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I knew I shouldn't have gone to the "battle" I knew something like this was going to happen. It always does. I would leave again, but last time I left it didn't go so well. I ran and ran wanting be like a turtle and hide in my shell. Of course I'm not a turtle.

I thought to myself, they are just gona find me. And I was right because not even a minute passed and they all swarmed me like a bunch of bees.

"Bena why didn't you tell us?" Esme asked sympathy heavy in her voice.

"I can't believe, I didn't see these," Alice repeating adding in a few, "OMG, I'm so sorry. We will always be there for you,"

"I put up my shield to block Jane's attacks but I could stop Aro's words," Bella explained

"I wouldn't die on you, promise," Seth told me. Nessie tried to transfer happy memories to me. My mom was there too telling me she had no idea I was holding this all in and that I should have told someone. Rosalie even said sorry. Emmett said sorry too, not liking the tension. Jasper tried to release my tension. Edward was the quiet one not saying anything. I zoned everyone out not responding to their words. Then when I saw all their mouths stop moving, that when I spoke.

"I'm okay," I simply said, "You don't have to be sorry; it's not your fault. Its mines remember," everyone shocked at my respond. I didn't cry and if I could I probably wouldn't.

"Bena Elizabeth," my mother called, "it wasn't your fault,"

"You don't get to play mother. Not after you left me again I might add." I snapped at her. I was waiting for Edward's glare it never came he seemed lost in his own world. I looked away. Not wanting to see the pain my mother would bare after my hated words.

"Nessie, I'm happy your safe," I told her patting her hand, I left again. I wanted to go the house, to my room.

"Running away again," my mother called as I was leaving.

I stopped not looking back "Well you should know; I learned it from you," then I was gone in the dust. I don't like being mean to her, I love my mother. She is just never there when I need her I should rephrase she I only there when I need her.

It been days since I left my room, people tried to make me come out. They gave up after a while, giving me space to cool off. My mother came in my room saying sorry and that she was hardly in my life again, we are besties now. Seth even came in my room a few times asking me how I was. That's when I smiled loving to see him face.

After a week, I decided it was time to move forward, I said sorry to everyone, they said they understood and that I should talk about my problems, which is funny, I think. I tried to live life normal, if that was even possible. Edward still hasn't talked to me yet, Alice said he will come around so did Bella.

I introduced Seth to my mom, awkward enough.

"Mom this is Seth," I told her, she smiled.

"I'm Amber, Bena's mom," he said smiling sticking her hand out.

"Nice to meet you," he said smiling back shaking hands.

"The pleasure is all mine," she said, I rolled my eyes, "So where are you kids going," she asked.

"Around, we won't be back late or anything," I said pulling Seth away

"Good because we are going to your uncle's house tomorrow," my mom called as I pulled Seth out the door.

"She's nice," he said, as we drove. We were sitting in the car the Cullens got me for my sixteenth birthday.

"Oh, I know. But it's annoying," I said shrugging my shoulder, pulling out of the driveway, cruising down the street.

"Motherly love isn't annoying," he said chuckling.

"Oh, is that what you call it," I said raising an eyebrow. He smiled.

When we got to the beach it seemed like the battle never happened, the world seems at peace, the waves crashed onto shore I stood there breathing it in.

"I'm I allowed here," I asked as the question popped in my head. He laughed

"Of course, I won't have brought you here if you weren't," he kissed me. "Are you going to tell me?" he asked, knowing exactly what he was talking about.

"There is nothing else more to know," I said holding his hand as we walked down the beach.

"Are you sure? Because you snapped at your mother you know,"

"Well…I don't know. I barely remembered the story until than and since I'm going to live for so long, thought I have all my life to make it better. And I'm three years in and I just made it worst. And my mother always does that, comes when times are bad stays until times are good and leaves again and she still thinks she can boss me and act like my mother. I hate when she does that, and she knows it."

"You were kinda mean?" he muttered.

"Who side are you on?" I joked shoving him, but then I got serious again, "I know but she's slow to get angry at me. So we say sorry and it's all good."

"You guys have a weird relationship," he said smiling

"So do we and that doesn't stop me from doing this," I went up on my tippy toes brush our lips brushing our lips together, kissing him. He picked me spinning me around before we pulled away. He laughed, "Bena you're a hand full," he told me, I winked.

"That's why you love me," I looked out into horizon, the sun was setting, "I love sun sets," I sighed, he wrapped himself around me, I looked up at him, "Are you coming with us to Uncle Charlie's house?" I asked.

"Yeah, of course, my mom probably over there you get meet her," I looked down.

"Do you think she's gonna like me?" he laughed, "it not funny," I pulled away, "I'm serious,"

"Of course she will you just see,"

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