A/N: GO TO THE END OF THE CHAPTER WHEN I FIRST LOADED IT SOME OF IT WAS LEFT OFF AFTER EDWARD SAID "you asked for it"!!

boy do I feel dumb now! Sorry that last chapter came so late. See I had the chapter loaded on my documents page I just hadn't loaded it to my story. STUPID STUPID STUPID! (bangs head on something hard) (collects herself) sorry about that. now where were we? Oh yes. MY NEW CHAPTER!! ( tehe)

!CINDLE!

(bpov)

"so, blue or pink?" Alice asked. I pouted as usual at any reference to the wedding that was now only two weeks away. Was It really that close? It still felt like it was months away!

"Alice," I complained, "I thought you said I wouldn't have to make any decisions!"

She beamed at me, "you aren't Bella I am merely asking your preference, the real decision is still up to me although I would still like your input seeing as it is your wedding." She said emphasizing the word your.

"could have fooled me. Everyone probably thinks you're getting married instead of me,"

She shrugged. "Probably but I'm not and you are so had better get used to the idea and get happier about it,"

"I am happy about it," I demonstrated by smiling as best as I could at her. And the astonishing thing was it wasn't a lie I really was happy I was going to marry Edward. Had I ever really disliked the idea? I must have been out of my mind.

The past few weeks had been a blur. When we had gotten home from our little adventure in New Mexico Edward had literally put me on lock down. No one was allowed to see me unless he was with me, and certainly not anyone from La Push. I hadn't been able to leave his side since. It was like he was permanently glued to my hip! Luckily I had Alice with me most of the time so I could bear his overprotective tendencies and not completely go mad from my separation from the rest of the world. Charlie was the only one who had visiting hours at all times and that was only because I was still living with him for the time being. And he wasn't very happy about that either. He assumed Edward wanted me all to himself and that was why Edward was cutting me off from everyone else. Charlie also assumed other things. They were always etched on his face much as he would like to hide it he was worried that I was pregnant and that was why I was marrying Edward. He had even gone so far as to demand I see a doctor just so he would be satisfied that I wasn't! as if I would need any other reason than the fact that I loved Edward with all of my heart to marry him! Naturally though I denied everything and I also refused to go to a doctor just so Charlie would be happy. Why couldn't he just realize that I loved Edward and be happy with that? after all I had been "dating" him for over two years now. Lord had it only been two years? They seemed like forever. Any other father would be happy with the fact that their daughter loved her fiancée, they would also be even happier to hear that the certain fiancée could more that substantially provide for his wife. But no not Charlie all he was worried about was whether or not I was pregnant and using that as a basis to marry young, something he and my mother strongly disagreed to their first years of marriage proving their point in their minds. They were always throwing stupid over repeated phrases at me like." are you sure you want to go through with this?" "I don't know if your ready," and the ever famous "you're too young to get married," why was everyone afraid I would break down and "come to my senses" and see that I was too young? That was defiantly the furthest thing from my mind. If I had ever intended to cry off I would have done it a lot sooner. And another thing I would have to be mad not to want to marry him. After all this would be nothing compared to the rest of eternity. All this marriage was for was to show my family and friends how much I loved him, they could never guess how much but this would give them a vague idea. They would never know that when I said "till death do us part," I meant the litteral sense of the phrase. Because I didn't plan to die anytime soon; I planned to live a very long…existence.

"Bella what are you thinking about?" Alice complained. "and don't even think about calling this wedding off,"

"I wasn't I wasn't," I defended myself throwing my hand in the air like a cop had just caught me stealing. "I was really only thinking about everything that's been happening these past few weeks, which by the way isn't much since Edward locked me up and threw away the key,"

"yea I know," Alice apologized sadly. "but do you blame him?"

"not in the least," I said reassuringly. "I know exactly where he's coming from, and you forget Alice I love him and that sometimes means I just have to trust him even if I don't understand."

"that's true too," she agreed. "well speaking of these few weeks I would say the wedding is coming along rather nicely, don't you?"

I groaned. I had a feeling she would bring us back to the wedding somehow. I smiled inwardly knowing just how to counteract to that.

"do you think Jacob will come?"

