(A/N)

I've decided to make Wednesday my upload day, it gives me enough time to write a chapter and also a schedule to know that I have to stop procrastinating ad actually start writing.
I'd be glad if you told me what you think of this chapter, I'm not sure if I did the right thing there...
Until next Wednesday
Cheezy - out

Levi's POV (Warning: This chapter contains smut)

I impatiently looked at my phone once again. 4:58 PM. Two more minutes, brat.
I was leaning against my black pickup which I had parked right outside the music shop and was tapping away on my phone, looking busy even though I was just mashing my thumbs on the home screen while I waited for the little chime of the door to tell me that Eren had left. One could easily tell that I was nervous, I was swiping my home screen from left to right and back again, my eyes following the apps as they moved along.

I didn't even know what I was going to do when Eren would actually come with me. Not that I would leave him much of a choice. The desire I had felt when I had seen him earlier today had been unbearable and only then did I realize how much I wanted to have my hands all over that boy. I still haven't made up my mind if I liked him or hated him but I clearly didn't like the direction this was taking. Erwin had been right, I had acquired quite a liking of the boy and whether I'd like it or not, I have to accept that fact.

The quiet chime of the doorbell made my head shoot up just in time to see Eren leave the shop, his backpack over one shoulder and an energy drink in his hand. As soon as he noticed me, his eyes went wide and he quickly turned away. His feet were moving quickly but he didn't run. He didn't want to make it seem like he wanted to run away while he clearly wanted to, no doubt about it.

„Where the fuck do you think you're going?" I exclaimed, sounding as unfriendly as ever and took a step forward just in time to grab him by his wrist.

„Careful, don't spill my drink!" He warned me and balanced the can in his hand carefully, trying his best not to spill it when I tried to pull him towards me.

„I said I'd pick you up so you're gonna come with me!" I ordered and gave his arm another tug since he didn't seem to move anytime soon.

„But my mommy told me not to get into a stranger's car." He made his best attempt at a little boy's voice and gave me a sassy look.

„I have candy and little bunnies at home. They'd be so upset if you didn't come visit them." I internally rolled my eyes over the fact that I actually played along.

„You have bunnies?" His voice got higher with every word he said. I could almost picture Eren as a little boy in front of me who gets excited over baby bunnies.

„Yes and if you don't move your perfect little ass into the stupid car this instant", I leaned forward, my lips brushing against his ear, „I'm going to slaughter them all."

„Now you're just blackmailing me", Eren grunted, his voice back to normal.

„Do I seem like that kind of an asshole to you that I would kill innocent bunnies? Now get in the car already." I nodded my head towards the door I was leaning against.

„Give me one good reason why I should." He freed his wrist from my grip to cross his arms in front of his chest, covering up the skull wearing a flower crown that was printed on his shirt.

I sighed and looked up at him, my eyes locking with his. „Please?"

„Is that your reason? Please?"

„Eren!"

„Levi."

„You know I'm not giving you a choice here, right?"

„You know I could just walk away, right?"

„Tch, I wouldn't let you."

„Hah, watch me!" Eren wanted to make a step but before he even raised his foot off the ground, I had him pushed up against the door I was leaning against only seconds ago. He was standing on the road while I was still on the sidewalk so I didn't have to make a fool out of myself by standing on my tippy toes to come face to face with him.

„I can see that you want me." Our faces were only a few inches apart and I could hear his breath quickening.
„W-what makes you think that?" He laughed awkwardly while the color of his face turned into a deep crimson.

„Have you even been paying attention to how you're acting when you're around me?" I asked him, my voice low and husky. „How you're staring at me when you think I'm distracted, how you then subconsciously lick your lips and widen your eyes."

„I don't do that!" The blush from his face moved all the way up to his ears.

„So you're accusing me of hallucinating?" I hissed and moved my face even closer to his.

„N-no but-" He started to argue but I cut him off by placing my finger on his lips.

„Prove me wrong and you're free to leave."

„Can we please talk this out somewhere else?"

„Sure but therefore you'd need to place your fucking ass inside my car!"
I heard him hastily fumble with the handle until the door popped open. Satisfied with what I had achieved I stepped away from him and let him open the door completely to sit himself down in the passenger's seat.

„I hate you." He grunted when I plopped down on the driver's seat next to him.

„Believe me, I hate you too." I muttered and turned the key which I had left inside the ignition.

„Then why-"

„You know exactly why. Don't tell me you didn't struggle with the same problem I did because the circles under your eyes tell me otherwise."
He sighed in defeat and I pushed my foot down on the gas pedal.

