Warnings:...Freaky stuff?

Ed bolted for the bathroom the second he had left that room. He violently threw up in the toilet. He's eye's were blurred with tears and he could see that stuff in his vomit.

What was it? He should have looked at male anatomy as well as female, but his thoughts had been about bringing his mother back.

He hurled again. 'Mum would be disappointed in me, I can't do anything right. And my brother just made me suck on his penis.' He tried to vomit again, but couldn't so dry heaved, sobbing.

He suddenly registered footsteps and felt someone stroke his back. A glass of water was pressed to his lips and he sat back from the toilet. He turned to his brother.

"Thank…you?" Al's eyes were bright and like they had been before...everything. "Al?"

"Ed doesn't ever let me do that again. You go tell Colonel Mustang right now and you let him take you away from me. Okay? Go." Ed stumbled to the bathroom door, confused. Al gave him a quick hug. "Go."

Ed ran to the door.

"So you would just rat me out like that."

Ed turned "But you…"

Al shook his head. "I thought I could trust you. That you loved me. AFTER All YOU PUT ME THROUGH."

Ed froze "But Al you said."

"Oh I said. Did I." a confused look passed over Al's face. "And you can't even give a good blow job. Useless."

Al strode over and gave the boy a swift back hand across the face. Sending the blonde sprawling.

"You never tell anybody about what we do. They'll think you're disgusting. Mum would defiantly hate you if she knew. Plus they'll think you a whore, and if you don't know what I'm talking about research sex between males. Mind you who would they believe your brother who was always known for being truthful or…you? You need more practises at blow jobs by the way. And as you're so bad at them, we're gonna think about fucking instead."

He lifted his crying brother up pushed him against the wall, kissing him, then let go and left.

Ed hadn't left his room all day. He was hungry and his cheek, where Al had struck him hurt.

The door opened and Al stared at the scared boy then sat down next to him on the bed. He pulled the boy into his arms.

"Do you still love me?"

Ed sniffed and gingerly rested his head on the dark man. Tears trickled out of his eyes and down his face.

Why was this happening to him? Sure he had committed the sin Human transmutation. But surely he didn't deserve this. Before this his Mum had died and before that his dad left. If god existed he was one hell of a bastard. He just wanted his Mum to hold him. To show off to his brother. Al was better trapped in the armour.

"Ed? Edward?"

"Yes, I still love you." It would be so much easier if he hated his brother, he could go.

"Why?" 'Why this same thing again? Everything had to be the way HE wanted it.'

"I love you because you saved my life." 'Would be better off dead.'

"You look after me so well." 'Nobody does. Because nobody cares at all.'

"Your kind to me when I don't deserve it" 'I've always lied they'd never believe me if I told about you anyway.'

"And you're my elder brother." 'And I was yours. I failed you.'

Al smiled. "You can go see Mustang. And remember keep what we do between you and me, like a good little slut."

Ed arrived at Mustang's offices Elysia was there but was no sign of Winry and Mustang.

"She went home yesterday."

Ed turned to the girl "what!"

She nodded. "Sorry, where you? What happened?"

Al gripped his head and pushed his cock into his mouth.

He shook his head. "Oh I just stayed home cose Al got back." He smiled quickly to hide his eyes.

Elysia looked down. "Okay. Well Mustang's out. So you wanna go out for a bit?"

Ed looked up "Yeah, just make sure we're back on time. Yeah?"

Ed had cheered up slightly as the day went on, but jetted off earlier than he ever had to wait at the gate.

Mustang saw him rushing towards the gate as Elysia followed a way behind him.

He turned to the red haired man in front of him. "Look." The man lazily rose and looked out. "See. He's just a kid. And I'm your commanding officer and I've given you an order. Follow him and find out where he lives!"

Shadow sighed. "I understand, but I've been banned from following up anything to do with the Mercurial killer."

Mustang glanced at him "Alphonse."

Shadow turned to him. "What?"

"His names Alphonse."

Shadow blinked "Whatever. The point is I'm banned from any interference in Mercurial's case."

Mustang whirled round eyes blazing. "What! Why?"

Shadow sighed. "They got sick of so many people getting killed over it? I don't know. They just told all of us including you, to leave it alone. I am not going to jail over this also Edward is supposed to be dead or at least an adult, he'll be in a laboratory being dissected. If this comes out he's going to suffer more."

Mustang ran his hand through his hair. "I didn't think. I was thinking about saving him from Alphonse. I didn't consider that"

Shadow stared at the man for several minutes. "Find away I can do it with out getting caught and I'll do it." Mustang turned to the man but he had left, looking out of the window Ed had gone as well.

A/N:review if i should keep this up

A/N2:Anybody guessed about Al? and the Mercurial killer is a name a mate made up when i couldn't think of anything. Cose he kills quickly with knifes