Here you go. Sorry for my mistakes.
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After Loki's outburst in the guest room Clint, Steve, Tony, Bruce and Natasha all gathered in the kitchen to think about – surprisingly – not a mission but Thor's situation and how to probably help him (Thor excused himself earlier and went to his own room), when Jarvis suddenly interrupted them.
"Excuse me, sir, but you should know that our new guest seems to move pretty quickly to Mr Odinson's whereabouts. Mr Laufeyson looks quite menacing. Should I warn Mr Odinson?"
The Avengers exchanged worried glances. Here goes the family drama.
"No, Jarvis. Give me the video and audio from Thor's room. For now." Not that they had any right to stick their noses in Thor's personal life but they were a team and if Loki was going to hurt Thor they should be ready to intervene. Until now Loki did nothing to even touch any of them. But if Thor'd keep going to vex Loki… Well, at least together they had a bigger chance to keep the enraged god away from Thor.
"Of course, sir".
On Tony's tablet appeared the Thunder God's room and Thor sitting on the bed. Right in the next second the door opened harshly almost flying off the hinges revealing a very very very pissed off one Loki Laufeyson. Maybe he had finally had enough – seriously Loki held his facade for quite a long time – in Jotunheim and especially in Asgard. His eyes shone in deem lights, his jaw clenched as he stood in the middle of the room towering over Thor. This was strange because Thor was quite bigger than Loki. Thor looked surprised and little stunned because of Loki's sudden entry but quickly gathered himself and stood as well.
"Loki? What are you-"
But Loki never let him finish.
"You dare to ask me such questions? Who gave you the right to speak with me about that?"
Realizing that his brother talked about earlier Thor said:
"Brother, I just wanted to talk-"
"You just wanted to talk?" Loki mocked imitating Thor's voice, eyes full of rage. "TO TALK?! Who'd stopped you to talk with me when I was banished? Not once did you… Huh! To talk! Incredible!"
" Stop, Loki! I wanted to know how you lived and-"
"Really? ", Loki all but hissed.
Everyone saw that Loki was beyond seething and… pained. That was pretty much obvious from his appearance. Angry tears stayed in his green eyes but he didn't let them fall.
"Why suddenly such an interest in my life? What do you care about my feelings for my brother? Do you think me blind? What for is this stupid jealousy?"
Thor was taken aback. Loki saw right through him. Maybe it was the truth but Thor wo would not tell him that.
"Loki, I'm not jealous! But for me you are my brother. It's just… Just-"
"Just what? Did you really miss me or is it because suddenly someone ripped a toy from your hands and you childishly want it back?"
"What- NO!"
"Then what is it?", now Loki was screaming. Even if the Avengers didn't hear gods earlier other from the video, they could clearly hear them now even without tech.
"I can't understand what it is all about! All my life I was neglected, shunned, invisible! Starved like a dog for a scrap of attention, grabbing on crumbs you left in your enormous generosity. You only ever wanted me to rescue you from the damn troubles in which you dragged yourself into because of your stupidity, to take care of your messes or to be an entertainment for your cruel disgusting friends! Because who else is there to ridicule if not the second pathetic weak prince?... All the other times you constantly-arrogantly-recklessly pushed me away! Always silenced me, ordered to 'know my place' (as if I could ever forget where exactly my place was) and to not bother you with worthless things! Not once did you ta take an interest in things I cared about. And I've always stayed for myself. Alone. Forgotten. Constantly reminding myself that I ever existed! Do you know how painful it was?"
To hell with this. Loki couldn't hold it anymore. For so long his pain gathered and gathered and gathered inside his heart. He was tired of keeping it.
"I didn't ask much. I asked just little to nothing from you. But you refused me even that", Loki closed his eyes for a second. Anger and despair boiled inside him.
"AND NOW! What happened to the Mighty Thor? He – for all of a sudden – claims an undying love for his lost evil brother, whom he loved and cared all. These. Years! And he wants him HOME where everyone hates him for his monstrous blood! Shut up! And everyone pities poor Thor because his freak brother – bastard monster – just doesn't want to come back and once again become a faceless shadow. How dare he! Truly he has no heart to hurt poor Thor like that! Nonsense! I. Said. Shut. Up! But finally… for the first time in my whole life I found a brother – my only true family – who just… respects me and loves me just for being me. Who cares. For such a thing I will give him EVERYTHING and if I could even more! I will give him the throne! I will sacrifice my life for him!... For he is worth it. Helblindi's known me for a few years and was able to give me the only thing I have ever wished for. And I didn't have to tell him what that was. You knew me for millennia's and brought nothing but pain. So tell me Thor – whose brother's love I greatly treasure? "
Thor was speechless. Had he truly been so blind? Loki's words broke his heart. He was so angry. At himself.
Loki looked at Thor with such intensity trying to read him, examining if Thor understood at last. Tears though broke free and slowly run on his cheeks. Thor was silent. Taking one step further to Thor Loki continued.
"And yes! I am the good king. I really care for those who are my responsibility. As I would have cared for Asgard, whether they hated me or not. Because that is what wise kings do! I would have cared for anyone who put his trust in me and my ruling. Do whatever I was capable of to keep the peace and maintain wellbeing. As I did and do for Jotuns, who will never be seen by me as monsters ever again, Odin be damned for his lies!... I thought of every aspect before my depart. I left everything I had for their sake. In case of war I gave them an unconquerable weapon, with which they may defend themselves. And not only that – they could rebirth the beauty of the Frozen Realm, return its forgotten glory, before Asgard ruined and destroyed everything. I left the king, whom I trust entirely with my life, to rule wisely for the sake of every single Jotun. In case of attack my counselors will be ready to bring the army that is always ready. This was a little for the haste you gave me, but this was what I did".
Loki took a final step and now stood right in front of Thor, looking him right in the eyes.
"And what did you do, Thor? Tell me, King of Asgard, what did you do? Left Queen Frigga to rule the kingdom from the All-Father's bedside? In the time of threats of war? Did make some diplomatic visits to Vanaheim or at least Alfheim should Asgard be attacked unexpectedly? Told generals to prepare warriors so they would be in form in time when needed? Asgard rots away with stagnation! Did you think of every situation that could happen should you not return in time? Told your dumb friends to guard the palace with All-Father and the Queen in it? What, Thor? I'll tell you what. You recklessly dropped your duties and responsibilities on someone else, not knowing if they could handle them or not. You left most of your people in oblivion about an oncoming threat. You went to Midgard – the weakest Asgard's ally – to meet some friends, who would never be prepared to the enemy of the gods and made a blind shot to regain my help, not knowing if I would agree or not! Well! Odin All-Father is indeed an old man and a fool, if he thinks that you learned your lesson. Nothing changed, Thor. You are still the same arrogant blood-thirsty boy who seeks war and never listens. I don't even care anymore if Odin truly wanted someone like you to take from him the kingdom. You – the worth heir to the throne".
Loki stepped away from Thor who was fixed on spot, overwhelmed with the cold truth. Walking to the door Loki mumbled:
"But who am I to question the wisdom of the great Odin All-Father?"
The last glance before disappearing.
"No one."
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