A/N- Really really long chapter here ladies n gents. I dont kno if I like how this chapter came out. Because I added some stuff to it from it's original state. But feedback is always appreciated! )

Ashley's POV

Driving Home From Airport

Spencer is acting really weird today, actually she's been acting weird all week, and for some reason I can't shake this feeling like she's lying to me when she says she's fine. I mean what could possibly be going on with her that she's suddenly not willing to talk to me? We tell each other everything else, so what makes this any different? Is she having doubts? Has she met someone else and is thinking about leaving me? Oh god if that happens I don't know what I'd do. I'm falling so hard for her and loosing her now would shatter me. Maybe I should talk to Mr. C, maybe he knows what's going on with Spencer. I pull out my cell phone and look up his number, then press call.

ARTHUR: "Hey Ashley! What's going on?" He answers the phone enthusiastically.
ASHLEY: "Hey Mr. C. . nothing much here, just on my way home from the airport. How are you?"
ARTHUR: "Oh, that's right, Spencer mentioned you were taking Kyla to the airport today. And I'm fine, just getting ready to start dinner."
ASHLEY: "Oh, ok. Sorry if I'm keeping you from getting that going."
ARTHUR: "Oh, c'mon now! You know I always have time for my second favorite girl!!" He says sweetly.
I laugh a little and relax. There's a short pause that Mr. C breaks.
ARTHUR: "So what's up Ash? Everything ok?"
ASHLEY: "Yeah, everything's great. I was actually going to ask you the same thing, except about Spencer. ." I trail off.
ARTHUR: "Well, what about Spence?"
ASHLEY: "That's what I can't figure out. She's been acting weird all week."
ARTHUR: "Well have you tried talking to her about it?"
ASHLEY: "Yea, but I can't shake this feeling like there's something she's hiding from me, and that's not like her, we tell each other everything Mr. C." I say getting a little worked up from being worried.
ARTHUR: "Calm down Ash. I'm sure if there is something bothering Spencer then she'll eventually talk to you about it. You know that. ."
ASHLEY: "Yea I guess I do. ."
ARTHUR: "Ok, so just take a deep breath and relax. Spencer hasn't mentioned anything to me, so if what you're feeling is correct then you just have to let her come to you in her own time, don't force it out of her ok?"
ASHLEY: "Ok. Thanks Mr. C."
ARTHUR: "No problem Ash. See you Sunday."
ASHLEY: "K."
I hang up the phone and contemplate what Mr. C. just told me and he was right. If something is bothering Spencer, then she'll come to me when she's ready.

Just relax and breath Ash, she cares about you. I mean you have been dating a month now. . .

WHOA!! WAIT!! Have Spencer and I really been dating a month already? Oh my gosh, tonight is our one month anniversary isn't it?! Does she even remember? I mean she did ask me about a movie tonight. . Maybe she forgot too. Hmm. . I'll stop at the flower shop on the way to my house and buy her some flowers. She's a sucker for those wildflowers and white lilies. I smile to myself remembering our first date. God, what this girl does to me. . I drove the rest of the way with a smile on my face just thinking about my amazing girlfriend.

Spencer's POV

Ashley's House

Everything is almost ready. I have the steak in the oven keeping hot, the mashed potatoes are just about done as I stir them now while applying my mascara, and the green beans are still heating in the microwave. The house smells great with all the different aromas I brought into it today. I check the time on the stove clock and it reads 6:40. Ash will be home any minute. Gah!! I still have to put my dress on!! I remove the potatoes from the burner and place them on the opposite cool burner. I run to the down stairs bathroom where I have all of my stuff sitting and where my dress was hanging and I throw it on. As I finish zipping it up I hear the front door open and Ashley step inside.

I step from the bathroom and walk down the hallway to where the opening of the stair case was and where Ashley would soon appear, hopefully looking completely amazed. As I wait to see her beautiful face appear, I run my hand through my hair. Then there she was. .

She has an even better expression on her face then the one I pictured and I can't help but smile even wider as our eyes met. She looks down at the red rose petals that she's walking on and the candles that light the walk way that leads her to me.

