"Between Truth and Lies"

A/N. ohhhh.. guuuyss~ I am back.. hahahaha! I'm so sorry for the looong delay. I was just caught up in things and stuff that I needed to do these past few months. And I even edited all of my past chapters, added new scenes here and there, but not much, and edited some of my grammatical error. Well, you'll just see it when you read it again. I hope that it's better than the previous. And I hope you guys weren't mad at me or something for disappearing for so long. *wink wink* bwahahaha! By the way, I love you guys! I missed you all! Hope you miss me too, haha!

Chapter 14

Kanata stopped for a while. He purposely dropped the pen he was holding and put his two hands under his chin.

He remembered Yumi last night. Without a warning, he slightly laughed. He just can't forget what happened last night when she suddenly called him 'Ghost-san'. He was so amused and he even had an indescribable feeling towards her now that he's discovering a new side of Yumi that he never saw during those past few years that they were together.

His memory was not clear but he remembered when he kissed her, he actually purposely waited for her to come upstairs to kiss her. Yeah, that was it. It was a shame though that he fell asleep on her. He was so damn tired that he couldn't open his eyes, so even though he was aroused and the feeling he was getting while kissing her were new to him, it feels like he was kissing another woman but he can't help it. Her lips were so addicting that he was willing to sacrifice his precious sleep just to make out with her but.. sadly, he fell asleep right through her face. Well, she is his wife though, he can do that again anytime, right?

He knew that he made a vow to himself that he would never trust her again but the things she was showing to him now were different; he can feel it now that she was true to him. There was something about her that he just can't ignore, that, this time she would never betray him again, he never imagined that there would come a time that he would fall for her again. Yes, he think that he is in love with her again.. deeper this time.

"Sir Kanata?"

He stopped daydreaming and suddenly remembers that he's not alone in the room. "O-oh.. Yes, Akira?" she's calling him 'Sir Kanata' when they were both at the office.

"You suddenly stopped signing the papers and started to smile by yourself. It's kind of creepy seeing you like that." She said jokingly.

He chuckled and picks his pen again; he started to sign the papers again. "I was just thinking about Yumi."

"Oh." Disappointment enveloped Akira's whole body. So that's the reason he was smiling and laughing like an idiot. He even forgets that she is there with him. She fakes another smile. "Why?"

He smiled, "Nothing. I just remembered last night when she suddenly called me 'Ghost-san', that woman is so coward and awkward."

She laugh a fake laugh and didn't answer, she didn't want to make the topic about Yumi longer. Just hearing her name makes her want to lose her temper.

"You should get to know her Akira. Since you didn't have time to introduce yourself to her properly on the party, you two will surely be great friends!"

I highly doubt about that. I'm not going to befriend that bitch. She stole you away from me.

"Huh? Did you say something?"

"Ah, sure! I will! You should let me visit your house then if you want me to be close with her."

"That's a good idea. I will introduce my son to you, too. you haven't met him, right?"

Akira's eyes widen. Son? They already had a son? Why the fuck she didn't know about that? "Ah.. s-so you two already had a son, huh? How old is he?" she said while smiling, trying her best not to show that she was hurting.

"He's already 4 years old. He'll turn 5 this year. His name's Ruu." it wasn't Kanata's character to blabber about his son or his wife but Kanata didn't actually know the reason why he was so happy right now, and he can't help himself to blabber about his family. Even though they were once broken, he can feel it.. he can feel that his wounds are slowly healing, that he can totally forget what happened to their family and start over again.

Akira giggled and said nothing more. He didn't want to hear any of his stories.

"Hmm.. I sometimes think if I would give Ruu a little sister or another little brother. Since my father was so stubborn about that matter." He chuckled again.

"Ah.." she forced herself to laugh again. Damn! He looks so happy. She thought, and started to think if she hadn't left Kanata she wonders if they were the one who's married right now. "Kanata?"

"Hmm..?" he looked at her and smile.

"What if.." she hesitated a little.

"What if..?" he repeated her question and look at her with confusion.

