Song for this chapter—The all American rejects-another heart calls
''Bella I thought you were dead!'' Alice said.
To say I was shocked to hear her voice was a total understatement.
''Bella?'' she said again
''yeah I'm here, Alice it sounds so good to hear you voice'' I said as tears filled my eyes
''I've missed you too Bella'' she said, I could hear the smile in her voice.
Alice had been like a sister to me before the accident at my birthday party.
''Bella I just had a vision of you getting bitten by a vampire and then everything disappeared, what the hell has happened since we left?''
I laughed ''oh Alice you wouldn't even believe it if I told you''
''well I've only had two visions of you since we left, the first was of you finding a dog! And then I saw you getting bitten and then nothing just blank. That's why I called straight away'' she said
''well I'm not dead'' I told her standing up and pacing the room ''how is.. everyone'' I asked
''were good Bella, how about you. And Charlie, hows Charlie doing?''
''Charlie's doing real good. And I bought a house'' I told her
''That's great Bella. Listen jazz and I are going for a hunt right now but were coming to see you. OK''
''oh Alice that would be brilliant, there's some one I want you to meet'' I told her smiling at stark.
He was looking at me with a strange expression, almost sadness.
''OK Bella we will be there sometime tonight, I'll either see you tonight or at school tomorrow'' she said
''OK. Bye Alice say hi to jasper for me. Iv got so much to tell you and show you''
''bye Bella'' she replied before hanging up.
I did a dancing jig and jumped on the bed.
''you are going to love Alice'' I told him with a grin
he smiled but something wasn't right.
''hey, What's wrong?'' I asked placing my hand on his cheek.
He shrugged ''nothing I guess''
''you guess?'' I asked kissing his cheek ''so listen, how about since our date last night went so well, we go out tonight. Just the two of us''
he livened up ''that sounds like a plan''
I kissed him again ''let me get dressed before Charlie gets here. He'd shoot you if he caught you in my room with me wearing only a bath robe''
he laughed ''after what I saw under that bath robe, id take my chances with a bullet to see it again''
''really'' I asked
I slipped the robe off one shoulder then the other. Standing in front of him I slid my hands down the front so it was open an inch or so.
''since you've already seen what's under it, I don't need to feel embarrassed in front of you'' I said letting go of the front.
He looked up at me and slowly moved his hands up the outside of my thigh and up to my sides.
He pulled me closer kissing my stomach.
''hold me tighter'' I moaned tilting my head back.
He pulled me closer still, running one hand down me backside and the other up my front to my chest.
My centre was throbbing and wetness formed at my hole.
Stark inhaled deeply ''looks like someone's eager''
I replied by leaning down and kissing him passionately.
Pushing him down on to the bed I continued to kiss him.
''touch me!'' I asked between kisses
''tell me where to touch you''
I guided his hand down between our bodies and pressed his hand on to my wet folds.
''there!'' I moaned
''shit Bella'' he moaned with me sliding his fingers up and down my wetness
I kissed him again and moved my hands to undo his pants.
As soon as they were undone his hard erection sprung free, I took it in my hands and stroked his length, making him moan even more.
He was so big!
He slid one finger inside me making my hips buck.
''ohh Bella, your so tight and wet'' he groaned as his finger slid in and out of me.
I matched the pace of his movements with my hand wrapped firmly round his solid shaft.
I was laid on my side with one leg up over his hip so it made it easier to kiss him which I was glad for.
I began to feel a pressure inside my stomach where the butterfly's were only this time it was really intense.
''will you cum for me Bella'' he said as his pace quickened
I quickened my own pace noticing how he was beginning to twitch under my hand.
The pressure inside me was about to explode it was that intense.
''stark...I think...I'm....ohh...''
''me too baby, kiss me''
I kissed him as my body convulsed and quivered, coming together as we kissed.
my first orgasm was amazing!
''that was amazing'' he gasped
''incredible'' I nodded
he kissed me again ''lets go get cleaned up''
we got up off the bed and went in to the bathroom, after cleaning ourself up and I threw some clothes, stark hugged me to him.
''Bella?'' he said in to my hair. I looked up at him
''I think that I'm falling in love with you'' he told me quietly
I didn't answer for a second, I just looked at him letting all my emotions wash over me.
I knew already knew I loved him.
''I think I'm falling for you too'' I told him.