ASHLEY: "Spencer, what is all of this?" She asks, the smile still on her face.
I reach out my hands to her and she takes them in hers. I stare at our connected hands, running my thumbs over the backs of hers smoothly, as I gather my thoughts and take a deep breath.
I look up with a small smile and start . .
SPENCER: "This is for this amazing girl, that I am totally falling for, who today, I just happen to be sharing the one month mark of our relationship with. She is the most amazing girl. . beautiful, smart, a smartass at that, but so loving and caring. She always knows what to say to make me laugh, and always knows what to say so that I'll stop crying. For this girl I have the most perfect evening planned, but first she must get ready. I say and smile wider at her amazed and beautiful face Follow the rose petals upstairs and into your bathroom where there is a candlelit bubble bath with your name on it and then get dressed in the beautiful evening dress and other things that are laid out for you on your bed. When you are done, follow the rose petals back down stairs to me. I finish and smile at her again

Ashley stands there for another minute, letting everything I just told her sink in. Then the biggest smile sweeps across her face and she pulls me into a passionate kiss. When she pulls away, she lightly kisses my forehead and smiles once more.

ASHLEY: "You're amazing. Here, these are for you." She says, picking up the bouquet of flowers that I didn't even notice she had placed on the foyer table when she walked in, and hands them to me. "I'll be back down soon love." She tells me and then gives me another fluttering kiss.
SPENCER: "Ok."

As she scurries upstairs, I walk back into the kitchen to assemble the plates for tonight's dinner. I serve up the plates and then place them outside on the candlelit table that is set up in the gazebo next to Ashley's pool. As I'm putting the finishing touches on the table I hear Ashley clear her throat behind me.

SPENCER: "How was your bath?" I ask holding my hand out to her.
She takes mine into hers and I lightly direct her towards me.
ASHLEY: "It was just what I needed. Thank you. I feel very relaxed."
She says as I pull her into my arms and look into her eyes.
SPENCER: "Good." I say with a smile before kissing her lips softly.
She kisses me back and we stand there in each other's arms for a few moments just kissing one another. She pulls back and pecks my lips once more.
ASHLEY: "Mmm, I love when you wear your french vanilla lip gloss." She says and then rubs her lips together.
SPENCER: "I know." I say with a smirk and then I unlink my arms from around her.
I interlace our fingers as I lead her over to the table.
SPENCER: "Dinner for two." I pull her chair out for her and she sits.
ASHLEY: "Thank you beautiful."
SPENCER: "You're welcome."

We sit down and begin to eat our dinner.

The rest of the nights events play out in my mind, giving me a mix of anxious butterflies and nervous butterflies. So far so good. . .

Ashley's POV

Finishing Dinner

Wow!! This girl has got to be the most AMAZING girl I have ever and probably will ever date!! She did all of this just for me and it's only our one month anniversary. I think. . Or maybe I know. . That well. . I love this girl. I've been falling for so long and now I think I've hit rock bottom. I love the beautiful blonde sitting across from me.

As my thoughts continue wandering, I'm gazing at Spencer and a smile starts to cross my face. Spencer looks up from her dinner and sees me watching her, but I still haven't noticed.

SPENCER: "What?" She asks breaking me out of my thoughts and smiling shyly at me.
ASHLEY: "What. . Oh. . Nothing, just thinking." I say blushing, remembering what I was thinking.
SPENCER: "Baby. .you're blushing." She says her smile growing really big.
ASHLEY: "That's because I was thinking about you." I say and reach out and take her hand from the table.
She's blushing now and she looks down shyly.
ASHLEY: "Will you please dance with me?" I ask her, rubbing my thumb over the back of her hand.
SPENCER: "Yes. What will be our music tonight?"
ASHLEY: "Us, and the night stars and the crickets." I say and smile as I lead her away from the table and out under the stars.
SPENCER: "Sounds good to me." She says and smiles again as I pull her into my arms.
We start to dance for a few minutes, in the quiet of the night.

ASHLEY: "Have I told you thank you yet tonight?" I whisper in her ear.
SPENCER: "No, but I'm not looking for one. I loved doing this for you tonight." She says and kisses my cheek.
ASHLEY: "Spencer, you are so amazing. Even if you don't want it, thank you. Thank you so much for this. It was perfect."
SPENCER: "You're welcome. You deserve all of this."
We're looking at each other now and I lean in slowly and kiss her softly. There is so much being said through this one kiss and I know we can both feel it. I hug her tighter to me and continue kissing her. God I could do this for forever with her.

I break the kiss and kiss her cheek, then her neck and back up again to her lips.

SPENCER: "So. . you ready. . to get into. . the pool?" She says between kisses.
ASHLEY: "Is that why I am wearing my bathing suit?" I ask her, looking into her eyes.
SPENCER: "Yes it is." She says with a smile.
ASHLEY: "Then sure lets go."

We walk over to the pools edge hand in hand and then she pulls me in for a kiss. Breaking the kiss she turns around.