"What if I didn't leave the country? Do you think, or, has it ever crossed your mind that it is possible that we're the one who is married right now?" she looks serious. If.. if she just hadn't leave, maybe she wouldn't feel the pain she was feeling right now.

"Akira.. actually.."

Ringggggg… rinnggggg..

They were both surprised to hear Akira's phone ringing.

"O-oh.. excuse me. My friend's calling."

"Okay." Kanata sighed, quite relieved that they were interrupted. He and Akira were close, but her never, as in, it really never occurred to him that he will love her in a romantic way.

"Hello? Sakura?" she said the name that registered on her phone after she excused herself and exited the room. Silently confuse why her friend would call her right now.

"Akira? Hey! I've got good news."

"What news?"

"Well, you know Kanata's wife? Her name's Yumi Saionji, right?" she can hear a giggling sound on the background. Her friends might have been together today.

Hearing the girl's name she loathes the most, her curiosity shoot up. "What about her?"

"Well, I just saw her lately together with some man. Take note, he's not just a man Akira! He's hot! He's so handsome! Not that handsome like her husband though." Giggle.

"Oh.. a man? What are they doing?"

"They seem to have a relationship; I took a picture of them holding hands. Hahaha! That bitch is a two timer, Akira. You still have a chance on your beloved Kanata."

"Send me that picture, right away."

She waited for a minute then her phone rang, indicating that she received a text. She opened the text and her eyes suddenly widen when she saw the picture. There really was Yumi, she seems to have her back facing the guy while the guy behind her was holding her hands.

She took a long look at the face of the guy and her eyes almost got out of their sockets when she realized who that man was.

"M-Mizuki?! Mizuki and Yumi had an affair?" it took a minute before she finally releases her gaze on her phone, she definitely going to tell Kanata about this. "But.. I guess it will be so much fun to have them caught in front of Kanata". She grins. She just thought of a perfect plan on how to do it.

X~X~x~X~x

Miyu was bored. Yeah. She just got back home from meeting Yumi's lover, and she was quite relieve that she already told him that she wanted a break up, and hopefully that Mizuki will never bother her anymore.

She decided to go to Ruu's room when she saw he wasn't there, she walk downstairs and find Nanami on the kitchen, preparing some snacks.

"Nanami?" she called out on her, the short haired woman quickly turned her head on her; she stopped what she was doing and slightly bow at her. "Uh, no, no, no, no please. You don't have to be so formal at me, Nanami." She smiled at her, assuring her that she was not going to do what Yumi was doing to them.

"B-But—" she seems to say something but Miyu cutted her off, she knows what she was going to say anyway. She would say that she can't do that to her since she was her boss' wife. And besides, she's not comfortable being treated so formally, especially when she's their real boss' wife anyway.

"You know, I think me, you and Christine were just on the same age." As the mention of Christine's name, Miyu found herself looking for the pink haired woman. "By the way, where is she?"

"A-ahm.. she just went to the supermarket to buy some groceries, ma'am" Nanami said timidly.

Miyu giggled, "I told you, drop the formality. You can call me Mi—" she stopped when she was about to say her name, "Yumi. You can call me Yumi, okay?"

Nanami look reluctant but she was ordered to do so, so why not? She nodded and smiled at Miyu slightly.

"Ah by the Nanami, where's Ruu? I didn't saw him on his room."

"Ah, your son was playing with her playmate right now ma— Y-Yumi.. but, is it really okay that I would call you that?"

"Of course! I want to be friends with you! You and Christine." She smiled again and put her hands under her chin, resting them on the table. "So, Ruu was with his playmate. Who's his playmate by the way?"

Nanami smiled at her, probably starting to feel comfortable at her, "Momoka. She just lives there beside this house."

"Ohhh." So we're neighbors then?"

"Y-yeah.."

"I see." Another smile and she looks past what was Nanami was doing. "You're making snacks for Ruu?"

"Ah no.. it was actually for you." She saw her slightly blush, "It's a 'thank you' from Chris and me for letting us go with you with your trip."