He smiled and hugged me
''this is crazy'' he laughed ''I'm falling in love with someone I've just met''
''bellaaaaa your dads here'' Aphrodite bellowed up the stairs
''ugh, great timing dad'' I moaned in to stark's chest.
we went down in to the kitchen to find everyone there sat round the table..
''hey dad'' I said bending down to kiss duchess's head ''I've missed you girl'' I told her.
'' so,how'd the party go'' he asked
''oh you no, the usual. Everyone got drunk and now every female in school is pregnant'' I said with a shrug
his eyes went as round as the moon.
''dad I'm kidding, everything went great'' I said laughing
''hmm, anyway I was thinking that maybe you kids would like to come back to mine and order a pizza. There's a game on'' he added to Darius who grinned.
''oh, uh dad I cant. Me and uh.. stark are going out tonight'' I told him blushing.
Charlie looked from me to stark and narrowed his eyes.
'hmm'' he said drinking his coffee
I decided to cheer him up ''hey dad guess who's coming to see us tomorrow?''
he raised his eyebrows ''who?''
''Alice and jasper!'' I grinned. My dad loved Alice.
''do you think That's suck a good idea Bella?'' he asked
''why wouldn't it be, I cant wait to see Alice''
he shrugged ''yeah but wont it bring it all back. I mean what happened before''
''no dad, but thanks for bringing that up'' I hissed
''what happened?'' asked stark
I gave Charlie a dirty look
''Alice's brother Edward, broke up with Bella and left her in the woods. She was a real mess for weeks, like a zombie'' Charlie told them
''gee thanks dad'' I said sarcasticly
''well, I'm sorry honey but after that night you weren't you anymore and you only started to live again when you found this dog'' he said patting duchess's head.
I sighed ''yeah, that's true''
stark placed his hand over mine on the table ''duchess's as much yours as she is mine''
I smiled ''thank you'' I turned to Charlie ''hey dad your a grandpa''
he was watching stark rub circles on my hand, looking up he laughed ''well then I want grand parental rights. I love having her at mine''
''duchess can stay at yours any time you want sir'' stark smiled
Aphrodite turned ''suck up'' in to a cough making me laugh.
''thank you James, That's very thoughtful. But if you hurt my daughter, the dog and I will eat you!'' Charlie told him
''dad, I'm a big girl remember'' I said rolling my eyes
''yeah, besides she could probably kick his butt anyway. She slapped mike and broke Jacob's nose'' said jack totally non the wiser to the shut up motions I was making.
''Bella did what!'' Charlie said turning red.
Oh crap, here it comes.
''in my defence, mike tried to stick his tongue down my throat and Jake made me really mad plus I didn't brake his nose he's fine''
I lied, but jake's nose would be healed by now.
''when did you become so violent?''
''I had PMS'' I lied easily, knowing Charlie would stop talking about.
He settled back ''actually I'm kinda impressed. Not many girls now days can throw a good punch''
''I hit like a girl'' Aphrodite said ''I'm too scared of breaking a nail''
''me too'' said jack making everyone laugh
''so where are you going tonight?'' Charlie asked as the laughter died down.
''were going for a walk'' I told him
''and a picnic'' stark added with a smile
Charlie raised one eye brow ''a picnic, At night''
''yeah I think a picnic under the stars sounds perfect'' I told him standing up
''in fact, I'm going to start in now'' I grinned
''so jack, how did the job hunting go?'' stark asked as I got food out of the fridge.
''oh I forgot to tell you. I got a job in that electrical store that the girls went too'' jack said beaming
everyone congratulated him making him blush.
''what about you D, what did you find?'' stark asked Darius
Darius shook his head ''nothing so far''
''here's an idea. Why don't we all go out for a pizza, all except Bella and stark that is'' jack said looking round.
Charlie nodded.
''I'll get my coat'' Aphrodite said. She was now the only one other than Charlie who could feel the cold.
Since turning in to a wolf I was now the same temperature as the wolf pack and wouldn't feel cold.
I could also hear from far away and my sense of smell was amazing.
We said goodbye to everyone before they left then set off on foot to find a good picnic spot.
I took him to my special spot where I used to go alone.
He spread out the huge blanket and lay down on his side.
I sat down beside him and opened up the box of food.
''tell me what happened in the woods, the day your ex left. Your dad said it messed you up pretty bad'' he asked as I took out the flask of coffee I made.
''well to be honest I thought he was going to ask me to move away with him. But he led me in to the woods and told me in so many words that he didn't want me anymore. That I was human and I'd forget, that his kind were easily distracted so he wouldn't be too bothered by the memory's''
he held my hand as I spoke, comforting me.