SPENCER: "Will you unzip my dress please?"
ASHLEY: "Sure." She moves her hair off of her shoulders and I can't help but just stare at her.
I lean in and I kiss her neck, then move my kiss to her shoulder. My hands find her zipper and undo it for her and then I slide the dress from her body. She turns around and kisses me hard. I feel the want in her kiss and I wonder if tonight could be that night.

I feel her arms snake behind me and undo my zipper and then feel my dress fall from my body. She breaks the kiss and we slowly make our way into the warm water of my heated pool.

SPENCER: "Gosh, the sky is so beautiful and clear tonight."
ASHLEY: "I see something much more beautiful though." I say looking at her seductively.
She looks at me and smiles that smile I love so much.

I walk over to her and take her in my arms. I'm gazing into her beautiful sapphire eyes and glancing at her lush lips. I really do love this girl, and I always will. I don't know what I did to deserve her, but she's mine and I hope she is for forever.

We're quiet for a few minutes, as I get lost in thought, until she breaks it.
SPENCER: "What are you thinking baby?" She says tilting her head. God I love it when she does that.
ASHLEY: "I was wondering what I did to deserve you. ." I say looking down between us.
SPENCER: "You didn't have to do anything. . .hey. ." She says picking up my chin. "Being with you has made me the luckiest girl in the world. I may have left a lot behind when I left Ohio, but I found so much more when I moved here and it's all because of you. You have brought so much happiness and belonging into my life in these past weeks that sometimes I lay awake at night wondering what I did to deserve you. I think we were made for each other Ashley, and I'm so glad to call you mine." She says and smiles.

In that instant I knew I had to tell her, she just had to know. .
ASHLEY: "I love you so much Spencer." I whisper so quietly I don't know if she even heard me.
She pauses for a second and just searches my eyes. Then a slow smile crosses her face and she blushes just a little.
SPENCER: "I love you too Ashley."
I stared back at her in awe. . Did she just say it back?
ASHLEY: "Do you really?" I ask nervously.
SPENCER: "So much it scares me." She says quietly.
I just stare into her eyes and then slowly close the distance between our lips.

I kiss her slowly, letting her feel everything that was in my heart. She returns the kiss. It's passionate and filled with love and belonging. Everything I need in life was in this one kiss, from the one girl who gave me a chance and led me here today, standing in this pool, on the day of our one month anniversary, saying we love each other.

I lean back against the wall of the pool and break our kiss needing to breathe. I have the biggest smile on my face and she just smiled back and blushes.

ASHLEY: "It scares me too Spence." I say in her ear as I hug her too me.

She looks into my eyes and then kisses me again. She runs her tongue over my bottom lip and I open my mouth to her exploring tongue. Something's different about this kiss though, not in a bad way, but it's just different. . Erotic almost. I break the kiss and look into Spencer's eyes, asking her with my own eyes if this is truly what she wants right now. We talked about it before and I told her we would wait until she was ready. Is she really ready now?

She nods her head slowly and kisses me again passionately. I know she is sure by her kiss. Instantly a mix of nervous and anxious butterflies fill my stomach. We continue to kiss in the pool, our kiss getting more and more heated with each passing minute. Spencer is leaning into me with need and I hug her tightly to me. Then she starts backing away, trying to bring me with her, but I refuse to go anywhere. I'm over-powering her and keep pulling her back into my arms. I kiss her softly and feel her instantly turn into putty in my arms, making it easy for me to keep her there. Once again she regains composure and she tries to pull me out of the pool. Teasing her, I keep over-powering her and pull her into my arms once more. I move my lips down to her neck and start lightly kissing her while beginning to rub lazy circles on her lower back and sides.

I finally get tired of playing games with her and we make our way upstairs. Stopping every once in a while as we kiss each other. We make it to my bedroom and close the door behind us. Spencer pushes me up against the door and kisses me hard, pinning my hands above my head. Pulling free from her grasp, I back her up to the bed still kissing her. With one hand behind her neck and the other behind her back, I lay her down slowly when I feel her knees hit the mattress. I break my sweet kiss to Spencer and stare down at her, hovering over her with my hands now placed on either side of her head. I'm just admiring her amazing body beneath mine, her skin still glistening from the pools water.

My hazelnut brown eyes meet her sapphire blue eyes, now darker from the lust in them, and I lower my lips to hers, kissing her softly. She kisses back eagerly, with urgency, but I pull away, not wanting to rush one second of our first time together. Wanting it to be special and perfect for her.

