I'm soooo sorry this is late! don't you just hate writer's block? its so frustrating!!!

Tell me what you think!

Tally-ho! Time for the disclaimer... don't ask...I'm really happy today for some reason...


DISCLAIMER!!!:The lady who goes by the name of STEPHENIE MEYER!!! sadly i cant truthfully say i am her.... enough of my idiocy! LET THE CHAPTER BEGIN!!!(... aha i changed it up form the usual on with the story!!... any ways...)


Gym passed by in a blur. I wasn't even thinking when I shot a swish from the three point range, causing my admirers to love me even more. I walked over to my car. I drove home in a daze and met Edward's Volvo in my garage. Neither him or my kids were outside. I walked in and they were showing him school photos.

"Hello, nice to see you remembered me." I smiled as they ran over and hugged me.

"Nice to know you missed me too." I laughed as I wriggled myself out of their holds.

I was sitting in my living room with Edward as the two of them laid across the floor watching what ever was on. Suddenly Edward cleared his throat. I looked at him confused.

He gave me a sheepish smile, "You said your grandmother had written books for the Cullen family she knew," he stopped to watch my face as I nodded yes.

"Well I was wondering… could I see them?" he asked looking away.

The seconds ticked by and I still hadn't said anything.

"Bella, if that's not a good idea then you don't have to! I'm sorry those books are for Cullen eyes only, aren't they?" he said turning to me with frantic eyes.

I smiled and shook my head, "It's not a problem. C'mon. I'll show you."

I stood up and headed to the stairs. E.J and Nessie followed shortly tailed by Edward. I opened the door across from my room. Inside was a library filled with books.

"Wow! You have all these books in a house this small?" Edward asked walking over to the more new looking books.

"Mmhm, my grandmother, my mom, and me all collected books." I smiled as Nessie walked over to the mahogany desk.

She pulled a huge drawer out and I pulled out a box.

"Is that it?" he asked eagerly.

I laughed and nodded. I looked through the books. There were only 7 books. They were the same book but their covers were all different so that I knew who to give them to.

I pulled out a lightly faded blue book and handed it to him. He opened it hungrily but stopped when his eyes scanned the little note on the first page.

Dear Edward,

I love you…I know you wanted me to move on but I didn't and I won't… even if I die before you get this please remember that.

Love, Bella

If Edward could cry he probably would be. It wasn't much but it was enough to make him ache for me. He slowly flipped through the book. I watched him.

"You know you could take it home. I have copies of them in a separate box." I smiled.

He looked at me longingly. He wanted to.

"Thank you. You don't know how much that means to me." he murmured sitting in one of my little chairs.

"Don't I?" I mumbled looking at Nessie and E.J reading college level books behind the desk.

He looked up confused but I just shook my head and smiled.


... okay i get what you mean when you say the Cullens are stupid here... I couldn't think of any other way to make this story so just deal with the stupid Cullens!

I still have writers block so bear with me! like right now i cant think of what to write here!!!...

SEE YOU IN CHAPTER 15!!!