I look around the room as soon as Rodolphus leaves. It seems to be specifically for dressing. I find this to be really ridiculous, I mean, a whole room just for getting dressed? I remember him saying something about some ladies coming in to help me dress. Surely he knows I can dress by myself?

I start walking around the room, it was pretty grand and absolutely gorgeous as well. There's a huge walk in closet full of gorgeous and glamorous dresses. I wonder if I get to wear one of them. I still don't see what's wrong with my outfit, it may be muggle clothing, but it looks good! No one seemed to think anything of it until I mentioned that it was what I had been planning to wear.

There are makeup sets on the dresser with the biggest mirror I've ever seen! There are curlers, straightening irons and several other gadgets I did not even recognize. There's jewellery of all sorts, necklaces, anklets, bracelets, rings – all of which seems to be made from real gold, silver, gems, or stones.

I feel so out of place. I am by no means poor and always thought myself to have everything I could possibly need or want! But these Purebloods really go all out...

I touch the locket of my necklace. I never thanked Rodolphus for it.

Suddenly, the door opens and several ladies walk in and all crowd around me.

'You are zee Mistress Anna?' one of them asks me with a French accent.

I nod my head. 'It's Anne.'

She ignores me, as do the others. Suddenly, they get closer to me and start measuring me. I just stand there frozen.

'Arms up.'

'Turn around.'

'Now to your side.'

'Stand still.'

'Stand straight.'

I follow all their orders as best as I could but they are all talking over each other. I find this ridiculous. Suddenly, the door opens again. It was Rodolphus's father.

'How are we doing?' he asks.

I didn't know who he's talking to but eventually assume it's not me because one of the ladies answer.

'He iz right. Zee dress will have to ezpecially made.' She replied.

Rodolphus dad nods, not looking surprised. 'I expected as much. Get started.'

The ladies nods and suddenly one of them begins to undo my halter. I scream, horrified and push her away from me. I look up to see that the other ladies are looking confused and Rodolphus's dad is looking amused.

'She's not used to the customary lives of Purebloods.' He explains to the ladies.

I'm confused. What? Purebloods allow themselves to be stripped of their clothing?

'Anne, we've got a party to go to and I need to make sure you look presentable enough. Several people are aware of your situation with Rodolphus and all eyes will be on you today. If you look bad, you will make my son look bad and ultimately, you will make the Lestrange name look bad. Now, will you please stop acting like a foolish child and let these ladies together jobs?' Rodolphus's dad lectures.

He looks like he wants to hit me.

God, I hate Purebloods. But, seeing as how I'm already in enough trouble as it is, I decide to do what I was told.

I try desperately not to notice they are indeed taking my clothes off. I try concentrating on anything except that. I pretend that I am indeed, NOT naked in from of a bunch of strangers and Rodolphus's dad. I stand there and do whatever they tell me too.

They wrap different materials around my body and Mr. Lestrange directs them on what to do, what to put, how to do it, what colour and so on. This takes longer than I expect. I've never taken this long to get ready. I was barely even doing anything. In the end, they decide on some red silk material. It was a short strapless gown, with a black belt attached around my waist. I have to admit, the material felt nice but I feel terribly exposed.

Next, they start to do my makeup and my hair. I no longer have straight hair. Instead, my hair flows down my back in beautiful waves. My makeup, I must say is also very nicely done. I don't think it's possible for my eyes to stand out any more than they do now. I also have a lot of jewellery on me and am forced to take off my necklace because it doesn't match with my dress. I would thrown a fit, but I fear Mr. Lestrange is getting a bit too irritated with me. I also have to switch my golden heels for some black boots. By the end, I feel like a hooker. I look in the mirror, and I swear, I can't recognize the person. Yes, I look beautiful, but this person isn't me. I would cry, but I know it would ruin my makeup. Instead I just thank the ladies and Mr. Lestrange.

Before anyone could reply, the door opens again. This time it was Rabastan. He has a huge grin as he walks in but it soon disappears when he notices the expression on my face.

'If everyone's done with the lovely Anne, I would like a word with her.' Rabastan says.

The ladies nod and leave. Rodolphus's dad remains in the room. 'Is your brother done, then?'

Rabastan nods. 'Yes and anxiously awaiting his mistress.'

I wish everyone would stop calling me that. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!

Rodolphus's dad finally leaves, giving some privacy to Rabastan and me.