''he asked me not to do anything stupid, kissed my head then left. I went after him but ended up on the floor and once I was down I couldn't get back up. It hurt that bad I didn't think id be able to live, Jacob found me and after that night like my dad said I was a zombie''
he was looking at me, lost in my eyes it seamed.
''you really loved him didn't you'' he said, it wasn't a question but I answered anyway.
''I wanted him to turn me so I could be with him forever'' I said quietly.
He hugged me close ''his loss, he must have had mental problems to leave you''
I laughed ''I always thought I was the one with the problem, you see he could read minds. Anyone's, but he could never read mine''
''no shit, he was a mind reader'' stark laughed
''enough about him, this is about us now and I have plans'' I said biting his ear lobe
''mmmm, what did you have in mind?'' he said smiling
I lightly licked round the inside of his ear making him shudder
''well'' I breathed ''the no sex yet deal. Is it up for negotiation?''
he was breathing heavily ''could be, why?''
''because I think I'm done waiting and I want you to be my first'' I told him as I kissed down his neck.
''Bella baby, That's a big decision. Are you sure you want to'' he asked ever the gentleman.
''James, I'm sure I'm ready. And I'm sure I want you. I'm so sure I even came prepared'' I said showing him the condoms I had put in the box.
''you little minx'' he said rolling over so he could kiss me.
''what can I say, you make a good girl go bad'' I grinned.
I kissed him back as I ran my hands up his toned chest, I pushed him lightly down on to his back and got on top of him.
Reaching down I took the bottom of my top and pulled it up over my head.
He looked up at me with his eyes filled with lust. ''your beautiful'' he breathed.
I took off my bra and I was suddenly underneath him.
He was kissing my neck and chest. Pinching one nipple between his finger and thumb he took the other one in his mouth.
I moaned and arched my back upwards.
Soon both out pants were off and we were kissing and touching each other.
I couldn't get enough of him, I wanted his hands all over me, I wanted him in me.
Between my legs were dripping wet as he teased me with his finger.
''stark!'' I moaned as he pushed his finger in fully.
''yeah baby'' he said huskily
''I want you, I want you in me. Now'' I gasped
he tore open the condom wrapper and slid it in to place.
''I'll go slow, tell me if you want me to stop'' he said kissing my lip gently.
I nodded, my whole body was trembling with anticipation.
Felt him at my entrance pushing lightly. Then as my walls stretched around his tip I felt him enter me a little more.
The pain was bearable but the wait was driving me wild.
I screwed my eyes shut tightly and pushed my hips up to meet his, plunging him deep inside me.
''fuck, Bella. Are you OK'' he asked shakily
I opened my eyes and nodded kissing his neck.
He began to move slowly in and out, the friction was making my legs weak.
''so good'' he moaned as I pulled his face down to meet mine.
The pain of stretching was gone now leaving only the pleasure each thrust of him brought on.
''harder stark'' I begged. He moved faster making each thrust harder.
I felt so good, so alive.
''James'' I panted ''drink from me''
I felt his nail pierce my skin again and I pulled his face to my neck.
The pleasure I was feeling immediately doubled or maybe even tripled.
He moved faster ''harder!'' I screamed as the pressure inside me reached boiling point.
My insides clenched round him as I began to release.
He thrust in to me one last time as he found his own release.
His mouth moved from my neck. And I pulled him close to me as we lay panting, just looking at one another.
''that was the best experienced I've ever had'' I said shakily
''me too'' he said still panting ''are you OK? I didn't hurt you did I?''
I smiled and kissed his lips ''I'm fine...better than fine actually''
we lay back letting our breathing return to normal and looked up at the sky.
I couldn't think of a more perfect place to have lost my virginity.
On a clear night with the man I was in love with under the stars.
Right here, right now I loved my life!
STARK'S POV!
I never thought I could feel this kind of feeling, I was so happy and content.
Laid here in Bella's arms the girl I was falling for hard.
Even harder than I had fell for Zoey.
Who knew that after everything that I had done and an been through, there was someone waiting for me in a little town somewhere in Washington.
Zoey had hurt me more that I even knew was possible. When I pledged myself to her as her warrior I knew that she had a few boy troubles but she told me she was falling for me and I believed her.
Kalona! He ruined everything. I wanted to shoot a arrow threw that old bastards black heart but Darius said if I did they would know we were still alive, so that was out of the picture.
