov.
While Olivia was with her dad I went to my room with Damon. We just sat there for a while and talked. Then we heard a faint knock at my door. "Come in" I yelled.
Gansey came in. "Hey Izzy can I talk to you for a second."
"Why?" Damon asked.
"I need a favor" he replied.
"And what would that be?" I asked.
Gansey sighed then said "I want you to help me get back together with Olivia."
I started laughing.
"What?" He looked at me like I was crazy.
"Oh you were serious" I said.
He gave me a "duh" look.
"And why would I help you do that?" I asked.
"Think about it Izzy. I was watching you two sing at the bar then that girl comes up and tries to flirt. I'm there trying to ignore her and watch Olivia. I take a sip of my drink then bam! I can't remember anything but that Olivia broke up with me because I "cheated" on her. I think that girl drugged me. I wouldn't do anything like that on purpose! I love her! Wait no I'm in love with her!" he finished out of breath.
I think about it for a second. Damon slowly gets off my bed and walks over to Gansey. He felt his forehead, looked in his eyes and said "Do you have a fever or something? Are you sick?"
"What the fuck dude!?" Gansey exclaimed.
"You've never loved a girl before. They've always been toys to you." Damon said looking at Gansey with wide eyes.
I couldn't believe that.
"Ya I get it I was a jackass back then! But this girl is different!" Gansey exclaimed. Damon has known Gansey longer then I have. I trust Damon.
"Gansey if you are for real about this and about truly loving Olivia" I sighed "Then I will help you."
Gansey sighed in relief. Then I walked toward him saying "BUT! If you hurt her again I will not hesitate to rip your eyeballs out and shove then down your throat! OR cut of your manhood and put it in the blender! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME!"
Gansey had fear in his eyes. He nodded rapidly and said "Yes I promise I wont hurt her!"
I smiled "Good, glad we're on the same page"
"Damn you can be scary at times" said Damon.
"Oh just wait until Olivia starts" I smirked at him.
Damon just groaned. Gansey grinned and said "Then I'll get a good laugh!" Damon glared at Gansey.
"So what's the plan?" Damon asked.
"I don't know. Izzy?" Gansey asked.
"Well the way you've been going at it is totally wrong. You can't hit on her and flirt like you've been doing. Olivia isn't one of your whores-"
Gansey cut me off by saying "I never thought of her that way!"
I put my hand up to silence him "I never said you did. But I'm just saying you can't go at it that way. First you need to get on her good side. Then I wouldn't try anything until she was ready. Tonight I'll ask her about her feelings for you. You can listen in. Then the rest is up to you.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much!" said Gansey and hugged me.
"HEY! Hands off my woman!" said Damon. Gansey put me down. I laughed at Damon as he put his arms around me protectivly. I lean my head in the crook of his neck and breathed in his scent.
Just then Olivia burst through the door talking so fast I could barley understand her "Izzy, Izzy, Izzy oh my gosh it was so amazing. I didn't think I would have so much in common with him. He wanted me to sing for him. He told me stories about when he was little. He asked me any question that came to mind. I told him a little about me and my past. I don't know why I was so nervous. And the best part is he told me he missed fifteen years of my life but he wasn't going to miss anymore and that he will always be here for me. And by the end of the day I was already calling him daddy!" she finished out of breath.
"Olivia that's amazing!" I exclaim.
"How did you understand a word she said?" ask Damon.
"Ya I only got like three words out of that" said Gansey.
"Well when we start fangirling or get really excited we start talking really fast so we learned to adapt to it" I explained.
"Wow" said Damon.
"Ok boys out, we have to girl talk" I said and winked at Gansey letting him know he could listen. Gansey nodded. They left and I shut the door. Not all the way I left a crack so he could listen.
Olivia started telling me about her dad and what happened. "I'm so happy you finally met your dad, I was afraid you might panic or something." I said.
She nodded "I felt like I was."
"You know what we need?" I asked.
"ICE CREAM!" we shout at the same time.
I went to get Olivia's favorite butter crunch ice cream with two spoons. Gansey followed me in the kitchen.