'What's wrong? I thought you'd be happy.' Rabastan says to me.

I shake my head. I swear I am going to cry. There's no way I can say another word.

Suddenly, my eyes dry up. I look up to see Rabastan pointing his wand at me. He must've dried my tears. Stupid me, why didn't I think of that?

'Look at me, Rabastan...' I say softly.

'You look gorgeous, as usual.' He says, confused.

I suddenly slap Rabastan. 'I don't even look myself! I look like a fucking whore!'

I don't think Rabastan even heard me. He's glaring at me with so much venomous hate in his eyes and I suddenly remember that he's Rodolphus's brother. I wish I was anywhere but here.

'We've got somewhere to be.' Rabastan says, breathing heavily. 'I know I can't hit you right now.'

Relief washes over me. Thanks god for Pureblood parties.

'BUT...' Rabastan says walking towards the dresser. 'I can take this from you.'

I see him holding my necklace. The one Rodolphus gave me. I begin screaming my head off at Rabastan. I swear I will hit him again!

'Give it back! It's mine! No! You can't take it GIVE IT TO ME!' I scream.

I don't know how long I yell at Rabastan or how many times I manage to hit him. Suddenly, someone grabs me by my waist.

'What are you doing?' I hear Rodolphus whisper angrily into my ears.

Holy fuck. I didn't even hear him come in! Man, my eyes are still dry. I can't even go crying to Rodolphus.

'My, my necklace...' I say, stupidly.

I sound like a child. Honestly.

Rodolphus looks up to see Rabastan holding my necklace, smirking.

'I swear to Merlin, I will have you BOTH placed under the Cruciatus of you guys don't grow up!' Rodolphus yells.

Still smirking, Rabastan leaves with my necklace. I feel worse than I did before.

'We've got to go.' Rodolphus says. 'We're running late.'

Without another from, Rodolphus grabs my hand and leads me to another portkey. Before I know it. I am standing in the Ancient and Most Noble House of Black. The stupidity of this whole thing only hits me after I arrive there. The first person I see is...

Sirius Black.

'YOU?' Sirius yells, drawing the attention of several people around him.

I groan. Sirius will tell James and James will tell his parents. I am SO dead.

'Now, Sirius. Is that any way to treat your guests?' A man, resembling Sirius asks.

I assume he is Sirius's dad. And thus, my host.

Rodolphus drags me over to him. Sirius is standing there with his dad, shooting me the dirtiest looks ever imaginable. I compose my face and ignore him. Instead I give a curtsy to his dad, who is soon joined by his wife. I hear Sirius snort.

'It's a pleasure to meet you, Mr. And Mrs. Black.' I say.

'Sirius, go.' His dad orders him.

Reluctantly, Sirius leaves, giving me a look which meant I'm SO telling James.

'So, you are the infamous mistress I've heard so much about.' He says, smirking.

It wasn't a question. It was a statement to which I had no reply.

'You ought to meet my brother and his wife.' He says to me. 'By the way, I'm Orion Black and this is my wife, Walburga.'

Taking a deep breath, I follow them, with Rodolphus by my side, over to his brother and his sister-in-law. They also happen to be Bellatrix's parents.

'Hello, it's a pleasure to meet you.' I say, curtsying.

'Stand up.' The lady, who I believe is Bellatrix's mom, snaps at me.

I stand up quickly, concealing my shock.

'You think you can come here, act all polite and pretend to be an angel, you filthy whore?' She asks me.

I'm speechless. What am I supposed to say? And how dare she call me a whore! Her daughter is the whore! Well, Bellatrix. Certainly not Narcissa.

'It is my duty to my master to attend this party.' I tell her, holding back my smirk. 'I consider it a great honour to be able to amongst great individuals such as yourselves.'

I swear she would slap if there wasn't so many people around. Sirius's parents both look amused and Rodolphus, I can't believe it, looks proud.

'Druella, this is neither the time nor place.' Her husband speaks. 'We can deal with her later.'

I don't like the sound of that but say nothing.

'As I'm sure you know, I'm Cygnus Black and this is my wife, Druella. We are the parents of your Master's fiancé.' He introduces.

He doesn't seem to mind me so much. I mean, I can tell he hates me, but probably because he feels as if I'm insulting his family. Not for Bellatrix's sake.