"Really? Oh, you really didn't have to do that, you know." Miyu beamed with delight.

"But.."

"But if you really want me to eat it, I will." She said playfully and giggled, it was her first time talking to Nanami like this and she was really enjoying her presence, now she wished Christine was here too. She missed talking with her best friend though. Even though Aya was her only her friend back then, she really enjoyed her presence so much talking about nonsense things here and there. She wonder if she also believed that she's already dead too. And thinking how they reacted when they learned the news about her and Yumi, made her inside twirl. It made her urge to go home stronger.

I hope they're okay, my grandma and Aya.

"Really?" Nanami was delighted too. Not really noticing the sad expression on her face. She was actually didn't expect her to eat the food but since Yumi was so kind to them these past few months, she and Christine taught that she might. She and Christine were actually talking about her a lot. How she changed after her accident, and how she became so sweet and kind to Ruu and to them. They suddenly felt the urge to talk to her but they were scared and shy at the same time. They really wanted to thank her when she told Kanata that they should come with them, and that's why she and Christine decided to thank her by cooking her foods.

"Ah." Miyu fakes a smile, not wanting her new found friend to see what she was going through. "O-of course"

"Please e-eat.." Nanami said, smiling timidly at her while giving her a plate containing the takoyakis she just cooked.

"Itadaikimasuuu!" she swallowed a whole takoyaki and chewed it for a couple of seconds, "Wow! This is so delicious! I'm so envious. You could cook a very delicious takoyaki." She takes another piece of takoyaki after swallowing the first one.

"I— we could teach you, you know. But Christine was a better cook than me."

"Really? Then I'm counting on the both of you. By the way Nanami, can I ask you some questions?"

"Questions? About what?"

"Ahmm.. how do I treat all of the people here in the house before I got into the accident?" Miyu knew it was odd to ask her that but, her curiosity was almost killing her, she wanted to know how Yumi was doing before she dies.

The shock on to her question was evident on the maid's face. "Y-You don't remember?"

She awkwardly laughs, "Kind of. Will you please tell me?"

Ah.. so that's why she's been acting strange. Nanami just thought. But would it be best if I will not tell her? She might return to her old self if I will—

"Nanami?"

"Ah! Y-yes.. actually.. y-you were always yelling at us. You—" she suddenly stopped, as if remembering something she doesn't want to remember. "Even in one just mistake, you were always saying that you were gonna fire us. And, we are actually four maids here in this house, but the two quit because they.. they can't stand—"

"They can't stand me?" she continued what she was going to say and smiled. It seems that Nanami was having a hard time telling her that. She might be scared at her or something. When she nodded she smiled at her again, "It's okay, continue."

"And.. actually you were always fighting with Sir Kanata, and I don't know if that's reason why you were always spanking Ruu even though all he ever did was to catch your attention."

Miyu's eyes widen at what she had heard. So, it's true.. Yumi was really hurting his own son. Because of that the blonde woman can't help herself but to feel a little furious at her dead sister. Her heart clenched in pain as she imagined how Yumi treated her own child. A single tear made its way on her cheeks.

"Y-Yumi?" there's a fear on Nanami's voice. Miyu really can't tell at the moment why.

She quickly wiped her tear and smiled at her, "Well.. I.. I just remember something I had to do. Thank you for the takoyaki Nanami. And thank you for telling me.. those things." She left with a smile but she was left there, oddly curious why Yumi was acting that way.

Miyu entered their room and cry there for almost a couple of minutes; she just can't believe her sister would be that harsh. Ruu had already made a big space on her heart and hearing those kinds of things really made her heart ache.

She was still sobbing when the phone on their room suddenly rang. She wipes her tears and cleared her throat before answering.

"Hello?"

"Yumi?" the oh, so familiar voice filled Miyu's senses, her heart suddenly beats fast.

"K-Kanata?"

"Yeah. It's me." she didn't know why but she has this weird feeling that Kanata was smiling. The thought made her forget the reason she was crying earlier.

"Ahm, yes?"

