"Too Far Gone" All American Rejects (Edge/Jeff Hardy)
My eyes teared up, as I tried to fight them back, tried not to let them fall as i watched him pack his belongings. Jeff Hardy. My ex-lover now. Was leaving me. I couldn't comprehend the thought clearly, couldn't wrap my mind around it.
He barely spared me a glance as he shoved his shirts into his duffle bag. I chewed my bottom lip, fighting to keep the tears from falling as they blurred my vision. I wanted him to stay.
"I'm sorry Adam" Jeff drawled in his southern accent that once used to calm me, but now seemed to shatter me into a billion tiny pieces that could never be put back together. I wanted to be his, and no one else's, but he was well on his way, two drawers left to pack.
He grabbed his jeans, shoving them messily into his bag, before moving to the very last drawer, emptying the contents as well. He zippered his bag heading for the door, I felt an intense burning in my chest, in my heart, My heart thumping loudly in my ears as my calm shattered.
I squeezed my eyes tightly shut, realizing that me fighting the tears back was a futile effort as I felt the hot warmth of them spilling down my cheeks.
"Stay Jeff! Please!" I cried falling to my knees at his feet, his emerald eyes widening in shock at seeing the tears I fought so hard to hide. I wrapped my arms around his legs as I begged him to stay.
"I'm sorry Adam" He murmured once more, leaning down he disentangled my limbs from his legs, setting his bag down, he titled my head up kissing me, before walking out the door, picking up his bags and walking away.
The kiss wasn't one of love, wasn't an 'I'll stay' kiss, I realized as I felt my heart shatter in my chest, it was a goodbye kiss.
I curled up on the floor, not wanting to move, not wanting to breathe, not wanting to live anymore. Not without Jeff.
Congrats Jeff fuckin' Hardy, you've officially broken me beyond repair.