„Why would you think I was loosing sleep over you?" He asked and bit down on his bottom lip.

„Were you?" I asked back and couldn't help but copy him, my teeth scratching along the metal of the safety pin.
He didn't respond but stared down at his lap instead.

„I'll take this as a yes." I huffed and fixated my eyes on the road.
We drove in silence for about two minutes, not even the stereo made a sound, when suddenly something inside of him seemed to snap.

„Yes, okay, I was loosing sleep over you! Because I can't wrap my head around the fact that for some fucked up reason I started liking you! I hate you so much, we're as different as day and night, and I bet my ass that you also know that! We're like magnets, forcefully drawn to each other and it pisses me off so much! This is pure torture but I seem to love it, this is some masochistic crap!"

My grip around the steering wheel tightened to the point that my knuckles turned white and my entire body stiffened up. So I wasn't the only one who was loosing his mind over this. It made me aggressive to the point I almost broke my guitar yesterday because I need to let them out, all of these emotions inside of me that I had never intended to have yet they appeared out of the blue and were begging to be felt. And all of this just because this stupid boy drives me insane with his mere existence.

„Aren't you going to say anything to this?" His anger was obvious by the way he clenched his fists in his lap and gritted his teeth as he spoke.

„No." I growled and pulled the car around a corner.

„Why?"

„Because I don't want to."

„Why?"

„Shut up, okay?! Just shut up!" I shouted way louder than I had intended and kicked my foot violently down on the break so the car came to an abrupt halt in front of my apartment which had us both fall forward into the tight grip of our seatbelts.

Our breathing was the only sound breaking the silence as we both slowly turned our heads to face each other; and then once again our lips crashed together.
It was like a déjà vu yet without the music and the strobing lights. At this point I didn't even care anymore about everything I had told myself. How I would never even put a finger on his skin anymore, how I would never let my desire for him control my actions again or how I would never, never ever, repeat anything from Friday night. But screw that shit, I wanted that boy and there was no denying it.

I heard Eren's seatbelt unbuckle and the metal piece clank against the door when he lifted himself out of his seat and climbed across the center console. It was hard to keep our lips connected but once he sat down on my lap facing me, we were close to inseparable. My fingers were brushing through his soft hair while his hands rested on my chest, gently pushing me into the leather of my seat. A quiet moan escaped his mouth when I let my tongue brush against his bottom lip, only to be drowned by me closing the small gap that had opened between us, having our tongues collide and fight for dominance. A fight that was way too easy to win.

„Well, someone's impatient", I breathed out when he slid his hands under my shirt and up my chest, the warmth of his fingers burning on my cold skin.

„It may seem like it but I'm not too eager to let this happen in the car", he whispered and let out a displeased groan when I moved my lips away from his to brush them along his jawline.

„I'd gladly move this to my bedroom but there's a horny brat on my lap, making it hard for me to do so." I muttered, caught his earlobe between my teeth and gave it a small tug, earning another groan from him.

I head his hand slide up and down on the door, searching for the handle. Once he found it, the door popped open and he wiggled around on my lap as he tried to get up. I hadn't expected his sudden movement so he totally caught me off guard when he accidentally ground his hips down on my crotch. I inhaled sharply and bit back a moan at the pressure on my growing erection and quickly pushed him to the side before I'd get any more pleasure out of that, making him almost fall down the step between the car and the sidewalk.

I followed him quickly, forcefully ripping my keys out of the ignition and kicking the car door shut behind me before I grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him after me, inside the house and up the stairs to my apartment.

„Before we go any further", I huffed and pushed the key into the lock on my door, „tell me that this is what you want. I already made a disaster out of your first time so tell me that this right now is alright with you."

„It is alright with me." He assured me and I looked up at him, searching his face for any hint of the slightest doubt. „And you didn't make a disaster out of my-"
The door opened and I pressed my hand on his mouth to silence him, pushed him inside my living room and against the wall next to the door.

„We'll talk that out later," I hissed and he nodded quickly in response. „Because right now I don't think either of us could concentrate on a conversation."
While I spoke, I used my other hand to cup his crotch and give it a slight squeeze, earning a muffled moan and another nod from him.

„Good." My hand dropped down from his lips and grabbed his collar, pulling him towards me and into an openmouthed and lust filled kiss.