"How are you? I'm sorry I didn't even say goodbye to you this morning."

"Ah no, it' okay." Miyu played the cord on her fingers.

"And.. I'm sorry that I fell asleep on you last night."

She blushed at the mention of last night. "N-no.. you don't have to say sorry. I-it's okay."

He chuckled, "I know. Well, there are lots of nights, right?"

She bit her lips. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. She doesn't know what exactly to feel but Kanata definitely has something on his mind while telling her that. Her body suddenly feels hot at his words. Calm down, calm down, calm down, calm down. She repeatedly told herself, but seriously her knees can't help themselves but to shake.

"Y-y-yeah." And then she laughs awkwardly, not really knowing what to answer him.

"By the way, I called because I have something to tell you."

"What is it?"

"Did Nanami tell you I couldn't come home tonight?"

"Yes, she did."

"Ah, good. By the way, Akira told me there will be a party tomorrow at their house. She said, it was her mother's birthday. So, I called you to tell you that we're invited. I will probably be busy until tomorrow afternoon so is it okay to you if we just meet at the party? Or I can fetch you there.."

Miyu think, since she didn't know where Akira's house is she chose the latter, "Can you just fetch me? I don't know where her house is, so…"

She heard him chuckle again, "Of course. And, you can just wear anything you want. The party's not so formal so, a casual dress will do."

"Alright. How 'bout Ruu by the way?"

"He can't come. Since it's a birthday party for an elder; I think people there will just drink. You know, alcoholic drinks. Do you want to teach him how to drink in an early age?"

"Of course not! And besides, I won't let him drink. He can drink juice, or soft drinks but alcoholic drinks? No way!"

Kanata laughs which she followed. And it feels so good to laugh with him.

"Yumi, I have to go. My meeting will be on 5 minutes. Bye."

"Bye, Kanata. Take care." She smiled at the phone.

"Bye. See you tomorrow."

X~X~x~X~x

"Ne, Nanami. Is this dress okay?" Miyu turned around to let Nanami and Christine see her dress. She's wearing a red see through dress that came up until above her knees, she's wearing a see through but she have clothes inside, and she's wearing a black wedge shoes.

"Wow. You're beautiful. And you don't even have a make-up yet!" Christine beamed, admiring her appearance.

Miyu blush slightly, touching her bangs. "R-really? Do you think Kanata will like it?"

"Of course!" the two even made a duet. "We just need a little make-up then, Sir Kanata will be proud for having the most beautiful wife in the world." Miyu laugh at what Christine said.

"Stop it. You're embarrassing me." she giggled.

"Okay then, let's start." Nanami make her sit in front of a mirror and Christine started to put light make-up on her face.

When they were done, they suddenly heard a honk from a car outside.

"It's Kanata!" she excitedly jumped out of her chair without even looking closely at her own face.

The two just laughed and let her.

When she exited the house to meet Kanata, she was surprised too to see how handsome he is. Kanata was handsome, but, she didn't realize that he was so handsome.

On the other hand, Kanata was surprised too to see her too. Damn, she's beautiful. He knew she was beautiful but he never expected that she can be this beautiful until now. He never looked at her like he was looking at her right now. She really seems different.

"Hi." She said, smiling at him.

"Hi." He answered back, smiling.

She slightly giggled, waiting for him to lead her inside the car.

"You look beautiful." Before Kanata could stop himself, those words escaped his mouth.

Miyu blushed. "Y-you too.. I mean, you're handsome, not beautiful."

He chuckled and held her hand, "I know." and he lead her inside the car and Kanata dive the car in comfortable silence.

When they reached the party, Miyu was amazed how many people were already there.

She looks at Kanata who was behind her.

"Why?" he asked.

"There's a lot of people here. Are you going to leave me again?" she said in a worried voice, remembering the past event they were at a party.

He smirks, "Leave you and let you drink again all by yourself? No." he even held her hand, reassuring his words.

"Promise?"

"Promise. Okay, then let's go."

As they entered the mansion, the first thing Miyu saw was a familiar face of a man, as if he knew she was going to come, as if he really was waiting for her.

