A/N: Be Prepared...

I smile as we sing Lean on me for Robert and Kevi.

When we finish Cameron was announced the winner this weeks theme is generosity this just might be my favorite week ever

I'm getting dirty looks form across the room from Marissa but i dont really care at all as I look down at my ring andsmile Robert says that the song we would be doing this week is Sing by My Chemical Romance I see everyone's eyes light up

I think because we were all singing it last night I love this song when its time to go in the studio I look at niki and she says "well somebodies happy" and I laugh and say"well yeah things couldn't be going greater right now."

The track plays and I cant seem to focus she stops me and says

"take a breather you'll get through it."

I deeply breathe in and belt out my part this is the first time I've ever had trouble in the studio after i've finished she says well done next time just relax! I smile as i leave Alex, Hannah, Sam, Cameron, Damian and Marissa are waiting outside asking how it went and i just shook my head in disappointment Sam motioned for me to come over by him did I well of course I did!

I laid on his chest as he was stroking my hair Sam had went before me and Niki had said he was really good and that she liked his voice i get up and walk back to the dorm to get ready to go to the choreography sessions Sam walks in with a new teddy bear for me I hug him and say "Thank you he smiles" He has his dreads pulled back and his signature pink shorts and a gray beater on. when its time to go i sit in the car next to Sam he starts talking "I'm worried your not talking!" I just look at him "Talking means nothing Love is an action word" He kisses me on the cheek and says I love you. Zach says "ok this week you'll be playing instrument in the video at least you have to look like you know what your doing" everyone laughs as their assigned the instruments then we're stopped and the cutest little kids run out! they look exactly like us! I automatically connected with my "Mini me" her name is Joshlyn shes so pretty I look over at Sam and he and his "Mini me" are over there laughing and having the time of their life I smile thinking wow hes great with kids.

A FEW HOURS LATER
the video was finished and the bottom three were announced the bottom 3 were Hannah, Marissa and Me

My heart sank the reason they gave me for being in the bottom three was being unfocused in the studio this is going to be my first time singing for Ryan my song assigned is Decode by Paramore.

Sam rubs my arm and whispers "you'll do great"

i'm up I see Ryan and I kill it well I think I did and Ryan is smiling saying " very well I really like what you've done here" as he's twirling his pen in between his fingers Robert and Zach are smiling in agreement I leave and go to the rec room

I'm getting worried and in walks Robert "Ok guys the list is up" I hug everyone and give Sam the biggest hug ever then I peck him on the cheek As I walk down this narrow path I think about all the good times i Had here and how much I love Samuel I look at the list and sit on the ground and start crying I cant believe my eyes...

A/N: SHE LEFT US WITH A CLIFF HANGER! Grrrr. Shanelle! Xo