I smile at him. 'Lovely to meet you both. I must say, Narcissa and I are great friends and she's such a lovely girl.'

'How dare you even speak of Narcissa? She's NO friend of yours!' Her mom screeches at me.

And suddenly, things get even better and I see one particular person coming towards me.

'Lucius!' I exclaim, sweetly.

Lucius smiles and at me and I curtsy to him. This causes Lucius to laugh.

'None of that, Anne.' Lucius says, before pulling me into a hug.

And just to piss Druella off even more, I give Lucius a little peck on the cheek.

Druella had to be dragged out of the room by her husband. Not being able to contain myself anymore, I burst out into a huge fit of laughter. Luckily, Rodolphus joins me.

'I can see why you like her so much, Rodolphus.' Orion comments.

Rodolphus smiles. A genuine smile. It makes my heart melt.

Now, Rodolphus is with, of course, Bellatrix. Throughout all my happiness, I completely forgot that my relationship with Rodolphus is a secret. And so, I am now sitting on a chair somewhere watching him flirt with the girl he's going to marry one day. That stupid bitch doesn't even deserve him.

For a while, this party was fun. I got to see all my friends and I barely even saw Sirius! I had so much fun catching up with everyone. And I got to thank everyone for their gifts and also have an idea what to get everyone! But now, I'm bitter and bored. I assumed that eventually Rodolphus would be coming back to me, but he is STILL with her! It's not that he's with his other friends either, he's with her! And yes, I realize how jealous I sound. And yes, Rodolphus isn't mine... but he should be. Well no, he shouldn't. He's horrible. Still...

'Drink Sorelli?'

I look over to see Evan holding a bottle out for me.

I look at Rodolphus and Bellatrix. She must've said something to him because he's smiling widely at her. I can barely get him to smile at me but he smiles at her all the time, with the greatest ease.

And he never smiled at me the way he always does with her. Not even once.

I take the bottle and pour the fire whiskey down my throat. It's my first time drinking it and the liquid burns my throat. But it feels good, so good. I don't care too much for the taste, but I can't seem to stop drinking it.

'Didn't know you liked fire whiskey.' Evan states.

I shake my head. 'First time.'

Evan looks at me incredulously. 'I can't tell.'

I smile at Evan, and take another sip.

'What's on your mind?' He asks me.

I sigh. I would love to tell Evan everything, but I can't. Rodolphus will kill me if I tell anyone. But I'm so lonely. I can't even tell Rabastan or Lucius anything, because they will just go and tell Rodolphus. Life's too hard. This is too hard. It shouldn't be this hard.

'Nothing.' I lie.

Evan laughs. 'Right.'

I suddenly smile. 'It's a party. Why bring anyone down?'

Evan grins back. 'Come with me. I'll make sure you have fun.'

Evan begins to walk and I follow him. He leads me outside to the garden. I am outside in my dress in the freezing cold.

'What the hell!' I scream at Evan.

'Don't like the cold?' Evan asks, smirking at me.

'NO! Look what I'm wearing!' I yell.

He suddenly stops smirking. A solemn expression goes over his face. 'Why did you do all that anyways? You're beautiful just the way you are. In fact, I think you're even more beautiful without all that crap.'

Despite myself I saw, 'Awwwwwww!'

I regret saying that as soon as Evan laughs at me. 'This is proof that you're a thirteen year old girl.'

I just laugh, hiding my embarrassment. 'Can I have more?'

Evan smirks. 'Stay here.'

Evan runs towards the house and I remain outside. I'm in Sirius's parent's Garden. I never thought I'd be here. The alcohol makes me feel better. I feel freer now.

I begin to twirl around and around. I feel dizzy. I should stop but I can't seem to. Suddenly I collide to someone and start giggling.

'Now I can believe it's your first time drinking.' Evan says, sounding quite amused.

I giggle. 'More!'

Evan hands me another bottle and I eagerly begin to drink. I notice Evan also has a drink in his hand. He drinks with me.

'Still cold?'

I forgot about the cold. I shake my head and take another sip.

'Feel better?' Evan asks me.

I walk closer to Evan. 'Almost.'

Evan takes a sip of his drink. 'Oh, and what shall we do?'

I take another sip. 'I thought you were good at taking advantage of drunken girls.'

Evan raises an eyebrow at me. 'I have more respect for you than that.'

I want to punch Evan. I don't want respect. Not now.

