I sit there with Eve rubbing my back for a few minutes staring forward. "I'm scared Eve" my voice shakes as I tell her. "I know" she smiles back.

"The stress is making the sickness so much worst. I'm terrible! I've risked the baby! For what? Nothing could be worth that! Anything could have happened today. I could have been attacked or kidnapped. I could have lost my baby if a fight had started! How could I have been so stupid. I should have stayed here. Like you said! I'm sorry Eve. Worst still I lost the scan. I'm going to be the worst mum ever!" I tell Eve. She hugs me in as I sob.

"Not true, CB. Not true! You are going to be great. We got Shane back now, you have got so much support CB. You'll be fine" she said smiling.

I nod, feeling numb. "I guess we should go and talk to the boys" I said "I might shower first; can you get me some clean clothes?" "Course not CB!" She grinned "I'll make you look cute!"

I turn on the hot shower and start undressing. I leap in and wonder what Shane and Michael were doing down stairs. I imagine it must be awkward. There not likely to be playing video games after everything that's happen. Eve knocks and comes in. She asked if I was okay and she going to get changed then go down stairs. I realise we are all in messy clothes. Then I remember Shane is just in shorts. I was still the worst with my own sick down me, but no one was clean. I finish showering and dressed. I tie my hair back and stare at my clothes. The shirt is covered in vomit. I fish my phone out my jeans pocket and see a few missed calls off Eve. I bin the top and walk to my room to put the jeans in my wash hamper. I knock on Eve door, no answer but Michael comes out his room half dressed.

"You okay Claire?" He asked sensitively. "Yeah, where's Eve?" I ask back. "She downstairs watching Shane. I'll let him know he can come up. He really needs a shower before we talk. Here this is yours" he passes me my scan picture. I start crying, "I thought I'd lost it! Thought I've never see it again! Thank you so much!" He hugs me. I notice red marks where Shane hit. I walk down stairs slowly behind him. He tells Shane to go and shower. He kisses Eve the walks back up.

I sit next to Eve and show her the scan. She smiles "Where did you find it?" She asks me. "Michael most have picked it up, I used it to get Shane to come back, but I thought it had been dropped" I answer "maybe I'm not such a bad mum. And at least I have you guys to pick up after me". I pick up the remote and flick on a random channel. It's some reality tv trash I would normally hate. I smile watching the mindless show a hand over my stomach.

I'm not sure how much longer, Michael and Shane walk down together. Shane shuffles behind Michael. They sit on the opposite sofa. Michael coughed awkwardly. Shane, eyes down, said "I'm so sorry. For everything. I didn't mean it! I didn't honestly know what I was doing. I'm sorry Michael and eve for hurting you. Mike I'm so sorry I hurt you. And Claire I sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I risked our child. I know this wasn't planned, I know this could haven't gone worst but please, I mean it, I'll do anything to be the father our child needs. I promise I willet be anything like my Dad. Please a second chance. It wasn't me."

I think for a moment "I know it wasn't you. I understand you couldn't help it vie fought for you. I still love you. But you hurt me. Shane, you hurt me bad. You can be a father to the child, but right now, right here I can't take u back!"

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