We slowly made our way towards my bedroom and by the time we got there, he was already half naked. His weird hipster shirt was now decorating the backrest of my couch, he looked a lot better without it anyway. As much as I tried to hate him, I had to admit that he was extremely hot and the way he looked up at me once I had pushed him down on my bed on his back, filled me with the desire to touch him. I didn't even feel like denying it anymore. I liked the kid, whether I wanted or not.

He wanted to get back up but I held my hand up to tell him not to. I wanted to see the hunger in his eyes, the lust and desire that I had seen only a tiny spark of so far. I wanted to make him want me more than he already did. I wanted him to lust after me the same way I did.

I slowly lifted my shirt over my head and tossed it aside, observing his reaction. His eyes widened and his tongue flicked across his lips as he stared at my bare chest. I suppressed a smirk when I saw him shift around impatiently on the bed, the bulge in his pants seeming to grow with every second that passed.
I went to unbuckle my belt but my hands stopped mid-action when I saw Eren stare at my crotch with such a desire that I couldn't help but smirk only the tiniest bit. I wiggled my finger, motioning him to come to me and he didn't hesitate to get up and making it my turn to be pushed up against the wall. My back hit the huge mirror that decorated the wall opposite to my bed when he kissed me almost violently and I could taste the lust on his tongue. I had decided to let him have those minutes of dominance, let him win the battle our tongues fought and let him show me what he's got. His lips trailed down my neck and my chest, hesitating when they hovered over my tattoo. He eyed it with curiosity while he let his hands slide down my abs and towards my belt, fiddling it open. For being so inexperienced, this kid sure knew how to seduce me. And that was nothing to be done easily.

With a swift motion, the buttons on my jeans popped open, having them slide down my hips and I slowly realized what he was up to. That boy's got some guts. An amused look crossed my stern face as he sunk to his knees in front of me and gazed up to meet my eyes as if to ask for permission. I nodded slowly; Permission granted.

He wasted no time, pulled the rim of my boxers down and I sighed with relief when my throbbing erection sprung free. Eren's gaze lingered on my hard cock and I could tell that he was scared. I placed my hand under his chin and tilted it up, making him look at me once again.

„Think of it as a lollipop. You hold it", I guided one of his hands that were still holding on to my boxers to wrap around the base of my erection, „and you suck it."

I let go of his chin and leant back to meet the mirror behind me, watching him as he slowly lowered his head and wrapped his lips around the head. I let out a deep breath, the warmth of his mouth was a bliss and the way he flicked his tongue across my swollen tip had me biting back my moans. I'm not the type of guy who groans and moans and yelps and whines. But once you get me to make a sound, you know you're doing well.

„Fuck", I hissed through my gritted teeth when he slid his lips further down and back up again, syncing the movement with his hand on the base.
I buried one hand in his brown hair and held onto the doorframe next to me with the other. My knees wanted to give in but I refused to show any weakness, pressing myself against the cold glass of the mirror to keep myself upright. If I hadn't known better, I would have said that he's a fucking porn star, the way he hollowed his cheeks and pressed his tongue up against the pulsing veins sent mind numbing feelings down my cock which then turned into a tight knot in my guts.

„Eren", I panted his name which had him look up at me with his sexy green-blue eyes that were filled with carnal desire. „Oh fuck, stop!"
He let my erection slide out of his mouth with a silent ‚pop', a thin string of saliva connecting it with his swollen red lips.

„You're going to make me cum before I'm done with you", I breathed out and ran my hand though my hair. „Get up."

He followed my order and got back up, a certain hint of pink on his cheeks and a proud grin on his face which he tried to suppress but obviously didn't work out.

„Tch, don't flatter yourself because you give good blowjobs", I grunted and pointed towards the bed. „On your hands and knees if I may ask. And get rid of those annoying pants."

„Your request is my command", he giggled quietly and crawled back onto the bed. It's not like I wanted to play master and order him around, I just felt like that if he wasn't given proper commands he wouldn't know what to do next. At least that's the impression I had had on Friday night and considering he had been a virgin up to then, it made quite a lot of sense.

I stepped out of my jeans and boxers that had by now slid down to my ankles and made my way to one of the white nightstands, pulled open the drawer and took out the last condom I found and a bottle of lube.

„Other way around, brat", I scoffed when I looked over to Eren who lay completely naked on his stomach, his head supported by his hands as he watched me.

„What do you mean, other way around?" He asked but I knew that he understood very well what I meant.

„Tch, you know exactly what I mean, you're killing my boner with this fake idiocy. I may have spared you from the mirror the last time, but this time I won't." I rolled my eyes and knelt down on the mattress, right next to him. „Come on, don't be such a wimp. If you don't like it, just close your eyes."