Her eyes widen in surprise to see Yumi's lover there, looking at her with those intense eyes. Her heart almost drops on the floor. She had a bad feeling about this, a very bad feeling about this.

Mizuki shook his head, as if trying to say that they need to talk. Now.

Miyu's knees suddenly wanted to melt. This is not happening, right? She and Kanata were in good terms now. Why? Why does he need to show up every time everything is falling to its right place? Why?

Her eyes followed where Mizuki went. She saw him went to the mansion's garden. The garden's lights were off but she was sure he just went that way. Miyu wasn't sure if she should let him be or follow him. Who knows what he will do if she doesn't follow him. He might suddenly approach Kanata and suddenly tell him, 'Hey, Kanata do you know that your wife and I had an affair? Ha. You didn't know, screw you.' Like that. Or she might be just imagining things but she need to make sure. She need to talk to that man and make him understand, she knows that he wouldn't believe if she tell him she's not Yumi, but the only thing she could do is to make him believe that they really need to stop whatever their relationship he believe is.

"Kanata!" a familiar voice reached Miyu's ear. She then turns around to see Akira, standing behind them, holding a glass of wine, she was slightly red and Miyu figures that she might drinking for a while.

"Akira." Kanata smiled and turns to her, still holding her hand, Miyu noticed that Akira snorted at the sight of them holding hands.

"Hey, Yumi." Akira surprisingly sent sweet smiles at her; Miyu thought that her smiles were fake. "How are you?"

"I-I'm fine. Thanks." She said, smiling back at her.

"That's good, that's good. Make sure you both will enjoy this party tonight, 'kay? Especially you, Yumi. You might not do these kinds of things with Kanata, you know."

Miyu felt something that was hiding behind her words; it feels like she knows something that's going to happen tonight. And instincts were telling her that this is really bad.

"What do you mean?" Kanata was the one to ask.

"I mean," the black haired woman giggled "After this, we won't be having another party, right? This month of the year is the busiest month for all of the businessmen."

Kanata smiled with understanding, "You're right."

"Yumi, can I borrow Kanata for a sec? My mother wants to see him."

She and Kanata both look at each other, Miyu remembered what he had said earlier, and because she needs to talk to Mizuki too, this is her good chance while Kanata is talking to someone else.

Kanata was going to say something when she interrupted him with a smile, "It's okay. You can go. I will not drink Kanata, I promise."

"But are you sure it's okay? You can—"

"I'm fine. Don't worry." When Kanata smiled at her and squeeze her hand as a sign of a 'later' gesture, she smiled back.

"Let's go." To Miyu's surprise, Akira was not clingy to Kanata just like before, she didn't even put her arms over him which Miyu found suspicious but was thankful at the same time. When she can't see Kanata and Akira's back anymore she started to walk toward the garden and search for Mizuki.

"I see that you're here to talk to me, Yumi." A voice that she had heard once said out of the dark.

She turned around and saw him sitting on a bench, holding a glass of wine on his right hand.

"I'm here to tell you that we're nothing to do with each other anymore." She firmly said, mentally fighting the shaking of her body.

"Didn't you just tell me that just yesterday?" his voice was low, quite dangerous to Miyu's hearing.

"I'm just here to make it clear. Now that I already told you, goodbye forever." She was turning her heels when suddenly he make firm grab of her arms.

"What are you—" before she could even make a move to get away from him, the man suddenly lunge at her, kissing her hard on her lips.

Miyu's eyes widen in disgust. She tried to punch him so that he will release her but he was just too strong for her. When Mizuki put his arms around her waist, that's when Miyu realized she did the wrong choice to even follow and talk to him here.

Kanata.. help.. please.. her tears are now streaming down her face. She was so disgusted at herself because she can't do something to even defend herself. But, if she let Kanata saw where she was now, her, kissing another man, everything will be over. Everything. He will never.. never trust her again. that's why she needed to get out of this situation.

"You fucking bastard!"

