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Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
...
I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
...
Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe...maybe
...
And it's draining all of me
they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see
I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing
You cut me open..
And I keep bleeding love
Bleeding love - Leona lewis
...
I hate it,
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
One of these days, maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me.
I hate how much I love you
Rihanna ft ne-yo - i hate that i love you
"Yes?"
"Tsukiyomi-san, This is Hiroto ren from the police, we got a call from someone about a accident, a girl was hit by a truck...the girl at the moment is taken to the ICU department-"
"The hell? look i dont care, this has nothing to do with me if i want to hear news i'll watch tv or listen to the radio but-"
"Tsukiyomi-san the girl that got hit is your daugther.." 'What...?'
"WHAT? ! DON'T FUCK WITH ME! If i find out you're a damn kid making prank calls as a police i swear i'll hunt you down!"
"I-ikuto..!"
Normal POV
'Fuck fuck fuck! The hell? turn green already!' Frustrated and worried sick Ikuto rushed to the hospital but was stuck in the traffic. Not being able to wait any longer Ikuto parked in a free spot next to him not caring if he got a fine for not paying. Ikuto dashed to the hospital as fast as his legs could take him not even bothering to take the elevator when he got there. Forgetting to ask in which room she was though Ikuto cursed and ran back down and up again after getting the information he needed. Ikuto rushed in Amu's room
"AMU!" But she wasn't there, Sitting on Amu's bed was his mother, silently sobbing. Seeing him Souko rushed in his arms
"Ikuto! A-amu is-"
"Shhhh..She'll be alright." Even though Ikuto said that he himself had no idea..i mean he didn't even know what kind of injuries the poor kid had.
The doctor walked in startling both of them
"Where's my kid? !" The doctor looked apologetically at them and looked them in the eye
"The impact wasn't that serious and she only has a few scrapes and cuts but the problem is that she broke one of her ribs..it broke inwardly and damaged her lungs causing blood to get in her lung. We were able to operate her and support the bone as well as closing the wound preventing the blood from getting in and she'd be fine after a few weeks after her bone is healed but Amu lost too much blood...we didn't have enough blood of her type to begin with and there is another patient in need of it so i divided it but since it originally wasn't enough of course it wasn't that much of a help..Amu is moved to another room and if you wish you may visit her but she is still under narcosis...My sincere apologies sir but i without that blood she won't make it..." Ikuto's blood boiled with anger and he grabbed the man by his collar pushing him against the door
"Don't you dare fuck with me old man! you're a doctor right? ! The best of the city i heard so don't you dare tell me bullshit! This isn't the only hospital around so call your buddies and ask around!" Understanding Ikuto's feelings the Doctor stayed calm
"I already tried but they are out of blood too..seems that the blood bank has a shortage and problems too..She'll be able to live on for maximal 5 hours i think but since by then we still won't have the blood it's pretty much useless to keep her alive-"
"You're a fucking doctor yet you say such things? ! Don't you dare kill her off! What about donors! there has to be someone!"
"Ikuto stop it!" Souko yelled yanking her son away from the somewhat terrified old man, Ikuto grunted and glared at the man who just fastened his tie
"Tsukiyomi-san, i understand you're feelings but i already tried and did everything i could to save her but very well if you insist i'll keep her alive and see if i can find a donor..."
"You beter..."
"Ikuto stop..." Souko hugged her son as the doctor left them "You said so yourself..she'll be alright."
"This isn't a damn drama how can they be out of blood? !" Souko sighed and just hugged him tighter
"She'll be fine oke..it's Amu we're talking about she won't give up without a fight."
After getting Ikuto calmed down [which took her almost an hour] They headed towards where Amu was and silently got in closing the door without making any sound. There she was...lying in a bed, her face looked angelical as she slept with a peaceful look on her face. But what destroyed the picture was the oxygen mask covering her mouth and nose and different kinds of needles attached to strings stuck all over her arms. Next to her was also a bag of blood but it was nearly finished too...she had big purple bags under her eyes and her skin was covered with cuts and scratches...some parts of her arms didn't even have skin..A tear fell down Ikuto cheek as he walked over to her and caressed her cheek.