„I'm going to look horrible, that will be such a turn off", he complained but shuffled up onto his knees and turned around. When he sat down on his knees with his back upright, I sat behind him and placed my hands on his shoulders.

„Who said you'd have to stare at yourself? I didn't put up the bloody mirror to watch myself while I fuck someone." I whispered seductively and let my hands slide down his back, stopping when I reached his hips and rested them there. „Since we were in way too much of a fucking hurry last time, let's take it slow and make up for your wasted first time, shall we?"

„Are you serious?" Eren asked and turned his head to the side but not enough to look at me.

„Would you rather have me use you up, fuck your ass and throw you out again?" I asked back, my voice still low and husky but I couldn't hide the pissed off tone in it. I was still feeling guilty for stealing his virginity even though I had already apologized and tried to make up for it by giving a damn. I wasn't exactly trying to be nice, I just wanted to get rid of this guilt gnawing on my conscience.

„No…"

„Then stop questioning my actions!" I hissed and dug my nails into his soft skin. „Now get your ass up already."
He followed the order without hesitation, dropped forward on his hands and lifted his ass up, giving me a perfect view of his behind.

„Tell me if I hurt you." I pressed the words out reluctantly. I don't think I've ever said that sentence before. To anyone. Even if I had given in and accepted that I acquired a liking of this brat, why to him out of all people?

I opened the bottle of lube I had set down next to me and squirted a fair amount on my fingers. Eren's anticipation was hard to miss. When I looked up into the mirror, I saw him staring at me, chewing on his bottom lip and clutching the sheets with his hands. My slick index finger found its way to his entrance, making him twitch when I slid my finger over it, covering it in lube before I slowly pushed it inside. Almost immediately did I hear a hiss coming from him. After all, he was still new to this and considering the fact that he was slightly drunk the last time, he'd need some time to adjust.

I caressed his lower back, motioning him to relax, and carefully pushed deeper inside just to pull back right away. I repeated that a few times until his hissing turned into soft moans. A second finger soon followed and I could feel him tense up but after I gave him some time to get used to it again, he even pushed back on my fingers to get more pleasure out of them. When I then added the third finger, he was squirming and moaning like he'd win a price for it. I widened his tight muscle and stretched my fingers apart until I was sure he was prepared enough.

„Don't spoil the fun by coming already", I murmured when I saw the look on his face in the mirror. His eyes were wide and his mouth open, his hair falling into his face and his hands clenching on the thin fabric of the sheets.
I stilled my fingers inside of him but didn't pull them out yet. Eren was still breathing heavily when I tore the package of the condom open with my teeth before finally pulling my fingers out of him, earning a long sigh and a pleading look at me through the mirror. With a practiced movement of my hands the condom was rolled down my aching erection that was begging to be touched again after ignoring it for so long.

„Now that you're completely sober this time, this is going to hurt like a son of a bitch." I took a deep breath and spread more lube all around my dick. „Don't tense up, it will be worse if you do."

„I… I'll be fine." Eren's voice was trembling and he closed his eyes as if he wouldn't feel so much pain if he didn't look. He probably didn't want to risk seeing himself in the mirror either.

I took his reaction as a permission to proceed and steadied myself behind him, letting the head of my cock slip between his asscheeks when I grabbed him by the hips with one hand, the other hand guiding my erection towards his entrance. As soon as I pushed only the head inside of him, he let out a loud „Ahh shit!" and threw his head back. Whether it was pain or pleasure on his face, I couldn't tell. I was too busy trying not to let out a deep groan when I carefully pushed deeper.
His tightness had my mind spinning already and it needed an enormous effort not to pound into him and sent him into oblivion.

„Just… just fuck me already, will ya?" He managed to say between heavy breaths and pained moans.

„Is that what you want?" I hissed and my grip on his hips tightened to keep me from slamming him all the way down on my cock.

All he did was nod, his eyes fixated on the mirror, staring at my image. I leaned forward, my lips brushing against his shoulder blades, my gaze meeting his through the mirror.

„So that is", I murmured seductively and slammed myself all the way inside him, a loud cry falling from his lips, „What you desire?"
Our gazes remained locked, staring at each other with animalistic hunger.

„Look at us, Eren", I continued with a slow and steady voice even though my mind was yelling with lust, pulled back and thrusted deeply into him again, our thighs smacking together. His face distorted with pain but the glimmer of pleasure in his eyes remained. „So alike yet so different."

His head dropped down, only for a second, before he looked up again and licked his lips. „Let's fuck until we're equal."