I run my lips over her neck softly, letting my hot breath create goose bumps on her damp skin. I plant light kisses on her jaw line and she tilts her head back as I work my kiss down her neck. I find that spot just below her ear that drives her crazy and I hear her draw in a quick breath of satisfaction. Smiling to myself, I work my kiss down to her collar bone, nibbling lightly at the bottom of her neck, then working my kiss across her chest to her other collar bone and to the spot below her ear on that side. I feel her hips shift under mine and a small moan escape her lips.

I raise my right hand to her side and begin to trace light circles across her stomach and sides, dancing on the edge of temptation above her bathing suit. I continue on her neck and then feel her hands run through my hair. She pulls my lips away from her neck and I look into her eyes. She has this look on her face, almost begging me to stop teasing her. I lean down and kiss her lips and slide my tongue into her mouth.

Propping myself on one hand, I undo the tie from behind her neck. She lifts up so I can slide my hand beneath her and untie the other one. I toss the offending garment onto the floor and break my kiss with her. Kissing down her neck, I work my kiss over the top of her chest. I stop and look up, admiring Spencer's perfect breasts, and then look into her brilliant blue eyes. I don't see any sign of regret or of her wanting to stop, so I lower my head back down and continue working my kiss across her satin skin. I lower myself onto Spencer, and the same hand as before goes back to rubbing smooth circles on her side.

I kiss around her nipple, but never touching it, trying to tease her more. I hear her breathing heavy and then sharply inhale when I finally take her nipple between my teeth. My other hand finds its way to her opposite nipple and begins to lightly massage it between my fingers. Her hips start pushing up into me at the new sensations, and small moans are escaping her mouth. I flick my tongue over her nipple a few more times, before switching to the other side and starting over again.

After a few minutes, Spencer's hips are going crazy beneath mine. I flick her nipple one last time before kissing my way back up to her lips. My hands travel downward and find the ties on either side of her hips and undo them. Then pull her bottoms away from her body. I feel her hands on my back as she unties my top and then tosses it aside. I break our kiss and kiss my way over to her ear.

ASHLEY: " I love you" I whisper and then take her ear between my teeth.
She shudders and then I work my kiss down her body.

I kiss down the valley of her breasts, working my way down her abs to right above her belly button. I kiss and nibble the flesh around her belly button and her hips push up into me again as her breathing gets heavy once more. I work my kiss down around her hips, and to the inside of her thigh. I lift my head once more to look into Spencer's eyes, giving her one last chance to back out if she still wasn't ready. She just nodded her head and I obliged by licking up her wet slit. Her moan was deep, and her hands immediately got lost in my hair.

I lick up to her clit and circle it with my tongue, but don't apply any pressure. Her hips buck up on their own and her fingers tighten just a bit in my hair. She tastes so sweet, and it pushes me further. I circle her clit once again and she moans again. I look back up at Spencer with a loving look in my eye. I know she is still a virgin and I want her to be ready for me to penetrate her.

ASHLEY: "You trust me right baby girl?"
SPENCER: "More than anything." She says, looking me in the eyes.
ASHLEY: "Ok. You're going to feel a tight pressure and it might hurt a little ok?"
She takes my hand in hers and kisses the back of it.
SPENCER: "Ashley I trust you. I wouldn't want to do this with anyone else."

I lean forward and kiss her lips once again. I slide my tongue into her mouth and we both moan into the kiss. My hand travels down to feel how wet she is. Her hips buck at my touch and she moans into our kiss again. I gently slide one finger into her. All her movements stop and she breaks our kiss. She clings onto my back as she gets used to the feeling and the slight pain. When I feel her grip loosen a bit on me, I begin to move in and out of her. Once she's used to it fully, she begins moving with my hand. When I feel she's ready, I enter a second finger into her and then brush my thumb over her clit.

After a few minutes and some more loving kisses, Spencer cum's hard and screaming my name. I cradle her in my arms as she returns from cloud nine. She looks up at me when she can open her eyes. She lifts her hand to my face and smile's slightly. Then she pulls my lips to hers. I lay down next to her and she cuddles up into my side, with her head laying on my chest. I kiss her forehead and she gets more comfortable.

SPENCER: "I love you Ashley."
ASHLEY: "I love you too babe."

We drift off to sleep quickly after that.

A/N- By the way, a lot of you have said that you would like for me to post my other story on this website. So right after I post this, I am posting the first chapter of that one. It is called "Dream the Ordinary, Live the Impossibilities" The only difference about me posting that story.. is I won't be updating it as frequently as I do this one because I have less chapters on that one already written. So hope you enjoyed this new post, and please feel free to read my other story as well. ) Thanks! -Mel!