'I guess I need to get you drunk then.' I say.

I begin to twirl again.

Evan laughs and grabs my waist. 'You're so beautiful.'

I turn around and kiss Evan. He responds immediately. I wrap my hands around his neck and Evan pulls my up so my legs are around his waist. I open my mouth wider, allowing him more access. He gladly accepts and slides his tongue in my mouth.

This feels so good. I feel so free. So happy.

We break the kiss.

'Anne...' Evan says, breathlessly.

'Don't stop.' I say, almost pleadingly.

Evan nods and lets me down. 'Come with me.'

Again, I follow him. He leads me around the back and we manage to sneak back in. We head upstairs. We go up about three flights of stairs, and I swear, I can't keep my balance.

Evan laughs at me. 'So graceful.'

I laugh, falling for about the hundredth time.

Evan picks me up and carries me upstairs.

He's so sweet. So sweet.

He carries me into a room and lets me down and I begin to dance around the room.

Evan smiles at me and soon joins me.

I don't know why I never drank before. This is so good. I'm having so much fun. I didn't know it was possible to have this much fun.

I finish my drink and pout.

'More?'

Evan smirks. 'ELF!'

Suddenly a house elf appears and bows to us. 'Master Evan, what can Bibsy do for you?'

'Get me fire whiskey. Don't tell anyone. Get me lots.' Evan orders.

The house elf leaves and soon comes back with more drinks. I am so happy.

I grab another bottle and drink and drink. Evan does the same. We drink and dance and I keep twirling around. So much fun. Nothing seems to matter anymore. All the pain, the misery, all gone. I love this. Evan is amazing.

I suddenly tackle Evan, playfully. He doesn't budge, but I fall to the floor, laughing.

Evan laughs and pulls me up before pushing me against the wall. He kisses me again. Deeply, passionately. No wonder all the girls love Evan. He runs his hands through my hair. I am breathless. Everything feels so wonderful. It is so perfect.

Evan pulls away from me, breathing heavily.

I come towards him and begin to unbutton his shirt. This is it. I'm not stopping now.

Evan's shirt was off and he pushes me on the bed and climbs on top of me. He places his hands under my dress, on my thighs and kisses me again and again. He starts sending trails of kisses down my body from my lips down to my stomach. My dress is still on but I kick my boots off.

Finally, Evan pulls my dress over my head, and off me. He kisses me again. I somehow manage to flip Evan over and now, I was on top of him. I grin at him and kiss him over and over. So much fun. So much fun. I undo his pants. And strip out of my underwear.

Evan looks at me, before roughly flipping me around. He then, completely undresses as well.

The rest of the time was amazing. I am not sure how many times we did it. I am still breathless and so is he. We can't seem to stop. It doesn't matter how many times we do anything. No one is getting sick of it. We just keep going and going. It's amazing. So much fun. So carefree. So perfect. No strings attached, no obligations. Nothing. Just peace.

Of course, everything comes to an end.

The door opens and I hear a series of gasps and screams. Evan and I snap out of our little trance. And who should be there but our friends?

Bellatrix. Narcissa. Lucius. Rabastan. Sirius. Rodolphus.

'Oh god!' Narcissa screams.

'What are you DOING?' Bellatrix screeches.

'Wait till I tell James.' Sirius yells, amused.

Oh god. James. Oh my god. James. I'm dead. Fuck.

'Get out!' Evan roars, attempting to cover himself and me as well.

Suddenly Rodolphus takes his wand out and points it at us. Before anyone has a chance to say anything, Evan is thrown of the bed and falls to the hard floor.

I wrap some blankets around me and jump out of bed, wanting to see if Evan is okay. But the exhaustion and my drunken state makes me lose my balance and I fall.

Rodolphus comes towards me, raising his wand. It was Lucius who stops him.

'They're drunk! Both of them.'

My head is throbbing. This doesn't feel good anymore. I don't feel carefree anymore. This hurts. It's as if everything is crashing all at once. I wasn't the bliss back...

'Evan...' I say softly, needing everything to go back to how it was a few minutes ago.

This does it for Rodolphus. He aims a kick at me.

I hear Narcissa scream.

Another kick. More yelling. I don't know who is talking. What's going on?

Pain. Hurt. Stop, make it stop. Where'd Evan go? Where did my blissful moment go? Come back...

'Evan...' I say one last time.

All goes blank.