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"Are you gonna tell him?" Issacs voice rang through the room.

"Not yet... i want it to be a surprise..." Kendall said with a grin. Who could help him thiugh? He's grinning like an idiot becuase he's going home tomorrow... Back home to see his family, friends... And that one, special someone... The someone who he's proud to call his boyfriend... james.

"How do you know he won't get upset that you didn't tell him?" Issac asked.

"Because, I know he won't..." kendall said knowingly as he finished packing his bag. Once he zipped the final zip, he fell onto his bed. It wasn't as comfterble as his bed at home nor James' arms, but it was good enough for one last night. That's when Issac towered over him, a smirk dancing on his lips. He moved onto the bed, stradling Kendall's waist.

"What are you doing?" Kendall asked nervously.

"I wanted to ask a favour of you..." Issac said softly. "I was won dering, if you could show me something..." Issac said with a devious smirk.

"Sh-show you wh-what?" Kendall stuttered. Issac slammed his hips down onto Kendalls, making Kendall bit his lip hard. there's no way he was going to moan, groan or make any sexy noises for this guy.

"I've always wanted to know what having sex with a guy felt like... I've been curios..."

"So you're using- no wait- testing me?" Kendall said as he started to feel dizzy as Issac slowly grinded against him. After mentally slapping himself, Kendall sat up, pushing Issac off him. "Get off me... I'm not going to have sex with you... You know I have a boyfriend..." Kendall spat.

"So? I have a girlfriend..." Issac said softly.

"Then why have sex with a guy?" Kendall asked awkwardly.

"Becuase I'm curios..."

"But why me? WHy not any other gay guys who are willing to have sex with you...?" Kendall asked.

"Becuase you're the first gay guy I've met-"

"I told you I'm not gay... I'm bi... That means I like both guys and girls... but at the moment, I've got my mind set on James... And I don't think anything's going to change it..." Kendall said as he stood up. Before he could walk away, Issac grabbed his wrist, pulling him towards him.

"You're not going anywhere... I didn't say you had a choice in this..." Issac said with a threatning gaze. Said boy threw Kendall into the bed, making Kendall groan as his head made contact with the head of the bed.

"Ow!" Kendall hissed as he moved to sit up. But Issac had already pushed him down, tying his hands together. He also tied some cloth around his mouth to muffle any screams. Issac straddled the blindes waist as he slowly undid both of their pants.

Back in Minnesotia, James walked around with his head bowed. he didn;t make eye contact and ignored whoever tried to start a conversation. After being seperated from Kendall again, he fell back into that slightly depressed stage again. But today he felt really irritated. He was annoyed becuase- well, James didn't even know what was annoying him. he had a feeling deep down that something that bnelonged to him was being touched, something that was very dear to him. It's like, when you have a special toy when you were younger. the o0ne toy that NO ONE what so ever was aloud to touch. And anyone who did touch it was a dead man. You didn;t even have to be in the same room to know someone is touching your special toy.

James groaned softly with annoyance as he continued his stroll around the park. When James looked up at the sky, he looked to his side to see a hill or something. When he looked close enough, he could see a ledge. On that ledge had a few trees that made an arch. That's when he figured out that was the place he took kendall... On the first night they made love to each other.

James smiled to himself, remebering that beautiful night. he remembered how the only thing that kept him warm was the feeling of his true love as they embraced into the cold night. Rembering the way Kendall's face scrunched up as he came. Remebering the way the only things they heard were moans and the soft sounds of near by insects and the sounds of cold wind pushing on the tree's.

"Just shut up and kiss me..." James commanded playfull. Kendall grinned then straddled over James and softly kissed his lips. James deepened the kiss, making Kendall softly moan. Kendall pushed James down onto the rug softly. Kendall pulled away then started taking off his shirt, by un-buttoning one button at a time, really slowly.

James smiled at the memory as he continued to walk. But he couldn't take his eyes away from that one place that overlooked the small city.

"You can thank me for solving your problem..." Kendall said in a low husky voice.

"Not untill you thank me for solving yours..." James said in the same tone.

"And how will you solve it?" Kendalla sled. The way James was looking at him Just made him even harder then he was before.

"Just grab that lube, and fuck me..." James whispered. Kendall rested his forehead on James'.

"Only if you apply the lube..." Kedall whispered. James smirked then grabbed the lube. Kendall stood on his knees and removed his pants and boxers. James stared at Kendalls erection.
"God, that's bigger then I thought..." James said softly.

"Speak for yourself. I couldn't even fit your entire legnth in my mouth..." Kendall said playfully. But all of his thoughts faded away as James slowly massaged the lube onto Kendalls aching member. Kendall moaned loudly as James rubbed harder.

"Fuck! Turn onto your stomache right now!" Kendall almost yelled.

James chuckled softly to himself as more and more memories of that night filled his mind. He didn;t notice the solo tear that had falled from his eyes until he stopped walking. he looked around the small opening, feeling slightly blinded by the light that penetrated the area from the arched opening.

James looked down at the ground that was covered in dead leaves. It seemed to be years ago Kendall and James came her on their first date... Came here and made love. But in reality it was only months... was it? James had forgotten himself. that's when he remembered the special wine.

"Kendall better be home next year..." James murmured to himself as he sat down and stared at the leaves on the floor, thinking about Kendall.