"Hey..that's not how a princess is supposed to look like idiot..." Souko not being able to handle it anymore rushed out of the room crying, Ikuto frowned as he slowly and carefully leaned in kissing her forehead, as he was about to leave her The doctor came in blocking his way "Doc! anything?" Ikuto's face was filled with hope and expectation it made the doctor feel guilty to give him bad news
"I'm really sorry sir but i didn't find any donor...and the amount of blood i'm able to get from the blood bank is not enough either..." Ikuto gritted his teeth and punched the wall as tears slowly went down his cheeks. Thinking it'd be better to leave him alone the doctor gave one more look at the poor girl in the bed and at her devastated father wishing he could save the girl and left heavy hearted
"D..D-dad..dy..?" A weak voice whispered. Ikuto eyes shot open and he turned around finding his daughter awake looking at him, he rushed over to her and sat beside her carressing her cheek
"Sshhhhh...Don't talk oke? save your strength princess.." He smiled wiping away his tears, what alarmed him though was the sad look on her face as she held his hand against her cheek
"I-i'm not gonna make it huh..?" Ikuto's eyes widen at the sudden question
"H-huh...?"
"Am i going to die daddy?" the girl whispered, her voice cracking. Frozen Ikuto just sat there staring into her eyes which begged him to save her...he was speechless "Am i going to die?...daddy am i going to die?"
"A-am i going to die..?..coco-ba-chan am i?" Ikuto turned to the door finding his mother leaning against it covering her mouth as her tears uncontrollably streamed down her face. She slowly walked over to her granddaughter and caressed her cheek as she shook her head trying to smile
"Y-you'll be f-fine dear..I promise.." A tear slowly went down Amu's cheek as she turned to her dad who sat on her other side -Souko left, Ikuto right-
"She not lying right? grangran never lies...right daddy?" Still frozen the only thing Ikuto did was nod..another tear fell down Amu's cheek "I'm mad at you daddy..."
"H-huh? Why..?"
"Y-you're lying...Why are you lying? i heard him...h-he couldn't find a d-donor! I'm not gonna make it huh? I'm gonna die right? Right? !" At this point Amu sat up but immediately fell back in her bed clutching her chest as she cried "Am i going to die..! Am i? tell me! daddy tell me...Daddy...!" Souko fell to her knees and held Amu's hand while Ikuto just sat there still shocked by her question...only thing that moved by him were the his tears escaping from his eyes..then he chuckled and ruffled her hair
"You'll be fine princes..you don't even fully understand the meaning of dying.." Amu sniffed holding her dads hand only tighter
"I-i don't...but i do know i'm not gonna be living with you anymore! I won't ever see you again! i'll be separated from you! I don't want to leave you! i don't want to be separated from you! I-i love you daddy! i love you grangran! I don't want to die daddy please? daddy tell the doctor i don't want to die!" Ikuto couldn't take it anymore and he broke down crying hugging his daughter who was crying too...Souko got up hugging her son and granddaughter...
What they didn't know though was that someone was watching them from the window...and was silently crying too watching the scene.
[A/N..ok...have no idea if something like that is even possible, what happened to amu i mean. Her broken rib piercing tru her lung and then the doctors being able to repair it and such and prolly also not that they are out of blood and can get it nowhere but this is a friggin story so its possibleXPP and lol repair o0 and who do you think saw them? ;D..even tho you'll find out later on;P]
Ikuto and Souko were both sent home after 2 hours even though both insisted they would stay...in the end though they did went home since there were no available rooms they could stay in and Amu was also to be left alone for the time being and rest..It wasn't good for her to use up her strength if she wanted a chance to live even though the chance was very small. Both couldn't fall asleep though and ended up crying themselves to sleep...Both not in their own room though...Souko fell asleep on Amu's bed while Ikuto fell asleep on the couch.
Next morning - 06:30
The phone rang waking up the tired father who fell off the couch
"Tsukiyomi-san! you're daughter! She-" Not wanting to hear any of it Ikuto slammed the phone shut and rushed to the hospital not bothering to wake up his mom and bring her with him..in fact the thought didn't even cross his mind since the only thing he thought about was his daughter.
When Ikuto arrived at the hospital he rushed to Amu's room only to find someone he least expected talking to the Doctor. Hearing the door open both turned to the door
"Ah! Tsukiyomi-san! I have great news for you! This beautiful young lady offered to be Amu's donor! and even though she did give quite a lot of her blood to your daughter both will be just fine!" The Doctor smiled happy to be able to save the child. Ikuto just nodded and kept staring at Amu's donor, sensing the awkward atmosphere the doctor left them saying he had other patients who needed him, both not paying attention though and just kept looking into each others eyes. And who else would it be other than our favorite teen star Hinamori Amu? Being the first to snap out of their trance Amu remembered they weren't exactly friends and immediately looked away grabbing her purse and stood up looking somewhat hurt.