When Miyu heard Kanata's familiar voice, it seems that all of her strength was being sucked away from her own body, slowly numbing all of her parts. When she feel that Kanata grab Mizuki in the arms, letting their body separate from each other, and Kanata suddenly punching Mizuki in the face without any other words.

And she was there, lying on the ground, crying and looking at the two of them fight. Her mind was filled in agony. He's going to leave me.. Kanata will not believe me anymore..

"Kanata, Mizuki stop it!" Akira's voice made Miyu's mind to wander. It's as if she was suddenly taken back to reality.

It was then that it really hit her mind that the two men were fighting because of her. She stood up and tried to stop the two.

"K-Kanata please. S-stop it." she hugged Kanata on the back, breaking the two from fighting.

Mizuki who was on the ground lying, had his lips badly bleeding. It seems that Kanata was too strong for him that's why he doesn't even landed a single punch on him.

Akira helped Mizuki to stand up, while Mizuki tried to refuse her help, when he can finally stand he wiped the blood on his lips and look at Kanata with a smirk, "What Saionji? Didn't your wife tell you that we met yesterday?"

Miyu stiffened when Kanata throw her a dangerous glare. His bangs covered his eyes, darkening his whole face.

"K-Kanata I-it's not what—" she tried to explain, her voice trembling, when Kanata suddenly grab her on her hand. Miyu can feel that Kanata was furious. She can feel it the way he held her hand.

"Kanata! Wait!" Akira tried to stop him but he doesn't want to listen to anyone right now. And he actually seems not to care even though a lot of people were looking at them since they made a scene earlier.

They were bumping into different people as they made their way on Kanata's car.

Kanata abruptly threw her inside the car, making her bump a little into the car's chair.

When Kanata entered and started the car, Miyu thought that Kanata was just trying to be calm. But she can see it in his eyes, he was mad. He was raging with emotions that is why Miyu doesn't even dare to talk to him. She doesn't know where they will be going, maybe they will be going home and he will lock her there for the rest of her life. She cried again.

While on their way Miyu was so frightened at the speed of the car.

"Kanata, p-please.. slow down.. we could met an accident right now please." She said, holding tight on her seatbelt.

"Why? Are you scared, huh?" it's as if Kanata had gone mad, he make the speed of his car faster.

Miyu just close her eyes and prayed that they will be safe.

When the car stop, Miyu opened her eyes to see that they were in front of their house. Kanata didn't open the car door for her that's why she do it herself.

"Park the car." She heard him command to Santa. Santa didn't say a word, he can feel that his boss wasn't in the mood. That's why he just bowed and nodded at him.

When they entered the house, the lights were all off, indicating that all of the people there were already asleep.

When they entered their room Miyu was surprised because Kanata, without a single care, threw her at the bed and lurched on top of her. He was holding her two hands abover her head and he was looking at her like he was ready to devour her alive.

Miyu started to feel scared, "K-Kanata.." she whispered, her tears automatically trailing down her cheeks.

"What is it that you fucking want, huh Yumi?!"

"W-what—"

"I thought you'd changed. But you're still a friggin' whore! What? You're not satisfy with me that's why you're tasting every men you will see?!" his voice was trembling in anger.

She was hurt by his accusations but she really can't defend herself. She was crying too hard to even utter a single word.

"And now you're fucking crying again. Don't you know when to stop?! Fuck it Yumi! I almost give my whole trust to again, and then what?! You're still cheating on me! You slut!" he shouted, not really giving a damn if the whole household will hear them.

No.. please.. believe me Kanata.. it's really not what you think..she wanted to voice out but there's this hindrance on her throat that was hindering her to talk. All she could do was cry and cry and cry. She's crying because she's hurt. Kanata was too blind now to even hear her out especially when he saw with his two own eyes that she was kissing a man. A man that she doesn't even know, and she's crying because her heart hurts. She's crying because he loves Kanata, she gather now enough courage to admit that to herself, she didn't know when it started but.. it's all that she knows, she loves him.. she loves him... And she was hurt to see him suffering like this, suffering because of the though his wife had betrayed him again.