When Zoey died, I wanted to die too. I didn't think I was able to keep choosing good.
Being with Bella was different. I didn't need to choose.
She made me good. Everyone had noticed the change in me as soon as I met Bella.
I was instantly in to her, like I was drawn to her.
I thanked Nyx every night for bringing us together because it must have been her. Only she knew how badly I was broken inside.
And now, after making love to her for the first time. My life was finally making sense, we were meant to meet and fall in love.
I was going to buy duch the biggest bone I could find. Hell id buy her a dinosaur bone, she deserved it for finding Bella.
I pulled her closer to me and breathed in her intoxicating scent.
''your sniffing me'' she laughed, the sound was magical. So carefree and happy.
''if I remember correctly, you were sniffing my clothes not too long ago'' I said nudging her shoulder with my nose.
She was perfect. Even when she turned in to a wolf and scared the crap outa me she was still perfect. Her eyes were still exactly the same chocolate milk colour when she transformed and her hair was the same shade as when she was human, or should I say Hyuman!
But it was how she looked at me when she was a wolf that made me realise I was falling for her.
She looked at me with such warmth and love in her eyes.
I couldn't help but smile as I thought about her punching Jacob with no clothes on. And all because he had insulted me.
''what are you smiling about'' she asked absently running her fingertips up and down my arm.
''you hitting Jacob naked'' I laughed
''ugh... Jacob saw me naked'' she groaned
''yeah, I bet he's at home thinking about it while he......'' she clamped her hand over my mouth.
''please don't finish that sentence''
I laughed and kissed her. Kissing her was like breathing, it just felt natural. No awkward head movements no pauses or anything just perfect.
She made a little humming noise as I kissed her, like animals do when there content. It was adorable.
She broke away reaching for her phone.
''crap! We'd better get back. Its almost eleven, I need my beauty sleep. Plus school tomorrow'' she rolled her eyes.
We got dressed and repacked the uneaten food.
On the walk back we got on to the topic of her power and what we think would be cool to do.
''when Alice comes tomorrow, I'm going to ask her to run so I can mimic that. Vamp speed is super cool'' she grinned.
I could tell how excited she was about this Alice person, I on the other hand had a bad feeling that Bella was going to end up upset by the memories their return brings or what they say about that dick Edward.
That guy must be retarded to have left Bella.
I wanted to break both his fucking legs for hurting her the way he did.
But he was gone, so that didn't matter.
As we reached the house the car wasn't there so no one must be back yet.
I was glad that meant I had more time with Bella alone.
''What's this?'' she asked picking up a envelope that was stuck to the door.
''open it and see'' I laughed
she opened it and took out a piece of paper. I read it with her.
Bella
I'm sorry for going off the way I did.
Please forgive me!
I just couldn't stand seeing him doing that to you,
I know it's none of my business but I want it to be.
I want you to be my business, I'll be round tomorrow to see if you've calmed down.
Great right hook by the way.
Jacob x
what a dick! He was going to be a problem for us, but I wouldn't just reach for my arrow like I wanted to.
I would face him like a man, with Bella at my side, showing him that she was with me.
She rolled her eyes and threw the note in the trash.
I put the unused food away and emptied the coffee away.
''come on'' she said sliding her arms around my waist ''lets go to bed''
I grinned at her knowing she liked the way I smiled at her.
''now there's an offer I cant refuse'' I said brushing my lips gently across hers.
We walked hand in hand upstairs to the top floor and in to her room.
I sat on the bed and watched her remove her clothes.
Today had been the best day of my life. And seeing this angel in front of me made me realise just how good life could be.
She came over and climbed in to bed wearing only her underwear.
I stood up and removed my own clothes, watching her watch me undress.
She bit her lip. Goddess I loved it when she did that!
I climbed in beside her and wrapped her in my arms where she belonged.
She reached over and set her alarm then snuggled back down into my embrace.
''I'll miss you tomorrow'' she said sleepily
I kissed her head ''I'll be right here when you come back, waiting for you''
she smiled ''mmm, I like the sound of that''
within minutes she was asleep.
I held her tighter, and breathed in her incredible smell.
I wouldn't sleep until dawn but I also wouldn't move either.
I would stay right here, watching this perfect creature dream and hoping she was dreaming about me.
Right here, right now I loved my life!
so, there it is people. The first time.;)
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Let me know what you what to happen.
Rose
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