He smile faded and was replaced by a grim expression.

"I think he forked over that…invitation right when he kidnapped you. Unless he does something really nice like save your life I don't think Edward will let him anywhere near that alter,"

I shook my head, she was right after all.

There was a brief pause which of course Alice ended with another reference to the wedding. This was becoming a bad habit of hers.

"so have you chosen a gown yet from the designs I gave you?"

"no,"

Her mouth fell open.

"Bella I gave those to you two days after you got back! You cant honestly tell me you haven't been able to choose one in three weeks! I just wont believe, no I will not," she crossed her arms over her chest.

I mimicked her. "no I have not. I was wanting something more traditional,"

Her face pulled up into another astounding smile. "for Edward?" she inquired.

I smiled too, "yes for Edward,"

She giggled and ran to me and scooped me into her arms twirling us around the room.

"oh Bella, this is the most amazing thing you've ever done! Edward will love you forever!"

"I should hope he already does, now will you please put me down Alice before I get sick?"

"of course," she replied but spun around one more time before setting me down where she immediately enveloped me in a hug that almost crushed me.

"thank you," I said as I collected myself smoothing my clothes back down dramatically while smiling.

Surprisingly I was having a lot of fun today. Edward had really made me sulky this morning when he had dropped me off here unannounced and told me today was for wedding plans only. I really wasn't too happy to hear that first thing in the morning, and it had been early morning when we had arrived, around 7:00 AM when he had woke me up. Charlie was on his way out when Edward had snuck out grabbed his car and come back without my noticing. Then he had woken me up and said he was taking me somewhere for the day while he hunted, which I was already suspicious of because he had already hunted that week, then stopped at this boutique, kicked me out of the car, (not literally) and sped off probably laughing his head off. Which is where Alice came in to play. She had been waiting for me patiently there for most of the morning. She would never have suspected I would be so mellow about this spontaneous wedding planning day but I was, as a matter of fact I was more involved then I had even expected of myself.

We spent most of the rest of the day finding a Flower Girl dress (it was going to be Angela's little sister Meygan) and a little basket for her for the flowers to in. around 5 or so we called it quits and walked out of the boutique quite exhausted. Well I was in any case.

The first person I saw when I walked into the Cullen's living room was Edward who immediately started apologizing for abruptly ditching me at the shop and running off. I shut him up quickly by kissing him VERY hard and promising it was ok and that I had had a lot of fun. That was where I lost him. He was so sure I would be angry all day that he just couldn't believe I could have actually had fun while planning my own wedding.

"are you sure you had fun?" he asked for the billionth time after setting me on the bed in his room.

"yes for the last time I had fun!" I said exasperated. "do you really find that so hard to believe?"

He shrugged casually. "a little, after all all you've ever done was say how much you dreaded this marriage."

"I cant change my mind?"

He kissed me on the cheek then beamed at me.

"of course you can,"

"good because I have," he smiled wider I was really making him happier by giving in and enjoying the fact that I was marrying him in less than two weeks, I was surprised at how much that thought meant to me, or how much it meant to him knowing that I loved him enough to put away all of my distasteful feelings towards marriage for him. It made me feel good to know that I had made him this happy by only saying one little word" yes,"

"so have you chosen a gown?"

"no! and even if I had you wouldn't be able to see it I intend on surprising you on the day of the wedding with it. Although I promise you will love it."

"I'm sure I will," he said kissing my neck. "but I'm also sure I will love it even better when its off of you," his finger trailed down my spine giving me goose bumps.

"Edward!"

"what?" he said not stopping. "you asked for it,"

"I'm sure I did," I said breathlessly trying to tune out my hammering heart. I had meant that to be sarcastic but with my voice barely over a whisper it didn't sound very mocking.

He picked me up and carried me to his room where he gently layed me down on the bed. I hadn't realized until I hit the very comfortable feather mattress how very tired I was, and completely relaxed in his arms I quickly fell asleep. I never heard him whisper in the sweetest voice any angel could have "I love you Bella,"

A/N: sorry for the sudden ending i had had this very close to done for a very long time and Bloodstainsoul was rushingbut i just couldnt find any time so sorry.