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Doubts

Robin grunted as he speed through the streets of Jump City on his motorcycle. His eyes kept flickering left and right, while amazingly still driving safely on the road, because he was looking for one person who had been missing for quite a while.

Raven... where are you? He thought as he sighed.

His fight with Cyborg did not end well, seeing as he did lose the argument. Cyborg had a point; Raven was harder to find considering her tracking device was gone, and the new blood seeker Cyborg invented recently made finding someone easier, but not having Raven's blood at all made it harder. Sure, he was able to scrape off extra blood, but it really was harder...

And the fact that Raven used Starfire... Starfire of all people! The girl was naive, and Raven just used her like she was nothing!

But of course, the chance that Raven lost her memory was a large possibility, seeing as they weren't really sure of how much she remembered.

Does she even remember me?

It was a depressing thought, to think that Raven forgot him. Now that she was on Red X's side, did she think of him as only an enemy? Not a friend or a teammate, but someone she hates?

Oh great...

He parked his motorcycle on the street, seeing as it really wasn't a good idea to drive when his mind was clouded. He took off his helmet and ruffled his hair, a new headache forming in his head. Locking up the motorcycle, he walked away from it and towards nothing, since he didn't know where to go. He picked his head up, seeing as it was looking at nothing but the ground below, and his eyes widened as he saw a familiar figure walking down the street.

He ran towards her, and the figure in front looked up, her eyes wide as well as she realized who was coming near her. She didn't move as she saw Robin, in civilian clothing except for his mask, in front of her.

"Raven?" He was panting, which was odd, considering he had more stamina in his body from what she remembered...

Play it dumb? Raven didn't know. "Yes?"

So she didn't pretend to not know him and ignore him like she did everyone else on the street. But he was more informative than Red X, that's for sure. The man wouldn't tell her a single thing, telling her that it'll all "come in time".

As if... She thought, rolling her eyes inwardly.

"Don't you remember me?" She raised an eyebrow at him, informing him that she thought he was really stupid.

But should she say yes? She knew him as Robin, leader of the Teen Titans, but that was really all she knew. She couldn't remember a thing about him.

Shouldn't she? Even if she wasn't part of his hero team anymore, shouldn't she have memories of when she was?

Where were they?

"I..." She left her mouth agape, seeing as she really didn't know what to say.

"I don't know."

That basically said it all. Those three words were what explained her life right now. It felt weird, seeing as she usually knew things and was smarter than a few of her team members but...

Was that a memory? The memory of my life before I turned criminal?

"Oh." was all he said.

So she really didn't remember him...

Robin shut his eyes under his mask and groaned inwardly. He never knew it would feel like this... his heart tugging at his chest as he heard that the female that had a bond with him... probably couldn't even remember his real name.

Which was sad really, seeing as she was the only one who knew...

"So..." What was he supposed to say now? Having a conversation with a hero with no memory who thought she was a criminal wasn't the easiest thing in the world!

"What's going on?" She didn't know. She didn't know and it pained her to admit it. But here was help right? Someone who could fill her in?

But wasn't he supposed to be the enemy? Could she trust his words?

Could she trust Red X?

It was confusing, to not know and not knowing who to trust.

"Who am I?" She knew she sounded like an idiot, but what was she to do?

"You're..." There was his chance! His chance to make her come back!

"..." So why couldn't he say anything?

He knew why. There was a good chance that she wouldn't believe a single thing he said. She would play it off as some plot to get her to be good.

It pained him even more.

"I know you won't believe me... but you're, you're a Teen Titan Raven. A good guy! A protector of Jump City!... Our teammate... My friend..." He looked down as memories of her came back to him. "You're not a criminal..."

Raven was speechless. She didn't expect that!

What was she going to do now?

The bastard said that they made her leave... so why was he acting like they were best buddies or something?

Was it all an act? A ploy to get her to come back? Was Red X telling her the truth and the Titans were lying?

Or was it the other way around?

"I, I have to go." And she turned around and flew off, ignoring the cry Robin shouted out to get her to come back.

It was all so confusing! Nothing made sense anymore!

Raven laid down on the bed, lying on her stomach, her head dizzy with different thoughts and doubts of who she really was.

"Beauty, you in there?" said the robotic voice outside the door. Raven wanted no more than to not listen to him or anyone else. But she knew him better than that. He would barge in by picking the lock and when he found her in there, he would make some joke or ask what's wrong or just be an idiot. She was leaning more towards the latter.

"Go away."

"Oh come on, that's no way to treat me!"

Was it?

"Seriously, leave me alone before I-" She stopped right there, having no energy to fight with him any more.

She had doubts of being with the Titans, and doubts with being with Red X.

So why was it that she remembered more of the Titans... and less of Red X?

Can it be... that Robin was telling the truth? That Red X was lying to me?

She knew there was only one way to find out. Right now, she couldn't trust the Titans, and she couldn't trust X.

She never thought she would say it, but she had a better chance believing tabloids.

Why did it feel like she was going to kill herself after this?

I'm SO sorry I haven't updated in forever! I didn't know how to start, and then I just forgot about it until now. I don't even deserve reviews... :(

Love,

Ivy