"Not to be rushy, but when are you going to ask her about me?" he asked.
"Once I get some ice cream in her, she shows more emotion when she has ate some." I said.
"Oh well I'm going back to listen outside your door" he said and backed away.
I rolled my eyes and went back up to my room. We started eating ice cream.
"Mmmm, butter crunch, my favorite!" she said between spoonfuls of icecream.
"Mmhmm" I nodded in agreement.
"So theres something I want to ask you" I said sitting up in the middle of the bed.
She leaned on the head of the bed. She took another spoon of ice cream and said "Ask away."
"How do you feel about Gansey?"
She looked at me startled and said "Why do you ask?"
"I'm curious"
"Well he is an idiot, that's one thing" she said and I laughed in agreement.
"I mean do you like him as a boyfriend?"
"Well, ok the truth is yes I do like him a lot, but he cheated Izzy. I'll get over him, sure it will take time but I will. I think after him I'm done with boys." she said.
"Why?" I ask.
"Because all it causes is heartbreak Izzy. I'm done with being hurt. I just want to be happy. That's all that happens in the relationships I'm in. They get their fun out of me and I get attached to them, then they dump me to find someone a million times better then me, then I could ever be. And that's all it will be to me in the end hurt."
"Olivia those guys that left you were idiots, they couldn't do better then you and if they can't see that then they just lost the most amazing thing of there life."
As if she didn't hear what I said she went on "And you know the worst part about it is? I know I'm not that pretty, I know I weigh more then I should, I know I go overboard on the fangirl stuff sometimes, but I try my best. But no I'm just a toy that boys want to play because they think I'm easy. But then they find out I'm not easy and go to the next best thing. Because I wasn't good enough" she's crying by the end.
I wipe away her tears and say "Olivia you are pretty very pretty, just because you don't have a tiny waist like me doesn't mean your over weight you are skinny just you have wider hips then others, and heck we both go overboard on the fangirl stuff. But if they can't accept you for who you are they aren't worth it. And there will be ups and downs but at least you can be in love and have heartbreak then never falling in love at all."
"Ok" she says. But I can tell she doesn't believe me.
"If Gansey asked you on a date would you go?" I asked.
"I don't know" was all she said.
We fell into silence.
Gansey's Pov.
Wow. That's all I can think. I didn't think she felt that way. I really need to talk to her. I heard someone comming from the door. I ran all the way to my room and thought about what Olivia said. She still likes me, but is afraid of love. I have to fine a way to convince her to go out with me. She doesn't think she is pretty. By the angel! How can she not see what I see.
I go to Izzy's door to see that it's shut. I guess Olivia left. I knocked.
"Yes" said Izzy as she opened the door.
"Why doesn't Olivia see what I see? She is so beautiful." I said.
Izzy sighed. "Because she looks at herself differently then everyone else. We used to get bullied a lot at school. Her more then me. People would call her a lot of stuff, push her around, look the point is our past isn't a walk in the park she doesn't think very high of herself."
"That's crazy" I said.
Izzy rolled her eyes "Well if you had been in her shoes you might understand a little more" then she closed the door on me.
I decided tomorrow I was going to talk to her, and I was going to find out more about her. Maybe get her to go out with me in the process.
Olivia's Pov.
*The next day*
I had just got out of training. My plan was to take a nice shower. I had on a pair of yoga pants and a bra top. I walked past the mirror. I noticed my stomach. It brought up memorys of how the school sluts with there little tiny waists always had to comment on mine. I was always the bigger taller one. That's what they attacked me most with.
"Hey" I heard someone softly say behind me. I knew who it was.
"What do you want?" I asked sounding harsher then I mean for it to sound.
"Why were you looking at yourself that way in the mirror?" he ask me.
I turn around to face Gansey. "Why is that your business?" I retorted.
"Because I care about you"
That shocked me.
Gansey's Pov.
I'm walking to my room after training. As I walk by I see Olivia's door cracked. I look inside to see her looking at hereself in the mirror. I think about what Izzy told me the night before. Olivia has her thinking face on. She was bullied because of how she looked. I don't see why, because to me she is beautiful. Without thinking I walked in.