"I-i'm sorry i just..i heard about Amu and i couldn't help myself, next thing i knew it i was standing infront of her room while Souko-san and you were there...I-i didn't mean to eavesdrop or anything and i just felt so sorry for all three of you...then i discovered that Amu and i have the same blood type so even though just a little i wanted to be of help..B-but it's fine now! The Doctor said she'll be fine in less than a month a-and she can begin school again afterwards so i-i'm happy she'll be fine..s-so i-i won't bother you any further and i'll leave you alone now..don't worry this is the last time you'll ever s-see me so bye..!" Without another word Amu made an attempt to rush out of the room not being able to take the awkwardness anymore, Ikuto sighed at her action and just when she was out of the room Ikuto grabbed her arm and held her against him leaning his forehead against hers confusing the girl more
"C'mere..." Amu's eyes widen at the sudden action
"I-iku..to?" Ikuto pulled her into his chest and hugged her
"I'm sorry...i'm sorry for being such a ass to you, you're right, i'm just assuming things even though i don't know what really is truth so i don't have the right to tell you shit..I'm sorry Amu...I didn't mean to snap at you..i didn't mean to get angry..i didn't mean to hurt you Amu..in any way. I'm sorry for everything..." Ikuto stared into her honey-golden eyes showing her his sincereness through his eyes, Amu on the other hand didn't know how to respond..She already promised herself she would let go..but how could she when he wasn't planning on letting her slip away? She hated it...she hated that he could make hell out of her life and be the devil king he is ruling it and then with a simple sorry she would forgive him in an instant, she hated the control he had over her, she hated how he could get away with anything, she hated how he'd get her hopes up and in the end he'd just crush them but would always find a way to bring them up again, she hated that he knew exactly what to do whenever she was angry with him, that he could turn her frown upside down anytime, she hated that he didn't even know the effect he was having on her, how blind he was about her feelings...she hated the fact that despite everything he did to her, despite how many times he hurt her and made her cry..she hated that despite all that she still loved him..she'd still get her hopes up knowing they'd probably get crushed again...she hated that she wouldn't listen to her mind instead she'd follow her heart. Really confused Amu pushed him away and avoided eye contact 'Why are you doing this?...why do you keep messing with me?'
"I-its fine...i-i shouldn't have bitten back either..I-it's oke i forgive you so just forget about it oke-"
"Geez what's with you? So rude, not even letting me finish~" Ikuto pouted.
Oke...Amu was totally confused now 'First angry and now all sweet? I seriously don't get this guy...' "I'm sorry.." Ikuto smiled kissing her cheek which took Amu by surprised, her eyes widen as her cheeks darkened
"Thanks...thanks for saving Amu's life, i'm glad i didn't lose her..that goes for both of you. I owe you big time," 'B-both?' getting back to reality Amu looked away trying to force her blush down telling herself it was just a mere kiss out of thankfulness..nothing more
"B-both?" Ikuto chuckled
"I already lost you once and i'm not planning on letting you go for a second time, i couldn't do anything about you leaving that time but i can now so whatever you say i ain't planning on letting you go Amu. You were my best friend and still are. You're important to me you know that right?" Ikuto held her chin in between his thumb and index finger forcing her to look in his eyes, a tear slid down her cheek as she hugged Ikuto
"Ikuto...I missed you so much!" Ikuto smiled as he held her in his arms
"Missed you too."
Amu was happy...happy she had her friend back but she was also scared...scared she'd end up hurt again. 'Ikuto...don't shatter what's left of my heart, please?...without a heart it's impossible for a living thing to live...so even if you do? give it back...so that at least it can heal and i can live on...'
Both were too caught up in hugging though they didn't notice the figure that was silently glaring at them.
THEY FINALLY MADE UP!;D hoped u liked the chappy! and yes poor Amu got in a accidentD; and aw! only one guessXP seriously if i ask something i really do expect an answer;P anyways share n review! Again..sorry it was short didn't have much time and actually planned on updating sunday but yea change of plans