"So.. you wanna play a game, huh? Then let's play a fucking game, Yumi." His voice was low and dangerous and Miyu had an idea what he was going to do next.

He kissed her. Hard.

So hard that she feels like she's going to stop breathing, hard enough to taste blood on her own mouth.

She wasn't really trying to fight Kanata off. On her mind she was thinking that: He's going to leave me.. that's why.. I wanted this night to be memorable for me even though it was full of hate and betrayal.

When Kanata tear her dress off she wasn't complaining, she was there, looking at him with love in her eyes, ready to give him everything she have. But, her tears were still flowing freely from her eyes.

Kanata removed his clothes too, he's looking back at her too but his were filled with disgust and hatred. When their clothes were completely gone, Kanata kissed her again, not even bothering to look at her body.

This isn't what in my mind to have my first experience.. but atleast I'm going to do it with the man I love.. she sadly thought as a sad smile appear on her lips when Kanata start to carelessly thrust onto her.

She closed her eyes and bit her lip when she felt how painful it is, when she feels that Kanata suddenly stop moving, his eyes were wide, looking at her. He surely didn't expect that she was still a virgin.

The truth's out.. he finally knows that I'm not his wife..

"Y-you—" he can't seem to continue his own word. He felt that a cold water was suddenly poured all over his body.

"I-It's okay.. Kanata.. just.. just go on." She said, touching his hair.

He seems to be a little bit hesitant when he continues on thrusting on her. He was carelessly doing it at first, but now, now that he knows that she's still a virgin, he was doing it now with care, trying to decrease the pain as best as he could.

Kanata laid beside her, sweat was all over his body. They were silent for a moment before Kanata stood up and speak hesitantly.

"Wh-who are you?"

"I told you the first time we met, didn't I?" she slowly said.

"B-but— why.. why.." he didn't know what to say, he was going to say that why she didn't even try harder to tell him but he suddenly remembered that he was going over his head, not believing anything she was trying to say back then.. He pulled his hair out of frustration.. how could he.. how could he even do this to some innocent woman he didn't even know? She and Yumi were really looked alike so, he just really didn't expect that she was really telling the truth. He was so messed up back then to even open his heart and mind to listen to her. "Y-you're Miyu, then?"

"I am."

"So, you're really Yumi's twin sister?"

"Yes."

"Fuck!" he suddenly yelled, he put his clothes back on and left the room without any other words. He must be so shock to find out that she's really not Yumi.

As the sound of the closing door, Miyu felt her heart broke. As she was trying to stand up with her whole body hurting, and her knees feeling like a jelly, he gathers all of her courage to put on a new clothes. She was planning to leave now. She will go back to her real hometown. She will.. leave Ruu and Kanata tonight. As the thought sink deep in Miyu's mind, She wanted to break down but tried her hardest not to. This isn't the time to be weak. She knows that this time would come and she had prepared herself so many times. But is she really? Is she really ready to leave the two of them? Is she really okay leaving them?

She heard her answer from the soft whisper of her heart..

No.. you're not okay leaving them.. You're not okay Miyu.. You're not..

As she was slowly walking towards the door, she gave a last one look to the whole room. When her eyes landed on the picture frame where Kanata and Ruu's picture was in there, she really can't stand it.

She kneeled down on the floor, her hands covering her mouth, she wanted to scream, she wanted to stay.. but now, that Kanata finally learns about the truth.. there's no reason for her to stay, right? This isn't her place to begin with. Kanata and Ruu wasn't really hers to begin with.. and that though mere thought were already enough to break her already broken heart into million pieces.

She was going to leave this house, but her heart will definitely remain here..

** okaaaaay, so I think this is the longest chapter I have written in my whole life. Bwahahaha! And please don't kill me! I am planning on revising this sometime soon. I have lots of mistake here and I'm not really good with details but I promise I'll revise it. hihihi! Please review and tell me what you think. Please do tell my mistakes and help me. you know, I can accept flames ;) love yah all! Take care!