"Hey" I said softly.
She didn't turn around "What do you want?" she asked in a harsh way.
I didn't know whether to push her or not, but I'm going to give it a try. "Why were you looking at yourself that way in the mirror?" I asked.
She turn around to face me "Why is that your business?"
Without thinking I said "Because I care about you"
She looked at me in shock. She finally said "No you don't care. Stop telling me lies."
"I'm not lying." I said.
"Yes you are."
"No I'm not."
"If you cared so much then why did you cheat? Huh?" she snapped.
"I didn't know I was cheating!"
"You know Gansey I've heard a lot of lies and excuses before, but that is the stupidest one yet!"
"Well it's the truth Olivia!"
"Get out of my room"
"I was drugged ok! I didn't know I cheated on you. And everyone has been giving me a hard time for that! How do you think I've felt these past few days? Huh Olivia? The whole world doesn't revolve around you!" I didn't even realize I started to yell until I was done and she had tears rolling down her face.
"Don't yell at me. I know the whole world doesn't revolve around me, you idiot. Maybe you should have told me you were drugged a little earlier instead of yelling at me about it!" she said in a low voice.
I didn't mean to make her cry. I walked up to her and wiped her tears away. "I'm sorry" I apologized.
She didn't say anything, but more tears rolled down her face. I put my hand on her cheek and she leaned into it with her eyes closed.
"Why were you looking at yourself that way?" I asked again softly.
"I was just thinking" she said without opening her eyes.
"About what?"
"Things" she replied.
"What kind of things?"
"Memories" she said.
"Bad ones?"
"Yes" a few more tears roll down her face.
She finally gave in and told me about how people bullied her, and some other things about her past.
"Olivia look at me" I said.
She looked up but not at me.
"Look at me, straight in the eyes." I demanded.
She just looked back down. I sighed and put my hands on her cheeks, and gently forced her to look at me.
"Those people who said those things to you are wrong. You are smart, funny, and beautiful. The people who bullied you could have been jealous of you, or they were just trying to make themselves feel better by being bullies." I comforted her.
"Thank you." she said.
"For what?" I ask.
"I don't know being here I guess."
I smiled "I'll always be here for you."
I left her room after a while with a smile on my face. After I took a shower and lay down I kept thinking about our conversation. She's not mad at me anymore.
My plan is to wait it out, till she is ready. Then I will make my move. I just got to make sure no one else does it before me.
Olivia's Pov.
I keep thinking about Gansey for some reason. He showed that caring side to me that he doesn't really show a lot. Oh crap I think the feelings just got powerful. I'm screwed. Then another thought hit me. I start shadowhunting school tomorrow.
Well shit.
Jace and Olivia: *Arguing*
Jace: I WON!
Olivia: No I did!
Jace: NO I DID!
Olivia: Look at the scoreboard jackass! I'm in first place and your in 4th!
Jace: *Swears under his breath*
Me: Well now that there done bickering about Mario Kart, what did y'all think?
Gansey: I loved it!
Isabelle: Scoffs ya because you got to cuddle with Olivia.
Clary: ISABELLE!
Olivia: *blushes*
Isabelle: Well it's the truth!
Izzy: I like the introduction part!
Damon: I like the part where I got to play the over protective boyfriend role.
Leo: What is this Dora?
*Everyone looks at him like he is crazy*
Leo: What? Everyone is saying what part they liked about this chapter. Like they do in Dora they say what they liked about that episode.
*Everyone busts out laughing*
Leo: What?
Olivia: *Says between laughter* You watch Dora!
Leo: WHAT! NO! When I was little I did!
*Everyone keeps laughing*
Me: Well thank you for reading-
*Leo throws pillows at everyone*
Me: HEY NO THROWING PILLOWS IN THE STUDIO!
Jace: You mean your bedroom.
Me: Same thing.
Jace: N-
Me: As I said before I was rudely interrupted thank you all who read and loves this story! Please keep reading and reviewing! Your reviews encourages me everyday to be a better writer! Also if any of you have any ideas for the story tell me! I will think about it! Until next time...